Part-20
3 weeks have passed.......Sujal was in his cabin checking emails when he sees particular email......he opens it...it was an invitation for an International ad concepts seminar being held in Singapore in 2 days...Sujal had just finished reading through the email when Kashish knocked on the door...
Sujal: come in...
Kashish walks in holding with files in her hand.......
Kashish: Sujal woh naye Project ki final report aa gayi hai ek bar ise check kar dena phir main check karke clients ko submit kar deti hoon...
Sujal just looks at her and then back at the screen...
Sujal: haan thik hai...give me 5 minutes main dekhta hoon
Kashish: kya baat hai.....aisa kya padh rahe ho tum......
Sujal: nahin woh actually muje abhi abhi invitation aaya hai for the International ad concepts Seminar...is saal woh Singapore me horaha hai to bas wahin dekh raha tha...
Kashish: oh Congrats Sujal........I wish tumhare liye yeh bahot successful ho.........to kab nikal rahe ho tum........
Sujal: dekhte hai kab flight milti hai...seminar parso ko hai to kal tak nikalna hoga...pehle Angad aur Kripa se baat karleta hoon...phir decide karte hai...
Sujal calls the receptionist and asks to be connected to Angad's office...Sujal asks Angad to come to his office and bring Kripa with him...5 mins later Angad and Kripa come to Sujal's office and give Kashish and Sujal confused looks
Angad: Sujal........anything serious.........I mean hum dono ko aur phir Kashish bhi.........
Sujal: arre nahin aisi koi baat nahin...woh actually abhi abhi muje International ad concepts ke seminar ka invitation aaya hai...is baar woh Singapore me hoga isliye hume flight ka pata karna hoga...
Angad: Its Ok.......I can book the flights for us.........
Kashish: I am sorry Guys ......lekin main nahi chal sakti........is project ko finalize karna hai to.......but you guys carry on.............
Kripa: Angad hum kaise ja sakte hain...yahan SK ko kaun dekhega...aur agle project ki finance report tumne abhi tak complete nahin ki...
Sujal: to phir kaun jayega mere saath...lagta hai is saal miss karna hoga
Kripa: hum koi seminar miss nahi kar rahe .......waise to main tumhare saath chalti lekin main yaha Angad ko akele chod ke nahi jana chahti pata nahi kya halat karega apni aur ghar ki............is liye tum Kashish ko le jao.........
Kashish: lekin Kripa main kaise ja sakti hoon.......i mean abhi muje final reports karni hai.......
Kripa: tum uski fikar mat karo...Angad jaise hi report taiyaar kardega,main final reports kardungi...aur Angad to hai hi meri madad ke liye...aur is seminar pe jaane se tumhe aur bhi projects aur experience milsakta hai
Kashish: anything for SK..........thik hai main jane ko taiyaar hoon......main apni office me reports aur baki ki files tumhare office me shift kar deti hoon..........
Kripa: ok thats fine...
Angad: aur main tum dono ke jaane ke arrangements kardeta hoon...
Kashish leaves the cabin and goes to sort her things out..
Kripa: Sujal...........tum thik to hona uske saath jane me..........
Sujal: haan Kripa...infact woh na jaati to main thik na hota...pata nahin usse dekhe binna mera kya hota...thanks Kripa sab sambhalne ke liye
Kripa: Sujal............life me sabkuch perfect nahi hota.........kabhi kabhi sab kuch perfect banana hota hai.......
Sujal just smiles...
Sujal: shayad tumhare aur Angad ke binna main kuch nahin kar paata...meri zindagi ko to tum dono ne hi perfect banaya hai....har mod par tum dono ne mera saath diya hai
Kripa: lekin ab tumhe bhi to shikhna hoga na.....i mean kab tum khud kuch karna shikhoge........aur ple tum Kashish se itna darte kyun ho woh kahi nahi janewali........tumhe chodke........
Sujal: jaanta hoon...shayad usse ab bhi meri zaroorat hai...khair jo bhi ho...main to hamesha uske saath hoon...acha Angad please tum tickets book karwake muje batadena ke flight kab ki hai
Angad: ok buddy main abhi travel agent ko phone karke tumhe flight detail ki email karta hoon.........
Angad leaves from there with Kripa.........Sujal rests his head on the chair.....lost in his thoughts suddenly he looked at the invitation and a smile appears on his face..
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The next morning...two hours before Sujal and Kashish were set to leave....both were in their own rooms packing their bags...Kashish finished packing when she realizes something...she leaves the room and goes to Sujal's room....She could see him carefully trying to select his clothes through the half open door of his room
Kashish: main kar deti hoon tumhari packing..if you dont mind.......
Sujal just looks at her...
Sujal: nahin...i don't mind...thanks Kashish...aaj tak yeh karna seekh nahin paaya...
Kashish: shikhne ki zaroorat hai kya?......
Sujal: haan kyunki tumhe baar baar meri wajah se pareshani hoti hai
Kashish: tumhe kisne kaha ki muje isme koi pareshani hoti hai.....
Sujal: nahin kissi ne kaha to nahin...bas muje aisa lagga...ab muje itna to aana hi chahiye...
Kashish: maine tumhe pehle bhi kaha tha na ki tumhe yeh sab shikh ne ki zaroorat nahi kyunki main hamesha rahungi na tumha.....
She stops midway...and lowers he gaze.......Sujal gives her a loving look....while wishing that she stays with him forever
Sujal: woh...main tumhari madad karta hoon
Kashish: ya sure........woh main tumhare outfit select kar deti hoon.....kyunki tumhe to summer aur winter clothes me kuch farak hi nahi lagta.........
Sujal just smiles..
Sujal: thik hai...tum muje deti jao aur main bag me rakhta jaunga..
Kashish: hmm .....thik hai...tum betho me deti hoon.......
Sujal: ok...
Sujal sits on the bed beside his bag while Kashish goes through the closet..selecting outfits and passing them to him one by one........Kashish takes out blue shirt and looks at Sujal.......
Kashish: Sujal.....kya tumhe blue pasand nahi ...i mean tumpe blue bhi achcha lagta hai..........
Sujal just looks at her...
Sujal: kya sach me mujpe blue achcha lagta hai?
Kashish: muje to aisa hi lagta hai...........tum her roz red white aur black pehente ho to........kuch different bhi to hona chahiye....
Sujal: thik hai...agar tumhe aisa lagta hai to kal conference pe main yeh blue shirt hi pehnunga...lao do muje main isse rakh deta hoon bag me...
Kashish looks at Sujal and passes the shirt to him... she feels happy that Sujal agreed to wear the shirt she choose.....but she doesnt know why it is important to her...
Sujal: Kashish agar tumhe kuch aur bhi pasand ho to woh bhi muje dedo...main bag me rakh dunga..
Kashish was lost in her dream world........She catches the end of what he was saying.......but doesnt know exactly what he said....
Kashish: tumne abhi abhi mujse kuch kaha....
Sujal: haan...kyun tumne nahin sunna?...kahan khoyi ho tum?
Kashish: nahi woh bas aise hi main to.......haa kaho kya keh rahe the tum.....
Sujal: main bas yahin kehraha tha ki agar tumhe kuch aur pasand ho to muje dedo taki main usse bag me rakh dunn......
Kashish: Sujal nahi....i think sab kuch rakh diya.......wait a minute....maine tumhari tie to nahi rakhi.......
Sujal: its ok Kashish...tum abhi nikaal do..
Kashish still felt uneasy about her mixed feelings but puts them aside and walks back to the closet....and looks for a tie...when her hand touches a box in the corner...........she picks up the box and turns towards Sujal......Sujal looks up and sees her holding his prized possesion.....he walks up to her
Sujal: woh Kashish...isme tie nahin hai...lao main isse rakh deta hoon
Kashish: Sujal muje isme dekhna hai ki kya hai......
Sujal: isme kuch nahin hai Kashish...bas kuch samaan hai...
Kashish: to phir tum muje dekhne kyun nahi dete........
Sujal does know what to say....he looks down.....and feels very nervous.....
Sujal:nahin...aisi koi baat nahin hai...
Kashish: to kya main ise dekh sakti hoon.........
Sujal: ermm...haan...tum dekh sakti ho chaho to
Kashish: Its ok......agar tum nahi chahte to main ise nahi kholungi...........
Sujal just looks at her...
Sujal: nahin tum chaho to dekh sakti ho...muje koi problem nahin
Kashish looks at him and takes the box from his hands......
Kashish: ab ise kholneki ki koi zarooriyat nahi.......main wapas rakh deti hoon......
Sujal breathes a sigh of relief...
Sujal: Kashish tum tie dekho main abhi aata hoon...
Kashish: haa yeh thik hai.......
Sujal looks at her and leaves the room...she sees him walking out and looks at the box...she removes the lid and sees his shirt at the top... the shirt wasn't in their last time...she remembers that it was the same shirt he was wearing the night the light had gone...she just picks it up...when she sees their photograph...she also picks it up and runs her fingers over it...she places the stuff back in the box....and puts the box back in its original place.....she starts to looks for his tie..........in the meantime Sujal comes back into the room carrying two cups of coffee......Kashish turns around holding a gray tie in her hands...and looks at Sujal...
Kashish: tumne coffee kyun banayi.....
Sujal: ab tum mere liye packing karsakti ho yeh jaante huye ki muje packing nahin aati...to kya main tumhare liye coffee nahin bana sakta..
Kashish: lekin iska yeh matlab nahi ki muje coffee banani nahi aati.......
Sujal: achcha...tumhe banani aati hai?...lekin maine tumhe kabhi banate huye nahin dekha..
Kashish: woh is liye kyunki muje kitchen me jana achcha nahi lagta........
Sujal: oh...haan tumne pehle bataya tha...achcha woh sab chodo aur coffee pee lo
Kashish takes the coffee mug from his hand and was about to say something but stops.......she smiles at him and goes towards the window...opens the curtains and sits down looking outside at guy running behind the bus with red flowers............Sujal looks at her and smiles sipping his coffee..
Kashish: lagta hai woh ladka apni biwi se raat ko zagad ne ke bad use ab manane ja raha hai................
Sujal: kaunsa ladka?..
Sujal walks upto Kashish and stands beside her looking out of the window when he sees the guy and smiles...
Sujal: waise tareeka kaafi achcha hai apni biwi ko manane ka...
Kashish: tumhe lagta hai ki uski biwi use maff kar degi........sirf is roses ki waje se.........
Sujal: ab yeh to uski biwi pe depend karta hai...sabki biwi thodi na ek jaisi hoti hai...
Kashish: kyun tumne kya socha tha.......koi to tarika tumhe bhi aata hoga.......
Sujal: hmmm ab tareeke to bohat aate hain...bas situation pe depend karta hai...har situation main alag tareeka..
Kashish: agar kabhi kisi din main tumse ruth jati to tum muje kis tarah se manwate.........
Sujal: to main pehle apni galti ki maafi maangta...agar tab bhi tum na maanti to tumhare saamne kaan pakarta...aur tab bhi tum na maanti to main tumhe pyar se manata...aur agar tum tab bhi na maanti to main tumhe...
When he just stops and looks outside...
Sujal: actually main kabhi tumhe naraaz hone hi nahin deta...
Kashish just looks at him and feels so gulity....she puts the coffee mug on side ....gets up and walks towards the door.......at the door she turns back and glances at Sujal...then walks back out without saying a word........Sujal is still standing near the window and feels guilty about what he said earlier....he knew that she was feeling guilty already and now he added more to her guilt....he picks up both mugs and goes to the kitchen.......then comes back up again and knocks on her bedroom door...
Sujal: Kashish...chalen
Kashish opens the door with her bag........
Kashish: ya sure.....lets go.......
Sujal gets his bag and looks at Kashish...he picks her bag too and starts to walk down the steps.....Kashish just smiles and follows him .....both walks out .....Kashish locks the house door...while Sujal unlocks the car and loads their luggage in the trunk.......both sit in the car....and drive to the airport....
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Sujal and Kashish reach the airport and board the flight...the airhostess leads them to the business class area.....she looks at the boarding card and see that Sujal and Kashish have seperate seats... the flight had 3 rows with 2 seats joint in each row...Kashish's seat was in the centre and Sujal's on the left hand side...3 seats behind hers...they both look at each other...a old man was in the seat next to Kashish...Sujal looks at him and back to Kashish...
Sujal: ermm Kashish...tum yahan thik rahogi na?...pata nahin unhone boarding alag seats ki kyun ki...
Kashish: Its Ok Sujal........I am fine here.......
Sujal: ok...meri seat yahin peeche hai...kuch chahiye ho to muje bula lena...take care...
He smiles at her and goes to his seat and was about to sit down when sees a girl beside him who kept staring at him continuously...she was a very modern looking girl who was wearing a skirt just below her knees and a top...she kept staring at him...then gives him a big smile......Sujal forcefully smiles back and takes his seat beside her...it was time for the flight to depart when the girl holds on to Sujal's hand tightly...he looks at her in surprise...
Girl: if you don't mind can i hold your hand?muje flight depart aur land hone ka time darr lagta hai...
Sujal didn't know what to do or say...he couldn't exactly refuse...
Sujal: ermmm...its ok...i don't mind..
Kashish who can hear this just holds her seat handle tightly and tries to control her anger........
Old Man: are you ok?....
Kashish: maine kaha na I am perfectly fine........Thanksss........
The flight takes the air... and all goes back to normal...the airhostesses start to distribute the drinks......the girls sitting next to Sujal asks for a drink....
Girl: excuse me...kya aap muje woh drink paas karsakte hain...
Sujal: ermmm...ya sure...
Sujal takes the glass from the airhostess and passes it to the girl with a smile...
Girl: thanks darling...
Sujal just looks away whilst coughing slightly... Kashish was now fuming while looking back and specially seeing a smile on Sujal's face.......next the airhostess came to Kashish........
Airhostess: Mam......would you like to have anything to drink?
Kashish: I dont want anything..........kya aap sab muje kuch dair akele rehne de sakte hai.......I am already so ......just leave it........
The airhostess apologizes and leaves.......Kashish takes out a magazine and starts flipping the pages in anger.......hard enough to that the magazine could come apart any sec....a little while later...Sujal gets up...and goes up to the old man sitting next to Kashish.........he requests the old man to switch seats with him...the old man looks at Sujal then at Kashish...and smiles...he gets up and goes to seat in Sujal's seat....Sujal looks at Kashish who was lost in the magazine..........Sujal looked at Kashish who was drowned in the magazine and sat down beside her with a smile...he breathed a sigh of relief...
Sujal: hah...thankgod usse bach gaya..
Kashish: nahi tumhe to achchi company mil rahi thi na.....wapas kyun aa gaye tumhe to wahi bethna chahiye tha...........
Sujal just looks at her in surprise...
Sujal: achchi company?...Kashish woh to mera peecha hi nahin chod rahi thi...badi mushki se peecha chudaya maine usse...
Kashish: achcha muje to aisa bilkul nahi lag raha........nahi tumhe to uske pass hona chahiye ........i mean bechari ko flight land karte waqt bhi to darr lagega naa to ......jao uske pass ......
Sujal was confused as to why Kashish was acting this way........and if she jealous....
Sujal: actually Kashish your right...i think muje uske paas wapis jaana chahiye...warna landing ke waqt woh kiska haath pakdegi..
Kashish: tum kahi nahi ja rahe ....
Sujal just smiles to himself...
Sujal: lekin abhi abhi to tum kehrahi thi ki muje uske paas jaana chahiye...to phir ab kya hua
Kashish: Sujal......just shut up ...muje aur gussa mat dilao...........aur waise bhi how could you......woh bhi us type ki ladki ke saath........
Sujal: kyun kya kharabi hai usme...modern khayalat ki hai,hot hai,good looking hai...kya kammi hai usme...
Kashish: woh tumhare type ki nahi....
Sujal: achcha...to phir tumhare khayal se mere type ki ladki kaun hai...
Kashish: muje nahi pata......
Sujal: Kashish...tumhe yeh to pata hai ki woh mere type ki ladki nahin hai...magar tumhe mera type maloom hi nahin...yeh kaise hosakta hai?
Kashish: Sujal tum sach me janna chahte ho ki tumhare type ki kaun hai.......
Sujal: haan...main sach me jaan na chahta hoon
Kashish: are you sure?...
Sujal: i'm sure Kashish..
Kashish: kyunki tumhari type ki ladki sirf main hoon............
Kashish spoke the words quickly..not realizing what she was saying.....Sujal just looks at her.........he was suprised by her words but really happy........he keeps looking at her.......and smiles at her...
Sujal: lagta hai tum mera type ache se jaanti ho...mujse bhi behtar..
Kashish lowers her gaze and tries not to avoid looking into his eyes.....he smiles smiles at her nervousness and bends closer to wisper in her ear..
Sujal: waise tumse ek baat kahun...tum ghusse me aur bhi zyada khubsurat lagti ho...
a small smile appers on her face as she looked up into his eyes....... Sujal's smile grew wider on seeing a smile appear on her face...
Sujal: is muskurahat ko kabhi apne chehre se mitne mat dena...kyunki issi muskurahat me kissi ki zindagi chupi huyi hai...
Kashish: Sujal....itna pyaar bhi mat karo mujse........
Sujal: kya karun...bohat koshish ki hai ki main khud ko tumse pyar karne se rok sakun...lekin main jitna khud ko rokta hoon...utna hi tumhare liye mera pyar bharta jaata hai...shayad ab to meri har ek saans tumhare naam se chalti hai...khud ko apni saanson se alag hone ka kaise sochun...
Kashish: kash main bhi tumhari tarah tumse pyaar kar sakti.........lekin mera bita hua kal muje aaj bhi rok raha hai...........aur shayad main apni puri zindagi usi bite huye kal me jii lungi.......lekin main usme se bahar nahi aa paungi......
Sujal: muje tumse koi shikayat nahin hai Kashish...main tumse pyar karta hoon lekin iska matlab yeh to nahin ki tumhe bhi mujse pyar karna chahiye...mera pyar ek tarfa hi sahi lekin tab bhi main tumhare jazbaton ki kadar karta hoon...tumhe jaise bhi apni zindagi jini hai...tum ji sakti ho...muje kabhi bhi tumse koi gila nahin rahega...mere liye tumhari dosti hi kaafi hai...
Kashish: aur main koshish karungi ki apni dosti ko to bahot achche se nibha saku.......
Sujal: koshish karne ki zaroorat nahin hai...kyunki tum to hamesha se hi dosti ka farz nibhati aayi ho...tumne mere liye bohat kuch kiya hai
Kashish: sach kahoon to tumne mere liye bahot kuch kiya hai..........warna pata nahi Mom ke bad mera kya hota........
Sujal: maine mom se vaada kiya tha ki chahe kuch bhi hojaye...main tumhara saath hamesha nibhaunga...to woh vaada me kaise tod sakta hoon Kashish...mom ke jaane ke baad tum meri zimmedari ho isliye tumhe jab bhi meri zaroorat hogi...tum muje apne saath paaogi...
Kashish: aur muje tumpe aur tumhare vaade pe pura yakeen hai.....
Sujal: aur main is yakeen aur vishwaas ko kabhi bhi tootne nahin dunga...
Kashish: tum yeh vishwas kabhi tutne nahi donge kyunki yeh mera yakeen hai.......
Sujal: itna bharosa hai mujpe?
Kashish: itna bharosha na hota to tumhare saath is waqt na hoti.....
Sujal looks at her and is confused what to say..........
Sujal: thanks Kashish...yeh mere liye bohat mayne rakhta hai ki tumhe mujpar bharosa hai...aur main vaada karta hoon ki main is bharose ko kabhi tootne nahin dunga...chahe kuch bhi hojaye...
Kashish smiles at him.....then goes back to reading the magazine..... but her mind in not on what she is reading..........her mind is continously thinking about Sujal......the airhostess makes another round......she skips Kashish and goes to Sujal.........he takes two drinks and places her a smile.......then places one cup next to him and the second next to Kashish.......
Sujal: Kashish...tumhare liye cold drink...
Kashish: thanks .....
Kashish looks down not meeting his eyes..........he just smiles at her reaction then starts to sip his drink while placing his head on the head rest.......and closes his eyes........his mind kept remembering her words from a minutes ago.......he was really happy because she acted jealous........the pilot announces that the flight was about to land.......Sujal looks at Kashish....then at her hand resting on the arm rest......he takes her hand in his hand..........Kashish is suprised and looks up at Sujal.......
Sujal: woh muje flight land hone ke time darr lagta hai...
Sujal smiles at her....Kashish doesnt say anything but just looks at her hand in his hand.....Sujal keeps looking at her with his love shining in his eyes........He gazes down at their hands......and smiles...but kept a tight hold on her arm......Both of them look at each other.....Sujal looks at her intently......Kashish could see Sujal's love for her in his eyes........the flight lands...but Sujal and Kashish are still lost in each other...the other passengers get up and start to exit the plane....the girl who sat next to Sujal before...walks past.....Sujal and Kashish......she sees them and smiles....
Girl: wow...both of you look prefect together......by the way thanks for your help........bye sweetheart....
She winked and smiled at Sujal...
Kashish: Excuse me..........yeh kis tarah se aap inse baat kar rahe hai........you dont know him so......and by the way we hear this compliment alot that we both make a perfect couple.......so bye......take care...
Sujal just looked at her in surprise but was so happy to hear her say that...whilst the girl walked away not knowing what to say...
Sujal: ermm...chale Kashish?
Kashish: ya sure...........agar aapki yaha baatein khatam ho gayi ho to.....
Sujal: meri ya tumhari...kuch aur sunana baaki hai to kya usse bulwaun
Kashish: tumna mujse baat hi mat karo.........I dont want to talk about this......
Sujal: arre Kashish tum khamakha naraaz horahi ho...main to sirf mazaak kar raha tha
Kashish: muje is tarah ka mazak bilkul bhi pasand nahi.........ab chale.....
Sujal just smiles...
Sujal: haan chalo...
Both get off the plane..and go collect their luggage.......then both walk out of the airport towards the driver and car sent for them by their hotel............the driver takes their luggage and stores it in the trunk as Sujal and Kashish sit in the car........they leave for the hotel........after a hours drives they arrive at the hotel.........Sujal and Kashish get out and walk in towards the receptionist.......
Receptionist: Good Afternoon Sir.....welcome to Hotel Sunrise......How may I help you?.....
Sujal: Hi.....we have reservations for 2 rooms under name of Sujal Garewal..........
The receptionist check the list on the computer and comes back with the key...........
Receptionist: Yes we do have reservation for Mr.and Mrs.Garewal .....Room no. 116......Here is your key sir........
Sujal just looks at Kashish and then back at the receptionist...
Sujal: we had reserved 2 rooms...can you please check..
Receptionist: I am sorry Sir....I already checked and there is only one room..........and our hotel is full until next week............so this is the only available room we have........I am really sorry sir.......
Sujal just looked at Kashish and then back at the receptionist...
Sujal: please can you check again...there may be a room
Kashish walks towards Sujal and receptionist........
Kashish: is there any problem with our reservation?...
Receptionist: yes mam...actually Mr Garewal said he reserved two rooms but in our system only one room has been reserved...now we don't have an empty room till next week...i'm really sorry...
Sujal: its ok Kashish...we will go somewhere else........
Receptionist: I am sorry Sir but all the hotels in the singapore has been booked for months.........this week , we have international ad concepts seminar.......and for next 2 weeks we have medical seminars......so it would be very hard for you both to find a single room..........and if you cancel this room, you will not be able to get back..........
Sujal just looked at Kashish helplessly...he didn't know what to suggest...he just stood there thinking of some solution...
Kashish: Its Ok.......we are ready to check in that room.......can we have the key ple?....
Receptionist: yes mam sure...
She passes the key to Kashish whilst Sujal looked at Kashish...she started to walk when Sujal followed...
Sujal: Kashish tum yeh room me check in karo main kuch intezam karta hoon
Kashish: hum ajanbee to nahi ki ek room me nahi reh sakte...........hume ek dusre pe yakeen hai...muje tumpe hai....kya tumhe mujpe nahi.......
Sujal just looks at her in surprise..
Sujal: nahin...mera woh matlab nahin tha...muje tum par yakeen hai...lekin main nahin chahta ke tumhe koi problem ho
Kashish: muje sach me koi problem nahi.......hum ek saath ek kamre me hai iska yeh matlab to nahi ki.......maine wahi kiya jo muje thik laga....
Sujal just picks up the luggage...
Sujal: chale?
Kashish: hmm.......
Kashish follows Sujal to their room.....Kashish looks at Sujal and then unlocks the door......Sujal follows her in..........once inside.....both are mesmerized by the interior of the room.....the room contained a double bed situated in the center of the room......a sofa was placed on the side of the room.......a double door led to a beautiful balcony.........Sujal takes their luggage....and places them inside....
Kashish: Sujal....tum ready ho jao.....woh ek ghante me seminar hai aur phir sham ko party....
Sujal: theek hai...main bas abhi aaya taiyaar hokar...
Sujal opens his suitcase......and takes out the blue shirt she selected for him......he also takes out a white suit to go with the shirt.......he takes his clothes into the washroom.........Kashish opens her bag...and stares at the washroom door.....she thinks about what she said and did in the flight.....she doesnt know why she reacted that way........why did it matter to her if the girl held Sujal's hand....why was she jealous of Sujal praising the girl......why does she want Sujal's type of girl to be her.......why did she admit to the girl that people think she and Sujal make a prefect couple....when the reality is that they arent even a couple......her mind was still full of questions when Sujal comes out of the washroom straightening his coat......Sujal looks at Kashish and see her lost in her thoughts....
Sujal: Kashish...kahan khoyi ho tum?
Kashish: kuch sawaal ke jawab dhundhne ki koshish kar rahi thi
Sujal: kaise sawaal?
Kashish: kuch nahi.......tum ready ho jao main bas dus minute me ready hoke aayi......
Sujal: hmm...thik hai...
Kashish takes out her clothes and goes in to the washroom...her mind still jumbled with unanswered questions......Sujal stood there looking at the mirror....feeling really light and happy.......After a while Kashish comes out of the washroom wearing a designer white suit.......Sujal looks at her through the mirror.....and turn around....
Sujal: tum ready ho to chale?
Kashish: ya sure......lets go.
Both leave the room and Sujal locks the door......and gives the key to the receptionist......and both leave for the seminar.....
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After a while Sujal and Kashish reach the seminar......the seminar was successful and SK concepts bagged many international contracts.....they were now booked solid for the next three years.......plus they got the most contracts than any other company.......now it was time to for a party......Sujal and Kashish are in their room getting ready.....Kashish was waiting outside......when Sujal comes out of the washroom wearing a cream designer suit....
Kashish keeps looking at him.....and then walks up to him.....
Kashish: Sujal woh tumhari tie thik nahi bani.........
Sujall looks in the mirror and tries to straighten his tie......then looks at her......
Sujal: ab thik hai?
Kashish: nahi.....yaha aao main kar deti hoon..'
Sujal looks at her in suprise but moves towards her........without saying anything.....Kashish can smell his perfume because he is standing close to her... she takes another step towards him.....and moves her hands to his tie....she looks in to his eyes.....and straightens his tie.....while staring into his eyes...she could feel his heartbeats.....raising because they were close to each other...after she finished......she kept her hand on his tie.......and kept looking into his eye......then smiles at him......and moves back...
Kashish: ab perfect lag rahi hai..........
Sujal comes back to his senses and looks down at his tie holding it and then looks at her with a smile...
Sujal: thanks...ab tum bhi taiyaar hojao
Kashish: hmm....main bas abhi.........
Kashish turns around..takes her dress....and then goes to the washroom to change........Sujal sees her leave......and smiles looking at the washroom door.....after a little while...Sujal was combing his hair.....when Kashish walks out of the washroom......he looks at her through the mirror.........and freezes......the comb falls from his hand.......because she is looking radiant in a long brown gown....matched with some beautiful long copper diamond earings .....
Sujal was totally mesmerized by her beauty.......he wasnt able to keep his eyes off her.......he just stood there completely mesmerised and wasn't able to move his eyes from her.. Kashish lowers her eyes.....and walks towards the dresser...he moves to side as she comes closer.... ......she takes the comb from the dresser and ties her hair in a ponytail.....he eyes fall on Sujal....then she takes the bobble out......he sees this and smiles at her.......he moves closer to her...and wispers
Sujal: tum aaj bohat khubsurat lag rahi ho...
Kashish looks into his eyes....
Kashish: sach?....
Sujal: kya maine aaj tak tumko lekar koi jhoot bola hai?...aaj agar chand ki nazar tumpe pad gayi to woh bhi tumse jalega...
Kashish: woh meri khubsurati pe nahi jalega Sujal.......woh jalega ki uske pass uski tarif karnewala koi Sujal nahi......
Sujal: aur kabhi hoga bhi nahin...kyunki Sujal to sirf ek hai jo sirf aur sirf Kashish ki tareef karna jaanta hai...
Kashish lowers her gaze and picks up her clutch then looks at Sujal......
Kashish: chale.......Party ke liye dair ho rahi hai......
Sujal just smiles...
Sujal: haan...chalo
Both of them walk out of the room and arrive at the ball room which is filled with thousands of people.........Sujall looks at Kashish and then holds out his hand........She looks at his hand then at him........a smile appears on her face......and she places her hand in his hand.....both walk inside the room......all the people stop doing their things and look at them......they both made a beautiful picture.......everyone in the room agree that they make the most beautiful and prefect couple in the world....an hour later...Sujal and Kashish were talking to different people......Sujal excuses him self to go talk to people he knew from college.......Kashish was talking to other creative directors when someone comes and stands behind her....
Man: Kashish...what a pleasant surprise..
Kashish just turned around and her smile just faded.......
Kashish: goodevening Mr.Harsh Sinha...nice to see you and your family......
It was Harsh Sinha stood there with his wife Stacey and son Pete...
Harsh: kaisi ho tum?..aur itne saalon baad hum mil rahe hain,woh bhi yahan...waise tumhe yahan dekh ke bohat khushi huyi...lagta hai tum apni zindagi me kaafi aage bhad gayi ho aur tum kaafi khush bhi nazar aarahi ho...yeh dekh ke achcha lagga...as your father i'm very proud of your achievement..
Kashish: yaa.. you are right Mr.Sinha.........shayad aap ki hi nafrat ne muje yaha tak pahonchne me bahot madad ki hai.......you know what...pichle 16 saal se main isi koshish me hoon ki ek din me aapko hara saku......aur aaj maine woh kar diya.....aaj maine aap ke sare contract ko chin liya to main khush kaise nahi hogi.........
Harsh: ab tum meri beti ho to meri aadat tum me hona lazmi hai...jaise maine kabhi haarna nahin seekha...waise hi tumhe haarna nahin aata...
Kashish: aisi galti bhi mat kijiyega Mr.Sinha........main kabhi aapke jaisi thi hi nahi main to hamesha se hi meri mom ki parchai rahi hoon.........kyunki main Kashish Nandini Roy hoon .......who doesnt have any father in her life?......
Harsh: tumhare kehne se sach thodi na badlega Kashish...tum chahe kitna bhi inkaar kyun na karo...main hamesha tumhara dad hi rahunga...waise kaisi hain tumhari mom?
Kashish: bahot afsoos ki baat hai Mr.Sinha.......aap apni beti ki zindagi ke her ek mod ke piche rahe lekin aapko yahi pata nahi ki ab meri Mom is duniya me nahi ..........aur main janti hoon woh aaj jaha bhi hai woh bahot khush hai kyunki uski beti aaj waise hi jee rahi hai jaise woh chahti thi. .....is liye ple muje apni beti mat kahiye bahot taklif hoti hai muje..........
Harsh: oh...i'm really sorry to hear this...bohat afsos hua muje yeh jaan kar...
Kashish: muje aapki sorry bhi nahi chahiye ......aap apna afsos apne pass hi rakhiye kyunki jo log chut pahonchate hai woh afsos nahi karte ........so ple leave me alone.............
Kashish was about to walk away when Sujal comes back...........
Sujal: Kashish kya tum free ho?...woh Mr Gupta tumse milna chahte the...
Kashish: Sujal wait.........meet Mr.Harsh Sinha and his wife stacey and his son Pete............
Sujal just looks at them...and then turns towards Harsh...
Sujal: hi...I'm Sujal Garewal
Harsh: Kashish's ex-husband.........
Sujal: ji...lekin ab main Kashish ka dost hoon...
Harsh: oh to ab tum dono dost ho...waise Kashish...tum chahe jitna bhi inkaar kyun na karo,tum bilkul meri tarah ho...tumne bhi to bilkul wahin kiya jo maine kiya tha...apne pati se divorce le hi liya tumne...tumne sabit kar diya ki tum meri hi beti ho........
Kashish: muje apne jaisa hone ka khayal bhi apne dimag me mat aane dijiye.........kyunki aapko mom se alag hone ke bad kabhi koi pachtava nahi hua.....yaha tak ki aapne to kabhi yeh janne ki bhi koshish nahi ki ke mom zinda hai ki nahi........haa shayad aapne mere bare me sab pata kar liya kyunki aap se bada khudgarz insaan maine nahi dekha......aapne mere pe nazar rakhi lagta hai usme bhi aapka koi dhoka chupa hoga......lekin afsos ki aap apni beti ko samaj nahi paye..............aur muje....muje her pal Sujal se durr hone ka pachtava ho raha hai..........aap jante hai ki maine apni zindagi ke sare faisle khud liye hai aur pachtava kabhi meri zindagi me nahi tha........lekin Sujal se durr hona meri zindagi ki sabse badi galti hai jiske liye main aaj bhi pachta rahi hoon...........aur kahi na kahi usi pachtave ke liye main Sujal se alag nahi ho pa rahi........
Sujal just looks at Kashish...he couldn't believe what she had just said...he had never expected her to say this...but those words felt like heaven for him...
Harsh: tum chahe kuch bhi kyun na kaho lekin tum meri hi parchai ho...tum wahin karti ho jo tum chahti ho chahe woh faisla sahi ho ya galat...bilkul meri tarah...
Kashish: nahi aapme aur mujme bahot farak hai...........aapne apni khushi ke liye mom aur mera saath choda........aur maine Sujal ki khushi ke liye Sujal ka saath choda........aaj muje aap pe aur bhi gussa aata hai ki aap hi ke diye huye us kal se main bahar nahi nikal sakti aur apni zindagi me main aage nahi badh sakti.........muje afsos aaj is baat ka nahi ki ki maine apni zindagi me galtiyaan ki hai..........muje afsos yeh hai ki main Sujal jaise insaan se pyaar nahi kar payi aur iske kahi na kahi aap bhi jimedar hai.......is liye ple .......ple ab kabhi bhi zindagi me hamara samna ho to mujse baat karne ke liye mat rokna......Good bye Mr.Sinha and have a wonderful life with your wife and son........now ple excuse me.............
Kashish looks at him with angry eyes ...she storms out of the party while Sujal followed her in a hurry.....
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After sometime both reach the hotel and walk up to their room...Kashish was still angry...Sujal just looks at her and opens the door...she walks in and goes straight to the window... stands there looking outside...Sujal closes the door and looks back at her standing near the window......then he walks towards her.....
Sujal: Kashish....tum thik ho na?
Kashish: Sujal muje kuch waqt akele rehna hai.....
Sujal: ya sure...
Sujal looks at her....then walks away....he gets his clothes and goes to the washroom........and gets shocked......Kashish was on the floor crying bitterly.....he drops all his clothes in his hands......and rushes to her.....he kneels down next to her...and places a hand on his shoulder......
Sujal: Kashish...tum ro kyun rahi ho...please Kashish kuch to kaho..
Kashish: Sujal..........muje mom se baat karni hai aaj..........main mom ko bahot miss kar rahi hoon......
Sujal: Kashish please sambhalo khud ko...agar mere bas me hota to aaj main mom ko tumhare paas le aata...lekin main bebas hoon Kashish...main chah kar bhi yeh nahin karsakta..
Kashish: Sujal.....mom muje chod ke kyun chali gayi........aaj main apni sari galti ki mafi mangna chahti hoon Sujal........aur muje pata hai meri hi zidd ki waje se mom muje chodke chali gayi.......Sujal mujse bahot badi galti ho gayi......aur aaj main mom se mafi mangna chahti hoon........
Sujal: Kashish yeh tum kya kehrahi ho...jaisa tum soch rahi ho waisa kuch bhi nahin hai...isme tumhari koi galti nahin hai...tum kyun khud ko kasoor waar maan rahi ho...mom tumhari wajah se hume chod kar nahin gayi...yeh to taqdeer ke aage hum sab haar gaye...tumhari isme koi galti nahin hai
Kashish: tumhe kya lagta hai ki main sach nahi janti.........sab kuch janke bhi main anjan ban rahi hoon Sujal........maine mom ke saath tumhe bhi bahot taklif di hai yeh jante huye ki tumhari to kabhi koi galti hi nahi thi.......Sujal tumne kabhi kyun kuch nahi kaha ki tumhe bhi to dard hota hai........kyun Sujal tumne mujse kaha nahi ki maine aisa kyun kiya..........aaj main apni sari galti ki mafi mangti hoon Sujal.........I am sorry.......ple muje maff kar do.......
Sujal: Kashish please...tumhe mujse maafi maangne ki koi zaroorat nahin hai...kyunki tumne to kabhi muje chot hi nahin pohanchayi...tumne kabhi bhi kuch galat nahin kiya mere saath jisse ke tumhe maafi maangni pade...tumne apna har farz nibhaya hai...phir chahe woh ek patni ka farz ho ya phir ek dost ka...tumne hamesha muje khushi hi di hai...chot to ab mehsoos horahi hai tumhe aise dekh kar......in aanshu se..........
Kashish: Sujal main mom ko to kho chuki hoon lekin ab tumhe nahi khona chahti.........tum to muje chod ke nahi jaoge na.........
Sujal moves his hand He moves his hand from her shoulder and holds her hand in both his hands...
Sujal: main tumhe chod kar kabhi nahin jaaunga Kashish...zindagi ke har mod pe tum muje apne saath paaogi...tum jab bhi peeche mudkar dekhogi to muje paaogi aur jab bhi apne aas paas dekhogi to apne saath muje khada paaogi kyunki main hamesha tumhare saath rahunga...kabhi tumhe akela chod kar nahin jaaunga..
Kashish: Sujal maine mom ke bina to jina shikh liya lekin sach kahoon tumhare bigar jee nahi paungi......Sujal muje tumhari aadat ho gayi hai.............aur muje tumhari zaroorat hai Sujal..........
Sujal: Kashish tumhe aisa kyun lag raha hai ke main tumhe chod kar kahin jaaunga?...jitni tumhe meri zaroorat hai,usse kahin zyada zaroorat muje tumhari hai...phir bhi main tumse vaada karta hoon ki main tumhara saath marte dam tak nibhaunga...tumhe chod kar kabhi nahin jaaunga..
She holds his hands in hers while crying ..........today for the first time in 16 years, she cried and she just wants to let out all her emotions.....She had always been strong infront of the world but no one ever realised how broken she was from the inside...today she let all her emotions out...she couldn't stop the tears flowing from her eyes...and Sujal was dying a thousand deaths seeing her like this but he didn't want to stop her...he knew if she kept it in any longer it would hurt her more...
Sujal: Kashish jo hogaya usse bhool jaao aur apni zindagi me aage badho...in ateet ke kaale panno ko apni zindagi se phad kar apne aane waale kal ke baare me socho...tum kyun dusron ki sazaa khud ko de rahi ho...sab aage badh gaye hain...aur tum peeche rehgayi...Kashish tum un sabke saamne saabit karo ki tum bhi aage badh sakti ho...apni zindagi unhe ji kar dikhao jinhone tumhe itni takleef pohanchayi hai...
Kashish: main bhi to un yaadoin me se bahar nikalna chahti hoon Sujal......lekin ab main thak gayi hoon khud se ladte ladte..........16 saal se koshish kar rahi hoon lekin aaj jab mera bita hua kal samne aaya to main puri tarah se tut gayi.....lekin Sujal ab main jeena nahi chahti kyunki mere pass aaj kuch nahi........kuch bhi nahi........
Sujal just left her hand and moved his hands towards her face and held it in his hands and looked into her eyes...............
Sujal: Kashish kabhi aisa sochna bhi mat..kabhi tumne socha hai ki tumhare binna main kaise jiyunga...aur tum kaise kehsakti ho ke tumhare paas kuch nahin hai...main hoon na tumhare liye...aur hamesha rahunga................
Kashish doesnt say anything.... just hugs him.... holds his shirt and keeps crying........Sujal holds her tightly in his arms giving her the support she needs... she knew she needs him the most at that point of time...he ran his hand in her hair trying to console her...after sometime he spoke again...
Sujal: Kashish...ab tum so jaao...raat kaafi hogayi hai....hum kal baat karenge..
Kashish didnt say anything and just holds him more tight......He just looks at her and then slowly seperates her from him and stands up...she looked up at him whilst her tears were still flowing...he bends down and picks her up in his arms... she doesnt say anything moves forward and put her head on his shoulder while holding his shirt.............. He gently walks to the bed and places her on the bed...she was still holding him and not letting him go...he looks at her then lies down beside her wrapping his arms around her consoling her..she gently moves closer to him closing her eyes and making herself comfortable in his arms...she is feeling safe and secure and there could not have been a better place for her to be right now than in his arms...he continued to run his hand in her hair whilst holding on to her tightly and then pulls the blanket over them...after sometimes he looks down and sees her sleeping peacefully in his arms.........he moves his hand towards her face.... wipes her tears and slowly bend down and kisses her forehead.......he closes his eyes while he moving his hand to the night stand closing the light.......
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