I will put up today's Collages as soon as Shweta gives me .. She is stuck in traffic with no wifi connection , so might b a little late
"Mayb I m drowning out of water too "
As soon as she reaches home , unfortunately the bitter reality is waiting for her which is quite different from her dreamworld ; It was a typical mother questioning her daughter for coming home late and carrying a guy's coat with her ..sighh .. Somethings never change whether we r in 1045 or 2015 , even today similar questions come from our elders if a daughter comes home late in that half wet condition , but I wonder if the men r ever questioned for coming home late ๐ค .. Anyways Gayatri felt bad not because she was guilty of whatever happened as she did nothing wrong but she felt bad for not able to keep her mother's promise of coming home before sunset ; Also I guess she felt guilty because of the fact that she had to cook up a fake story in front of her mother and then make Kakaji narrate that fake story to her mother just to hide the fact that Ranaji saved her life today .. sighh ... And then its our typical mentality to always doubt the daughters especially when parents r struggling for her marriage but getting no success .. No wonder Gayatri prefers living in her dreamworld which gives her the freedom to express her desires without any protocols
Gayatri's scene in front of mirror was one of the best scene I hv witnessed on small screen in recent times where a girl is finally discovering her inner desires and the passion that she feels from within after discovering a man's touch for the first time and that too a man whom she secretly desires ...A wonderfully written scene and beautifully enacted by Drashti with her eyes ๐๐๐ ; She felt complete today as a woman after Ranaji's touch .. She suddenly discovered the women within her who is longing for a man's love and even if she tries to cover it up in front of her parents but she cannot really lie in front of mirror where she sees her own reflection and remembers how today her body felt the fragrance of a man for the first time and how she really needs someone in her life who can complete her as a woman ๐ณ.. She even questions herself for these new feelings thats suddenly emerging in her .. She fears hoping for a blissful life where she will b loved by a man yet she cannot help from dreaming about her man today especially when her dream has turned into a reality with Ranaji's touch ๐ณ ...
Just when she saw a ray of hope in her life , her mother enters her room crashing it with her reality check ; Her mother represents those typical orthodox ladies for whom the main priority is their ghar ki izzat than her daughter's happiness ; She likes to jump to a comclusion that her daughter must hv done some rasleela outside with a guy and so all the blushing in front of mirror ๐ฅฑ ; But not once her mother thought that mayb she has reached that stage in her life where she is secretly craving for a man's love and so when she felt the first fragrance of a man because of that coat , she was trying to discover her inner desires in front of mirror .. Her mother should hv come and asked her politely about what exactly happened instead of doubting her character and lecturing her about the same ๐ฅฑ .. A daughter needs her mother as a best friend in such stages of her life where she feels such kind of emptiness in her life but unfortunately today she dint find anyone who can share her emptiness with her ...
I m glad to see Gayatri is no more sobbing in precap but is once again determined to meet Ranaji and thank him which is of course just another excuse to meet him ๐๐... I guess she realised that the society will never stop from casting their doubts on a unmarried girl , so to hell with what the society thinks as long as I m right ... This is where I m loving her character .. She is strong , determined and knows what r her priorities in life .. She also knows how to follow her heart and live life on her own terms and conditions ๐๐ผ