VeeBa OS "Aja we maahi"
Veera woke Baldev up and t ask him about the murder but his
response startled her, he was not in his right sense of mind and
only yelled at her. Baldev had pinned her to the wall.
Baldev; me pagal hun na...
he kept repeating this phrase and it hurted veera, she wanted to see
her old happy smiling and loving Baldev,
Baldev; mera kya me to kuch bhi bakunga,..isiliye menu baksh de
His eyes were so scary she was feeling numb, in a reflex action she
closed her eyes and threw herself on him hugging him tightly.
Baldev was in the shock of what happened.
Veera; plx aisa mat bol, esa mat bol, tu pagal nhi he..nahi he tu
pagal, tu mera Baldev he, tu pagal nhi he
Baldev was unable to grasp the situation he was suddenly in, he
moved his hands to hug her, but then again he realized what was
going on and moved his hands to her shoulders to mover her away,
but she didn't let go she held onto him tightly. He moved his hands
to her waist and just held her. Veera patted his back with one hand
and brushed his hair with the other.
Veera; kese samjhaon tujhe (she sang slowly) hai kya dil me mere
Baldev got tears in his eyes, he closed his eyes to feel her warmth
again, he sniffed her hair, the same usual fragrance of her hair filled
his lungs, he felt so refreshed, he tightened his arms around her and
pulled her even closer, their ribs rubbed against each other.
And then Baldev again had the flashbacks of their first night
together, his whole body shivered and he pushed Veera away.
Baldev; door reh mujhse, bohot door reh, main qatil hun, main pagal
hun, door reh, chali jaa, jaaa
Veera tried to come close
Baldev; nahi..nahi..ja...tu nahi jayegi?...to main chala jata hun
he left the room kicking the sofa aside. Veera stood there, did she?
yes she did..she did control him, even if for a very brief time , but
she did, she didn't have to argue with him she had to give him love
and affection, like a small child he was very vulnerable and wanted
only care and affection.
Veera; tenu lotna hoga Baldev, apni veera k paas lotna hi hoga
A night Balde curled up on the floor again, but Veera ahd set her
mind to not let him sleep on the floor. She carefully put his head on
her lap and applied some oil in his hair and massaged. Baldev woke
up and jumped off her lap.
Baldev; tu...tu ja yahan se nhi chahiye tere ehsaan
Veera took his hand in hers, Baldev looked at her with wide open
eyes.
Veera; Baldev ...meri jaan, meri gal sun, thodi si tail malish hi kr rhi
hun bas
Baldev moved his hand away.
Baldev; nahi nahi, dur hat
Veera took a pillow from the bed and came close to baldev, he
moved back.
Baldev; nahiii mat maro menu
he was trembling veera threw the pillow on the floor and pushed
him on it, his head touched the pillow, Veera towered him. Baldev;s
eyes widened even more.
Veera; bas bohot hua tera, bohot naataq krliye tune, tu mera pati
he, me tujhse pyar krti hun aur tu menu chunne bhi nhi deta
Baldev; hat tu
Veera; nahi
Veera kissed his cheeks and then moved to his lips, Baldev caught
her and pulled her down, he towered her now.
Baldev; itna asaan nhi he sher ko qaboo karna
he pushed her and moved up to the bed and was soon asleep. Veera
sighed in relief to see him comfortably in bed.
She slid in the quilt silently and watched him sleep, he caught her
hand in his sleep and she smiled.
Baldev was frightened in his sleep and was trembling muttering
stuff Veera was unable to grasp. She hugged him.
Veera; kuch nhi hoga Baldev main hoon na..
Baldev; nhi wo...chachu..chachu...ranvi...mene khoon nhi
kiya...veera..veera ...menu chad k na ja veera...mene khon nhi kiya
Veera; haan haan baldev..menu pta he tune nhi kiya
he opened his eyes and saw her face.
Baldev; kya?
Veera; menu pata he tune kuch nhi kiya
Baldev moved out of the bed
Baldev; acha? achanaq tenu apne pagal pati pe inna wishwas hogya?
esa kya hogya ek din me?
Veera came back to him and sat on her knees and held her ears,
tears dropped from her eyes.
Veera; Baldev menu maaf krde, mere kehne ka tune galat matlab
niqal liya, me andhi hun gadhi hun aur meri zuban mendak se bhi
lambi he, mene jo bola us sb k liye menu maaf krde, tu kahega toaaj
hi veerji se ja k keh dungi k unhe jo krna he wo kren, gawahi deni
he to den, kyunki tu be qasoor he tenu kuch nhi hoga, aur..agr tu
kahega to me ghar chad k challi jaongi
Baldev stood quiet, veera touched his feet.
Veera; menu maaf krde baldev, tu jese kahega jo kahega me
karungi, ab tu menu maarega bhi to kuch nhi kahungi, teri daasi ban
k zindagi guzar dungi, tenu jo saza deni he tu menu de de, bas ek
baar ek baar thande dimag se meri baat sun le
Baldev sat down and held her shoulders.
Baldev; pair..pair mat chu..tu meri veera hai na...teri jaga to..mere dil
me thi
tears dropped out of his eyes.
Veera; thi? ab nhi hai?
Baldev; parwana kabhi shama se door hota he bhalla? phir chahe
shamma use jala hi kyun na de
Veera hugged him.
Veera; esa mat bol, please menu is baar maaf krde, iske baad agar
me galti karun to mat krna, saza bhi de de, pr meri baat maan le
baldev
Baldev; bol kya kehna he tenu
Veera; tu gussa to nhi karega na?
Baldev; nhi
Veera; meri qasm??
Baldev; teri qasm
Veera caught his hands and looking into his eyes
Veera; teri tabiyat khrab he baldev, bas ek baar jo baaten tenu
darati hen wo doctor ko bta de, uske baat me tujhe kuch nhi
kahungi
Baldev; theek he, me chalunga doctor ke pass, pr tu bhi wada kr k
tu is qatal k jhamele se door rahegi, me khud apne aap ko be gunah
sabit krunga
Veera; wada
Baldev hugged her and sighed in relief.
Baldev; ab agar tune mujhpe kabhi shaq kiya na to tenu chadunga
nhi
Veera; ab agr me tujhpe shaq karun us se pehle Rab menu apne
paas bula le
Baldev hit her.
Baldev; chup, tu menu chaad k kahin nahi jayegi, yaad nhi tune
wada kiya tha
Veera; haan haan nhi jaongi.
They hugged tightly to never let go