Ranjan SS/FF:Light up my world.. Chapter-1,page-3...

PROLOGUE:

The world had a weird way of doing things for you..

Sometimes when you wanted something too much,it would slip from your hand..

And sometimes when you least expect to get anything,you get everything..

And sometimes you give up everything to find something bigger..

I started my life and lived it in the small village of Pritampura..My dreams were always small..Something that every child seeked and yearned for..A mother's love,and a father's strong support..

I got neither..

I found my solace in others..And with time I hated them too..

They were too good to be true..

Cause I know people are not that good anymore..There cannot be people who are so selfless..

Cause I have seen my own mother,to be selfish with me,her own flesh and blood..So who are they?Mere acquaintances who could give up everything for me..?No.Its just not possible..

Goodness does not exist in this world anymore..And when you are good,you are only clawed at and torn to shreds by others..

In this world to live you have to be a fighter..A mean fighter..And if you stop to think twice about the outcome of your deeds they will tear you apart to shreds,and will not let you get up..

Who are THEY you might be wondering..THEY are everyone around you..

The faces you see around you wearing the masks of kindness and civility and politeness,are all actually waiting to pounce on you..

THEY are all selfish and obstacles to your success..

How do I know,you might be wondering..

I know because I have lived it..

I was kind,in return I got rudeness..I was honest,in return I got punished..I looked to my father,the village sarpaanch,a man who was epitome of strength for support,and I got none..

Then I decided to fight back..

Wearing the mask of the arrogant vain society,I started my own puppet show,waiting for my Prince Charming to take me away from this hell..

And then he was snatched away by the very people I loved and trusted the most..

They say they did it for my own good..

But I do not believe them ofcourse..They are also liars,,They have also become tainted with this selfish world,like I have..

Or have they?I wonder now..

But does it justify what I did to them in return?Is my revenge on them really justified?Did I not do something too lowly even in my own eyes..?As these questions arose in my confused mind I drowned them..I am not going to go back now..

Or are you not ready to accept the truth Gunjan?!A voice that was my long quiet Conscience taunted me..But I was not ready to listen yet..Or was I?Why did my Conscience speak up after such a long silence..?Why now?!

Who am I,you must be wanting to know..

I am Gunajn Ranvir Singh..Sorry not anymore..I am now Gunjan Balwant Singh again..

And I am on my way to find what I have been seeking all my life..

Find something I never got..To find freedom..To find light..

Now looking back,I could still see the solemn handsome face of my now ex-husband..He made this possible,my heart screamed..He gave you the freedom you seeked for,it went on screaming..But my mind was not ready to accept it..

So I begin my journey,with not the euphoria I should be feeling..But a heavy feeling in my heart..

Was I going the right way?Only my journey ahead could tell..And I am on my road to freedom,searching for light..To LIGHT UP MY WORLD..

Link to my VEERA works😈:

Tehsina's VEERA Writng Index:Come,Live The Love..:https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/102274391

In this world to live you have to be a fighter..A mean fighter..And if you stop to think twice about the outcome of your deeds they will tear you apart to shreds,and will not let you get up..