Part 67(a) When he used words to say Nothing and Silence to explain everything...!!!
City Hospital
'I wish You would've died on the same day I lost my dad..' Remembering his words raghav clenched his jaws, while his fingers gripping the bench tightly in which he was seated while everyone pakya, vithal, kamla and sammy looking at him in silence.. Stood few steps away from him, he was intact not even said a word to anyone after seeing his mother in this condition, the moment he saw gauri lying lifelessly with an oxygen mask and doctors are cleaning blood from her face, head... After watching that entire scene he only sat down on a bench adjacent to the room wordlessly.. Sammy even vithal tried to talk to him but what they get in return ignorance, avoidance or may be he didn't even know that he's surrounded by the people who care for him, for his mother.. But nothing in response.. The response was blank... N rest of members only praying that gauri will be fine soon...
Breathing heavily kalpi finally reached at hospital only she knew how difficult it's for her to pass the weird thought about her mother.. Her gauri maa n on top of that how her Rakshas Singhaniya gonna react so she has to be there b4 he reach, asking about gauri Singhaniya's room nurse lead her to the fifth floor, literally jogging up the room exactly in front of elevator several step away from her... But she stopped.. Stopped bcz she was late.. Late bcz He was there... He was already there...
"Kalpi.." Kamla whispered while other eyes only move from raghav to kalpi whose eyes also fixed on him, her husband seated on the silver bench looking at the floor, his cheekbones were tight, she can bet he was angry but on whom..?? His fingers gripping the edge of the bench as if he was about to break down or ready to attack someone.. Not moving her eyes from him she started walking towards him slowly remembering how gauri maa always played cupid in their journey.. How raghav n she keep fighting with each other just to prove a point, How they both used to bet tried to keep maa on their side... Allowing herself to stay calm n confidant kalpi neither looked anywhere except her husband, and silence in that area the moment she stood in front of her husband who was still lost in his thoughts, eyes on the floor until she kept her hand on his shoulder, his body stiffened, finally other can see raghav's movement under his wife's touch, he released a deep breath.. Finally looking up at his wife, a tear finally rolls down from his left eye after a fraction of second wen his eyes met hers, he leans in resting his left cheek on her tummy b4 wrapping his arms around her lower back and closing his eyes, he said nothing he gesture, his eyes were enough for her to know he's hurting, wrapping her arms around his shoulder, while keeping her palm on the back of his head, b4 she bowed to kiss his head while he only tighten his grip.. They stayed intact for few minutes, he tighten his grip on her pulling her closer, while wordlessly she was kissing his head, rubbing his back n shoulder to console him without words which she knew he don't want not even caring that her family, her baba was there.. Bcz as of now.. Her only family was her husband, her Rakshas Singhaniya.. They soon parted away the moment doors opened of gauri's room n doctors walk out, kalpi stood besides raghav holding his hand tightly "Doctor.. How's maa.." Kalpi asked "well accident was pretty bad, Mrs. Singhaniya's left leg and left arm gets fractured and she needs to undergo a head surgery as well we need ur consent on that Mr. Singhaniya.." He asked moving his eyes from kalpi to raghav while kalpi snap her head towards her husband concerned but his eyes blankly focused on doctors face, "Raghav.. She started but stopped wen he wordlessly grab the papers and pen from the nurse n signed it... Pursing her lips kalpi looks at him b4 looking back at doctor who was looking at him as if he just threatened him by his actions.. But with a nod n promising that he n his team will try their best he left.. N d shock was raghav Singhaniya didn't demand about the assurance that she'll be alright... Strange.. What's bothering him this badly that he afraid of demanding an assurance from doctors...
Seated besides her husband, who's hand were still in hers their finger entwined, his head leaned back to the wall his eyes were closed while she only studied his gesture 'something was bothering him more than this.. But what she still not aware...' "Kalpi.." Vithal voice breaks her thoughts, she looks up at her baba she completely forgot about him, gulping down her guilt she tried to get up only to stop by vithal gesturing towards raghav, "beta, kamla and I can stay here you n raghav baba... Shooking her head kalpi interrupted "baba, we're not going anywhere, you and aai can go home, you need to rest and vahini n neel also alone...
S: bhabhi is right vithal uncle, as doctors also won't allow more than a person to stay.. But as Raghav n bhabhi both are not gonna leave so I already told doctors but you n kamla aunty needs rest... N don't worry neel is absolutely fine with maya.. I just got a call that he's scared bcz what happened but he's calm now..." Kalpi frown at his words 'Neel is with maya..??' Ignoring her thoughts she only told everyone to leave so that they'll not disturb other patients as well... While throughout raghav was quite he didn't even acknowledged vithal or kamla consoling words or sammy hand on his shoulder saying he'll visit tomorrow in visiting hours...Kalpi only sighed resting her head on his shoulder before closing her eyes... 'Bappa will protect her Raghav.. He'll keep her safe...' She whispered kissing his shoulder rubbing her hand up and down while his body only tensed up on her touch...
Singhaniya Chawl
Vithal looks at kamla, who was lost in her thoughts standing in front of bappa's idol in the chawl, "Tea.." he turn around to look at pallavi who offered him tea with a small smile, taking tea from her hand vithal looks at kamla again "Can't you forgive kamla aai.. Baba...?? Pallavi asked looking at kamla, but vithal silence was pallavi's answer not wanting to push it further she made her way towards kamla..
"It was paakhi.." Pallavi stood their shocked, looking at kamla.. "Aai...?? Kamla explanation about the scenario cause pallavi to clenched her jaws 'y the hell she wasn't aware abt her this move..' 'N y she wanted to hurt aai..??'
City Hospital
It's 1 in midnight n he didn't say a word to her, she asked her bappa to bless her mother in law n at the same time she console her husband who wasn't even talking to her... N finally wen the surgery was done... Doctors came out, they both got up n then only she knew that her husband was listening her but chose to ignore, "Surgery was successful..." These words were actually felt a blessing she immediately clasped her palm n thank her bappa "She'll get conscious in next 18 hours, but yes a complete bed rest I won't discharge her at least for 3 weeks as bones were broken n some internal injuries are there..." Kalpi nods her head while raghav only tries to look past doctor's shoulder as if need to see his mother... "Can we please see her.. " his wife finally asked his unasked question doctor approved with a nod b4 leaving...
'What..?? No ways raghav singhaniya you'll do no such things... Maa dekho na.. He's talking complete nonsense...'
'N what nonsense m talking about kalpana singhaniya, what's wrong if I want to gift I phones to all the relatives and guest in pankaj's wedding.. I don't think it's wrong.. Is it mom..??
K: Raghav singhaniya maa is on my side please don't play with words
R: she's not.. She's my mom she's on my side..
K: Raghav Singhaniya you're doing this only to give me great worry u know my feelings about half bitten apple
He smirks "So, what if I say u r correct...
K: Raghv..
"Okay done.. Both of you quite.." Finally gauri interrupted "We'll do this partly.. Is that fine kalpi..??" She knitted her brows "partly.. ?? "I agree.." Raghav interjected "but wat do u mean by partly maa..?? "Dumb woman.." "Well thanks for the compliment genius husband.. Tell me naa maa.. Partly means.."
Gauri smiles "Arre baba, I meant raghav will not gift I phones to all guest... *Kalpi grinned* "but he'll gift it only to relatives.. " raghav laughs at this giving his mom a side hug while making a perfect o shape mouth "You both are team up against me.. Maa.." Complaining she pouted but amusement n happiness gleaming in her eyes knowing that gauri n raghav's relationship actually changing..
Tear fell from kalpi's eyes as she watched her mother in law condition, the memories... Not mother in law.. But gauri maa actually show what a mother is, she explain her the complete meaning of MOTHER.. she was unknown with the feeling, love, care.. Holding gauri's hand in hers she remember Her acts of supporting her by fainting in front of raghav just to help her to buy books or magazines which help her to know that she's in love with her son.. Her conversation with her mother in law b4 marriage.. The way she always tease her with a smile n literally play a cupid role in their love story.. Kissing her hand "My bappa won't let anything happened to you maa... He'll always protect you.. He promised me he does.. N he will..." Raghav clenched his jaws remembering kalpi's words 'Raghav singhaniya my bappa will protect you n my gauri maa..' 'I wish you would've died on the same day I lost my father...' 'N he broke bappa's idol.. Who was protecting them since his little bhakt gifted that idol to them..' Closing his eyes in guilt raghav left the room.. While kalpi turn to look at him b4 looking back at gauri with a frown...!!
Clenching his jaws, he came out from the hospital remembering her words "My bappa won't let anything happened to you maa... He'll always protect you.. He promised me he does.. N he always will..." With a throaty roar he grip his hairs in anger in guilt, remembering wen she gifted bappa's idol to him 'Raghav singhaniya my bappa will protect you n my gauri maa..' N b4 he let his anger take over him, he felt her touch, her palm on his back, shutting his eyes tightly clenching his jaws he turned around to face her blankly looking straight into her eyes.. She knitted her brows when she didn't find any answer on his face "what's bothering you raghav..??" Taking a step closing she caresses his face with her hand to soften his clicked jaws, his frown, he closed his eyes wen his face feel her soothed touch "What's wrong Ra... N b4 she completes holding her arms tightly he pinned her next to the car b4 his angry gaze meet her confused ones "He's doing everything with purpose..." His words make her frown "It's HIM.. Isn't he..??" He asked holding her closer gripping her arms tightly "you're hurting me raghav.. Let me go..." He smirked hatefully "EXACTLY I'M HURTING YOU THAT'S Y HE IS DOING ALL THIS.." he shouted causing her flinch but pushing him away "BAPPA.. CAN YOU PLEASE ELABORATE WHO'S DOING WHAT RAGHAV SINGHANIYA..." she retorted back angrily "YOUR BAPPA KALPANA... HE'S PUNISHING ME FOR HURTING YOU.. FOR BREAKING THE CONNECTION WE HAD THROUGH THAT IDOL.. HE'S PUNISHING ME..." He roar while she looked at him shockingly while he took a step back breathing heavily "he's doing all this with purpose.. I broke the only bond b/w I and him.. It was me who suppose to be in mom's place, in that hospital bed.. It supposed to be I..." He mumbled closing his eyes while she stood at her place looking at her husband broken condition.. Looking up at the pitch black sky as if asking direct answers from her bappa y he's doing this to him, but b4 she ask anything "tell him to hurt me.." Raghav voice breaks her thoughts, she snapped her head towards him, while taking few steps closer to her "Ask him to hurt me kalpi.. I promise I won't complain for once.. I was the one who broke his idol so he needs to hurt me not mom.. *holding her arms again* "Tell him kalpi.. If he want he can take my life but stop hurting mom.. Stop punishing me tell his kalpi... He's punishing me...
"He's not..." Kalpi interjected hugging him closer to her, resting her hand on the back of his head "He's punishing me kalpi.."
"He's not raghav.. Please.. He's not.." Breaking the hug, she made him seated near by a sidetrack cupping his face "Look at me raghav.. Look at me please..." The moment their eyes met "Do You trust me..?? Reading her nervous gaze he nods slowly "And I trust him.. I trust bappa, raghav.. He'll never ever hurt any of us.. Maa will be alright.. I promise.." She said holding his hands in hers b4 giving him a convincing smile leaning back to the tree while taking her in his arms he buried his head in the crook of her neck he finally said what the first thing comes to his mind "I'm sorry.." He whispered while she only smiles devolve her fingers into his hairs "for hurting me..??" She asked softly while he just kissed her neck b4 looking up at her n meeting her eyes "For not trusting bappa.. I.. Kalpi.. I broke that...
"I know.." She whispered looking away from him "that's y he's punishing..
"He's not raghav.. Stop saying that.. He'll never punish you.. In fact nobody in this world is that much capable of punishing Raghav Singhaniya.. So stop it.. Surgery went well by tomorrow Evening I'm 101% sure maa n you again staring each other blankly.. As this mother son duo is actually emotionless.." She said with a smile caressing his light stubble wen his expression changes 'I wish you would've died d same day I lost my dad..' "Raghav" she again looks at him with concern "Is there something else bothering you or...
"Nothing.." He interjected hugging her close "I just need this assurance kalpi.. That my family safe.. My mother will be alright.. And my wife will be always there for me... I just need this assurance.." Hesitating for a moment kalpi hugs him, assuring him everything will be alright.. Mom will be fine n his wife... The moment she stopped he interrupted her saying "I'll never let her go.. So don't worry about my annoying wife confused soul.." N sharing few more moments about family, people they slept on that sidetrack in each other arms...!!!
Kapoor House
Aman frowns the moment he saw paakhi, smiling looking at Jadhav's family photo which she hung after kamla left b4 slapping her, crossing kamla's face with a red marker paakhi grins 'One down, Last One to go..' She said with murderous glare looking straight at kalpi's photo b4 circling her face with that very marker.. "Paakhi..??" Aman finally interrupted her, turning around looking straight at him "Kamla Jadav.. I guess in another half an hour we'll get the news that she died in a car accident. " she said with a grin, causing Aman to widen his eyes "Paakhi..?? What you did now..?? What you..???
P; O stop it Aman, it's my fight.. We agreed on the same thing the moment we decided to separate them, but now everyone even that Kamla Baai also supported her daughter..
Clenching his jaws he finally gritted out "Tum chahti kya ho paakhi..??" Glaring at him b4 moving her gaze to her family photo remembering every curse each humiliation her family faced that day because of that B!tch "I want Kalpana Jadav's death... I want her dead.." Looking at Aman's blank face she added "And Since you're very confused that y u r here, what you'll do to make them separate I suggest you to leave Aman, I need to plans.." "Paakhi.. This is not... "I said Leave Aman, n come back if you've a better plan as you're doing nothing except concentrating on me and... She stopped their eyes met wen "Then fine paakhi kapoor, just wait n watch you took a first major step by attacking Kamla jadav n her death will lead my closeness with Kalpana... Paakhi looks at him with a frown waiting for him to continue but without a word he left...
After almost two hours wen princess kapoor was dreaming about her fairy world wen in a go door bell rang one after another, Paakhi knitted her brows b4 opening her eyes, sighing she got up from her bed looking at the time.. Smirking at her deed knowing that Aman was at the door, with his apologetic look she jogged towards the door n with a grin she opened the door, her grin soon faded until someone smack her face hard, she immediately keep her hand b4 attacking her attacker with a slap wen she stopped looking d face of her attacker 'Pallavi..' She whispered but b4 she react again pallavi slapped her, clenching her jaws paakhi finally pushed Pallavi "why the hell you slapped me..." Paakhi shouted pushing her hard, "It was you.. PAAKHI KAPOOR... IT WAS YOU..." pallavi roared causing paakhi to knitted her brows "what are you... "Kamla aai saw you, you tried to kill her, IT WAS YOU..." pallavi shouted causing pakhi to widen her eyes reminding the moment her car hit her, "no ways how can kamla baai still conscious till now.. How.. Gritted her teeth pallavi pushed her "it was gauri kaaki, whom you hit paakhi..." Pallavi almost shouted n paakhi froze at her place "she saved kamla aai..."
Silence
"Did anyone know about this.." Paakhi finally asked causing pallavi to shook her head "but if Raghav or kalpi even got a idea about this.. You'll be so dead paakhi..." Looking at her with a frown "but y on earth you slapped me..??" Paakhi asked angrily causing pallavi to stare at her "Bcz you tried to kill my mother in law paakhi kapoor.." Paakhi looks at her confusingly "I think this accident truth got your brain out from ur head... You're on our...
"No.. I was never on your side..." Pallavi interrupted "NEVER..." she roared "I was waiting for you and aman to reveal ur plans against kalpi.." Paakhi was shell shocked by this revelation after all she was partly free minded that pallavi kept an eye on RakCh but again clenching her fist paakhi looks at her "So, Y you're here..?? I'm sure not revealing the truth only.. Then...??? Y you...
"She's here because I want to know the truth..." Kamla voice interjected her b4 she stepped out behind the doors n stood besides Pallavi.. Paakhi n kamla looks at each other one with hatred other with regret and anger "Strange... The girl whom I brought up with all the goodness turns out as a Evil, I was your mother paakhi kapoor..." Paakhi rolls her eyes while she just shook her head "Vithal was right I'm a curse on name of a mother if this... She extend her hand to point paakhi n continue "If this is my upbringing m glad.. N thankful to bappa that my kalpi was brought up without a mother WITHOUT ME... I'm GLAD AND THANKFUL that I wasn't a part of her life.." kamla spat causing paakhi to twitch her left eye "Right.. Bcz ur kalpi did much worse than this kamla ma...
"Don't..." Kamla interrupted "Don't address me as Maa paakhi kapoor.. I'm not ur mother.. I told pallavi to show you a mirror that you're alone.. ALL ALONE.. JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR DEEDS.. N u know what the strangest part is kalpana was the one who was supporting pallavi throughout this plan..." Paakhi smirk "well in that case I acted well.. I knew throughout that your would be husband's sister is more important for you than us pallavi, I was using you.. I didn't involve you in any of my plans intentionally neither in this nor in that anniversary ruining episode.. By the way is kalpana okay.. As it must be a shame that she was living on the same room with a man who wasn't even anything to her.. " kamla smile looking at paakhi "I pity on you.." While pallavi added "your end is near, very near paakhi kapoor.. Your so called fianc and his one year contract wife will going to end your game soon... Very soon... But b4 that if you try to harm any one in my family I promise I'll be the one who file the very first complaint against you..." "Ohh m scared..." She mocked while kamla keep her hand on Pahlavi's shoulder "let it go beta, bappa already written her end wen n how we need to wait for that..." With that they left, paakhi smirk change in a frown, with knitted brows, clenched jaws she hit the wall besides her with her palm 'I was never with you, waiting for u and aman to reveal ur plans...' With an angry roar she dialed Aman's number but it directly went to a voicemail.. 'It was gauri kaaki who saved her..' "Gauri Aunty..." Paakhi repeated "It's time for me to console Raghav..." With that she made her way towards her room...
Next Morning (City Hospital)
As first rays of sunshine fell on her face Yawningly kalpi stretch her arms but felt her body been captivated, opening her eyes softly she leaned back to... Widen her eyes she looks around.. Shooking her head she looked b4 looking down at her husband who was still in his sleep but deep lines of concern are visible on his forehead even in his sleep as well, their fingers still entwined she shifted to move away so that she can wake him up but even a single move made his eyes snap open, his grip tighten on her.. "It's okay.. It's okay... It's me.." She said rubbing his back b4 he looks at her b4 looking around there was a pause for a minute or two wen he help her wear his coat, b4 they got up n he hold her closer.. "I'm sorry I..
"It's okay Raghav Singhaniya.. This is only parking lot.. We've a major experience sleeping in washroom as well.." She said softly made him respond in a soft kiss on her forehead, they both looked at each other "you're okay right.." She asked resting her hand on his cheek he just kissed her hand, b4 nodding his head "Silent King..." She muttered heading back to hospital
"I don't want...
"You have to.." Kalpi interjected while pallavi n kamla only smiled looking at her firm decision related to her husband "Kal..
"Raghav... You're here since yesterday.. You haven't eaten anything.. Just look at you.. Wen you'll meet maa you know what's the first question she'll going to ask..??" Kalpi asked kamla n pallavi looks at each other confusingly while raghav looks at her blankly "what..??"
"That's who needs rest, who's the patient.. You or...
Kalpi... He warned causing her to sigh, stood in front of him b4 holding his hand "Maa is fine now raghav, she's absolutely fine.. N I want her to see her son as strongest as he was b4... *touching his cheek b4 meeting his eyes* don't worry we'll be back in 2 hours till then Vahini and aa.. She stopped n kamla looked at her with a shock did she just stop b4 calling her aai.. Clearing her throat "your kamla maa is here also.." She completes with a blank face, she rested her cheek on his heart n in seconds his arms embrace her protectively "you need rest raghav.. You haven't eaten anything since yesterday.. Maa definitely not gonna like this.." Kissing her head softly 'only 2 hours..' He muttered softly causing her to smile b4 nodding her head n meeting his eyes 'yes it's just a matter of couple of hours or so.' Looking at his mom through a small window on the door,raghav only keep his hand on the door b4 kalpi stood besides him 'He wanted you to finally express you feeling towards your mom raghav, he wants your relation to grow once more..' Kalpi said indicating their last night conversation about bappa...
Clenching her jaws, holding her phone tighter she walked out from the hospital, the flashes of kalpi holding raghav in her arms, kamla's and pallavi's words, Raghav's love... killing her, in all these difficulties, in every bad or tough circumstances kalpana have Raghav, Her Husband, Her family Even Pallavi was on her side, Aman loved her once... N she.. She was alone She had a father, a brother, a grandmother, but kalpana she ruin her family, paakhi kapoor, the princess who owns Mumbai ones, lives in wonderland was alone... Just bcz of a Woman called KALPANA VITHAL JADAV.. n these thoughts made her more adamant to killing that woman... N she's gonna... Her thoughts broken by a phone call with a clicked jaw she answered "Yes..." Hearing the words which satisfy her heart her lips curve into a smile "I'll be there by EOD..." She hung up n was about to sit in car wen she saw kalpi n raghav coming out from the hospital, she was smiling holding his hand she said something to him n in response her just hold her closer until she shouts for an auto, they sat in that b4 sitting closer to him n they left.. Paakhi smirk at Raghav's helplessness "what this chawl girl, made you Raghav, The great Raghav Singhaniya traveling in Auto.. I seriously sometimes pity on you.. But don't worry this girl soon going to be out from ur life, only 2 days n yours and Aman's truth will be out... But b4 that enjoy media attention Mrs. Singhaniya.." She start texting something from her phone "done.." With a evil smirk paakhi left from there...
Singhaniya Chawl
'Something was there..' Was the only thought kalpi had till they reached singhaniya chawl.. Raghav, he was so quite as if hiding something, or fighting inwardly with himself may be it's bcz this accident remind him dad, fear of losing his mom as well.. Then accusing bappa.. His punishment.. What's bothering him.. Is this the only reason he looked worried, concerned moreover guilt that clear in his eyes... Resting her elbows on the table b4 she closed her eyes with her palm thinking hard how she make him believe that everything gonna be okay wen she still on doubt how.. Wen his hands remove hers from her eyes she looked at him, taking a seat where her elbows were rested he looked straight in her eyes "I'm fine.. Stop worrying kalpi.." He said softly causing her to smile she looked at him n frowned 'I told you to go n freshen up.." He looked at her "So what I did.." Shooking her head she got up 'Y u r wearing night suit kalpi..?? We have to go back hospital in another hour.." Ignoring his statement she walk up to cupboard, "kalpi are you even listening.." He interjected turning her around to face him "here.." Handing him a pair of denim n white shirt he looked at the clothes b4 looking at her confusingly "you need a cold water bath raghav singhaniya.. Then food n then some sleep.. N yes I purchased a pair of denims n shirts for u wen maa n I planning for u to stay here till dada's marriage done but...
"Kalpi..
"Raghav..
"Y d hel u r doing all this..?? You were suppose to be angry.. Contract wife remember.." He taunted her lowering her eyes she took a step back "I think your mother is imp than this contract.." She answered softly,closing his eyes in regret "I didn't mean.. "Time is running out raghav.. We need to get back to hospital as well.." With that she turned her back towards him occupied herself in kitchen while she feel his eyes on her until she heard door sound as he closed washroom door with a bang
Sighing kalpi finally seated on sofa waiting for him she made poha,bread butter and strong coffee knowing her husband health she knew he hate it but strong coffee is actually good wen he skip his meal n here he has to drink it as he haven't eaten anything since yesterday looking at wall clock she frown as 25 minutes pass n he was still in washroom, may be he needs time to recollect his thoughts sighing she waited patiently for him then it clicked her they were in chawl he's definitely not need this much time since she know about his luxurious style so he will try to come as early as possible.. Fighting with her own thoughts she finally got up n walk up to washroom "Raghav.." She knocked her heartbeat fasten wen there was no response the shower was on, panicked she tried to push the door but to her surprise it was unlocked gulping her worries she looked up 'bappa.. I know something is bothering him but let my faith win, let my trust win bappa.. Just be with maa.. Protect her bappa.. He needs his family he needs us' With teary eyes she entered in bathroom b4 locking d door behind her n there he was taking a cold still steamy bath but the water at his feet was pale pink, his back facing her, he was pounding his fist in the ceramic wall of the shower... Voice caught in her throat, feet wouldn't move looking at his state... He stopped breathing heavily, b4 starting slamming his closed hand into the wall again n again and finally kalpi moved.. Stood behind him, splash of cold water hitting her body, her mind telling her to leave him, give him his own time.. But her heart still begging her to hold him, protesting against her mind that he needs her...
"Raghav.. Stop..." She pleaded keeping her hand on his back "Stop hurting yourself..." He stopped but only to turn abruptly n took a step away from her, there was a wound on his knuckles, wild look in his eyes as if he was looking directly through her, she wanted to move past him n turn off the water but afraid if her movement scare him or provoke him..
"Raghav.." She said slowly "you need to get out of the shower now.." Gulping she added "let me dry you off and clean that woun..
"It was her wish..." He said hoarsely "She wished that you would've married to prem instead of me.." He runs his fingers on his thick hairs while she was looking at him confusingly loss of words, shivering in cold water her husband was naked n admitting his guilt as if he done something worst but what..?? And with whom..??
"Ra-Raghav..." "Look look at me.." She said rubbing her arms to keep her warm
"Kalpi.." He finally acknowledged her presence looking at her from head to toe her long top n salwar were drenched with water "what are you doing here..?? He asked with shivery lips "Can-can you pls turn the the water off.." Without taking his eyes away from her he reached behind n shut the shower
"Who said that.." She asked without thinking, he groaned and leaned back hitting his head against the wall he did that again n again n this time she stopped him "Are you trying to kill urself.." She shouted holding his arms "May be that would be better.. " his words was heavy filled with emotions "Mom... You can't wish about ur mom like that in ur nightmare and I Bloody Said that..." Ignoring his statement she cupped his face "Tell me what you said.. What happened b/w you and maa.. Raghav..??" He was shooking his head "You were right.. Everyone is right... I'm a heartless monster... Kalpi.. This.. I've wished it n it's happening to her.. I can't go back after this... I can't be yours..."
"Damn you raghav.. JUST TELL ME.." she shouted.. His eyes searched hers n story poured out how everyone accuse him including his own mother saying or say wishing that his love would've marry his enemy.. At least he wouldn't be double face like him... N how he answered that he too wished that he want her died as well the day he lost his father...
"Can I touch you..??" She asked
His eyes were red with unshed tears n whispered "Please..." She closed d small distance b/w us n hugged him tightly rested her cheek on his heart "You said it out of anger.. You feeling guilty n It's okay to cry, raghav.. It's okay to let it out that way..." She felt his body shake his arms tighten around her waist and he cried, she cried... He never said anything but indeed he starts accepting his relations.. Relations that leads him to his family...
Rested her head on the wall kalpi closed her eyes seated on her single bed wrapped in nothing but in a towel, Her fingers were delved in his hairs while his head rested on her lap, his face buried in her tummy while his arms wrapped around her waist.. It took several minutes to make him understand that it's okay maa will understand.. N then without any word holding her closed to him, wearing d jeans she bought he rested his head on her lap n let it out his guilt in his words, they share few more words until he fell asleep.. she was happy at least he let it out what was bothering him.. Now she know what she has to do.. After almost an hour her phone vibrated
Pallavi Vahini
"Gauri kaaki is fine.. Doctors are saying she'll get back in her senses in another hour n so.. I hope raghav is fine as well.. N yes please collect ur medicine from nearby medical store I already ordered just take it with juice.. Don't stress the little one by skipping it.. Take care kalpu :-)
Smiling at pallavi's concern she carefully remove raghav's head from her lap b4 getting up, only causing him to hold her hand in his sleep "Don't leave.." He mumbled holding her hand close to his chest b4 asleep again, bending on her knees she kissed his forehead "I'm not leaving raghav, But our baby also can't miss his pills.. I'll be back.." Finally she released her hand from his grip b4 she walk up to cupboard changing into green n red suit until door knocked "Neel.." She greet him with a smile while he hugged her "Is Heartless monster's mom is fine.." His innocent question "she's fine.." She said kissing him on his forehead "And listen just be here, ur heartless monster sleeping don't disturb him.. N I'll be here in another 10 minutes.. Okay.." Neel only nods looking angrily at the man sleeping on his angels bed...
"I'm asking you something neel.. What the hell is ur problem.." Raghav asked for the fifth time to neel who completely ignore him n start munching bread n butter while clenching his jaws raghav looked around "where's kalpi neel..??"
"If you don't know then let me tell u heartless monster that I'm avoiding you.. I don't want to talk to you..." He said turning his head to opposite side "Neel.. For god sake just tell me where's my wife.." He almost shouted at kid.. "No.. You made her cry.. You're not good heartless monster.. You made her my angel cry... She slapped herself.. She fainted.. You don't even know she cried while seated on terrace with angels baba.. N all bcz of you n frnd.. You all are.. Bad for my angel... Very bad..." It take him a whole minute to understand that neel was crying while his words hurt him hard n b4 he react kalpi walked in.. "Sorry.." She huffed breathing heavily looking at raghav that may be she's angry bcz she left like that placing the poly bag on the table she straight went to kitchen "vahini called up raghav, we need to reach hospital in another half an hour I made poha n... She stopped looked at the empty plate while looking at neel who was licking butter from his lips while she raised a brow "Neel..?? "I was hungry angel.. N I don't think he should eat anything which you made it . " "Neel.." Kalpi warned him but ignoring her, he went to the corner where his bagpack was "I'm going out to play cricket angel.. N I also want to know y you put all my clothes in bagpack.." He said taking out all his clothes from that bag while kalpi closed her eyes as she has to tell him that he can't stay with them anymore.. It'll be good for him... Kissing her cheek he left... Sighing kalpi looks at raghav who was staring at her "I'll make a coffee for you..." Turning her back to him she starts making his meal until "I told you that I failed as a son.." His breath fanning on d back of her neck "just few moments ago that boy made me release that I failed as a husband as well..."
To be continued on Thursday i need rest...