loves me! loves me not! #2 parts 12 to 22

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1st thread: loves me! loves me not! - 1 (parts 1 to 11)

PART 12


(Two weeks pass by...ridhima is waiting to see and talk to armaan every day...she looks forward for their daily meetings in canteen, their hangouts on holidays, feels happy when he sits beside her...in the class, she turns back now n then to see him..waits for attendance to hear his voice...one day she hears a different voice, turns back to see..armaan is not there..confused, she looks around the class..he is not in the class...she comes out after the class is over..sees armaan outside)
Ridz: u were not in the class?
Armi: nah, dint feel like attending
Ridz: then who gave ur attendance?
Armi: someone must have given
Ridz: proxy??
Armi: ya, done that many times
Ridz: oh, i noticed only today
Armi: why today? (with a naughty smile)
Ridz: woh..woh..aise hi..i just turned back [bcoz i've been waiting to hear u]
Armi: ohh, y r u turning back so often?
Ridz: often??
Armi: yup, i saw
Ridz: haan tho koi rule hain kya ki main peeche nahi mud sakti?
Armi: saaf saaf bolo na ki mujhe line maar rahi ho
Ridz: huh!!??? line aur tumhe?? get a life armaan!! duniya ke saare insaan mar gaye kya jo main ab bandar ko line maroongi
Armi: tu bandar
Ridz: get lost
Armi: u get lost
(both turn in opposite directions)
Ridz: ey wait
(both turn back)
Ridz: (raising one eyebrow) by the way how did u know that i was looking at u?
Armi: i was looking to see what you were seeing
Ridz: jhoota, tho tum saaf saaf bolo na ki mujhe line maar rahe ho
Armi: am i blind like you to leave all those girls from my fanclub n see u chasmish?
Ridz: tum aur tumhare fans!! sab milke go to hell [O no! he is observing me, be careful ridzy]

Coffee break:
(Rahul comes in running)
Rahul: Armaan, can u pls give ur bike?
Armi: (arrogantly) no
Rahul: ahh!! ok (turns to leave)
Ridz: armaan, y r u so rude??
Sap: he looks very nervous yaar
Armi: oh, is it?
(gets up quickly n goes behind him)
Armi: rahul, kya hua?
Rahul: woh...my dad is in the hospital, he's got a stroke..i need to go immediately..n my bike has got some problem
Armi: ohh!! i m so sorry, chalo, i will come with u
Rahul: no, bike is enough
Armi: u r trembling man, i will drive, come
(both of them leave)
Anji: ye armaan bhi na, he is so touchy sometimes
Ridz: and wats the reason for their clash?
Atul: no idea
Sap: jo bhi, he has gone to help him..he is such a sweetheart
Ridz:(smiling happily) [y am i so happy if they praise him?]

After two days:
(The class is not yet started...ridz n friends n standing outside the class)
Atul: (seriously looking at the corridor) The world is gonna end today
Anji: kyaa??
Atul: woh dekho
(they turn to see armaan n rahul coming together..laughing)
Sap: tum dono? ek saath??
Rahul: kyu? nahi ho sakte?
Anji: nahi, u guys used to hate each other na
Armi: nah, nothing like that, woh tho..
Sap: hey, sir is in, lets meet in the break

Break:
(Rahul is also with them)
Anji: rahul,hows ur father now?
Rahul: he is fine now, a minor stroke..i was so tensed till reached there, thanfully armaan was with me..thanks yaar
Armi: never mind
Ridz: y were u guys fighting earlier?
Rahul: we never fought
Armi: ya, we never had any fight..just ego problems
Rahul: i donno y but he used to get cranky whenever i talked to him
Atul: kyu armaan?
Armi: nothing yaar, chodo na, we r fine now
Anji: ya, thats good
(muskaan is passing by)
Rahul: do u guys mind if she joins us?
(everyone says no problem)
Rahul: hey muskaan, idhar ao
(she comes saying hi to all)
Anji: join us
(they talk for some time...laughing and enjoying each other's company)
Muski: tum log kitne cool ho yaar, i should have been with u all these days..
Anji: u can be with us from now onwards
(muskaan n rahul joined their group in coffee breaks)

After a week:
Muski: i m having fun with u guys..u r not like other gals..they r so boring...always gossiping, complaining, spreading the rumors...thats y i always used to be with rahul..
Ridz: i dont remember you even speaking to any of us, y?
Muski: rahul never let me talk to u, he used to say u ppl dont like him
Sap: its not like that
Rahul: arey, armaan made me feel like that
Armi: abhi sab set hogaya na
Muski: ya, but i missed so much fun...all bcoz of this idiot (slapping rahul on the shoulder)
Ridz: and this idiot too (hitting armaan on head)

(vicky doesnt stop trying to talk to ridz..she keeps avoiding..one day she takes a long route to the canteen to escape from him)
In the canteen:
(sapna n ridz come gasping)
Atul: kya hua?
Sap: (sitting in the chair) this moron, she made me roam the whole college!!
Armi: but y
Sap: she had to avoid talking to vicky
Rahul: vicky?
Anji: ya, he is interested in her n she is not..n she doesnt want to hurt him, so she does all this nonsense
Armi: (giggles) kya ridz, i gave u such a simple idea, so generously..instead of taking it u r working so hard n making others also work so hard..(looking at sapna)
Muski: wat was the idea?
Ridz: i will tell u his stupid idea..he said we should pretend like girlfriend boyfriend...does that sound sane to u?
(muskaan n rahul look at armaan n then look at each other..smiling)
Ridz:[why r they smiling like that??]
Rahul: hmmm...actually that works, see no one troubles muskaan
Anji: hey, i thought u both r actually going around..isnt it so?
Rahul: yup, we r
Ridz: then how is it acting man!
Muski: hmmm

After 2 weeks:
(the professor is not in today..they r free for an hour..assembled outside under a tree)
Ridz: hey i want to learn how to ride a bike, but anji is not in today, she told she will teach me
Muski: oy, main hoon na..chalo i will teach
Ridz: pakka?
Rahul: dont go n hit someone, be careful
Muski: chup kar, shubh shubh bol
Rahul: (smiles) ok baba, can i say this..dont let anyone hit u..
Atul: u mean the ones walking
Rahul: yeah
Muski: tu zyada smart mat ban
Armi: (laughing) bhagwan, is college ki raksha karna
Ridz: shut up
(muskaan goes n gets her scooty)
Muski: u know how to ride bicycle na
Ridz: ya i know
Muski: ok, so u know how to balance, see u just have to do this
(she tells her the basics n sits behind her..ridz starts the bike..tries to balance...goes ahead to some distance...sees a guy coming on her way..she wants to stop)
Ridz: muskaan, how to stop
Muski: break maro yaar
Ridz: which one?
(the guy is very near..he is confused looking at them...she is confused...puts the front break n the bike stops suddenly..she doesnt know how to balance now...bike almost hits the guy..ridz loses balance n bends the bike totally to the right side)
Muski n ridz: (scream)
(ridz says sorry to that guy...muskaan gets down n takes the bike..they hear laughs from behind..turn to see sapna, atul, rahul n armaan laughing crazily)
Muski: dont laugh
Ridz: bola na dont laugh
Rahul: its not ur fault yaar, that guy doesnt know how to walk..(again laughs)
Muski: teri tho
Armi: bechare ka raam naam saty hojaata!!
Ridz: armaan, stop now
Armi: u were driving fine..suddenly kya hua ridz
Ridz: (pouting) i lost balance
Armi: (looking at muskaan) but u could have balanced
Muski: in front seat its ok..but in back seat, payr kaha neeche tak jaata hain yaar
Armi: hmm...chalo, i will sit behind, i can balance
Ridz: tum??
Armi: ya, come on
(ridz nods her head hesitantly..sits on the bike..armaan sits behind her..she starts driving...he balances it a couple of times)
Ridz: armaan, ye button kya hain?
Armi: kaunsi??
Ridz: this yellow one
Armi: that is indicator
Ridz: i cant press it
Armi: its not for pressing, u need to move it to the sides..like this
(he leans forward..touching her hand all the way..n shows her how to use it..ridz is having butterflies in stomach..remains silent for a while)
Armi: if u want to go fast, u need to raise the accelerator..like this
(again he leans forward n shows her..ridz can hear her heart..beating fast)
Armi: ok, now stop n try to put ur leg down
(ridz stops..this time she is fine..starts driving again)
Ridz: hey, i learned
(no response)
Ridz: armaan
(no response)
Ridz: armaan, r u there?
(no response)
Ridz: [did he get down when i stopped the bike??]
(she wants to turn back n see but scared..scared to stop the bike also..knowing that he is not there)
Ridz: oh no! ab kya karoon..i will stop, jo hoga dekha jayega
(she puts the break..struggling to balance...suddenly armaan holds her from behind..feeling his two hands holding her waist...she is struck like a statue...numb to her surroundings..she can only listen her heartbeat..fastest in her lifetime)
Armi: ridhima
(no response)
Armi:(louder) ridhima
Ridz: (getting her sense back) haan??!!!
Armi: r u ok??
Ridz: ya ya i m fine [aise pakadke poochta hain "r u ok", how the hell can i be ok?]
(she gets down, he moves to the front seat)
Ridz: i thought u got down..y dint u speak when i called u?
Armi: woh..i got an sms, i was reading it
Ridz: kyaa??? peeche baitke sms pad rahe the?? arghh! u r such a retard!!
Armi: par girne nahi diya na
Ridz: aaha..waise pakadke?
Armi: (wittily) kaise??
Ridz: woh..hmm..forget it [better not to discuss, again he'll make some fun out of it]

Night:
(ridhima is unable to sleep..seeing armaan everywhere..she can still feel that touch on her waist...rolling on the bed..smiling..she wants to see him)
Ridz: [this feeling seems to be getting stronger by the day..shayad pyaar hi hain...but i donno wat he feels..if he doesnt reciprocate?? no, its so scary to think]
(her mobile rings..armaan is calling..happily lifts her phone)
Ridz: hi
Armi: hi..so gayi thi?? did i disturb u??
Ridz: no [woh tho tumne bahut pehle kar diya]
Armi: then wat were u doing?
Ridz: nothing [thinking abt u]
Armi: thinking abt results?
Ridz: results??
Armi: they will be out tomorrow
Ridz: oh ya, forgot that
Armi: aaj ke liye khush raho..kal tho rona hi hain
Ridz: dekhenge
(they talk for a while..cuts the call off..goes to sleep)

Next day:
(armaan n ridhima r walking in..they see atul coming towards them..running)
Atul: results r on the notice board n the topper is..(pauses)
Ridz: jaldi bol na
Atul: is..is..
Armi: abbey, ek doo kya, bol
Atul: Ridhima...congrats

PART 13

Armaan: oh wow!! thats nice!! Congrats!!
Ridhima:(surprised) thanks
Atul: armaan, you r second
Armaan: ohh!! perfect!!
Ridhima: perfect?
Armaan: yup, i m happy that i am second
Ridhima: huh??!!
Armaan: (smiles) u r happy na
Ridhima: ya, very much
Armaan: good, lets go n check others
Ridhima: [i thought he wud be sulking n disappointed..he is cool abt it!!??]
(they go to the notice board..all friends give high fives n congratulate ridz)

(first hour is free...so they meet in canteen..all are waiting for armaan to join them..they see him talking to a girl on the way)
Anjali: (looking at him) pakka flirt kar raha hoga..look how she is blushing
(ridz turns immediately to see them)
Sapna: (smiling) kuch log kabhi nahi sudarte
Ridhima: (angrily) why does he do that? poor girls.. they may think he is really interested in them
Muskaan: arre...they wont fall for him just bcoz he is flirting
Sapna: may be just njoying his attention
Rahul: they know its for fun..fikar not yaar
Ridhima: (irritated) dont support him ok?
Anjali: y r YOU so angry?? he is not flirting with u right?
Ridhima: nahi..aise hi [thats wat is the main problem, i donno if he is flirting with me or not]
(armaan comes in whistling...sees that ridz is angry..she is looking at him with fuming eyes)
Armaan: kya chasmish, first aake bhi itna gussa??
Atul: she is angry that u r flirting
Armaan: flirting with whom? (looking at ridz n smiling mischievously)
(ridz gets alert with his words)
Ridhima: (angrily) that girl [how i wish i cud say "me"]
Armaan:(pretending arrogance, setting his hair) wat can i do if i have so many fans in the college? cant disappoint them yaar
Ridhima: ja be bandar
Armaan: y do u care if i flirt with them? (looking straight into her face)
Ridhima: woh...i m just concerned for girls
Armaan: ohh...naari udhdharan sanstha ki president!! mere ghar pe morcha leke tho nahi aaogi na...with signboards "armaan malik, stop flirting"
Atul: haha.."armaan malik, down down"
Rahul: one more "armaan, no maan"
(three guys start repeating the slogans..anji,muski n sapna r laughing)
Ridhima: (closing her ears) arghhh!!! stop it!!
Atul: arre..we r showing our concern for gals...
Rahul: ya, we r supporting u yaar..
Ridhima: i dont need it
Armaan: u need it ridz..waise bhi girls cant do anythg without boys help..
Anjali: oh..shut up, we can do everything on our own
Armaan: nah!! u cant
Sapna: acha?? tum toh baat hi mat karo..subah hi toh haar gaye ridz ke haathon...
Muskaan: to be precise ladki ke haathon
Armaan: that i did intentionally...bcoz gals r weak-hearted..she would have cried 2 buckets by now if she had lost
Ridhima: oh really?? how generous!!...loser!!
Atul: hey ridz, wat r u goin to ask armaan, u won the bet na
Armaan:(pretending) bet? i dont remember anything
Ridhima: shall i hit u hard on the head? u'll get ur memory back
Anjali: this is not fair armaan, it was you who started the bet thing
Armaan: ok ok..bolo kya karna hain?
Ridhima: (thinking) hmmmm....stop flirting wid girls
Armaan: ye lo.. phir se shuru hogayi naari udhdharan sanstha ki president
Muskaan: y r u so worried abt that yaar
Anjali: get a life ridz..nice chance, ask something big
Ridhima: no, this is enough
Sapna: abbey dumbo, how r u going to check if he is flirting or not, u cant spy him everywhere..too easy escape for a bet
(armaan is chuckling)
Ridhima: oh ya..cancel that one
Atul: then?
Ridhima: (thinking)...hmmm...
Anjali: ok think later, now shall we plan some celebration?
Sapna: celebration??
Anjali: everyone has got good marks yaar..n ridz topped..i think we shud celebrate
Armaan: i agree
(everyone says yes)
Anjali: how abt going to a discotheque?? jee bhar ke nachenge
Sapna: superb idea!! i've never been to a disco..
Muskaan count me in...wat say ridz, no need to even ask u, i m sure u have never gone
Ridhima:(giggles) ya, good guess..never danced out of my bedroom..hehe
Armaan: r u gals sure?
Anjali: y, is it a bad place to go?
Atul: no, its not like that, but we need to go in pairs?
Sapna: hey i will call amit then
Ridhima: hey, please take us na
Armaan: is everyone here above 18 yrs?
(everyone says yes)
Atul: but r u sure none of ur parents will object?
Ridhima: hmm...i m not sure..i will just say i m going out
Armaan: kya zamaana aagaya..ma baap se jhoot bol rahi hain...
Ridhima: hey nautanki, chup kar
Rahul: it will be late night..soch lo
Ridhima: oh !! then i will say i will stay with sapna or anji that night
Sapna: i will say the same
Muskaan me too
Anjali: my family is out of town for a marriage..u can stay in my house
Armaan: baap re, ye sab tho chupa rustum nikhle...dekho tho kitna jaldi plan banaa liya..
(all gals giggle)
Armaan: these gals are adamant man!! we have to take them, no choice
Rahul: bigad gaye (sighs)
Anjali: haha...ok then, plan fixed, tonight..but which one?
(Sapna tells a name)
Atul: its expensive yaar
Muskaan: woh tho hain
Sapna: poora pocket money jayega ek din mein
Rahul: true
Ridhima: dont worry doston!! armaan hain na
Armaan: what??
Ridhima: itni zaldi bhool gaye..hamara bet..which u lost...so Mr.Armaan Malik...pay the bill..thats my wish
Armaan: kyaa??
Atul: bechara yaar, dont be so hard on him
Ridhima: u shut up! wat did he say when we had the bet.."ladki ho, soch lo"..as if ladke sab kuch kar sakte hain..tho karo ab
Rahul: but ridz
Ridhima: no..no one will support him..thats it
Anjali: thoda share karte hain na
Ridhima: nahi
Sapna: how will he manage yaar
Ridhima: acha?? do u think he wud have let me go if i lost...no way!!
Armaan: OKAY..i m ok wid it
(everyone is looking at armi..making signals with eyes)
Ridhima: i m seeing ur signals.. if anyone helps him..i will kill them..ok
Rahul: ok, now listen, dress up properly, none of us know any martial arts to protect u if u invite trouble
Anjali: oh thanks but we dont need ur advice...we know wat to wear, ok.. n i know karate
Rahul: ooooo!! if anyone gets into any problem go to anji..dont come to us
Sapna: kaise ladke ho..shame on u
Muskaan: we'll yell "anji, bachao"
(all laugh)
Atul: ok then, we'll pick u at 9
(all of them come out of the canteen n walk towards the class...armaan comes near ridz)
Ridhima: so, how does it feel to give a party on losing a bet?
(Armaan smiles n pats her on cheek..his one touch melted away her anger)
Ridhima:[was i too harsh on him?? poor guy..flirting ka gussa aise nikal gaya..par mujhe itna gussa aaya kyu??]

(all meet for lunch in canteen that day...ridz is coming when vickys stops her...she cudnt avoid this time)
Vicky: congratulations Ridhima
Ridhima: thanks
Vicky: so, when is the treat?
Ridhima: treat?
Vicky: ya
(Ridz is very uncomfortable..doesnt know wat to say)
Ridhima: ah...woh..treat
Vicky: ok, i'll give then, u just have to come
Ridhima: ahh!! thanks but i cant come..i m busy now
Vicky: tomorrow?
Ridhima: no...[O God! wat to say now??!!]
Vicky: (disappointed) hmmm...ok
Ridhima: sorry
Vicky: some other time?
Ridhima: (smiles) [looks like he didnt understand that i m not interested]

Lunch:
Rahul: ridhima, looks like ur plan dint work today?
Ridhima: wat plan?
Sapna: to avoid vicky
ridz; ya, he came suddenly, i dint know wat to do
Armaan: wat did he say?
Ridhima: he asked for treat
Anjali: then?
Ridhima: i dint respond..then he said he will give treat..i said no
Muskaan: ye tho seriously try kar raha hain yaar
Armaan: (sarcastically) karne do..she doesnt want to go for simpler solutions right?
(ridz is pissed off now)
Ridhima: enough armaan!! u cant taunt me everytime just bcoz i dint follow ur advice
(armaan is also looking at her angrily)
Sapna: hey, both of u chill
Rahul: y r u fighting bcoz of some vicky
(ridz n armi cool down)
Ridhima: n this idea was also given by this monkey...but i donno y he cant see that i m avoiding him
Atul: bcoz as they say...love is blind
Armaan: then love must be wearing glasses na (giving quick n naughty glances to ridz)
Sapna: glasses??
Ridhima: [wat is he talking abt? me or love?]
Armaan: ya, bcoz it cant see properly..blind right?
Rahul: imagine all the heart shape balloons wearing glasses
(everyone laugh)
Sapna: now everyone who gives a balloon must give glasses too
Atul: imagine the guys who sell those balloons..balloons in one hand glasses in the other hand
Anjali: heights of imagination man!!
Armaan: and guess wats the problem with its eyes...shortsightedness!!
Muskaan: y that
Armaan: bcoz it cant see future problems...cant see the problems coming far down the lane
Sapna: dont tell me u still think the same about love
Armaan: ofcourse...wat will change my opinion
Ridhima: [OH NO!! not after all this!! back to square one??!! is he still the same??]
(she gets a bit scared about her feelings now...looking at him with questions in her eyes..he is just looking at her..without any expression)
Muskaan: jab tak pyaar hota nahi sab yahi kehte hain
Armaan: no way!! i wont dig my own grave
Ridhima: [ then why does he behave like that with me?? is that all just flirting?? God..why is he so confusing??]

(The college is over..ridz is coming out with anji)
Ridhima: main soch soch ke pagal horahi hoon yaar..kya pehnu?
Anjali: do u wanna buy something?
Ridhima: but we dont have time
Anjali: its ok, we'll tell them to pick us from shopping mall instead of house
Ridhima: ok then, first i'll go home n then we'll hit the mall...but first i need to convince mom dad

Ridhima's home:
Ridhima: ma plz, just one day na
Padma: no..dad will come n pick u even if its late
Ridhima: all my friends will go to anji's house after the treat...i want to be with them...i will miss the fun..anyway tomorrow is holiday
Padma: (looking confused n indecisive)
Ridhima: plz plz...n i stood first also..no reward for that?
Shashank: teekh hain jao..but be careful
Ridhima: yayyyy!!! thank u
Padma: shashank!!
Shashank: dont worry, she is not a kid now...let her learn to take care of herself
Padma: hmm

(Ridz n anji r in the mall)
Ridhima: hey hows this one?(showing a white sleevless top with coin work)
Anjali: nice, try it
(she wears it n comes out)
Anjali: sexy dear, go for it
Ridhima: (smiles) ok..shall i try a short skirt?
Anjali: wat ridz, one makeover after another?
Ridhima: i just want to try..i m not sure if i'll be comfortable
Anjali: try first
(ridz keeps trying different models)
Ridhima: how do ppl wear such short things man!
Anjali: u need to get used yaar
(she goes to try one more)
Armaan:(on phone) kab se do minute do minute bol rahe ho yaar, ho kaha tum log
Armaan: ladies casualwear, 3rd floor
Armaan: i dont see u
Anjali: here
(anji pats him from behind...ridz comes out n says "anji"...both armaan n anji turn to look at her..armaan starts staring at her...ridz who was already feeling shy..sees armaan's gazing at her n scurries to hide behind the mannequin)
Ridhima: anji
Anjali: y r u hiding
Ridhima: come here first
(Anji goes to her)
Ridhima: wat is he doing here?
Anjali: just came searching for us, we're getting late, decide fast now
Ridhima: i will just take that top
Anjali: skirt?
Ridhima: no, i m not comfortable right now, i dont think i can carry it off
Anjali: ok, jaldi karo then
Ridhima: first take him away from here
Anjali: arghh!! ok baba
(anji drags armaan to a distance..he is looking back)
Armaan: arre, y r u dragging me?
Anjali: she is not comfy with u being here
Armaan: oh sorry (swiftly turns his head)
(ridz pays the bill, goes back n wears that top,comes out n gets into the car, armaan is driving)
Armaan: so wat did u buy??
Ridhima: this (showing the top she is wearing)
Armaan: tum ladkiyan bhi na, kareeda aur pehen bhi liya?
Ridhima: haan, howz it?
Armaan: its good, skirt nahi liya? (smiling)
Ridhima: nahi
(he is in a black shirt)
Ridhima: [ he is looking very handsome today]

(All meet at the disco...rahul muskaan n amit sapna go in..atul, armaan, anji, ridz r confused for a second..see each other...armaan grabs ridhima's hand n takes her in)

PART 14

(Ridz is looking at armaan)
Armi: no need to think to just get in, right?
Ridz: ya..but [u cud have taken anji also!!]
Armi: but??
Ridz: nothing
(Ridz looks at the surroundings...awesome ambience....but not so loud music)
Ridz: wow!!
Anji:(disappointed) will the music be like this?
Rahul: no, they'll change
(all sit on a table..after a while..music is changed to fast beats)
Anji:(tapping her feet) vuuuu!!! come lets dance
(everyone get up except atul, armaan n ridz)
Anji: hey ridz, come na
Ridz: hmm, u go, i'll join later
Anji: n u both?
Atul: hmm...ok
(they leave)
Ridz: tum bhi jao na
Armi: akeli kya karogi, we'll go together
Ridz: (smiles)
Armi: u shud have worn the skirt, u were looking..(pause) cute in that
Ridz: dint feel comfortable
Armi: ohh!! then good that u dint, shudnt do anything u r not comfortable with
Ridz: hmmm
(after a while, music is really lilting...ridz is tapping her feet n swaying rhythmically)
Armi: chale?
(ridz cant hear him)
Armi: (comes close n says in her ear) chale?
Ridz: (smiling to herself) ya, lets go
(Ridz starts slowly with hesitation but puts herself at ease after a while..everyone is dancing)
Rahul: woohooo!! we have very good dancers here
(They dance for a while...the crowd is more now..guys have surrounded the gals)
Armi: dont go dancing here n there..stay together
Amit: ya, stay in our sight
Anji: y
Rahul: arre, just dont bump into strangers thats it
Muski: kya yaar, njoy karne do na
Rahul: tho karo na, kaun rok raha hain
Atul: ok ok chill
(they continue dancing...njoying...laughing at each other's silly dance steps...whenever ridz happens to see armaan, she notices that he is looking at her..his eyes r fixed on her but looks away when she catches him)
Armi: u dance very well
Ridz: thanks
(she again saw him gazing at her)
Ridz: why r u staring at me? (she asked abruptly) [O shit! why did i say that?!!]
(Armaan is surprised and confused with her unexpected question...she could see him nervous for a second...then he pretends innocence)
Armi: me??!! nahi tho
(ridhima looks at him with narrow eyes and an arrogant smile...happy that she trapped him n evoked some reaction..instead of her usual confusion)
Ridz: [u n i know very well that u r lying!!]
(tired a bit...they decide to take a break...all gals go to washroom, on their way back)
Anji: shall we taste any drink?
Ridz: drink?? u mean alcohol?!!! no no, we'll get drunk
Sap: i want to try but i m scared too, behosh hojayenge tho?
Anji: try karte hain na, ek se kuch nahi hoga, boys r there with us anyways
Muski: even i want to try
(all four see each other, say ok hesitantly..come in...looking lost)
Armi: kya hua, sab log itne confused kyu ho?
Anji: woh hum
(ridz is pulling anji's shirt from the back..a signal not to tell)
Armi: kya hua, bolte bolte ruk kyu gaye?
Anji: ah...hmm...woh..kuch nahi
Atul: arey, kya hua
Rahul: u guys want to drink??
(gals are surprised)
Ridz: woh...hum..ya, but a bit scared
Armi: well, u can try, but not too much hun!! just one
Sap: hame kya bewada samjha hain jo peete jayenge, we just want to taste it
Muski: just to know how it feels
Amit: ok, wat do u wanna have
Ridz: which one is not so bitter?
Amit: breeezer
Anji: wat is that?(she said pointing to a girl licking her hand)
Armi: thats tequila
Atul: hey, thats very strong
Ridz: but looks exciting
Sap: we'll have that
Amit: no, not that one...too strong for first timers
Sap: anyway we r trying, lets try that
Anji: plz plz, looks very exciting
Armi: inhe kuch hogaya hain aaj, kuch zyada hi njoy karne ke mood mein hain..okay, lets go
(they order 4 shots of tequila)
Anji: u dont want?
Armi: no, we need to drive back
Rahul: today is ur day, u njoy
Ridz: kaise peena hain?
(they ask the bartender..he tells them how to drink...they drink n taste the lemon n salt)
Gals: eeeeshh!! yuck!!
(ridz starts coughing...armaan rubs her back)
Armi: easy easy... u ok?
Ridz: ya (with a weird face)
Rahul: hows it?
Sapna: doesnt taste good
Ridz: throat is burning
Atul: tho chocolate drink hain kya, jo acha taste hoga
Muski: we expected something different yaar
Anji: but no change yaar,ppl say u feel high
Amit: arre, u had just now, will affect after sometime
(after 10mins)
Anji: kya yaar, kuch bhi nahi lag raha hain, shall we take one more
Armi: anji, enough now
Amit: u wanted to taste n u tasted, done!!
Sap: but amit, just one
Rahul: nahi yaar, u'll feel the effect, wait for some time
Ridz: i think we shud wait yaar
Muski: kab se wait kar rahe hain
Atul: no muskaan, listen to us, i heard it will shoot up suddenly
(anji, muski, sapna r adamant)
Armi: zidh mat karo yaar
Anji: plz armaan, just one more
Armi: anji, just shut up
Anji: (angry) nahi, i m going to order
(she moves towards the table..sapna n muskaan follow..ridz is confused..looks at armaan)
Armi: (sighs) ab jao tum bhi
(ridz follows hesitantly...she takes the drink..takes a sip...gives the glass to anji n comes back)
Armi: kya hua?
Ridz: not interested
(they continue dancing..ridz is feeling different)
Ridz: armaan, why is this room rotating?
Armi: i think the drink is working now..lets go aside
Ridz: no no i wanna dance, its good like this..feeling light n free
Armi: no, come with me (holding her hand)
Ridz: no no, i m ok
Armi: listen to me
Ridz: no
Armi: ok, but tell me when u r not fine
Ridz: ok
(she keeps dancing when suddenly she feels giddy..holds armaan's hand)
Armi: r u ok?
Ridz: chakkar aa raha hain
(armaan holds her by her waist n takes her to a sofa outside)
Armi: dont worry, i m here
Ridz: (leans her head on his shoulder) hmm [jab bhi tum mujhe choote ho, mujhe kuch kota hain, tumhe kuch nahi hota kya?]
Armi: hota hain
Ridz: (surprised) kya?
Armi: peene ke baad aisa hota hain, just relax..shall we go home?
Ridz: ya...where r others?
Armi: donno, i will be back in a minute, stay here
Ridz: no, dont leave me (holding his shirt tightly)
Armi: ok
(ridz lifts her head to see him...he is smiling and looking at her with passionate eyes)
Ridz: [why do u look at me like this? r u just flirting with me? like u did with that girl today...when will u answer my questions armaan?]
(atul comes out searching)
Atul: she also passed out?? sab ka wohi haal hain yaar
Armi: i think we should leave now, before it gets difficult to handle them
Atul: ya, i'll get anji here first
(atul is dragging anji out, she is shouting)
Anji: i want to dance, leave me here
Atul: anji, shut up
Anji: no, i wont come.. u ppl go, i will come on my scooty
Atul: u dint get ur scooty
Anji: no, i got it
Atul: just shut up,
Anji: u shut up (slaps him)
(atul is shocked...staring at anji angrily, holding his cheek...armaan n ridz r laughing)
Atul: teri tho
Armi: chill buddy, she is not in her senses
Anji: (with a silly grin) yes yes i m not in my senses
Ridz: (giggling) anji ne isko tappad maara..hehehe
(everyone leave the disco..in the lift... going to the parking area..muskaan is sleeping hugging rahul)
Ridz: anji ne atul ko tappad maara..hahaha
Anji: i want to dance, play the music
Sap: i love u amit
Amit:(hugging her) hmm
Sap: i love u amit
(after a gap)
Sap: i love u amit
Rahul: reply her yaar, kitne pyaar se bol rahi hain
Amit: she has been telling this every 20seconds...how many times shud i reply yaar..pata nahi chal raha hain usne piya hain ya maine
Ridz: so sweet, she loves u a lot
Amit: i know (kisses sapna)
(anji is dancing..atul is controlling her...they reach the parking)
Rahul: we'll meet in anji's house, be careful ok?
(atul is driving, anji is unconsious in front seat, armaan n ridz r at the back)
Ridz: armaan, y r u sitting so far?
Armi: i m just beside u
Ridz: anji ne atul ko tappad maara, maine dekha....hehehe
Atul: lagta hain player mein iska CD atak gaya..ek hi baat bol rahi hain
Armi: hehe..u concentrate on driving
(atul turns the car n ridz falls to other side n hits the door...armaan picks her back n holds her close to him..rubbing her head)
Ridz: thanks (closes her eyes) [armaan, i m scared that i m falling for you..scared bcoz u say u dont believe in love..then y r u so different towards me..y r u so caring...y do u make me feel so special...do u love me?..do i love him..no ridz, u r just attracted to him..n he is flirting, he doesnt love u..he is just confusing u...flirting..just flirting...ignore it..see how he denied today when u confronted him abt staring...if he is serious, he would have said something...armaan, u said u dont want to dig ur grave, i wont dig mine too..i wont love u armaan..i wont]

(ridz senses something on her face...tries to open her eyes..unable to open..eyes r heavy...again senses the same..something is falling on her face...opens her eyes with difficulty...her face is wet..with water drops..armaan n atul n standing in front of her..holding a glass of water)
Ridz: (blinking her heavy eyes) main kaha hoon?
Armi: paristan mein..i m armaan,the head pari, n he is my assistant mr.atul pari
Ridz: hi (closes eyes again to sleep)
Armi: (giggling) abbey utho...its 11 in the morning
Ridz: tho
Armi: tho kya? u have to go home na
Ridz: i am at home
Armi: u r at anji's home, get up
(she gets up n sits on the bed..sees sapna n muski sleeping by her side)
Ridz: they r still sleeping, wake me later
(falls back again..armaan lifts her forcefully)
Ridz: pleaase yaar..my head is aching, peth me kuch horaha hain
Atul: haha..hangover
Armi:(ordering) ridhima, freshen up
(forces her into bathroom..ridz comes into the hall after a while)
Ridz: where is anji?
Rahul: there (showing the sofa)
Ridz: ahhh!! y is she sleeping there
Amit: she opened the door n just collapsed at the entrance..so we made her sleep there
Ridz: kyaaa??
Atul: we came here 1/2 hour ago, been trying to wake u gals
Armi: we called u so many times, none of u answered, so we came here...after ringing the bell for 10mins...anji opened the door
Ridz: goshhh!!!
Armi: amit n rahul, go n wake them up yaar
(they go in)
Ridz: o gosh!! i dont remember anything, when did we come here?
Armi: anji ne isko tappad maara, woh yaad hain? (looking at atul)
Atul: bas kar yaar, aur kitna taang keechega
Ridz: (smiling) ya, i remember that
Armi: oohhh!! tho sab yaad hain??
Ridz:(thinking) ya
(armaan looks at atul...both r smiling)
Armi: ok, i'll make coffee
(armaan goes into kitchen)
Ridz: atul, maine kuch ulta seedha bola kya kal
Atul: (smiling) ask armaan, he was ur incharge
Ridz: incharge??!! [O God!!]
(ridz goes into kitchen)
Ridz: armaan, woh...did i say something yesterday...in that state
(armaan gave a mysterious smile...looking into her eyes)
Armi: no
Ridz: plz armaan, bolo na [please dont tell me i spoke something about u]
Armi: no baba, u dint
Ridz: ok
(all gals woke up now...got fresh...come into hall..drinking coffee)
Rahul: anji, do u know that u slapped atul yesterday night
Anji: whatttt???
Amit: yes u did
Anji: ohh noo!! i m so sorry atul...i dont remember anything..gosh, how cud i??!! i m sorry atul
Atul: (smiles) never mind
Amit: and u, u were saying i love u like an imposition (looking at sapna)
Sapna: kyaa?? (with a sheepish smile)
Muski: i dint do anything right (looking hopefully)
Rahul: u dint say anything, u were just kissing me (smiling naughtily)
Muski: O God!! (hiding her face in hands)
Armi: ridz was better among u gals
Ridz: may be bcoz i dint drink the second one completely
Armi: but u were tripping
(all gals r visibly embarrassed..finished their coffee)
Rahul: feeling better?
(gals nod heads)
Armi: so drunkards...back in senses??
Ridz: armaan!!
Armi: (smiles) now listen to us...do u gals have any idea wat u did yesterday..do u realise wat risk u were at?
Anji: risk??
Rahul: none of u knew wat u were doing
Atul: n so adamant..blabbering shouting
Sapna: but u were with us right, wats to be scared abt
Armi: oh is it?
Ridz: ya, we trust u
Armi: but thats not the point, u lost control on urself...if anyone takes u away also, u wudnt know
Rahul: u were in such vulnerable state.. can be very easy targets
Atul: karate master, u were the one who were the most ballistic
Anji: tum log the na
Rahul: if ppl come with weapons, even we cant do anything
Atul: except getting into trouble along with u
Muski: y r u scaring us?
Armi: we r not scaring u, we r just telling u the dangers
Anji: dangers?
Armi: yes, there r some drugs, when they mix in ur drinks, u wudnt even know that u r raped
Ridz: (shocked) rape??
Rahul: yes, n those drugs r very harmful to ur body
(all gals r scared like hell...looking very worried)
Amit: ok relax now, just be careful when u drink next time
Armi: ya, dont just rush for the next drink
Sapna: but we were fine when we drank, donno when we lost it suddenly
Atul: thats wat i told u, u dint listen to me
Anji: hmm
Rahul: just be careful next time
Muski: no next time yaar..i'll never drink again
Ridz: me too
Armi: no need to go for such resolutions, drink in a safe place...may be not now..but after some years..if u wish to..with ur husbands (stopping at ridz at the end..n staring at her)
Ridz: [wats this now??!!! is this a game or wat?? yesterday he said he doesnt believe in love, today he is playing around with marriage!!]
(all of them go to their houses)

(At night, ridhima is thinking abt armaan, disturbed, confused and worried)
Ridz:[why is he doing this?? when i am about to get serious, he says love is nonsense.. wat to do now?? just let myself go with the flow?? no ridz, u cant trust him in this matter...stick to wat u decided last night!! dont take him seriously!! its not easy, but u have to overcome this feeling...its just the starting, things r still under ur control..be practical..else u'll end up hurting yourself]

PART 15


Next day:
(Ridhima enters the classroom...as usual she looks towards the last bench to see armaan..then she remembers her decision..turns her head instantly...but her heart is longing to see him once)
Ridz: [no ridz, be strict with urself]
(class starts...attendance time...waiting for armaan's number...hears his voice..smiles...but again remembers her decision..reprimands herself..next class...controlling herself not to turn back n see him...attendance time...she keeps herself busy to escape his thoughts...starts talking to sapna...but ears concentrating on a different thing...sapna is telling something, but she still hears his voice)
Ridz: [arghhh!! why why why?? why cant i keep myself away from him?? no..i can, i have to...yes i can i can i can] (starts chanting in her mind to make herself confident)
(next classes..she keeps trying continuously n failing continuously...the class before lunch...she is unable to stop herself now...praying that he passes by her in between the classes...trying to make an excuse to herself...to see him once...then cursing herself for searching an excuse..finally she gives up n turns back...armaan is looking at her, with smiling eyes..she smiles back..the moment she sees him, forgets everything she's been trying to do from morning..a single glance of him warms up her heart)
Ridz: [that smile, those eyes...ahh!!]
(remembers her mission n turns back swiftly)
Ridz: [no ridz no..dont go weak]

lunch time:
(ridz makes it a point to remember not to sit beside armaan)
Armi: tho saare drunkards hosh mein ho?
Sap: (in a low voice) armaan, zara apna moo bandh rakoge!!
Anji: (whispering) we r in college now
(armaan looks at ridz...surprised at no reaction from her)
Armi: so wat? lets ask ridz..ridhima, is the canteen rotating??
Ridz: (plainly) no
Armi: wat happened..u look lost
Ridz: nothing, i m alright (avoiding eye contact)
(she doesnt hear armaan saying anything...so she looks at him...he is looking at her curiously...making a gesture with his head meaning "wat happened?"..she just nods her head negatively..n turns towards muskaan)
Ridz: [this is way more tough than wat i thought..how can i not think abt him when we meet so often]

((for the next two days, ridz keeps trying her best to avoid seeing armaan n talking to him...going with her mind and against her heart..next day, they meet for coffee break, talk for sometime n leave the canteen..walking towards the classroom)
Armi: chasmish!!
(she turns)
Armi: wats the matter?
Ridz: wat?
Armi: wats the problem...tell me (she can hear the concern in his voice)
Ridz: nothing....no problem (looking everywhere except his face)
Armi: (seriously) look at me
(Ridz sees him...he is looking worried n confused)
Armi: wats wrong with u?? y r u not talking to me properly?? n y r u sounding so low??
Ridz: nahi armaan kuch nahi hain [sounding low??!! oh ya, i am actually gloomy]
(armaan holds her shoulders n looks straight into her eyes...she is surprised at his sudden action...looks at his hands n then his face)
Armi: ridhima, tell me wats troubling u
Ridz: [armaan!! ur concern is melting me..plz dont make it hard for me...dont make me grow more fond of u]
Armi: bolo na..mujhse gussa ho kisi baat pe?
Ridz: nahi yaar, aisa kuch nahi
(armaan leaves her...with a deep sigh...hurt visible on his face)

(that evening, at home)
Ridz: [avoiding armaan is really taking a toll on me!! i feel so sad n lost!! i rarely smiled in these 3 days...n i m hurting him also..shall i just stop all this? may be i m just overreacting...i m not even sure wat my feeling is n i am trying to avoid him just on my assumption that he is flirting]
(armaan's hurtful face flases in her eyes)
Ridz: [i cant continue this...he is so caring...so warm..such a nice friend...n he thinks he did something to make me upset!! i cant make him suffer bcoz of my confused feelings]
(her mobile starts ringing...an unfamiliar number)
Ridz: hello
Guy: hi ridhima
Ridz: hi...who is this?
Guy: u dint recognise me??!!
Ridz: no
Guy: but u know me
Ridz: i know u??!! hmm..but..i m sorry, i cant recognise ur voice, who r u?
Guy: guess
Ridz: (after thinking for a while) ahh!! i cant figure out
Guy: okay, i m vicky
Ridz: vicky??
Vicky: ya, how r u?
Ridz: i m fine[where did he get my number?shall i ask him??]
(she doesnt know wat to do now...talk or not..wat to talk..remains silent for a while)
Vicky: so? wat were u doing?
Ridz: hmm..nothing
Vicky: hey..u forgot abt my treat?
Ridz: treat? ya..hmm..woh[ab kya bolu?]
Vicky: this weekend
Ridz: no..sorry, i cant come
Vicky: just a casual meet up
Ridz: but
Vicky: please ridhima
Ridz: vicky, main..
Vicky: done, this sunday evening coffee day
Ridz: please listen, see i cant come[God!! y cant i be strict to anyone]
Vicky: please yaar, i will be waiting..ok then bye, see u on sunday
(hangs up)
Ridz: [wat to do now?? shall i go n meet him?? tell him i m not interested? or should i just skip it..then he will call me again..but how did he know my number...should i tell mom...no no...they will take it very seriously.. shall i tell armaan? no, he will again taunt me for not taking his idea...kya karoon??]

Next day in canteen:
Rahul: guess wat ridhima, u may have to flee from one more person?
Ridz: wat do u mean one more?
Rahul: ya, i came to know abt another guy who likes you
Armi: who??
Rahul: he is our senior
Armi: senior?? wats his name?
Rahul: arjun
Armi: (probing his mind) arjun?
Anji: ridz, now please dont tell me u dont want to hurt him also
Sap: ye lo, she will become a running champion then, running away from two two people (laughs)
Ridz: i m already worried bcoz of one...dont want to be so bighearted again
Muski: worried? is vicky troubling u?
Ridz: (covering up) no yaar...just tired of warding off
(they talk for sometime...n come out)
Armi: ridhima, wait..(looking at others) u guys go ahead, we'll come in 2mins
Armi: vicky is bothering you right?
Ridz: (surprised) vicky?
Armi: yes, i know there is some problem...tell me
Ridz: kuch nahi
Armi: (angrily) dont test my patience ridzy!!
Ridz: [i dont feel like lying to him...will tell...let him tease if he wants to]
Ridz: haan, he called me up yesterday, he wants to meet me this sunday
Armi: called u?? who gave him ur number?
Ridz: (shrugging) donno
Armi: wat did u say then?
Ridz: armaan, u know me, i cant be rude...he concluded that i will come..i donno wat to do now
Armi: hmm, do u want to go n clear up things?
Ridz: i dont think i can handle this properly
Armi: hmm...then dont go
Ridz: but, he will try again
Armi: u dont worry, i'll do something abt it, just dont meet him for now
Ridz: armaan, please koi jhagda mat karna
(he smiles n looks at her keenly with those hazel eyes)
Ridz: [ahh!! i was missing these looks!!]
Armi: so, y dint u tell me the problem before i asked u?
Ridz:[was is supposed to??] (pouting) i thought u'll mock at me again..for not taking ur advice
Armi: u know wat, u r an idiot of the highest order...bilkul duffer
Ridz: shut up
Armi: aur nahi tho kya.. u donno when i'll make fun...how did u top yaar? copy karke??
Ridz: shutup..i dont copy..ey, but i seriously thought u'll tease me again
Armi: u use ur brain only in studies ok...let me take care of other things in life
Ridz: acha!!?? (repeating his words) ["let me take care of other things in life"??!! LIFE??!! huhh!!]
Armi: haan..aur koi problem nahi hain na
Ridz: nahi
(Ridz is at peace now)
Ridz: [just talking to him makes me so happy!! but wat abt my mission...lemme keep it aside for now...i cant avoid him...but i shouldnt let my heart go out of my control]

(last class)
Armi: yo chasmish
Ridz: kya
Armi: y dont u sit in last bench today..with me
Ridz: (thinking) hmmm
Armi: o come on...dont strain ur small brain (showing the size with his hands)
Ridz: ey nautanki...dont irritate me
Armi: tum kar rahi ho nautanki...come
(he said this n dragged her to his place)
Ridz: [y is he taking me for granted...so dominating!! not bothered about anyone around!!??]
(both sit together..class starts..ridz is unable to concentrate on the lecture)
Ridz: [if i sit beside him everyday, forget abt topping the exams, i will pakka fail]
Armi: tho bewade..phir se disco jaan hain?
Ridz: armaan be quiet, sir dekhenge
(armaan writes in her notebook "shall i call up aunty n tell that u have become a drunkard?"...ridz reads this n gets irritated..pinches him)
Armi: ouch!!
Sir: armaan ridhima, get out!!
Ridz: sir!!
Sir: out!!
Armi: but sir
Sir: right now!!
(both come out...walking in corridor)
Ridz: arghh!! sab tumhari wajah se hua hain
Armi: arre...its u who pinched me
Ridz: aaha!! y did u write that?
Armi: (giggling) no i was seriously asking u??
Ridz: shut up
Armi: i thought u dont hide anything from ur parents
Ridz: ya, but not now..will tell sometime later
Armi: hmm..so, howz this experience of being thrown out of class
Ridz: actually..it feels different, never done things like this
Armi: get a taste of everything in life yaar
Ridz: (smiles) hmm
Armi: tho..ghar mein sab kaise hain
Ridz: fine, its my dad's birthday tomorrow..planning to gift something
Armi: good..wats the gift
Ridz: hmm...no idea...hey, u can help me
Armi: how?
Ridz: i wanted to gift him a shirt, but i have no idea about size n patterns...now,u will help me in selection
Armi: okay, lets go
Ridz: now?
Armi: yo chasmish, this was the last class
Ridz: oh ya, chalo then..i have money in my bag...lemme get it..
(they go near the window of the classroon...ask sapna to pass on her bag..take it n leave)
Ridz: but how to go
Armi: on my bike
Ridz: (hesitantly) ur bike?
Armi: ahh!! now dont waste time thinking abt silly things
Ridz: [silly things??!!]
(he doesnt wait for her answer...goes and gets his bike..there is no provision to sit on one side)
Ridz: cant i sit on one side?
Armi: no
Ridz: how do girls sit on ur bike then?
Armi: no girl ever sat (he said looking at her sharply)
Ridz: dont tell me u never had a girlfriend
Armi: i had a few..but not so serious to go on ride...just flirting types
Ridz: shameless!!
Armi: (grins) shall we go now...i will tell u more abt my affairs later
(Ridz is thinking)
Armi: u r anyway wearing jeans...wats the problem
(Ridz is still thinking)
Armi: aa rahi hain..ya main jau??
Ridz: ok ok
(hesitantly gets on to the bike..sitting on the edge...making sure there is lot of gap between him n her)

Guys, i know u all want a confession but i feel journey is as important as the destination n my ff is about the journey of love...how ridhima falls in love...or rather tries not to fall...wat r the phases of emotions n thoughts she goes through... the confusion, the turbulence, the restraint, the cautiousness.. i hope u still like it though it may seem dragging right now

PART 16

(Armaan is driving the bike..very fast..ridz holds the handle behind her...which is not so convenient..then she puts her hand on his shoulders..still maintaining the gap...struggling not to slide forward when he applies break)
Ridz: armaan, go slow na
Armi: why? r u scared?
Ridz: no
Armi: then?
Ridz: nothing [arghh!! he doesnt know my problem or is he pretending not to know??cant even see wats on his face now..i m sure he must be smiling smugly at my discomfort]
(finally..they reach the shopping mall..with ridz successful in her efforts all through the ride...park the bike..walking from the parking area..ridz is relieved)
Ridz: so, how many girlfriends did u have till now?
Armi: oh..u still remember that topic?
Ridz: hmm [i hope i m not sounding too keen]
Armi: (smiles) four...no, five
Ridz: and how long did each one last?
Armi: (thinking)hmm..2 months or so...shortest was one week...longest was 3months i think
Ridz: [he has been flirting n confusing me from so many months..wat to conclude then?]
Ridz: then how come u dont have one now?
Armi: actually, i have
Ridz: really?? [he has a girlfriend??!!]
Armi: guess who it is
Ridz: no idea[why would i be so confused if i had any clue abt that??]
(they get into the lift)
Armi: you (looking into her eyes affectionately)
(surprised..bewildered..happy..probing his eyes for truth)
Ridz: (mutters) me??? [he sounds so genuine!!]
Armi: (cracks up) its so easy to trick you..such a sweet dumbo!!
Ridz: huhh!! (beating him) dont ever play this game again...or else (angrily)
Armi: (still laughing) else wat...u cant do anything
Ridz: i swear i will just kill u (grabbing his neck in her hands)
(he looks deeply...exploring her face...opens his arms slightly..her heart is beating fast)
Ridz: [is he going to hug me??!!]
(lift door opens..breaking the silence...they come out..looking away)

(they go to the menswear section)
Armi: so, wat do u want to buy?
Ridz: donno, thats y i got u idiot
Armi: hmm...lets see a formal one..he can wear to work
Ridz: ok
(they r walking when ridz sees a shirt)
Ridz: hey, hows this?
Armi: its nice, but dont u think its too trendy for ur dad's age
Ridz: ey, my dad is not old ok
Armi: (sarcastically) oh ya, just an infant
Ridz: shut up..please wear it n show na
Armi: wat?? now i have to do modelling also
Ridz: yesss
Armi: will charge u for this
Ridz: zyaada shaane mat ban...jaa
(he wears the shirt n comes out...looking gorgeous...ridz is staring at him)
Armi: i know i m handsome..par aise publicly line mat maaro yaar..thoda tho sharam karo
Ridz: shut up!! first stop exposing..half the shirt is open
(she moves forward n buttons it)
Armi: just a demo na
Ridz: phir bhi
(done with her task..she looks up n catches him gazing at her..but, he continues staring this time..no attempts to cover up or look away)
Armi: so, did u like the shirt?
Ridz: its really nice on u..but, i think u r right...papa may not like to wear it
Armi: hmm..i will go n change then
Ridz: wait!! [actually, i can but this for armaan, his bday is coming up in 2weeks..this will be a good gift..he has tried it too..looking great!!]
Armi: wat r u thinking?
Ridz: nothing...go
(they see some more shirts for her dad...armaan wears them for her)
Ridz: wat abt the size?
Armi: i think its the same as mine
Ridz: ok
(they decide on one n pay the bill..while coming out)
Ridz: u go n get the bike..i will be back in 2mins
Armi: now what
Ridz: washroom
Armi: ghar hi tho jaana hain
Ridz: (making an awkward face) urgent!!
Armi:(smiles) ok go
(she goes quickly n buys that shirt...armaan drops her back at home)
Armi: bye
Ridz: ey..andhar ao na..mom was asking abt u
Armi: (smiles) is it?? par phir kabhi..this weekend we have a football match..need to go n practise..i m already late
Ridz: oh ok...football hun!! do u really play or just a show off?
Armi: yo chasmish, i m the captain...ppl from my school still wait eagerly for our matches
Ridz: obviously...afterall, monkey playing football is quite a wierd scene na
Armi: decide after watching
Ridz: hmm??
Armi: done..u'll come n see the match this weekend..
Ridz: okay
Armi: i will pick u up
Ridz: no no..i will come on my own [i dont want to strain myself through that bike session again!!]
Armi: ok..now i have to go..bye
Ridz: bye

Next day morning:
Ridz: (hugging) happy birthday papa
Shash: thank u
Ridz: this is for u (gives the gift)
Shash: wah wah!! gift?!!
Ridz: khol ke dekhiye na
Shash: (opens the gift wrap) shirt??
Ridz: ya, u liked it?
Shash: very much!! good selection
Ridz: thanks..actually armaan helped me in selecting
Shash: hmm..thank u
(padma is looking at them..smiling at their bonding)

(Break time..walking towards canteen)
Armi: did ur dad like the shirt?
Ridz: ya..thanks
Armi: thanks se kaam nahi chalega..modelling ke pasie do
Ridz: kyaa?? ye kuch zyaada nahi hua
Armi: aur nahi tho kya...pehle tho mujhe kangaal kiya disco lejaake...aur ab free service??
Ridz: (laughs) acha hua..u deserved it...but seriously i m also bankrupt right now [after buying two gifts at once]
(both r silent for 2seconds)
Armi: chodo yaar..we r sounding like two poverty-stricken dukhi aatmas
Ridz: haha..true
Armi: but do u need any money
Ridz: nah..was just kidding

In canteen:
Anji: hey guys, i have a good news..my didi is getting married
Sap: wow! congrats..but how come suddenly
Anji: they had gone to a marriage last week..remember when we went to disco..
Sap: ya
Rahul: (cheekily) n u all got drunk
Muski: oye chuchundar, apna moo bandh rakh
Anji: so the guy's parents saw her at the marriage...they liked her a lot..n came up with the alliance
Atul: wat does the guy do?
Anji: he is a doctor in US
Rahul: ohh!! good yaar
Anji: the engagement will be next month..n marriage after 6months
Ridz: didi knows him?
Anji: no..she saw his pic..spoke over the phone
Ridz: is she happy?
Anji: i guess so..she was ok with this
Ridz: but i dont understand yaar, how did she decide..i mean she doesnt know anything abt him right?
Anji: she said he seemed nice n then my parents know his parents
Ridz: arre..is she marrying his parents or him..she should know the guy right
Anji: ya, even i cant get the funda behind this yaar..but its her decision
Ridz: i find arranged marriages scary..i mean u donno wat sort of person he is..u marry him, go to his house leaving ur family..just hoping that he turns out to be a good person..its so risky yaar
Sap: but in most of the cases they r happy yaar
Muski: but then some love marriages also dont work out well
Anji: i think getting the right guy is a matter of luck yaar..chahe woh arranged ho ya love
Ridz: hmm...i just hope i dont have to go through that 'ladki dekhna' session in my life..taking a tea tray..people staring at u..taking your interview...wat crap? aur ye sab sirf ladki ke saath karte hain..ladka baita hain aaram se..
Anji: aaj kal bahut kam log ye sab karte hain yaar..its more casual nowadays
Ridz: hmm..thats somewat better
Rahul: n then they have this horoscope funda also..there should be some logic in that too..
Ridz: but still..how can u marry someone u dont love...isnt it hard for the guy n gal
Armi: u need not be worried abt all that ridz
Ridz: why
Armi: u already have someone who loves you
Ridz: (mumbling with a confused face) who?? [God!! is he going to say "me"?!!!]
Armi: (after a pause) vicky hain na
(everyone laugh)
Ridz: shut your mouth tight ok..i dont want to hear his name again..especially from you [i m so stupid..how could i even think that he will say his own name..after knowing him all these days...y dont i learn something from experiencesl!]
Armi: y..its true right..n then there is this new aashiq also..wats his name yaar?(looking at rahul)
Rahul: arjun
Armi: yaaa..arjun..see you have choice too
Ridz: but i dont love any of them
Armi: tho kisi aur se pyaar hain kya?
Ridz: nahi
(she looked at him casually while saying this...she saw the curiosity in his eyes getting replaced by something else)
Ridz:[hey wait..was that disappointment by any chance??]
Muski: arre..is it a must that she love someone?
Armi: no..just generally
Sap: tho anji, do u like ur jiju?
Anji: ya, kind of...looks cool..i m all happies..paise maangne ke liye ek aur jo mil jayega (winks)
Ridz: kya yaar..i miss all this fun...con of being the only child
Muski: tu fikar mat kar..hum sab hain na
Anji: haan..mere jiju matlab tum sab ke jiju...jee bhar ke satao
Armi: bechare..woh tho gaye kaam se, char char saaliyan...but plz dont drink n slap him also
Anji: shut up...baat ko kahan se kahan le jaate ho yaar
Rahul: but true na
Anji: shut up..shut up..shut up (to three guys before they could say anything)

Next day, class room:
Madam: students, time to change the monitor
Ridz: Oh no!!! not again
Sap: (warning) no escaping this time ridz
Ridz: no way yaar...hey, armaan is second na..then i need not worry
Anji: ya, i dont see him leaving this chance to boss around the whole class
Ridz: yaaa..cool..no probs then
(madam looks into the results sheet)
Madam: so ridhima, u r the monitor
Ridz:(stands up) ma'm, i dont want to be
Madam: (surprised n angry) again??
Ridz: hmm..yes mam
Madam: ok, who is second?
Ridz: armaan ma'm
Madam: armaan, do u want to take this responsibilty??
Armi: no ma'm
(everyone is surprised, ridz is shocked...looks at him..he is not looking at her)
Madam: ohh!! then..(she looks at ridz..ridz is looking confused)
Ridz: but ma'm
Madam: ok, u both sort it out n tell me the decision by evening
Armi n ridz: ok

After the class:
(armaan is going out of the class..ridz follows him)
Ridz: armaan!!
Armi: ya
Ridz: wats this?
Armi: wats wat?
Ridz: (confused) y did u refuse?
Armi: bcoz i dont want to be the monitor
Ridz: (angrily) armaan, u r lying n u very well know i m scared of all this
Armi: yes, i know, thats y i refused
Ridz: is this ur idea of taking revenge for losing the bet?
Armi: shut up ridhima..kya bakwaas kar rahi ho...i dont give a damn for that bet..i want YOU to be monitor..
(Ridz is staring at him)
Armi: u remember i said its "perfect" that i m second...i wanted to stand second not first..i wanted u to win..and even if i wasnt second, i would have made sure that who ever stands second would refuse to be the monitor..i would have bribed them bullied them do watever to make u leave with no chance to escape..
Ridz: but armaan..i..
Armi: ridz..how long will u run away like this...wats the use of ur intelligence when u hide it from the world... u have no idea how far u can go with the potential u have..its all being suppressed bcoz of ur stage freight...bcoz u dont want to talk to people.. u drop out of seminars, leave ur interests, stop giving ur ideas...all bcoz of ur inhibitions...u have to take the first step n this is the best way i could think of...to force u to take that step..
(ridz is thinking)
Armi: if u still think i m taking revenge..then fine.. go n tell ma'm that i agreed (turns to leave)
Ridz: no armaan...i will be the monitor
Armi: (turns back smiling heartfully) thats the spirit!!
Ridz: (smiles)
Armi: ye pehle nahi bol sakti thi...u made me give a lecture like a moral science teacher..phew!! mera poora cool dude image spoil kar diya...hmmff(frowns) mere kisi fan ne suna tho nahi na(looking around)..they will feel bad yaar
Ridz: ahh!! fans!! (mocking face) kitna show off karte ho...but armaan...i m nervous
Armi: relax yaar...if u have any problem, come to me..we'll solve it together, ok?
Ridz: (smiles thankfully) ok

At home:
Ridz: ma, i m the monitor now
Padma: wow!! thats nice!! finally u got the courage to take it
Ridz: (smiles) ya, actually armaan forced me into it..he dint leave me any option to escape
Padma: hmm..thats good, i told u na u just have to make the first move..he got ur pulse correctly
Ridz: hmm
Padma: i know u r tensed but dont worry, u'll learn fast
Ridz: (smiles) hope so
(goes into her room)
Ridz: [why do u think so much for me armaan..y r u so nice...so caring..i m falling for ur character too!! but wat abt him?? will i ever know wats in his heart??]

PART 17

(Ridz takes up the duty of a monitor...the first day she has to make an announcement, she steps up on the dias in the classroom...lifts her head to find all her classmates looking at her)
Ridz: [OMG!! this is like (no. of people * 2) no.of eyes stinging at me at once..OH GOD!! please dont let them know i m nervous]
(heartbeat drumming in her ears...she looks at last bench in search of armaan...he smiles n nods his head..she gathers courage and makes the announcement)
Ridz: guys, the schedule for internal exams has arrived
(she reads it out..ends with a thanks and a smile..looks at armaan..he gives a thumbs up..goes directly to him)
Ridz: was i looking nervous?
Armi: ya, in the starting but u were normal later
Ridz: (smiles) hmm
Armi: and the smile u gave at the end was very good...u know wat, u look very confident when u smile..do that often
Ridz: hmm
(from that day..whenever ridz is tensed on the stage, she looked at armaan...he would flash his million dollar smile n she would regain her confidence...in 3 days she got used to the general duties of a monitor)

Sunday:
(Armaan calls up ridhima to remind about the match..she thinks for a while to go alone or take sapna with her...fact is that she wants to go alone...with some difficulty, she finds the place he told..match has already started..ridz is searching for armaan in the players..she spots him wearing a black short n yellow tshirt...completely engrossed in the game)
Ridz: [haaaii...he is looking so hot!!](surprised at her own thoughts)[huh??!! wat did i say?? hot??!! OMG when did i start using such words?? ridzy,he is doing something to u!! but ya, cant deny that he is hot!!]
(staring at him...sits down on a bench...armaan looks at her once n smiles...she smiles back)
Ridz: [he IS a very good player indeed..hmm]
(half time..armaan comes to her..gasping n sweating)
Armi: hey, so u came finally
Ridz: (smiles) ya
Armi: njoying the game?
Ridz: yup, u play well
Armi: (smugly) dint i tell u
Ridz: (with rolling eyes) okayy
Armi: hey, wait here after the match
Ridz: ok
(the match is over..armaan's team won..he comes to her after changing and bidding bye to his friends)
Ridz: congrats
Armi: thanks, lets go
Ridz:(confused) where?
Armi: to my home
Ridz: whaattt??
Armi: today you are being given the privilege to meet the family of the great armaan malik
Ridz: no no no [his home??!! huh!! doesnt even bother to ask if i want to go, as if he owns me..grrr]
Armi: arre..u r scared as if we will eat u raw...dont worry, we wont..cook karke hi khayenge tumhe
Ridz: (raising her eyebrows) armaaan
Armi: (mimicking her) ridhiiima
Ridz: but
Armi: chalo na...my house is very near
Ridz: (thinking)
Armi: think later, lets go first
Ridz: aaha..wat's left to think after we go
Armi: then dont think
Ridz: ahh!! (still confused abt wat she has to do)
(armaan gets his bike)
Ridz: [ohh no!! not a bike ride again..but can u do anything ridzy, not really!!]
(goes n sits on his bike..on their way)
Ridz: [wat am i doing? nothing wrong but..let it be ridz, dont chew over small things!! u r just going to his house]
(she realises his house has not yet come even after 20 mins)
Ridz: armaan, where is ur house??
Armi: its there where it is everyday
Ridz: ahhh...its such a waste to ask u
Armi: we r very near
Ridz: u said the same thing when we started..btw wats ur definition of "very near"?
Armi: (chuckles) that means not very far
Ridz: cant u give a single straight answer?
Armi: cant
Ridz: arghh!! mysterious monkey
(they reach his house...go in...house is cozy n nicely decorated)
Ridz: nice house
Armi: (smiles) mom!! mom!!
(a lady with a little frown on her face comes out saying "dont shout"..frown disappears when she sees ridhima)
Armi: mom, this is ridhima, ridz she is my mom
Ridz: namaste aunty[armaan looks like his mom]
Anita: hello (with a sweet smile), come in
Armi: where is dad?
Anita: in the balcony
(armaan takes her to balcony...his dad is reading newspaper..armaan introduces her)
Ridz: namaste uncle [he looks like his dad too..best of both..hehe]
Vijay: namaste
Armi: come
(ridz just follows him to a room)
Ridz: ur room?
Armi: ya, gimme 5mins, i will take a shower n come...feel free
(ridhima moves in his room..with folded hands..observing things...football, clothes, circket bats, balls, books, cds all thrown randomly...looks at the cds..heavy metal albums)
Ridz: [hmm...not really my kind of music]
(she moves towards the computer..switches it on...it makes a big startup sound)
Armi: (peeping through the bathroom door) ridhima, will u go out for 2mins..please
Ridz: ok
(she comes out...looking around..his mom spots her from the kitchen)
Anita: ridhima, come here
(ridz goes near her)
Anita: armaan rarely brings his friends home
Ridz: (smiles)[hmm..true..he never called any of us home till date]
Anita: hungry?? lunch is ready..just waiting for armaan
Ridz: no aunty, i have to go home
Anita: arre..aise kaise..i wont let u go without having lunch
(ridz likes her typical indian hospitality)
Ridz: but aunty, my mom n dad will be waiting..i told i will be back after the match
Anita: its ok, call up n tell now
(ridz is thinking..armaan calls her name from his room..she goes in...he comes near her brushing his hair with hands...some droplets of water fall on her face making her cringe...he moves ahead n touches her cheeks gently wiping the drops...ridz shivers with the touch and opens her eyes...he is looking at her with passionate eyes..unkempt wet hair falling on his forehead)
Ridz: [ahh!!! these eyes..i just feel like kissing them..OMG!! wats going on...ridzy control ur mind..u r losing it]
(with a naughty smile he rubs his hair again)
Ridz:(frowning) armaaan!!
Anita: armaan!!
Armi: i m hungry..lets go
Ridz: armaan, ye sab kya hain...suddenly, u bring me to ur home n now lunch?
Armi: ya, wat big deal?
Ridz: but, i dint tell mom
Armi: i will call n tell them that u r having lunch at my place
Ridz: no, its ok, i will call
(she goes out n calls her mom...a guy comes in)
Guy: hmm...u must be...ridheema..right?
Ridz: ya
Armi: hey, he is my brother arnav
Ridz: hi
Arnav: hi ridzy...u r prettier than wat u look in pics
Ridz: thanks[looks so similar to armaan..ofcourse brothers na]
Arnav:(looks at armaan n says in a serious tone) bro, i think i m in love with her
(ridz looks at armaan..puzzled...he gives her an assuring smile)
Armi: abbey, stop flirting
Arnav: its not flirting bro..its love
Armi: tujhse badi hai..thoda tho sharam kar
Arnav: (in a filmy tone) pyaar ka koi umar nahi hota bhai..right ridzy? (winks at her n raises his hand for high-five..ridz comes out of astonishment..smiles n claps her hand against his)
Ridz: ya right [dono bhai flirting champions]
(armaan gives arnav a 'i will kill u' look)
Arnav: ok ok ab tu jal math..aur aise dekhne se main nahi darne wala..kisi aur pe try karo
Armi: ek doo kya (moves towards him with a jerk...arnav runs into his room)
Arnav: wait for me ok, will change n come
Ridz: (smiling) he is in tenth standard na?
Armi: no, eleventh
Ridz: hmm.. he's just like u..did YOU train him on how to flirt?
Armi:(hands on mouth) aww!! flirting aur main? ram ram...wrong accusation
Ridz: acha!! as if i met u just today
Armi: i've stopped flirting, u dint notice?
(he said this casually n moved towards dining table)
Ridz: [stopped flirting?? nahi tho, he still flirts with me..hey wait, is he talking abt other girls..oh ya, he doesnt flirt with them now..damn, why dint i realise?!!]
Anita: come ridhima, sit here
(they have lunch talking about her parents, their work, siblings, house, studies etc)
Arnav: ridhima, do u know how to cook?
Ridz: no
Arnav: armaan is a very good cook, u know that?
Ridz: oooo, i dint know
(finish their lunch..ridz is leaving)
Ridz: food was very good..it was nice meeting u all
Vijay: our pleasure
Arnav: come again ok, we r a team now, against armaan
Ridz: ya sure
(they come till the gate to leave her..says bye to them)
Armi: shall i drop u at home?
Ridz: ya (she said abruptly..stopped pondering over the bike rides by now)
(on their way to her house..ridz is feeling happy..smiling to herself...but unable to figure out the reason for happiness..they reach her house)
Armi: so, here we are
ridz: armaan..it was nice meeting ur parents n arnav...it happened so suddenly but i had a good time
Armi: (smiles) hmm.
(she goes into her house..though doesnt want to...feeling something empty inside her)

Night:
Ridz: [i feel as if i know armaan more than others..going to a person's home n meeting his family makes so much difference?? strange!! i feel so special..his mom also told he doesnt bring home every friend..but am i just a friend?? n y do i feel so happy after meeting his family]
(she remembers the moments she spent with armaan...the rides, the tender touch on her cheek, his eyes..her mind completely filled with his thoughts)
Ridz: [ahhh!! am i going crazy? i feel like talking to him]
(she calls him)
Armi: hey
Ridz: hi, wat r u doing
Armi: nothing, u tell
Ridz: bas, aise hi
Armi: actually, i was about to call u
Ridz: y
Armi: u dint go to meet vicky right?
Ridz: oh ya, i dint go...no problem na
Armi: nope..relax
Ridz: armaan, wat r u going to do?
Armi: donno, dint think abt it yet
Ridz: hmm
Armi: but u dont worry
Ridz: i wont
(they talk for some time n end the call)
Ridz: [ he is so warm...i m growing fond of him day by day...and i started liking it too...but wat if all this is just from my side..hmm..is there anyway i can find out wat he thinks abt me??]
(sleeps off thinking)

Next week, in the canteen:
(internal exams r going on)
Ridz: arre yaar, why do computer engineers need to study economics
Muski: i dont like it too
Ridz: how i wish i could drop the exam tomorrow, but i already dropped one earlier, have to write it now..so boring
Anji: i doubt if we'll ever need it in our life
Armi: i guess we need it, see when u earn big bucks in future u need to know how to manage them right?
Ridz: phew..big bucks!! we'll see...right now i just need to pass this exam
Armi: actually, i find economics interesting...i like playing with numbers..assets, liabilities, accounting...its nice
Rahul: even i like it
Ridz: someone teach me atleast the basics yaar, nahi tho main fail ho jaongi
Armi: haha...majaa ayega..first year top karo, second year fail ho jao
Ridz: (hits him) loser!! but seriously some one help me out na
Armi: okay, i will teach you..fees kya dogi?
Ridz: do tappad
Armi: get lost then
Ridz: sorry sorry
Armi: ok, maaf kiya...jee le
Ridz: so, when will u teach?
Armi: next year!!
Ridz: (wrinkiling the forehead) hmm??
Armi: the exam is tomorrow fool, tho aaj hi padhna hain na
Ridz: ya
Armi: i will come to ur house after college
Ridz: ok

At ridhima's house:
Ridz: ma, armaan will be coming home
Padma: when?
Ridz: in an hour...we r going to study together..make dinner for him too
Padma: ok
(armaan comes n after a quick chat with padma both of them settle in her room to study)
Armi: so, first tell me wat do u know
Ridz: nothing
Armi: wat?? wat do u do in the class girl?
Ridz: ahh!! its boring man!! i feel sleepy
Armi: u feel sleepy even after turning back n looking at me??
Ridz: i dont turn to look at u ok..i turn to talk to muskaan or sapna or anji whoever sits behind me..aur waise bhi tu koi hero hain jo baar baar dekhungi
Armi: koi hero se kam hoon kya? (setting his hair)
Ridz: hmmmfff...zero
Armi: hero
Ridz: zero
Armi: ok ok, lets study now
(he is explaining her the basics of book keeping..she is trying hard to concentrate on his words instead of his face...but whenever she accidentally looks at him, her eyes r stuck...stares at his face..adoring every part..when he looks at her..she acts as if she is listening n looking at him casually)
Ridz: [focus ridzy focus, dont get distracted..u need to pass the exam tomorrow..but he is so cute, how can i not look at him..shut up u fool, study first]
(they think of taking a break to have dinner)
Armi: ridz, aunty ko bolu kya tumhara tequila scene?
Ridz: armaan, one word abt that n u r dead
Armi: (laughing)
Ridz: stop it now
(they go n while having dinner)
Padma: howz ur preparation going?
Ridz: good ma
Armi: aunty, ridhima was topper na last year
(ridz is sensing something fishy now)
Padma: ya, she was so happy
Armi: we had a party also
(ridz is now clear wat he is heading towards..she is looking at him with narrow eyes)
Padma: ya, i know, she told me it was good
Armi: not good aunty, it was very good, ridz njoyed a lot
(smiling naughtily at ridz..she is looking at him with grinding teeth and smoking eyes)
Padma: oh, is it
Ridz: ma, papa nahi aye ab tak
Padma: nahi, aate honge
Armi: so, wat were we talking, yaa..party
(ridz is feeling the urge to get up n hit him..controlling herself n waiting for the time she catches him alone)
Ridz: ya, everyone was there...ma, u've not met muskaan n rahul na, i'll get them home someday
(they finish eating)
Ridz: ma, dont lock the gate, i'll lock it after armaan goes
Padma: ok
(the moment they enter ridhima's room, she holds his collar)
Ridz: tu tho gaya aaj mere haathon
Armi: (laughing aloud) it was so much fun
Ridz: (hitting him) achaa!!
Armi: ur face..OMG..it was worth watching
Ridz: armaan, shhh!!
(armaan covers his mouth..but bursts out again)
Ridz: arghhh!!!
(she touches his waist while trying to hit him..he jerks away)
Ridz: woohoo, it tickles?
Armi: no
Ridz: let me check
Armi: no, it doesnt
Ridz: let me touch then
Armi: i m telling u na, it doesnt
Ridz: awesome...u r gone now
(she starts tickling him..he laughs aloud...she covers his mouth..feeling his lips, she removes the hand n stands straight)
Armi: now, u r gone
(he holds her hands from behind...tickling her waist..ridz laughing..twining..trying to catch her breath)
Armi: shhh!! aunty will hear
Ridz: (panting) armaan, plz
Armi: will u do it again
Ridz: yes
(tickling again)
Armi: tell me now
Ridz: no i wont
Armi: good for u girl
(releases his grip...exhausted..she leans her back against him..gasping)
Armi: ridhima
(she jolts with his whisper..in her ears..turns to face him)
Armi: (smiling) r u ok
Ridz: ha?? ya
Armi: shall we go back to studies now
Ridz: yes
(they study till late night...ridz focusing hard on economics instead of armaan..then he leaves to his home)

Armaan's birthday:
(ridz wishes him at midnight..next day she is eager to give her gift n see armaan's reaction..they go to a restaurant after college hours..he cuts the cake there..ridz gives him the gift..armaan opens it n looks at ridz...fully suprised)
Armi: heyyyy!! this is the one i wore that day
Ridz: yes, u like it?
Armi: (looking straight into her eyes) i love it..(pause) u've got brains girl
Ridz: i know
Armi: (smiles) when did u buy this
Ridz: when u went to get the bike
Armi: ohhh!! the same day??!! so, this was ur washroom emergency hun!!
Ridz: (giggles) yes
Atul: guys, we r also here...talk to us sometimes..n wats the gift
Rahul: hey, nice shirt man
Anji: good choice ridz
Muski: hey, wear it na
Armi: wat?? now??
Ridz: ya, go in to the washroom n change
Armi: y r u girls always in a hurry to wear new clothes, i dont get it
Ridz: u need not get anything, jus go n wear the shirt
Armi: hmmffff...hamesha mujhse modelling karvati hain..aur woh bhi free mein
Ridz: kya free mein?? shirt diya na
Armi: ok ok
(he goes n wears the new shirt)
Anji: hmmm..someone is looking handsome
(ridz is very happy...staring at him lovingly..everyone compliments him)
Armi: keep this in ur bag, i'll take it later (giving her the shirt which he took off to wear the new one)
Ridz: ok
(they talk for a while..take snaps..eat food n go home)

night, at ridz home:
(armaan calls her..after the hi hellos)
Armi: hey, my shirt is with u
Ridz: oh ya, i forgot
Armi: r u sure u forgot
Ridz: wat do u mean?
Armi: i suspect u took it deliberately
Ridz: huh!! wat will i do with ur shirt
Armi: donno..u must know the reason...may be flaunt it..its a celebrity's shirt na
Ridz: celebrity??!! get a life man!!
Armi: i want it tomorrow, safe n sound, washed n ironed
Ridz: wat?? safe n sound?? as if i will tear it
Armi: kya pataa, mera koi gussa uspe nikal diya tho
Ridz: exactly, wohi karoongi..i wont give it back..jo karna hain kar lo
Armi: i was just joking
Ridz: i wasnt
Armi: ridhima
Ridz: armaan
Armi: plz, thats one of my favorites
Ridz: wow!! then i will njoy more tearing it
Armi: arey yaar
Ridz: haan bolo yaar
Armi: forget it
Ridz: okayy
(ridz ends the call after a while n opens her bag...smiles looking at the shirt n remembering their conversation...takes it out...blushes...brings it close to her face...placing her cheeks on it...closes her eyes...smiles..just the fact that its a piece of clothing armaan wore, makes her blush deeper..as if she is touching him...smells it..no traces of cologne..just his smell)
Ridz:[so, this is how u smell armaan...hmm..nice]
(tugs out of her thoughts)
Ridz:[OH NOOO!! wat was i doing!!! wats this surge of emotions..this guy is sneaking into my life slowly...no ridz no, dont let him creep into ur heart, if he doesnt love u back, u will be left heartbroken, but wat if he also feels the same for me...awww!! that would be so blissful!! but he doesnt say anything..just confuses me..dont take this risk ridzy..its ur HEART after all...n love...its once in a life...u dont want to do it again n again right, so be careful..but is this love?? am i in love with him?? no no, this can be anything but not love..ahhh!!! but wat is it then??]
(folds the shirt n keeps it in the shelf)

Finally!!! i posted it!! thats part 17 friends..tried to make it longer to pacify you for my late update😛so, r u liking ridhima's journey towards love??!! hmm..towards?? or already in love?? 😕😉i know u all want to know armaan's side of story but wat if there is no story from his side!! ok, dont kick me for that question,but quite possible right?😈

PART 18

next day:
Armi: ey kapda chor, where's my shirt?
Ridz: (frowns) kapda chor??!!!
Armi: ur new name..u like it?
Ridz: nonsense!!
Armi: u got my shirt?
Ridz: no, i tore it
Armi: kyaa??
Ridz: yup, u heard it right
Armi: i know u dint
Ridz: so confident?
Armi: yes
Ridz: watever!! its gone from you now
(Atul comes putting his hand on armaan's shoulder)
Atul: hey ridz
Ridz: hi
Atul: you dint run away this time?
Ridz: runaway? why?
Atul: u dint see vicky? he just passed by u?
Ridz: oh, is it? i dint notice..n he dint try to talk to me..good for me but strange
(she looks at armaan..raises her eyebrows..he nods his head)
Atul: ye tum log kya ishaare kar rahe ho?
Ridz: kuch nahi yaar, vicky called me for a treat n armaan told he will tackle this
Atul: oh, is it...so no more running champions in our group now?
Ridz: heeheehee..has diya,khush?? armaan bolo na kya kiya tumne
Armi: i did something
Ridz: ya, thats wat i m asking, wat did u do
Armi: i wont tell u
Ridz: huh!! why do u have to make a puzzle out of everything?!!
Armi: i like it that way (shrugging)
Ridz: hmmff [u like mystifying things..who knows it better than me!!]
(that evening, after she goes home...looking for something in change into, she looks at his shirt and frowns remembering him calling her 'kapda chor' that morning)
Ridz: (pointing to the shirt) u r going to be here..with me..samjhe? i will see how he gets u back
(shakes her head in disbelief)
Ridz: [ehh!! main pagal ho rahi hoon kya?? i am talking to a SHIRT!! u've lost it ridz...lost it big time!! its just a shirt, why am i making so much fuss about it..i need pyschiatric help kya!!]

Break:
Armi: guys, i have an idea
Atul: abt?
Armi: y dont we go on a short tour, i mean the whole class
Anji: wow!! sounds cool
Armi: yup, in holidays after the final exams
Muski: majaa ayega yaar
Ridz: but where?
Rahul: hmm..khandala??
(everyone agrees)
Sap: do we have to take permission from college?
Armi: i think so, hamari monitor hain na, princy se baat karne ke liye
Ridz: no way!!
Armi: u r scared as if he is an alien...ofcourse he looks like one, but trust me..he is a human (with ann assuring smile)
Ridz: not so funny ok...i cant yaar..he is so kadoos
Rahul: well, u have to ridz, u r the monitor
Ridz: kya yaar
Armi: ok, first we'll ask the class, if they r ready, we'll go ahead
Ridz: fine

Anjali's sister engagement:
(ridhima wears a blue lehenga and pearls set, hair left loose...armaan constantly flashing in her mind while getting ready)
Ridz:[am i looking good? how will he react when he sees me?](shakes her head)[no ridz no, dont think about him, he doesnt believe in love..n by the way u should try to look good for yourself not for anybody else..not even for armaan..yes!! i dont care if he likes me or not...i dont want to impress anyone..i know i m pretty...yess, way to go girl!! see, u have everything under your control..ur heart, ur mind..u r so strong..superb!!]
(she goes to anji's house...walks into the hall..unintentionally searching for armaan..she sees him talking to anji's father...he turns to see ridhima..looking breathtaking in a white sherwani and smiling..ridhima is flabbergasted..staring at him...he is staring at her too..comes near her)
Armi: hi
Ridz: hi
(silent for few seconds)
Ridz: [why isnt he saying anything on how i am looking? so disappointing!! no ridz, dont be so desperate to get noticed by him!!]
(thinking so she wrinkles her forehead and looks at him...a little smile playing on his lips)
Armi: where is sapna?
Ridz: must be coming with amit
Armi: ok
Ridz: did u see muskaan?
Armi: she is inside
Ridz: i will go in then
(after sometime, the ceremony starts..all people assemble in the hall...ridz is tempted to see armaan and be with him all the while...sometimes controls, sometimes gives in..the ceremony is over..boys r being very helpful n courteous...armaan comes n stands near her after a while)
Ridz: di is looking very pretty na
Armi: ya, y do girls wear so much jewelry yaar, isnt it irritating?
Ridz: depends, on special days many like to wear heavy jewelry
Armi: u r looking good today, simple n sweet
Ridz: thanks [finallyy!! he acknowledged it!!]
Armi: these r pearls na (touching her earrings)
Ridz: ya, i love pearls
(Anji comes with a chubby boy)
Anji: armaan, can u do me a favour..can u please drop him at his home..his parents r busy
Armi: ya sure
Anji: thanks
Armi: (placing his arm around the boys shoulder) tumhara naam kya hain yaar?
Boy: gappu yaar
Armi: gappu!! nice..chale?
Gappu: main tho kabse tayyar hoon...here, everyone is pulling my cheeks n bugging me
Ridz: (smiles) so cute (touches his cheeks..he moves away)
Gappu:(smiles) i thought u r going to pinch me
Ridz: nooo
Armi: ok..lets go now
Gappu: bye didi
Ridz: bye
Armi: (walking away) acha, tumhe rasta pata hain kya?
Gappu: haan
(its been a while n ridz is waiting for armaan...everyone is having dinner)
Ridz: anji, how far is gappu's house? armaan hasnt come back yet
Anji: hmm...not very far actually..but its a busy route..may be stuck in traffic...lets go n eat..he will join soon
(ridz goes n starts eating..she sees armaan coming in from the gate...he gets down the bike n starts walking..but she sees that something is wrong...he is not looking normal..he comes further towards them n she sees that there is blood on his sleeves..puts the plate down and rushes towards him)
Ridz: armaan, kya hua?
Armi: kuch nahi yaar, ek chota sa accident bas
Ridz: (disturbed) CHOTA SA??!! ur hand is bleeding!!
(she holds his hand and folds up the sleeve..she sees that the injury is big...blood spread over the arm..he folds his hand n blood drips from his elbow..she hisses n looks at his face n down to his hand...tensed n worried...she takes the tissues n starts wiping the blood carefully not to go over the exact wound)
Armi: its ok yaar, dont worry
(she is not in a state to respond..still cleaning the hand..folding the sleeve further up)
Armi: ridzyy!! i m ok..AAAAH!!!
Ridz: (hisses) i m sorry, did i touch the wound?
Armi: i m fine, relax
(their friends come near them)
Rahul: oh shit!!
Anji: ahhh!! ..wat happened?
Armi: i was coming back after dropping gappu..road was slippery and bike skidded..at the end of this road
Sap: aur kahi pe lagi hain kya??
(ridz who is still wiping registers wat sapna said n starts looking all over his body if there are any more injuries...then looks at his face..observing every inch of it...brushes off hair from his forehead and holds it up for a better view...satisfied with her investigation she lets out a huge sigh n looks at him...seeing the pain on his face she realises that her eyes are getting wet...quickly turns her face off..atul gets a chair for armaan, drinks water n pours some on the wound)
Ridz: rahul, take him to hospital
Armi: hey, it will be gone in 2 days..i dont think i need a doc
Ridz: (raged) i dint ask ur opinion
(he looks at her surprised'n'then'smiles)
Muski: exactly
Rahul: ok ok chill...chal yaar..nahi tho ridz will burn u alive with her anger
(they leave n everyone is relieved)
Anji: ridz finish ur dinner
Ridz: (very disturbed) no yaar, i m done
Sap: thoda hi khaya na
Ridz: thats enough..ghar chale kya?
Sap: ok...amit, shall we go?
Amit: yes
(they drop her home...ridz goes into her room..still disturbed...slumps on her bed...closes her eyes with a sigh..sees images of his hand n the pain on his face..tears forming in her eyes..she questions their identity)
Ridz:[why am i so upset??!! wat r these tears for?? I am CRYING!! RIDDHIMA GUPTA!! who rarely gets tears in her eyes!!! wat for?? who is he?? a friend?? just a friend?? would i be so distressed for any other friend?? NO !! DEFINITELY NOT!! i know its a small injury..and his pain hurts me more than him!! but why?? WHY? because i love him!! yes, I LOVE HIM !!!! no feeling can be so deep except love!! THIS IS LOVE!!!]
(a small smile starts dancing on her lips...relaxing her face)
Ridz: [i dont want to runaway now..i m tired of denying to myself..enough of testing...now, i m sure it is love..if it was attraction or infatuation it would have washed out long ago!! that is why couldnt avoid him, i couldnt stop myself from looking into his eyes..ahh!! his eyes, beautiful eyes...that sexy smile!!]
(smiles widely..blushing, remembering the way he stares at her)
Ridz: [he loves me?? wat else could his eyes be saying then?? but he never said anything?? n he always says he doesnt believe in love?? his actions seems to be contradicting his words..wat if he doesnt love me?? ridzy, u were a fool n now have become selfish too.. u expect him to love u and confess it to u when u have been denying it to urself all these days]
(cursing herself she looks at the shelf n sees his shirt..grabs it and sas "i love u armaan")
Ridz: [i dont care if i m sounding crazy..i dont mind doing weird things..i m in love..i want to forget all my inhibitions..i want to love him whole heartedly..i want to experince this feeling...its just soo soo beautiful...i feel so liberated..y dint i realise it earlier!!]
(she hugs the shirt..brings it closer to her face..puts her head into it...playing with it in all funny ways..giggling like a kid)
Ridz: ok, now pintu will be my armaan, till i get the real one
(she makes the bear wear the shirt n mocks at him for wearing oversized clothes..goes n changes her dress..comes back n lies on the bed...hugging pintu..ooops hugging armaan...tries to sleep..but too happy to close her eyes..then she remembers armaan's accident)
Ridz:[OMG!! i dint even call him..his hand was so hurt..shit!! i m so occupied with my realisations..idiot!!]
(she picks up her mobile to see its too late..sends an sms.."how r u now?"..thinking she will call if he replies to it..snuggling in her bed tries to sleep...armaan filled in heart n mind...falls asleep but wakes up after sometime hearing her stomach growl, she remembers that she ate very less..goes into the kitchen, grabs some fruits n back in her room..checks her mobile..no call no sms...pouts n goes back to sleep)

(next day she gets up remembering him...watever she is doing, he is always on her mind...gets ready paying extra attention to her looks..goes to college..eagerly waiting for him)
Ridz: [wat will i do when i see him??]
(waiting for him..first class over..she calls him up)
Armi: hey ridz
(ecstatic to hear his voice)
Ridz: hi..how r u?
Armi: i m fine yaar..was sleeping..forcefully u sent me to the doctor..he gave me some stupid injection n i have fever now
RIdz: fever!!! oh no..but its bcoz of injury not the injection
Armi: watever...will come to college after lunch
Ridz: (disappointed) ohh!! take rest na
Armi: wat rest, i will get bored here
(she waits for the classes to finish getting restless)

break time:
(atul n ridz r in canteen..anji n sapna come in)
Anji: hey ridz, come with me..i'll show u something
Ridz: wat??
Anji: chalo tho
(she takes her out towards the lab)
Anji: u see that guy standing there in red shirt?
Ridz: ya
Anji: he is arjun..handsome na
Ridz: haan par..i cant believe u dragged me all the way to show him
Anji: (giggles) u dint know him right, thats y
Ridz: tum bhi na
(arjun turns to catch them looking at him)
Ridz: (turns away embarrassed) oohh shit!!! anji, u fool..ye kya kiya tu ne..chalo ab yaha se
(they enter the canteen n see armaan standing at the counter with bandaged hand)
Ridz: [i just feel like running and hugging him tightly]
(armaan comes n sits on a chair)
Muski: oy, where were you both??
Ridz: dont ask yaar..it was so embarrassing..pata nahi woh kya soch raha hoga mere baare mein
Rahul: kaun?
Anji:(chuckles) arjun...hey armaan, kaise ho yaar? fever hain abhi?
Armi: no..i m fine now
Ridz: is it still paining?
Armi: no (not looking at her)
Ridz: [look at me armaan..i m dying to see ur beautiful eyes...and the love in them]

Parts 19 to 22 are in the comments below😊
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awsum prt! i loved it! i wish riddhima was abe 2 wear dat skirt, btw can u plz plz plz plz plz plz pm d pic of clothes riddhima is wearin in d party, boz i dnt noe wat type of clothes she is wearin! plz can u pm me her clothin? so i cn imagin betta, if u dnt mind and can u plz pm me whenevr u hve updated?!thank u in advance!
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Originally posted by: pwincess kanzi

awsum prt! i loved it! i wish riddhima was abe 2 wear dat skirt, btw can u plz plz plz plz plz plz pm d pic of clothes riddhima is wearin in d party, boz i dnt noe wat type of clothes she is wearin! plz can u pm me her clothin? so i cn imagin betta, if u dnt mind and can u plz pm me whenevr u hve updated?!thank u in advance!


hey...thank u...i have imagined her in a top n jeans but i missed writing it..thanks for reminding, will update the post n pm u..thanks again yaar😊
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PART 19

(they talk for a while n ridz observes that he is dull and not looking at her...he looks pale n low)
Ridz: [may be bcoz of fever]
(three days pass by n ridz is noticing a change in him...he doesnt look into her eyes...doesnt come close to her...being very calm..she decides to enquire...stops him in the corridor outside the classroom)
Ridz: (touching his cheek) armaan, wats with this beard??
Armi: (smiles) i was..
Ridz: (interrupting him) dont tell me u r too busy to shave?
Armi: hmm...no, was just lazy
Ridz: (frowns) doesnt look good on u
Armi: hmm
Ridz: r u angry at me for something?
Armi: no, y
Ridz: u r not talking to me properly..i thought u r angry
Armi: aisa kuch nahi hain...dont imagine things!! dimak par zyada zor mat do chasmish..pehle se chota hain
(he giggled..but there is something missing in his voice..he is not being himself...but hearing chasmish from him after a long gap, she felt happy..the word which made her frown is making her smile now..rahul comes to them)
Rahul: hey ridz, time to do some monitorgiri
Ridz: hmm??
Rahul: almost everyone in the class agreed on the tour, u need to talk to princy
Ridz: ohh!! u guys also come with me plz
Rahul: ok, but we'll wait outside..call us only if needed..he gets hyper for no good reason
Ridz: ok
(they go to principal's chamber..ridz goes in n talks to princy)
Princy: ok, but i can allow only 2days, not more than that..and u have to take a lecturer with u
Ridz: sir, only 2 days?
Princy: (sternly) yes
Ridz: ok sir, thank u[kadoos kahi ka, iska kya jaa raha hain hum tour pe gaye tho]
Princy: who's organising it?
Ridz: rahul and armaan sir, they r standing outside
Princy: call them in
(he gives some care instruction and they come out)
Rahul: kya yaar, u could have asked for some more days na
Ridz: be grateful that he agreed ok

Next day:
(they stay back after the college to discuss about the arrangements..rahul leaves after sometime)
Ridz: u r looking better today..wat was wrong with u?
Armi: arre, ek hi baat kitni baar poochogi? bola na kuch nahi (slightly rude)
Ridz: (sulking) sorry, i wont ask u again
Armi: bura laga?
Ridz: nahi, bahuuut acha laga, i feel like dancing away in happiness
Armi: oooo!! someone knows sarcasm too (giggles)
(ridz turns her head away)
Armi: ok ok, sorry
Ridz: hmmfff
Armi: ab chale? raat hogayi
(he drops her at home)
Armi: ridhima, hmm...i wanted to tell u something
Ridz: abt wat?
Armi: uh..dont get mad if u dont like wat i say..ok?
Ridz: okay
(he comes close to her...closer n closer)
Armi: hmm...actually...i..i wanted to say that
Ridz: [i know wat u r going to say but i will give u a tough time armaan]
Ridz: (whispering) hmm..i m listening
(he moves back n takes her hands into his...looks into her eyes)
Armi: i love you
Ridz: ok
Armi: (shocked) OK??!!!
Ridz: yeah..ok
Armi: wat kind of answer is that..ok it seems...do u love me??
Ridz: ya, i do...we love our friends right?
Armi: not that love..LOVE...i mean love as in love u know..like a girlfriend boyfriend (raising eyebrows)
Ridz: ohhhh...like that..so,u want to make me ur sixth girlfriend??
Armi: no...actually u r the first serious one
Ridz: n how long is this going to last? 2months or 3months?
Armi: forever (he moved forward n planted a small kiss on her lips)
(ridz is smiling, blushing...happily turns aside n touches something...something soft...groping in the dark...she opens her eyes to see her hand on the pillow)
Ridz: SHITTT!!! this was a DREAM??!!!
(disappointed...gets up n sits on her bed...remembers that he just dropped her at home n left)
Ridz: [but wat an awesome dream!! i m going to do the same when he actually does that...haha...majaa ayega?? but wat if he doesnt tell..should i express first?? no no no no..he started all this..he was the one who was flirting with me...y should i make the first move?? hmmfff]

(ridz feelings are getting stronger by the day..gets excited to go to college..waits for armaan to enter the class, pass by her, doesnt miss a single chance to see him, talk to him n be with him...day dreams romantic things with him..she wants to be with him every moment but is very confused with armaan's behavior..he is no longer dull but he is not staring at her, he turns his eyes away whenever she looks at him..being very casual..one day, she goes to sit beside him in economics class)
Armi:(surprised) u want to sit here?
Ridz: ya, for a change..bored of the same place
Armi: (smiles) hmm
Ridz: want to be thrown out again...boring subject(chuckles)
(armaan is silent..just smiles..class starts n armaan is concentrating on the lecture)
Ridz: [why the hell is he so casual now...when i was not sure abt my feelings, he made me believe that he is interested in me and now i m in love with him..but he draws himself back...ahh!!! come on armaan, flirt with me..i want to be close to you...i m missing the love for me in those hazel eyes...God!! wats going on..he loves me or not?? shall i ask him directly?? no..may be he is confused the way i was...may be he needs time...lets not hurry things..i will wait for some more days before talking to him abt this]

(Final exams r over..they go on the tour...armaan continues the same behavior...he teases her, irritates her but maintains the distance...he is not the same armaan who used to not leave a single chance to go close to her..she thinks of asking others if they know anything abt this...all are going for sight seeing after lunch..anji n ridz r walking together)
Ridz: anji, do u see any change in armaan?
Anji: change?? wat change?
Ridz: hmm..i mean...he is not talking to us much
Anji: i dont think so, he is with us all the time n we r having fun together na
Ridz: hmm
Anji: y r u asking that?
Ridz: nothing, i just felt so
Anji: hmm...lets go
(ridz thinks n realises he is the same with others..he was different towards only her and that too only when they both r alone, he used to come very close n flirt...she remembers keerti's words that he makes it look natural infront of others...so obviously, they wouldnt know..she leaves a big sigh)
Ridz: [only i n he know wats going on]
(they keep straying around the mountains...stopping at some nice views...they stop at a place.. all are scattered in different groups...then they see a board for a suicide point)
Ridz: hey, lets see
Sap: no way!! i m scared of heights...i wont come..u go
(ridz walks up to the point n holding the rail looks down..she suddenly feels a jerk with two hands holding her shoulders..scared to death...she yanks up to see armaan grinning...heart pounding with fear..she looks at him dreadfully...fear being replaced by anger)
Ridz: YOU!!!
(starts beating him, messing his hair, tickling....doing everything he hates...he is laughing madly)
Ridz: idiot, stupid, duffer...arghhhh!!! gir jaati tho??
Armi: par girne nahi diya na..pakadke hi daraaya
Ridz: how generous!!! u scared the hell out of me...arghh!! (still angry)
Armi: (laughing) thats wat i wanted..OMG!! there wasnt a single drop of blood on ur face when u turned...GOSH!! that was a sight!!
Ridz: ya ya..sight!! u wait n see!! i will make u a sight
Armi: i shud have taken a picture man!!
Ridz: shut up
Armi: n paste it on notice board in college
Ridz: shut up!!..teri tho
(she tries to hold his hands..and hit him or do something to take out her anger..her two hands r not enough to hold his hands..he just twists his hand n her grip goes off...trying again n again with frowned face)
Armi: wow!! nice trials...himmat tho dekho...chuhe ke size ki hain..aur mujhe pakadne ki koshish??!!
Ridz: eyy!!! chuha kisko bola??
Armi: no no.. actually, chasmish chuha
Ridz: arghhh!!
(chasing him..running all over the place...they stop gasping under a tree...until she moves with a jerk n catches him..he is too strong for her hold...tables turn n she is under his grip now...holding her wrists at her back...nullifying her attempts to break loose..he tightens the grip making her come closer...he looks into her eyes..she is enjoying the closeness)
Ridz: [YES!!...finally!!! the love i wanted to see in his eyes...but..no, oh no...its fading away..no armaan, look at me!!]
(he breaks the eyelock n releases her...moves away)
Armi: i m sorry
Ridz: [huh???!!! sorry??!!!] its ok
(he goes away)
Ridz:[after so many days of waiting, i saw the look in his eyes..but that was just for a second..why?? OH GOD!!! wat is his actual intention??!!]
(they go back to their resorts..play games...chat till night...n go to sleep...ridz is unable to sleep...armaan is becoming a puzzle for her)
Ridz: [y did he change suddenly? he made be believe so much like he loves me...wat happened then?? we have fought so many times, came closer....but he never said sorry, y today??!! ]
(after an hour of tossing in the bed, she finally falls asleep..next day, they have a good time seeing some more places...singing, playing dumb sharads,antakshari...armaan sings well...looks at her while singing romantic lines but quickly turns towards someone else when she notices)
Ridz: [hey bhagwan!! wats wrong with him?? give me some clue!!]

Back from the tour:
(two more days left for college to start...ridz is missing armaan badly..wherever she goes watever she does, she keeps seeing him...calls him up now n then but she wants to see him once...her face brightens up with an idea n calls him up)
Ridz: armaan, i want my C++ textbook
Armi: ok
Ridz: now!!
Armi: kya?? u want a textbook in holidays?? bookworm ban rahi ho chasmish
Ridz: no yaar, my friend wants it..she is from a different university, their exams r on now
Armi: ohh ok, will give u today evening
(proud of her plan she smiles smugly n pats herself...waits for evening..armaan comes to her house...gives her the book)
Armi: i will go now
Ridz: arre, wat so urgent
Armi: hmm...nothing
Ridz: be here for a while then
Armi: ok
(they r silent for a while..ridz is feeling awkward...never was there such a dull moment between them..looks at him...he is lost in thoughts...she gets lost looking at him)
Ridz: [kya horaha hain?? where is our relation heading??]
(TV is on...armaan takes the remote n starts changing the channels...wrestling program n he stops..she smiles remembering their fight in anji's house for the remote...suddenly he gives her the remote)
Ridz: its ok, u see
Armi: no, not in a mood to see
(ridz takes n changes the channel...tom n jerry..she stops)
Armi: woah!!! cartoons??!! u r such a kiddooo
Ridz: (smiles) see..its so much fun to see them fighting
Armi: n here i was thinking that u hate fights
Ridz: ofcourse i hate the real ones..this is for fun..see how cutely they fight
Armi: like u n me
Ridz: i m jerry, smart!! (smugly)
Armi: aahaha..u can be jerry bcoz u r smaller than me..not smarter
Ridz: no, i m smarter than u
Armi: ok, fine
Ridz: [huh??!!! y isnt he fighting with me!! where is my old armaan who used to bug me at every possible chance!! where did i lose him?? he stopped flirting and now, he doesnt want to fight also??!!]
(he leaves after a while n ridz is left confused..confused about his feelings, confused abt his behavior, confused about their relation..its not friendship anymore..atleast not from her side)
Ridz: [he loves me or not??]
(picks a flower from the vase..remembers the game n starts plucking the petals walking into her room)
Ridz: [loves me!! loves me not!! loves me!! loves me not!!..]
(ends with loves me)
Ridz: yippeeee
(she remembers all the games her friends used to play in school when they liked any guy...she starts playing them...FLAMES ..result is "adorable"..pouts)
Ridz: [adorable??!! not love??!!! hmmff..no, actually marriage would be perfect!!]
(calculates the love percentage)
Ridz: [70%..good but only 70...it should be 100 atleast 99]

Next day:
(she is getting bored and thoughts abt armaan r making her even more restless..she goes up to the terrace and stares at the road down)
Ridz: [come on armaan, kuch tho kaho please]
(she remembers all the incidents between her and armaan)
Ridz:[he had many times made me feel that i m special for him...not just a friend..or was i misunderstanding him?? hmm..his every action is so confusing...i can take it however i want.. i chose to take them as gestures of friendship but now i hope they were gestures of love..but how right am i?? and all those times he came so close to me n my heart skipped beats...isnt it bcoz he loves me??]
(she thinks thinks n thinks unable to conclude anything..she sighs and looks at the empty road)
Ridz: [lets do this...if the first car that comes on this road is red in color..he loves me]
(she is seeing eagerly..a black car comes)
Ridz: oo no!!
(goes down into the hall padma gives her a cup of grapes..she puts one in her mouth)
Ridz:[ok, loves me loves me not again]
(starts eating them saying it in her mind.."loves me loves me not loves me loves me not"..."loves me" and one more left in the bowl...she doesnt want to eat it..doesnt want to even accept its existence in the bowl...ignores it n starts watching TV)
Padma: take it..just one left
Ridz: no enough
Padma: u dont have place for one small grape in ur tummy??
Ridz: no (looking at the tv screen)
Padma: crazy girl!!
(takes it away...and ridz is left feeling idiotic at her own activities)
Ridz: [i m really going mad..i cant handle this anymore...i need help...who can help me?? KEERTI!!!..yesss..she knows my concerns from the starting..i need to talk to her]
(goes to her home)
Ridz: keerti...i want to tell u something
Keerti: haan bol na
Ridz: woh..actually..i m in love
Keerti: armaan??
Ridz: (surpised smile) haan, how did u know??
Keerti: i knew it long ago..i donno wat took u so long to realise
Ridz: i was just testing my feelings
Keerti: tho ab aagaye tere test ke reports??
Ridz: (smiles) many days ago actually
Keerti: (angry) u dint tell me??
Ridz: sorry baba...ab meri problem suno
Keerti: haan bol
Ridz: i m confused abt his feelings
Keerti: wats there to get confused..he loves u
Ridz: u r going by the way he used to behave with me...but he stopped that now..he is being very casual...first i thought he is flirting, then he started giving me some serious attention...he took me to his home, did somethings he dint do for any of our other friends...he used to come very near to me....now i m sure abt my feelings..i donno wat made him change...he is behaving very normally with me..he is maintaining distance...like how he behaves with anji, muskaan or sapna...n there is this 'love is nonsense' funda of his also..i m confused yaar
Keerti: hmm
Ridz: i dont expect him to propose saying 'i love u' in a filmy style...but i need atleast some strong action from his side that he loves me..i cant just go on assumptions right? now if i turn back n see i found many such hints in the past, but not now..i just cant figure out his actual feelings now
Keerti: may be he is thinking the same way like u..if u love him or not
Ridz: but i love him na
Keerti: you n me know that, how will he know...probably u never gave him any clue that u love him
Ridz: clue??
Keerti: ya..hmmm..something to make him know ur feelings...some gesture
Ridz: kaisa gesture
Keerti: u must know that..how can i tell how he understands things
(ridz thinks n shakes her head)
Ridz: ye clue vlue mujhse nahi hoga yaar..i m dumb in these matters..any other solution??
Keerti: then talk to him directly..tell him wat u feel
Ridz: me??
Keerti: is there any rule that a guy should come up first to express his love..u can also do that right?
Ridz: yaaa....but...wat if he laughs at me?
Keerti: arre..u've been friends from so many days...he will understand ur feelings even if he doesnt love u..which is most probably not the case..i think he loves u
Ridz: but wat is stopping him to say it clearly?
Keerti: may be he is afraid abt ur reaction
Ridz: hmmm..cud be...college starts tomorrow..i will talk to him

PART 20

(She goes to her home n starts thinking about how to express her love to armaan)
Ridz:[wat should i say?? shall i say "armaan, u r more than a friend"..hmm..or..."armaan, u r very special for me"..nah!! that doesnt say my feeling clearly...then wat to do..wat to do...yess..i'll just say "armaan, i love you"...simple n straight...kaam khatam..phir woh kya karega? kya bolega?? hasega tho?? shittt!!! i can so imagine him laughing like a maniac!!! gosh!! i've never ever thought that i would propose to a guy..uff, saying all this stuff..hey bhagwan, kya din dikha rahe ho mujhe??!! jo bhi, better than living in this confusion...cant take it anymore...relax ridzy relax...eat ur food n sleep...u have a big task to do tomorrow...its gonna be a very important day]

Next day:
(ridhima gets ready n goes to college praying that everything goes well today...she has to meet him alone..being the monitor, she finds herself busy between the classes and armaan is never alone when she gets time..she hesitantly types an sms "meet me after the college")
Ridz: [should i do this now?...shall i wait for some more days? ab kuch mat soch ridzy, just do it!!!]
(presses the send button n gives a long sigh)

Break time:
(Anjali, sapna, rahul n muskaan r in the canteen...atul n armaan walk in...anji gets up as soon as they come in)
Anji: i will see u guys later
Sapna: ey, kya hua??
Anji: i...i need to go..remembered something
Rahul: ya, have coffee n go
Anji: no, u carry on
(she walks off leaving everyone confused..staring in her direction)
Muski: suddenly isko kya hua yaar?
("i love her" came a voice..everyone turned towards its source..surprised)
Atul: (staring into space) i love anjali
(all say "kyaa??"..unitedly)
Atul: yes, i love her a lot...and i confessed my feelings to her
(all r dumstruck)
Atul: but she...she refused (trying hard to stop his tears)
Sapna: atul, ye tum kya bol rahe ho...ye sab.. i mean...kabse?
Atul: i donno when i fell for her...all i know is i love her...i love everything about her..her attitude, her confidence, her innocence behind the arrogance
Armi: atul (holding his head n looking down) i told u not to propose, y dint u listen to me
Muski: tum jaante the??
Armi: haan...n i knew that her response will be negative...thats y i told him not to hurry..but he(sighs)
Atul: but the way she speaks to me, looks at me..i thought she loves me too..i was very confident but i was wrong..she doesnt love me(hiding his face in hands)
(muskaan n rahul hold his shoulders..armaan gets up furiously)
Armi: (running his fingers through his hair) LOVE..utter nonsense..the most stupid thing to do in this world is to fall in love...how many ever times i say, that it just leaves u hurt n helpless at the end..no one listens to me..ab dekh kya hua
(ridz is feeling a lump in her throat..hearing armaan's words..her heart is sinking...staring at armaan with a blank face)
Sapna: armaan!!
(armaan looks at sapna and sighs heavily)
Rahul: wat did she say atul?
Atul: she said she never thought abt me that way...n she is actually hurt that i feel like that for her.. she said we cant be friends now...i've hurt her rahul..i've hurt her (voice breaking at the end)
Muski: atul...calm down...she will understand...she needs some time
Atul: i can bear if she doesnt love me back, but she is upset bcoz of my behavior..i cant see her sad..now, she is avoiding me..i m nothing now..not even a friend..i lost her, forever
(everyone is looking at him..worried...with concerned faces)
Sapna: atul, i will talk to her..dont worry
Atul: it wont be of any use...she hates me now
(ridz is unable to say even a word to console atul..just staring at him)
Sapna: atul, let me try..let me find out wat she is thinking
Muski: haan yaar, dont worry
Rahul: lets go now
(Ridz is just rooted in the spot...speechless...thoughts bombarding her mind)
Ridz: [armaan thinks the same about love?? it is still a nonsense for him?? wat was he doing with me then?? it wasnt love?? he doesnt love me??!! was it all my imagination??]
Muski: ridz, chalo...break time is over
Ridz: haaan?? ya ya
(they go into the class..ridz is not able to hear anything...armaan's words replaying in her mind...she is just staring at the board..she feels a hand nudging her..comes out of her thoughts)
Sapna: ridhima..kya hua..kab se bula rahi hoon
Ridz: haan?? kuch nahi..woh atul
Sapna: i know, i will talk to anji, u be with me ok
Ridz: ok
(the college is over..they ask anji to wait)
Anji: hey..wats up gals
Sap: anji, we wanted to talk to u...abt atul(she says atul's name hesitantly)
(the smile disappears from anji's face)
Anji: hmm..so, he told u
Sap: yes
(silence for a few seconds)
Anji: so?
Sap: y r u avoiding him?
Anji: i donno sapna, i never thought abt him like that..
Sap: we r not telling u to love him but u can be friends right?
Anji: i cant yaar..now that i know his feelings...it is awkward to continue being friends.. when we were friends, whenever he saw me, touched me, he had something else on his mind..his intentions were different...that thought upsets me
Sap: that is love anji, u r talking as if it was lust
Anji: i donno wat it was...but i cant be normal with him now..its very disturbing
Ridz: Anji, he loves u yaar, even if u dont love him, atleast dont hurt him like this, he is very sad
Sap: haan yaar...soch na
Anji: i cant
Ridz: dont be so hard hearted anji
Anji: even i m hurt yaar..i like him too as a friend...i m not happy with wat i m doing but being casual is tougher for me..n if i go back, he will think its love again, he wont come out of it
(silence)
Sap: (sighs) i think u need time...u r too disturbed right now
Anji: hmm (looking upset)
Ridz: anji, r u ok?
Anji: ya, i m fine now
(they disperse..ridz n sapna on their way home..ridz is lost in thoughts...abt atul, anji, armaan n her)
Sap: still thinking abt atul n anji?
Ridz: hmm?? ya
Sap: this friendship n love matters r sensitive yaar..n also confusing...if both of them feel the same its good..but if its one sided, things get complicated
Ridz: hmm
Sap: na pyaar rahega na dosti
(ridz is applying sapna's words to her..her heart is getting heavy...tears rushing in her eyes)
Sap: hey, y r u crying..they will be fine
(ridz wipes her tears n gives a fake smile)
Sap: tu bhi na, kitni delicate hain..cheer up
(ridz goes home..walks fast into her room..unable to control her emotions...she doesnt want anyone to see her in that state..goes into her room n shuts the door..slumps on her bed..staring into air...the day's events flashing before her moist eyes)
Ridz: [armaan said, "love, utter nonsense, the most stupid thing to do"..that means he doesnt love me.. it was only me who did that stupid thing...he was just being a friend...nothing more than that..his looks, his actions, his words...none of them was out of love...it was all my imagination..i misunderstood his friendship...like atul misunderstood anji...i was wrong..i was so wrong..he was always like that..he always said he wont dig his own grave..but the way he behaved with me, whenever he came close to me, the feeling i saw in his eyes..wat was it..it wasnt love...he was just flirting, n didnt i know from day one that he was flirtatious?!!...it was my mistake to think it was love..not just a mistake, biggest mistake of my life...how did i never realise the reality?]
(she remembers every incident n finds new answers for all her questions)
Ridz:[his every action was his gesture of friendship..his care, his encouragement, everything..he treats me as a very good friend..more than others, thats y he took me to his house...helped me in everything...i twisted it to my convenience..i was so happy in my own illusionary world]
(she is angry with herself..tears running down her cheeks..cursing herself)
Ridz:[why? why did i lose my heart? i was so much in control of myself..i tested my feelings so many days before arriving at that decision..but, the fact is all that testing was in vain, i was already in love by then..i donno when it started..i just wasnt ready to accept it...and all the while it was abt me..i dint think from his side? yes i did but my thoughts were wrong...wasnt i always confused abt his feelings...just one day, i saw him in pain and i gave up..i fell weak on just one day n it all changed..why o why, why did i go so deep..why dint i think abt this day, the day i would know the truth, it cud have been good or bad, y wasnt i prepared to face it..i just assumed that he loves me..that was false, HE DOESNT LOVE ME..he doesnt]
(her tears gave way to sobs..burying her face in the pillow she cried...heart is pounding with pain..when she is losing her breath, she stopped, got up to wash her face..came out of the bathroom n saw a missed call from armaan...tears forming again as she looked at the mobile..its started ringing again..her hands r shivering)
Ridz:[i cant talk to him now, let it ring]
(ring stopped n she got an sms..from armaan.."hey, y r u not answering? where did u disappear, u told me to meet after the college right?"...she remembers the sms she sent in the morning)
Ridz:[i donno wat to tell u armaan..i thought i will tell u that i love u but after wat i heard n saw today, i dare not to do that..if u start hating me like anji did..n avoid me..i cant bear it...i cant afford to lose our friendship..its precious...he has helped me in so many ways, he always took care of me...i wont let this relation go bcoz of my stupid feelings, yes armaan u r right, love is stupid..it only leaves u hurt n helpless at the end..i am an example for that..but i will never let u know wat a moron i am..u will never know that i fell in love with you]
(she thinks of a reply n types the message "nothing imp yaar, jus wanted to ask u if i need to do anything about the trip...any monitorgiri left?"..reads n re-reads it to check if its casual..sends it n sighs..wondering how she could think of an excuse even in this state)
Ridz:[only if i could use my brain before falling for him...hmmfff, i m thinking as if love takes ur permission..i m such an idiot..i need to distract myself from all this]
(just then she gets the reply to her message "oh ok, nothing more to do abt the trip..good chasmish, learning the ways fast...keep it up"..her eyes r watery again on reading it)
Ridz: [u'll never get to understand my actual feelings armaan, never]
(padma calls her..wipes her tears..looks in the mirror to make sure she is looking fine n goes out)
Padma: wat were u doing, went into ur room directly?
Ridz:(setting her tone) nothing ma
Padma: y r u looking so dull...eyes r red
Ridz: hmm..mild headache[actually, ma..its not head, its the heart thats aching]
Padma: ohhh (comes near her n starts combing her hair with fingers) u want tea??
Ridz: (getting emotional but trying to sound normal) no ma, i will just sleep early
Padma: ok
(ridhima switches on the tv..stares at it for some time...eats dinner silently n goes back to her room..with a heavy heart she looks at pintu..the whole shirt scenario replays in her mind)
Ridz: [i made pintu my armaan till i get a real one, but now i know i m not going to get him ever..pintu, u r pintu from today not armaan, u r free]
(she undresses him n holds the shirt in her hands...a new wave of grief hitting her hard..she kisses it n cries holding it tightly..phone rings.."keerti calling")
Ridz:[SHITT!! y does the whole world call me only when i m crying??!! oh no, now she will ask me if i told armaan abt my love..i dint say keerti n i wont..better leave it unanswered, if she hears my voice, she will know my mood]
(landline is ringing..she knows its keerti..hears her mom saying "i'll see if she is awake"..quickly gets into bed n pretends sleep..padma comes in goes out...relieved and tired...she goes to sleep crying)

Next day:
(she takes his shirt while going to college)
Ridz:[good, atleast he will be my friend, i can talk to him n see him everyday]
(but the moment she sees him, all her love comes rushing back into her heart..he smiles n goes to his place...attendance time..ridz is waiting to hear armaan's voice..waiting for his roll number...she closes her eyes.."yes sir"..came the deep voice..she cant hear any noise..just his voice replaying..eyes getting moist again)
Muski: ridzy, kya hua, itna udaas kyu hain
Ridz: nahi tho
Muski: wats wrong with ur voice
Ridz: flu i think
Muski: oh, ok
(lunch break..she takes the shirt n walks near him)
Armi: hey ridz
(looks at him...unable to speak...voice buried in her heart)
Armi: (waving his fingers infront of her eyes) helloooo, chasmish r u ok?
Ridz: (smiles weakly) ye lo, tumhara shirt
(surprised n confused..he looks at it)
Armi: tabiyat tho teekh hain na tumhari? (touching her forehead)
Ridz: ya, y [dont touch me armaan, i cant bear it]
Armi: u r giving back my shirt..i knew it was safe but i thought u'll never return it...and u r looking so lost..wat happened?
Ridz: nothing..i m fine
(she immediately turns n goes to her place)
Ridz: [he is so unaffected..ofcourse, bcoz he doesnt know anything]
(computer lab practise session after lunch...ridz is feeling hard to sit there..agitated...with armaan sitting just few chairs away from her..getting irritated with her own feelings n thoughts...restlessly, she hits the keyboard hard)
Armi: yoo chasmish!! r u planning to break it?? u'll have to pay fine to the college(laughs)
Ridz: (fake smile) no, was just struck at something at an error
Armi: wat is it?
(he comes close to her n leaning over her..moves his hand towards the mouse..touching her hand..ridz is unable to bear this proximity..with her heart racing n tears ready to spill from her eyes)
Ridz:[armaan,i feel like hugging you tightly n pouring my heart out..tell u all those emotions that r troubling me..but]
(with the fear of breaking down...she suddenly gets up n moves out of the lab..goes into washroom, washes her face n comes out)
Ridz: [i cant stay here anymore..will go home]
(goes towards the lab n sees armaan standing outside...with a worried face..probably waiting for her)
Armi: ey, kya hua?
Ridz: (avoiding eye contact) nothing, i m going home
Armi: why??
Ridz: my head is aching (picking her bag from locker)
Armi: ridhima, wait (stops holding her wrist) shall i take u to a doctor?
Ridz: (looking at him finally) no armaan, i will be fine [dont be so caring armaan, dont make it hard for me..i have to get over all this..dont look at me with so much concern..you are stirring up all the emotions again...and why the hell r my tears coming back...ridz, move out fast before he notices them]
Ridz: bye
Armi: (in a low voice) bye

At home:
(she dint stop crying from the moment she stepped in)
Ridz:[WHY GOD?? why?? y did u make me fall in love with him...its so painful!! i've never cried so much in my life..y didnt u make him love me?? y is he so nice.. how do i forget him now?? will i be able to forget him ever in my life...my first love..wat will i do when the college is over..when i cant see him everyday...he will move on with his life..wat abt me? will i be able to love anyone again? love so deeply?? this is y i was so careful abt love...but my fate!!]
(cries for a long time..with all the emotional toil she has been from 2days..she falls asleep..only to be woken up by her mobile ring..gets up and sees that room is dark...switches on the light and looks at the clock...11pm..gropes for the mobile in her bag and takes it out...."Armaan calling")

PART 21

Ridz:[why is he calling so late...if i hear his voice i will be depressed, but i want to talk...kya karoon??]
(he keeps calling)
Ridz:[must be some emergency, will answer]
Ridz:(weekly)hello..ahem..ahem..(louder) hello
Armi: CHASMISH!!?
Ridz: yes armaan
Armi: were u asleep?
Ridz: ya
Armi: howz ur headache?
Ridz: better
Armi: (sighs) i've been calling u from evening, sound sleep?
Ridz: hmmm
Armi: i called at your land phone also, no one answered
Ridz: land phone??.. oh ya, my parents r in pune, have gone to attend my cousin's marriage
Armi: when r they coming back?
Ridz: tomorrow morning
Armi: ohh, y dint u go??
Ridz: bas aise hi..jaane ka mood nahi tha
Armi: but can u stay alone??
Ridz: no problem, actually i thought of calling sapna to be with me, but i slept off n its too late to call her now
Armi: hmm...be careful then, lock the doors properly n close all windows
Ridz: ok
Armi: bye
Ridz: bye [y dont u believe in love armaan?? how can anyone be such a good person, such a nice friend but when it comes to love, completely against it?? all these are related right?? may be he'll fall in love when he meets a very beautiful girl...very attractive.. modern and gorgeous... who can make people gape at her when she walks in..someone who matches his cool dude image... yeah, how can he fall for a chasmish like me?? he has a whole bunch of girls drooling over his charms...but is love all about looks?...isnt it for the person's character also.. hmm..everyone may not think like me!! but one thing is for sure, though he is flirtatious and looks easy going, he will be devoted to his girl, whenever he falls in love that is..he cares so much for his friends, can imagine how he will treat her..she will be a lucky girl!!]

(she looks at the mobile, missed calls from her mom, dad and armaan)
Ridz:[GOSH!! i was sleeping like a donkey, how didnt i hear any of these]
(she calls up her mom)
Padma: (worried) ridzy, r u ok?
Ridz: yes ma...i know u r worried bcoz i dint answer ur call, i was just sleeping..thats it..nothing to worry
Padma: ok..u shud have come with us
Ridz: hmm
Padma: is sapna with u?
Ridz: no, i dint call her
Padma: shall we start now
Ridz: maa, i m fine..dont worry.. start early morning as u planned..no need to drive at night
(talks to her dad also n cuts the call)

(she goes into bathroom n takes a shower..comes out and hears the mobile ringing... its armaan)
Ridz: [AGAIN??!!]
(picks it)
Ridz: hello
Armi: ridhima, open the door
Ridz: DOOR?? wat door??
Armi: ur house door, i m standing in front of it
Ridz: WHATTT??
Armi: yes, come fast
Ridz: (coming to the door) this is not a prank right?
Armi: not at all..and before someone mistakes me to be a thief, open it..hurry up
(peeps thru the curtain n sees armaan in the dim light standing at the door holding the mobile n heeding the surroundings tensely.. opens it.. he gets in quickly n closes the door)
Ridz: (flustered) wat r u doing here?
Armi: lets go to ur room first
Ridz: (frowning) huh??!!! my room??
(he holds her hand and drags her to her room)
Ridz: why r u here?...at this hour?
(no answer)
Ridz: armaan??!!
(they go into her room and he closes the door)
Ridz: ye sab kya horaha hain? tum pagal hogaye ho kya? itni raat ko aaye ho aur ghar mein koi
(armaan turns n places his finger on her lips)
Armi: sshhh!! stop shouting!!
(ridz calms down n looks at him confused)
Armi: y were u crying? (cupping her face in his hands)
(puzzled at his question and the way he was holding her face...looks into his eyes...tears dwelling in her eyes..she looks down avoiding his gaze)
Ridz: no, i wasnt crying
(his hands still under her face..armaan lifts it to face him...she looks at his intense eyes...the warmth of his touch and concern in his voice are evoking all the pent up emotions in her...tears blurring her vision...unable to control anymore...she holds his wrists n closes her eyes shedding the fat tears silently...thunderstruck, she opens her eyes wide...she froze...feeling his lips on hers...without breaking the kiss, he wipes her tears..she looks at him as he closes his eyes n tears roll down his cheeks...getting into her senses, she registers wat is happening and realises wat this kiss means...heart racing with esctasy...she closes her eyes and kisses him...he smiles breaking the kiss and releases her...looks into her face intently n asks)
Armi: do i still have to say why i am here?
Ridz: yesss, bcoz i m dying to hear it
Armi: (kisses her forehead n looks into her eyes) I LOVE YOU
Ridz: I LOVE YOU TOO
(quickly hugs him....with tears of joy...they stand there...embracing each other)
Ridz: [God, just freeze my life here..i dont want anything more]
(holding each other...blissful..they lost track of time...heart jumping inside joyfully...sweet smile dancing on their lips..wishing that the time just stops there...she can feel his kisses now and then on her head and hair.. a sudden thought sprouts up in her mind and blurts out)
Ridz: is he really here? or am i dreaming again??
Armi: i am real (whispers in her ear and bites it)
Ridz: AWWHH!! (frowns and jerks away)
Armi: that was a proof that this is not a dream (smiles wickedly)
Ridz: YOU!!!
(he grabs her and holds her tightly)
Armi: just stay close to me..u donno how much i was dying to hold u like this
Ridz: [isnt it me who has to say this?!!]
Armi: i love you chasmish
Ridz: Oh My God!! I still cant believe this is really happening..u love me armaan, u really do, it wasnt my imagination!!
(her face glowing...eyes twinkling...suddenly she feels her foot off the ground..armaan has lifted her up holding her waist..he twirls her round and lands her safely..she is giggling like a child)
Ridz: I am on cloud nine armaan, i feel like screaming out loud
(she looks at him and sees all the love in the world in those teary hazel eyes smiling at her)
Ridz: y r you crying NOW?
Armi: from ages, i've been dreaming about this day
Ridz: me too
Armi: and i thought it will remain just a dream
Ridz: even i felt so
Armi: its all ur fault
Ridz: (pushes him away) my fault??!!!
Armi: (pulling her close again) i gave u so many hints that i love u, u never seem to understand them
Ridz: i..i understood.. but... you were so confusing
Armi: oh really?? confusing it seems...wat can i do if u r the dumbest creature on earth
Ridz: shut up!! y do u have to give hints, cant u just tell straight away that u love me?
Armi: OH!!! is it?? y dint YOU say if it was so simple?
Ridz: how would i say, without being confident abt ur reaction, anji-atul ki tarah hojata tho?
Armi: wat makes u think my concern was different from urs?
Ridz: GOSH!! we both were struck at same thing?!! kirti was so right!!
Armi: kirti??!!
Ridz: i asked her for advice, she told me that u might be waiting for some clue from my side
Armi: really??!! i love her man!!
Ridz: eyyy!!!
Armi: i mean it..i seriously love her for that...she atleast knocked some sense in u, which u wasted anyways later
Ridz: hmmfff..jo bhi..now, finally.. we r together
Armi: hmm
Ridz: i love u armaan
Armi: i love u too
(she suddenly remembers her dream)
Ridz: shit!!! i planned to react in a different way when u propose, i forgot that...just got carried away
Armi: (smiles) wat was the plan?(putting her hair behind ear and rubbing her cheek with thumb)
(his touch sends a shiver down her body...closes her eyes..forgets wat she was talking..also getting a bit nervous with this closeness..the whole thing didnt sink in yet)
Armi: were u saying something?
Ridz: hmm??!!(opens her eyes)
Armi: so how did u plan to react?(with a naughty smile)
Ridz: (coming out of his spell) react?!! yaa, i thought i'll just say OK when u say i love you and then tease abt ur past girlfriends and all..its all wasted now
Armi: (laughing madly) pagal!! mere aane se pehle tho ro rahi thi aur ab dekho..ye karna tha, woh karna tha (mocking)
Ridz: stop laughing!!
Armi: but seriously, y were u crying so badly (kisses her eyes)
(she smiles...his every touch is warming her heart)
Ridz: armaan, my heart was broken yesterday.. i thought of telling u abt my feelings but when u were scolding atul for telling anji...after hearing wat u said abt love, i was so hurt
Armi: i m sorry, i made u cry
Ridz: its ok
Armi: i know how it feels when u r hurt in love, i experienced it when i thought u like arjun
Ridz: arjun??!!! that senior?? where does he fit in our story??
Armi: wait wait...i will tell..first tell me did u have ur dinner?
Ridz: no, i woke up with ur call n u were here by the time i got fresh
Armi: lets eat first, i am hungry....u have something at home?
Ridz: i hope so
(they go n search in kitchen..find some food in fridge, heat it up)
Armi: i m here so late in the night, will it be a problem? i mean neighbours
Ridz: i donno armaan..i have no idea abt these things
(ridz takes out plates)
Armi: one plate is enough
Ridz: y?
Armi: we'll share...i want to feed you
(pleased with his words...ridz puts the plate on table n goes near him...feeling the desire to kiss him but hesitating to put the step ahead...looks into his face..a moment of confusion where to kiss...he is looking at her curiously...gives a peck on his cheek n moves back...he holds her waist n pulls her back towards him...kissing her...she is trying to go...but he is not releasing her from liplock...hand strong around her waist...her heart beating fast...unable to judge her own feeling...a bit scared...feeling breathless...finally he sets her free)
Ridz: (astonished n feeling dizzy) [WHAT WAS THATT??]
(she can still feel his lips on hers...like a stamp)
Armi: (smacking his lips) yummyyy!!! i m not hungry anymore, i m full
Ridz: (blushes) but i m hungry
Armi: oh, u want one more?? (coming near her)
Ridz: (hitting him) shut up, lets eat first (amazed at this version of armaan)
(they pull the chairs closer n start eating..he is feeding her and himself...staring at each other)
Ridz: is this all real armaan? i m still not able to believe its true
Armi: hmm...u want a reality check?
Ridz: oh please, dont eat my ear again..eat the food, y arent u eating, u r just feeding me
Armi: kha raha hoon yaar
Ridz: ok, tell me where did arjun pop up from?
Armi: hmm..good question...u remember the day after i met with that accident
Ridz: hmm (with mouth full)
Armi: and u went to see arjun
Ridz: (nodding her head defensively) no no...i dint go, anji dragged me
Armi: i thought u r interested in him..bcoz when i came into the canteen, i dint see u and asked sapna abt u, she told me u went to see arjun
Ridz: O God!! ye sapna bhi na....she dint tell u that anji took me without telling anything
Armi: no
Ridz: stupid girl!!
Armi: n then u came back embarrassed and said "pata nahi woh kya soch raha hoga mere baare mein"
Ridz: did i?? i dont remember
Armi: ofcourse u wont remember, i remember everything clearly...my world came down crashing that day..here i was trying so hard to make u fall for me n all that was being flushed into drain infront of my eyes.. i was so depressed
Ridz: oh nooo!! i dint even realise wat i did armaan, that was such a bad miscommunciation..shit!! was that y u were looking so dull and then started avoiding me
Armi: ya
Ridz: u idiot!! even in that case, how does me going to see him signal a "no" to u?
Armi: ofcourse it does, bcoz i was thinking u went to check him out, when will a girl do that? only when she is not serious abt anyone right?
Ridz: hmm...my fault..sorry
Armi: (smiles) its ok...that was such a terrible phase of my life (nostalgically)
Ridz: Gosh!! i was in that dejected mood for just 2days and i cudnt bear it..its so painful...how could u bear it for so long armaan...its almost 2months
(realising what he has gone through..all those days...she feels awful....armaan smiles painfully)
Ridz: i've hurt u so much..forgive me
Armi: no problem, ab milgayi ho na
Ridz: (smiles) hmm..so now wat made u come to my house so late in night n kiss me? by the way y did u kiss me first n then say i love you? isnt it the other way around generally (curiously)
Armi: (smugly) thats bcoz i was sure that u love me
Ridz: ohoho..wat made u so sure?
Armi: your tears
Ridz: huh??!!!
Armi: yess..when i lectured atul that day, i really meant all that i said, bcoz i was already suffering thinking that u dont love me...i was actually feeling hurt and helpless...but i was still hoping that my thoughts were false...then i saw u change drastically after that incident..u were looking devastated...you gave my shirt back..i could see the hurt in your eyes..which was exactly wat i was going through...and then in the lab, u were getting restless when i came near you... the quiver in your voice.. the way you were avoiding my touch...and finally the tears you were trying to hide from me when u wanted to go home....made me sure that u love me n i was also sure that u think i dont love you
(ridz is listening silently...like a story...remembering all those moments..leaves a sigh at the end)
Ridz: so, all those brought you here to confess
Armi: ya, thanks to those tears, good that u cried
Ridz: whatt?? u feel good if i cry?? u stupid fellow!! (hitting him)
Armi: (laughing) stop stop!! i mean just that one time...come on, its bcoz of that, we r together
Ridz: hmm...n y did u come so late in the night?
Armi: i wouldnt if u hadnt told me that no one's at home..i was going crazy from afternoon thinking abt u.. that u were hurt...thats y i called u..but when u finally answered n told that u r alone..i just couldnt control myself...i was so anxious..i dint wanted to waste a single second
Ridz: ohh!! then wat u wud have done if i wasnt alone at home?
Armi: i would have waited one more day n told u tomorrow..but we would have missed kissing like that..if we met somewhere outside
(ridz blushes...they finished eating...coming out of kitchen)
Ridz: so, wat now?
Armi: nothing, u sleep, i will keep looking at you
Ridz: (smiles) no, i am too happy to close my eyes..u dont want to go home??
Armi: nope..u r not realising the value of this time..donno when we'll meet alone like this
Ridz: oh really?!!
Armi: yes, when r ur parents coming back?
Ridz: morning
Armi: ok..hmm.. how do u go to terrace from here?
Ridz: terrace?? there is a staircase..but there is ladder from my balcony also...why? dont tell me u want to jump from terrace...khushi ke maare
Armi: eh no..silly girl..come with me
(takes her out to the balcony and makes her climb the ladder)
Ridz: aaj tho tum mujhe marvake hi chodoge...its a special day but plz dont try to make it over special armaan
Armi: shhh!! kitna bak bak karti ho!!
(ridz frowns..they reach the terrace)
Armi: wow!! its nice here!!
Ridz: hmm (looking at the sky...cool breeze flowing through her hair)
Armi: nicer when i hold u (whispering in her ear from behind n his hands crawling around her waist)
(ridz shudders feeling his lips on her shoulder which is half covered due to the sleevless top..not knowing wat to say or wat to do..she just remains silent with closed eyes...all this seems so strange...after few seconds, he speaks up)
Armi: ridhima
Ridz: hmm
Armi: when did u fall in love with me?
(ridz turns to look at his passionate eyes..the eyes that made her fall in love with him...the looks that gently pierced his way into her heart...but when did that happen..she digs into her heart in search of the answer...fails to get a clear response)
Ridz: i love your eyes armaan
(armaan flashes a charming smile)
Ridz: they were the first to catch my attention...then we became friends...i started liking u...but i donno when i started loving you...and i was just not ready to accept it..i was denying the fact to myself...but the day u met with accident, it pained so much to see u hurt, that day i realised that u r not just a friend...u r special, infact very special
(armaan is listening attentively..both sit down..leaning to the wall)
Ridz: wat abt u? when did u fall in love with me?
Armi: (smiles mysteriously) it happened one day
Ridz: which day?
Armi: its a special day
Ridz: u never stop throwing puzzles is it? atleast now, u can make things clear right? which day armaan? (in a pleading voice)
Armi: ok, u try to guess
Ridz: how will i know wat u felt when u felt?
Armi: ok, here's the clue..u were looking very beautiful that day
Ridz: was this supposed to be my savior? how will i know when u found me beautiful n when u didnt?
Armi: u r beautiful every day (looking sharply)
Ridz: (blushes) but which one day is that? okay, lemme try...hmm...i'll start with same as mine..anjali's sis engagement?
Armi: no
Ridz: the day we went shopping? to buy shirt for my dad..i thought u will hug me that day
Armi: (smiles) i really wanted to but no, its not that day
Ridz: when we went to disco?
Armi: no
Ridz: annual function, when i wore saree i think i was looking pretty that day
Armi: yes, u were looking beautiful but not that day
Ridz: ahh!! on my bday, when u guys surprised me
Armi: hmm..new hairstyle..but not that day
Ridz: any day we were fighting, for remote in anji's house or just like that our usual fights, when we came very close
Armi: no
Ridz: armaan, r u sure u remember the day? or just fooling me around
Armi: i remember the day
Ridz: okay, final guess, our fresher's party..u gave me rose that day to say i am the most beautiful girl in the class
Armi: yes, u r but not that day
Ridz: ufff, i m tried now..i cant think of anymore days
Armi: (smiles naughtily) u were wearing a pink dress that day
Ridz: hmmm?? hey, i have many dresses in pink...useless clue
Armi: u were sitting beside anji in the class and you turned back to look at me when ma'm called my name
Ridz: okay....why did she call ur name?? did u do some mischief??
Armi: no...it was attendance time
Ridz: attendance?? (thinking aloud) but we have roll numbers...which dint change from first year...and they always take attendance by numbers...when were they calling names... only before we got them...pink dress...i turned back..(lightning struck her and she swiftly looks at him with wide eyes and hand on her open mouth) OH MY GOD!! first day of college!! now, i remember.. its coming back slowly...i turned hearing your voice and you had a naughty grin on your face!!

So, that was part 21, the most awaited part of the FF, i guess. Plz plz plz leave ur comments this time. I am very nervous if i did justice to this phase of the story....self analysis is doing no good to me...i am desperate to read your comments

Next part will be next weekend, it will have what you guys have been asking me from ages,
your longstanding demand: Armaan's side of the story

PART 22

Guys, this part will have references to all the parts till now, you may want to revisit those parts to understand this one...gosh, i m sounding like a high school english teacher with the references.. lol.. but just incase u may find it hard to remember or co-relate. i recommend u to read those parts again if u have time, to get a different perspective of the all the scenes..u'll know why i wrote them that way

Ridz: is it that day armaan?!! (still needing a confirmation)
(Armaan nodded)
Ridz:(mumbles) two years
(ridhima went silent...trying to go down the memory lane and guess his side of their story)
Armi: ok, dont think so hard..i will tell u
(ridz smiled...realising he is observing the changes on her face)
Ridz: [he observes everything about me...and he has been doing that from first day!!..i mean FIRST DAY!! how could i..ahh...how could he...]
Armi: my heart skipped the moment i saw you..i dint know wat it was at that time...but it was different..very different...i never felt like that seeing any girl...not that you were looking breathtaking.. but there was something in you that caught my attention...i couldnt pinpoint it.. i was observing your every move..you sat beside anji...smiled to her when her name was called out...looked at rahul too...when my name was called...i had this gut feeling that u'll turn back...and when u turned..i was like BINGO!!! (giggles)
Ridz: (smiles) so filmy
Armi: i know..your sharukh khan's old technique..but i dint chant "palat palat" ok?
Ridz: hehe..i dont know y i looked at u..i just remember the naughty look on ur face
Armi: ofcourse..bcoz my intuition came true.. then i was just seeing you everyday...waiting for a chance to speak to u...when u went to ask rahul to be the monitor, i could see that u like him
Ridz: ya, a small crush i guess..eh?? were u there when i talked to him??
Armi: no, was just looking from a distance
Ridz: hmm..so u were stalking me?
Armi: u can call it watever u want to... then the day finally came when u urself came to me..to ask for the book and i knew this was my chance to make an impression
Ridz: impression??!! by annoying me??!!
Armi: if i had been sweet to u..u might have just dismissed me as any other guy in the class..it would have taken more time to instigate a reaction or make myself stand out...and i also had this strong impulse to irritate you (grins)
Ridz: monkey!!
Armi: and see dint i make a strong impression??
Ridz: u did.. but i could have been rude to u..the way u annoyed me..wats that?..haaan..flying kites..and then "chasmish"..i was so irritated...koi aisa bolta hain kya...on ur first meeting
Armi: but u dint say anything...i knew it..again my instincts
Ridz: (smirks) but true..the impression was strong though bad..then?
Armi: then i saw that u r getting close to anjali and sapna...anjali was an easy target..she looked very outgoing..so i went n spoke to her casually..n she was impressed...she invited me to join u for coffee and then it started
Ridz: Gosh!! u used anjali to come close to me..i will tell her...dekhna woh tera kya haal karegi
(points her index finger in a warning way..he kisses the finger n smiles)
Armi: true but come on, we make new friends in college right... i really wanted to be their friend...but honestly, i love our gang...nice people na?
Ridz: ya
Armi: rahul was a big threat for me..i knew u were attracted to him...i hated him like anything
Ridz: hehehe...poor chap....wat did he do? it was only from my side
Armi: yaa, but still...how could u like him?... leaving me (with wide eyes n raised eyebrows)..such a blow to my ego...u r really blind, i stand by the name i gave u "chasmish"
Ridz: (hits him) shut up...it happens sometimes....by the way its my wish, i will like whomever i want to like..but was that the reason y u wud always get irritated at him n all that?
Armi: exactly...u remember that fight i had with anjali n sapna over rahul's bday party?
Ridz: ya, how silly was that
Armi: i know it was stupid but wat cud i do, i dint wanted u to go n i cant say it directly n my own friends were ruining my efforts..ofcourse unknowingly.. thats y i lost my temper but when u played the peacemaker and said that i m more important than rahul, i felt secure..i heard abt muskaan but i wasnt sure, later when i went with rahul coz his dad was ill, i confirmed about muskaan, i was relieved...i knew my route was clear
Ridz: were u sure that u loved me..or were u just attracted or something
Armi: i think it started with attraction but as days passed by and i was knowing wat sort of a person u are...i was falling for u more n more
Ridz: if u liked me so much..y were u always teasing me calling chasmish n all that
Armi: how else would i grow close to u..u were treating me just as a friend like any other guy.. but its really fun to irritate u
Ridz: bandar kahi kaa...i thought u seriously were demeaning me about my looks...n that was true na..i used to look like a nerd at that time...with glasses, boring hairstyle, my dressing... gosh!! how did u like me??!!
Armi: somehow, it never mattered to me
Ridz: n u had so many fans...some pretty ones too
Armi: big deal!! i was praying that YOU fall for me..u remember the day..we were fighting in canteen, that was the first time u came close to me..our hands were clasped together
Ridz: (thinking hard) hmm..faintly...u had irritated me for something
Armi: (giggles) i said only a blind guy will like u
Ridz: wat a pretense!!
Armi: hehe...i wanted to come close to u someway or the other...i was looking for some kind of reaction from u..but u just dint respond at all...i realised u were not the kind of girl who would fall just for looks...i wanted to find out what exactly you think about love...thats y i asked u how would u react if a guy suddenly proposes
Ridz: on sapna's bday right
Armi: yes..come here
Ridz: hmm?
(armaan drew her closer bringing her to the front and making her lean on his chest...placed his arms around her from behind)
Armi: this is better
(feeling warm in the hug, she snuggled against his shirt with a smile)
Ridz: u know wat i did with ur shirt..i made pintu wear it n i used to hug him whenever i missed u
Armi: (smiles deeply n holds her tightly) u dont need to do that now
Ridz: armaan, continue na, i want to know wat all u did in these two years
Armi: so anxious?!!
Ridz: ofcourse, this sounds like a fairytale...and looks like i made an awful delay in realising my prince charming..i m hearing some eye-openers today
Armi: ok, so where were we?
Ridz: sapna's bday
Armi: yaa...u told me that u shud know the person first...i also kind of liked the idea..so, i realised i shouldnt rush...we should know each other
Ridz: then we became friends
Armi: actually i never looked at u as a friend...from day one it was love for me
Ridz: good...u dint have to confuse between love n friendship
Armi: never
Ridz: armaan, u r such a hyprocrite!! u were in love, u were sure about it but u always said u dont believe in love
Armi: that was just for fun
Ridz: kyaa fun!! i thought u mean it and u know wat, it was one of the main reasons y i was holding back myself
Armi: actually, the first time i said it just like that, to see ur reaction
Ridz: reaction?!! that was too early man
Armi: later, i wanted to change it but i was loving the confusion on ur face whenever i said i dont believe in love
Ridz: idiot!! u confused me soo much...u said something u did something else
Armi: (laughs) see.. except for that one thing...i told u many times indirectly that i like u...i complimented you at every chance i got..i even gave u my rose on fresher's party
Ridz: hmm...may be i was being too cautious about love... the way u look at me, i could sense that there is something different, but i was not sure wat it was n i was not sure about my feelings
Armi: i knew that u were the queen of dumbos, thats y i even tried to explain on the day i came to ur house to fix ur PC
Ridz: hehehe....that worked..i must say...but i was juggling with my thoughts, if it was just attraction or love really...i needed time
Armi: hmm (burying his face in her hair)
Ridz: i even tested if i can stay away from you
Armi: i know, u were avoiding me..i was so damn worried..u just changed suddenly when i was planning my next move
Ridz: move?? is this a chess game or wat?
Armi: nothing less than that sweetheart..u donno how many strategies i used
Ridz: strategies??
Armi: ya, to find out wats in ur heart..i used to provoke u abt vicky, intrigue you and study your reactions everytime there was any topic related to love and marriage..just incase u blurt out
Ridz: hehe..but i dint...u see, i m smart
Armi: HAHAHA, u r not...u blurted
Ridz: no!!!
Armi: yes, u told me wat u were feeling
Ridz: no way!! u r lying...i was very careful abt that
Armi: but still u told me that u were thinking abt me but hesitating bcoz of my flirting ways
Ridz: huh??!! when?? i cant remember any
Armi: the night we went to disco..when u were sitting in the sofa you were murmuring that u feel different whenever i touch you...i responded but u were half sober...then i realised that its better to just let u do the talking so that i'll know wats going on in ur mind..and in the car u uttered in that subconsious state that u are scared that i dont love you back n that i m not serious abt u
Ridz: OMG!! i remember that...i really thought that u were fooling me.. but i was just thinking... how did u hear??
Armi: (laughs) u were speaking out...i was so happy...i had this strong urge to kiss you that day...God knows how i controlled myself...u were looking so cute when i lifted u to take inside anji's house...mumbling in sleep that u wont love me...hahaha, u dint know that u were already in love...i donno wat i wud have done if u wore that short skirt...i wud have definitely kissed u, nothing could have stopped me...u were looking so sexy in the mall..yummy yummy
(ridz could feel her cheeks turning red...she looked away shyly..he turned her to face him...kissed one cheek placing his palm on other one and started rubbing his nose on her face..she was feeling his warm breath across her face)
Ridz: then?
Armi: my confidence increased by heaps n then came my next strategy...i stopped flirting with other girls, started taking u for granted n began dominating you...i knew it was just few more days n u would give in soon..i dint see the need to say anything explicitly...and the day i met with the accident..the way u reacted, i was sure u loved me...everything was going fine until arjun came into picture...i was soo depressed, that i couldnt convince u through my actions, that u overcame ur feelings, that u brushed it off as attraction, that u were not loving me, that u thought i was just flirting..i felt so helpless, i couldnt be the same with u...being near u was hurting me...until one fine day, i hurt u n u cried...bringing my confidence back..n here we are holding each other at this wee hour
Ridz: hmm
(he brushed all her hair to one side n kissed at the back of her neck...a chill ran through her entire body...giving goosebumps...his lips still lingering there..she couldnt stop wondering how life changed in the last couple of hours)
Ridz: armaan, this has to be the happiest day of my life
Armi: our life
(ridz smiled inside..realising how he conveys his feelings in such simple words)
Ridz: armaan, y did u choose me...i mean u had met so many girls..then y me
Armi: i love u
Ridz: ya, but y me
Armi: i dont have an answer for that..i love u, thats it.. it never came up like a choice..i just knew it
Ridz: am i the kind of gal u always wanted
Armi: i never thought much abt that...i guess only girls think that way..dream man n all that..dint hear much about dream woman, does such a word exist??
Ridz: (giggles) u dont think so doesnt mean no guy thinks about his life partner ok
Armi: n wat abt u?
Ridz: hmmm..i wanted a good hearted n intelligent guy..not exactly good looking but with beautiful eyes n lovely smile
(armaan smiled)
Ridz: these dimples r a bonus, i dint ask for them (touching his cheek)
Armi: do u want to go inside, feeling cold?
Ridz: no, i m fine
(he ran his fingers slowly across her arm)
Armi: (whispers) u r so soft
(she looked at him...his intense eyes are looking down at her lips...he moved closer...she tilted her head away from him nervously)
Ridz: [even i want to kiss him but i donno, i m scared...the way he kissed me in the kitchen...he is so passionate... and... its just a few hours ago i knew the truth...i need time to cope up with this sudden change in our relationship...i have dreamt of all this but still..]
Ridz: tumhe ghar nahi jaan hain kya? does anyone know u r not at home
Armi: arnav knows, he dropped me here
Ridz: ohhh, is it?
Armi: ya, he knew it long ago, thats y he was flirting with u...to irritate me
Ridz: (giggles)
Armi: n i think mom has been suspecting from some days...after i took u home
Ridz: y did u take me home so suddenly, i dint know how to react
Armi: just like that, i wanted u to meet them....that reminds me, u remember that day i asked u to go out of my room
Ridz: hmm..i remember wat u did after u called me back (blushes)
Armi: i never left a chance to touch u...that day i was almost caught (playing with her fingers)
Ridz: caught by whom?
Armi: you
Ridz: huh??!!
Armi: u switched on my computer, i heard the sound and i was like "SHITT!! i need to get her out right now"
Ridz: why??
Armi: hehe..u were my wallpaper darling, u would have understood everything the moment u saw it
Ridz: awwww!! but wallpaper??!! if anyone in ur house saw it??
Armi: no one touches my comp..arnav uses it but he knows anyways
Ridz: which picture is that?
Armi: thats a surprise, u need to come to my house to see them?
Ridz: them??
Armi: yup, i have a collection of ur pics
Ridz: (smiles)
Armi: by the way, i can show u some now
Ridz: wow!! kaise?
Armi: wats my gain??
Ridz: gain??!! helloo, they r my pics
Armi: but still, i clicked them
Ridz: please armaan, dikhao na
Armi: yaaa, wats the deal?
Ridz: wat do u want?
Armi: (looking passionately) a kiss
Ridz: y r u ASKING?
Armi: bcoz u r avoiding
Ridz: (looking away n again at him) armaan, its not like that..i..i m just getting nervous with this sudden closeness...thats it...i need some time
Armi: ok, i will show u the pictures later then..when u r ready for kiss (smiling wickedly)
Ridz: how mean?!!!
Armi: see, i m nervous to show u the pictures
Ridz: (hitting in his chest) copy cat, wats there to be nervous abt?!!
Armi: ok fine...see
(he took out his mobile n started showing the pictures..ridhima is spellbound looking at them...some are very old...taken on early days of first year...she looked at him with a radiant face)
Ridz: armaan, ye tho..o my God..someone hold me...i will burst out in delight
Armi: (hugs her) i m always ready for these services
Ridz: armaan, i donno wat to say...i m so touched by your gestures today... i feel like i am the luckiest person in the world
Armi: no, i am the luckiest, dont compete with me
(she hugs him back n they stay like that for wat seemed like seconds to them...armaan released her to look at the watch)
Ridz: wats the time?
Armi: 4, u want to go n sleep for sometime
Ridz: no (clinging again)
Armi: lets go down
(they come down to her room..she sees him looking at pintu)
Ridz: armaan, i want my shirt back
Armi: ur shirt?!!
Ridz: yes, its mine...i love ur smell in it
Armi: (smiles) ok
(he sees a book on her table)
Armi: hey, this is the one u asked for ur friend...its still here??!!
Ridz: (giggles) that was just an excuse to see u..i was missing u a lot that day
Armi: hmm..not bad...mere saath rehke intelligent horahi ho
Ridz: (sticks her tongue out) bada aaya intelligence faylaane..i think u should leave now..ma aur papa aate honge
Armi: now??!!
Ridz: may be in an hour or two
Armi: tho abhi time hain na
Ridz: armaan, incase they come soon..problem hojayegi
Armi: kya problem...lets tell them
Ridz: u've lost it armaan..we cant tell them anything now
Armi: but why
Ridz: wat do u mean by why? i dont want to tell..thats it n btw is this a time to tell these things...early morning, in my house
Armi: ok, but later?
Ridz: no
Armi: but i want to tell my parents, to everyone, to the whole world
Ridz: armaan!!!
Armi: wat??!! shall we tell our friends atleast? gosh!!! i can so imagine them making fun of me when i say i m in love...afterall thats wat i did whenever they talked about love
Ridz: (looking down) n i guess they will make more fun of u if u say that its me u fell in love with
Armi: heyyyy!! (cupping her face) wat happened?
Ridz: armaan, now i m realising that i m not the kind of girl ppl expect u to get attached to..i m not ur type
Armi: wat nonsense?? who decides wat type of girl i want, n i dont care wat ppl expect..its of no value to me O God!! u r such a moron ridhima
Ridz: but
Armi: shut up...not a word more (warning with the finger)
(ridz is silent..looking down..sulking)
Ridz: [how will the people in college react?? he is so famous n has so many girls drooling over him...i m like nothing in the college...everyone will comment that i dont deserve him...that he can get a better looking girl...doesnt matter to him but still..]
Armi: okay...fine...we'll tell them only when u r ready...by the way, for your information, atul knows about us
(she can sense the tinge of anger in his voice)
Ridz: ohhh...how
Armi: he was driving the car on the night we went to disco, he heard your ramblings n then asked me..so, i told him
Ridz: ok
Armi: and i think rahul n muskaan r suspicious
Ridz: hmm..i also think so....(pause) r u still angry
Armi: (smiles) no...dont worry, anything for u today
Ridz: (smiles) i love you armaan
Armi: i love you too
(they embrace n he kisses her forehead)
Armi: (pouting) jaana zaroori hain??
Ridz: haan bahut zaroori hain
Armi: i dont want to go
Ridz: even i dont want u to go..see...its just..hmm...4.5 hrs...we'll be meeting in college again
Armi: ok wait..actually, i wanted to give u something but i dint have money..soo
Ridz: Thank God u dint wait for some more days to collect money
(he puts his hand in the back pocket to take out something)
Armi: so i got just this (giving a chocolate)
Ridz: wow!! thanks
(after few minutes of grizzling...ridhima makes him leave or rather chucks him out of the house..she closes the door n comes to her room..everything seems beautiful now)
Ridz:[my world has changed today..thank you God thank you soo much!!]
(she just laid on her bed...thinking of all those beautiful moments they shared..her phone rang...armaan calling)
Ridz: hey!!
Armi: hi...wats up??
Ridz: armaan, u left just 1/2 hr ago
Armi: i know...wat were u doing in this 1/2 hr
Ridz: nothing...jus thinking abt us
Armi: hmm..good...i reached home just now
Ridz: k...so?
Armi: so....nothing...lets talk
Ridz: armaan, get some sleep
Armi: nope
(they keep talking only to be stopped by ring of door bell)
Ridz: armaan, i need to go...will meet in college...bye
(her parents come in, talks to them briefly n back to her room...gets an sms)
Armi: sms-i love u
Ridz: sms-i love u too
(lays down on her bed)
Armi: sms-missing u
Ridz: sms-me too
(closes her eyes)
Armi: sms-i love u
Ridz:[ahhhh!! he is really crazy]
Ridz: sms-u r crazy
Armi: sms-i know
(the conversation just goes on and on until ridhima stops replying.. to get ready n go to college)
Ridz: [wat a change in just one day..yesterday, at this time i was so distressed...world seemed a sad place n today its just the opposite...its been just 4 hrs..but it seems like i dint see him from ages...when will i reach college...when will i meet him...time, fly fast pleaaaasee]

Friends, that's part 22. My favorite part of the story, kind of culmination to the enire planning i did from part1.Honestly, i m disappointed with the way it came out, not as good as i wanted it to be. Plz do let me know what u think about it. And sorry if u dont find it long enough, this is all i could scribble n couldnt take the risk of delaying n facing ur wrath again.🤢😃

3rd thread: loves me! loves me not! - 3
(parts 23 to 26)

love u
harika

Edited by dmgfan19 - 16 years ago
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Posted: 17 years ago
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awseome update, cant wait to read the next part,
Ridz still confused lol
Sania
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Posted: 17 years ago
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Originally posted by: ArmiandRidz4eva

awseome update, cant wait to read the next part,

Ridz still confused lol
Sania


thanks sania😊
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Posted: 17 years ago
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Originally posted by: dmgfan19


hey...thank u...i have imagined her in a top n jeans but i missed writing it..thanks for reminding, will update the post n pm u..thanks again yaar😊

thx dear!
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Posted: 17 years ago
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hey nice part harika........loved the last part......sweet.......plzz do continue soon and thanks for the pm😊
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Posted: 17 years ago
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hey wow yaar it ws full of masti yaar realy enjoyd it omg ridz ws soooo confusd frm his behaviour sumtmes she thought it ws lv nd sumts attraction omg yaar dammm confusd nd ridz ne to armaan ki band baja di omg he wll pay heeeeeeeeeee it wll be fun gud toooooooo gud yaar...........ridz ws sooo jealous bt dnt no why...........god nd ridz wore top wow nd ar ws dammmmmmm lookng handsme hayeeeeeeeeeeeee.............mindblowng yaar.....................wow yaar nw all goi 2 enjoy nd tht vicky piche hi pad gaya hope so he dnt create ny pro b/w thm ohhhh god ar to aise dekhta hai jaise pyar karta hai bt she ws sooo confusd she dnt understnd nythng goshhhhhhhhhh cnt wait fr d prty.......
cont sooooooooooon
luv yachna
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Posted: 17 years ago
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hey harika,
nice part
upd8 soon
thnx for the pm
luv ya
@nkit@

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