NEW RAGNA SS:LOVE, SECRETS AND BETRAYALS (PART 7- PAGE 23)(INCOMPLETE) - Page 13

Originally posted by: bricka.tiwari

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FLASHBACK

After having lunch she was making her way to office when her baba called her and said to come in his room and like an obedient daughter she made her way to his baba's room following her baba who was using wheelchair to walk(as you all know he had met with an accident which lead to him being paralyse an so wheelchair) and behind kalpi following her sis suhani having a big ear to ear smile...Kalpi wondered what happened to her and when she was wondering what happened to her little brat her eyes fell on kamla who was looking like she is just going to eat kalpi alive and making disgusting faces and her eyes showing some mixed emotions which kalpi was unable to understand and so blindly followed her baba till his room.

After getting in the room kalpi's eyes scanned the room like it is the first time that she is getting into her baba's room, her baba's room was simple but at the same time as posh as the other rooms in the bungalow. The room was clean and was having simple furnitures like a comfy double bed (but according to me it should be triple bed because I don't think so ki kamala will fit in the double bed haahaahaahaa, wondering what is happening to vithal at the night time when they have to sleep in the bed and kamala being fatty fatty how vithal adjust with maharani), one comfy couch, having some leather chairs, dressing table, one LCD TV (and anything you want to think as a part of the room you can as I don't want to write more futher facilities that should be available to kamala). While kalpi scanning the room with her eyes, her mind was wondering what her baba wants to tell her, she came out of her thoughts after hearing the sound of closing the door. Kalpi turned towards the door where her baba and her sis was standing both having a determination look about something but what!!! Kalpi wondered confused...

Kalpi's baba signalled her to sit on the bed and following her baba's instruction she sat on the bed while her sis sat on the comfy couch which was not far by then then the bed and their baba made his way towards kalpi who was sitting on the bed with perplexed look on her face wondering what's going to happened and waiting patiently for her baba to start the conversation and tell the reason of his sudden private interrogation..

Kalpi's baba directly without trying to revolve the question round and round much said, "I want you to get married soon now...I have chosen a boy for you and you are going to meet him and no argue in this topic further...Now you can leave for your center"...

Hearing her baba kalpi went blank before processing the information in her mind and while she was digesting the news her baba and sis was exchanging a worried look with each other and suddenly kalpi all but shouted, "WHAT" at the top of her voice after adjusting this piece of news in her mind. Hearing her shout vithal and suhani closed their ears and suhani said, "DIDU!!! Why are you shouting we are here only in front of you so plz stop shouting and in a composed voice tell us your opinion plzz". Hearing her sis kalpi compose herself and said, "Baba!!! What's the matter, out of nowhere you are coming and putting saying me to get married!!!".."NO!! I'm not going to get married never ever"... And saying this she realized that what she said and looked at her baba and sis and saw that they are confused about what she said and cursing for her little moments of panicking she said, "Baba, I'm just saying that, how can I leave you all and go!!! I mean you know that I'm the beard earner of the house and before you tell me that after marriage I can help you financially that what if that person do not allow me to help you, so how can I just leave you all and go, I'm your princess right than how come you want to send your princess away from you that too so soon...hmm", saying this she hugged her baba and prayed to god that, "plzz god, let baba change his decision, how can I marry someone else when my heart, soul and body belongs to raghav and only raghav, how come I marry someone else knowing very well that no one has the right to be with me, near me, touch me besides raghav and besides all this how can I marry someone knowing that I'm going to..." And closes her eyes remembering that she is...and let her tears roll down to her cheeks...

Kalpi's Baba feeling something wet on his shoulder pull kalpi apart and seeing tears misunderstood that the tears are for going away from her family to new family, wiped her tears and said, "Kalpi, it's the tradition that every daughter has to leave the house and go to her new house and start a life with her new family, beta how can you think that I want to send my daughter away from me ...hmm.. No beta, how can I!!!??, but now I want you to enjoy your life, forget your pain which you have gone through in this long years because of me as I being helpless, good for nothing father after the accident.." saying this he looked at kalpi and she leaked few more tears but this time for her baba remembering how he used to try his best to do some job but because of his paralyse legs and some more parts of the body he was not able too soo, Kalpi remembering this was going to protest her baba but vithal continued saying, "NO, No kalpi, I know you will say that I have tried my best but no I'm seriously proved to be a bad father, because of me you have to gone through with so much in tender age, job, work, earning, everything was my responsibility but after accident you took my responsibility without any single problem and dedicated yourself for your house in the tender age... I'm sorry for that princess" saying this he joined his hand in front of kalpi which joined her hand with his father's to stop him for committing such sin and nodded in no, and their was silence in the room for sometime, which was broke by vithal who was wiping away his tears before saying, "But now it's enough my princess you have gone through enough pain in your life and now it's time to welcome happiness which will be brought by your prince.." saying this he kissed his daughter's forehead and then patted her head lovingly while kalpi was thinking an excuses for changing her baba's decision and she was going tell her baba one reason when vithal said, "And about our earnings you are forgetting that now not only you but your little brat sis is also earning now, so financial conditions is a useless excuse.." saying this he looked at suhani who was just sitting on the couch and listening their baba's and sis convo. Seeing her baba turned and looking at her she gave a big smile and said, "Yes, didu baba is right now even I'm earning so stop giving excuses and say yes to marriage" saying this suhani stand up and started walking towards her sis and baba's direction.

While kalpi on the other hand was left with no excuse for cancelling the marriage decision and then her mind came up with one last excuse hoping that this will change his baba's decision but fully knowing this excuse was a lame and useless excuse but what to do she has to do something so she taking a deep breath kalpi said. "But baba you know my job right, I'm an officer and for an officer job will always come first, so what if I will not be able to make up a good wife or daughter in law, and you know that like every honest officer's life is always at stake, my life will always remain in danger and I don't think many of the houses will want a wife or daughter in law who always play dangerously with criminals and take risk of her own life, you know that right and besides our job is to do job no matter what time, place or situations demands from us, and you know for saving my own country I would not think twice before risking my or my loved ones life, so do you really think that mostly any family will accept me knowing in the time may be they have to lose their life because I want to serve my country..Hmm"... saying this kalpi made a pleading look which look like she is saying to change your decision baba.

Vithal hearing this excuse gave a small chuckle and said, "who you are fooling around haan, you know that the people who serve the country also get married and what about family accepting or not...hmm, you are my princess like you have made place for yourself in this family and everyone's heart, you will also make place for yourself in their heart afterall my princess has a heart of gold, her nature is excellent, she cares for everyone, she knows how to give love and respect to other elders and youngster and how to receive the same, even working outside you know everything about house and their requirements, and I can speak about my princess's qualities like forever, so with this qualities you can win anybody's heart, and as for your work being dedicated many families are their to accept this kind of girls as their wife and daughter in law, so stop giving lame excuses and get married plzz..for your baba princess..."

Hearing her baba's plea kalpi wants to tell him the real reason of her denial, wants to tell him that she can't get married to anybody because she is already married to someone else in her heart, that she already belong to someone else but she can't not because her father will deny her choice because she knows raghav is the best choice for her but she can't because If she told him about raghav then she have told him everything and everything means everything about their meeting their love, friendship, how she loss him and the secret for which she had to leave raghav, her life and she knows' he' Vithal or her little sis will not be able to bear it so she silent her heart who was telling her to say about raghav to her family and kept quiet finding excuses to cancel this marriage decision but found nothing..

All this while suhani was having a close study on her didu behaviour and she was confused on seeing various emotions flash in her didu's eyes pain, hurt, regret, sorrow, and most importantly love... Yes love for someone!!suhani wondered has she seen right or is just hallucinating that her didu's eyes is showing love for someone but then wondered why not only love but there is also pain , hurt and regret but for what is this feelings for. Is didu in love with someone or (after some moment of pause she wondered) or Had she being in love with someone all this years..."Yes she had been in love with someone now I can understand the pain, why she always cry in loneliness, the hurt, has the person didu love hurt her, LOVE, didu's eyes shows love for that person till now that means she still love him then what happened and then the regret about what she is regretting, I have to find out...oh stupid, idiot suhani you should have guessed it earlier this feelings were always their in didu's eyes but you were blind but not now, if didu love someone then I have to find out what happened in the past or... suhani ..Are you going overboard and thinking too much about this, is she really in love or not...UGHH!!! You stupid girl first find out then conclude, you are an officer suhani and first investigation and find clues then comes to any conclusion... fine I will find out this secret of didu's now...she'll not tell me then I will find out because she is my didu and I want her happiness" thinking this she was all the time looking at kalpi who was looking down thinking something and suhani gave a small mile to her didu and said in her mind, "Didu, I promise you that if you are in love then I will make you both come together no matter what I have to do for making it possible, but I will do it, it's your chuhiya's(female version of rat) promise and for making it possible I have to make baba change his decision regarding your marriage" thinking this she looked at her baba who was looking like in his own world and said, " Baba if didu wants to postpone her marriage decision then let her do it like wise she is really young for marriage, today's generation get married in 30's so let it be, if she wants to remain single for the time being, I think didu is not ready yet so let her give her space baba.."""

Hearing suhani kalpi's face lit up and she readily agreed to it, unaware her all antics were being noticed by suhani, while vithal looked surprise and said, "But beta you only said that now it's time to get your didu married and now you are only telling me to change my decision". Hearing her baba suhani gave a reassuring smile to kalpi who was looking at her with pleading eyes and said, "Yes, baba I only told you to get didu married so that she can have her share of happiness but if she is happy being with us wants to be single for the time being let her be baba and as she has already live her life for us by working day and night and if now she wants to have some of her alone time with herself let her be for the time being.. plzz baba"... Hearing suhani's plea and kalpi's pleading and puppy look vithal reluctantly agreed sensing reality in her daughter's word and let her one princess who was living for them till now have her life in her own way.

"Hmmm...Ohkayy then...I will talk to boys family and will cancel the meeting...kalpi I just want your happiness and if your happiness lies in remaining single for the time being I'll approve it...Dear my happiness lies in my daughter's happiness and if my daughter wants to remain single then let it be girl", vithal said with a loud sigh and a small smile on his face. Seeing her baba's approval kalpi happily hugged baba and suhani thanking them to understand her view and vithal hugged both her daughter with pride in his eyes knowing both the daughter's understand each other so well while suhani was in other world thinking for the time being this topic is closed but anytime can be opened again so before that she has to know the truth behind her sister's pain...she has to know that WAS she correct over her judgement that her didu is in love or she is juzt overthinking...(Congo!!!!! suhani you are the best sis, you can understand your sis's pain...hmmm... Let's see what will you do for your sis... ofcourse it will be decided by me the great...hahaha just kidding...).

END OF FLASHBACK

Kalpi sat straight on her bed remembering her convo with vithal and suhani.

On the other side of the world raghav was busy in his life or more appropriately loveless life. His schedule like going in his job i.e. cases, murders, criminals, investigations, clues and last but not the least making everyone scared with his anger but no one knows that in the fake mask of anger raghav was hiding pain within him... And it was his life that was fixed with don't-you-dare-interfere-in-my-life attitude that seriously means DON'T-YOU-DARE-INTERFERE...and nobody means nobody including his brothers and bhabhis had the courage to interfere in his life and if someone tried to interfere or even tried to advise him regarding his life then that person will have to face the hell.

Raghav's family was not so small but not too big as well...his family consist of his two elder brothers Sujal and Aarav and their wives Kashish and Meera with his younger brother Aryan(chalo ragna ke sath sath suhani aur Aryan ki love story bhi start karte hain) and yes with the extra luggage of a girl named Pakhi who was his family's responsibility as raghav's grandfather has promised Pakhi's father that his family will take care of her daughter when pakhi's father was on his death bed. And so from childhood Pakhi was living with singhania's and from childhood Pakhi was having a crush on raghav and always tried her best to impress raghav with her talks and company and with her beauty (which we all including raghav knows that she has nothing no beauty plus there is also a shortage of brain in her...hahaha, Pakhi you will never ever get our raghav). And that was what irritates raghav too much as he doesn't has problem with Pakhi living in the house but he has problem with Pakhi living around him and annoying him with her talks and her so called beauty.

Pakhi always wondered that why raghav's behaviour towards everyone after his return from his college life has become all the more rude and whenever she tried to come close to raghav then raghav would become all the more rude to her and will warn her to stay away from him and he don't like her or considered her friend so love is a very far away thing and living with her whole life is a dream of her which will not become reality ever. But Pakhi ignoring raghav's warning always tries to get close to him which ended up getting scolding from raghav and warning from him to stay away from him but as usual she always ignored it, unaware that she will get no chance in his life or heart ever as raghav's heart, mind, soul, body and life was already reserved for someone whom he claims to hate from the heart but his heart knows better...

She can do nothing but thank god for her baba's changed decision and special thanks to suhani as she was the one who took her side and made vithal changed his decision but kalpi was wondering as to what made suhani changed her decision as being her big didu kalpi knows her little brat that if her little brat decided something than she will get it by hook or by crook and here vithal was also on her side, then what made her change her decision as she knows she (kalpi) would not have been able to refuse the decision of vithal as she knows that she didn't have any strong excuse of postponing the marriage decision and suhani was the one to propose this idea to vithal in first place then how come she switched her side and went against her own decision. Kalpi's mind was wondering over suhani's change of mind and her behaviour then after a moment of pause (which was not actually moment of pause but minutes of pause) kalpi said to herself that, "oh!! Come on kalpi you are overthinking yourself because of your carelessness towards yourself and overexerting your mind in cases investigation you are now doubting your own baby sis... come on girl get a grip on yourself...how could you",kalpi reprimanded herself then after sometime she said, "but what if I'm not...what if she has something in her chotusa mind, come on kalpi you know your sis that she will do what she wants and she decided and once decided she, no one means no one can change her mind then how come she herself changed her mind...hmm...is there something fishy going on in her mind or in either way I'm just being more thoughtful about my life now"..

After sometime kalpi decided to directly talk to her sis saying," Come on kalpi, she is your sis you both can talk anything, you both are the one who understand each other well, so stop your turmoil and directly talk to her...ya I will talk to her we can talk anything and can give advise and suggestion for each other problems...right...so just go and talk girl!!!"kalpi thought in her mind with determination and she was about to get up from the bed when small tiny voice stopped her saying, "If you both can talk to each other on anything and understand each other well then why don't you tell her about YOUR raghav" it was her heart's voice which she was avoiding since many years on many occasions and situations but today after knowing her mind's bekaar thoughts again and again that she can talk anything with her sis but not about raghav her heart voice out her thought that if she can ask or tell suhani anything then why not on raghav.

Kalpi hearing that small tiny but painful voice sat on her bed again fully knowing that it was her heart's voice so after sometime she replied or in proper say her mind replied, "You know... I can't tell her about raghav... you know that..." Listening this her heart screamed, "NO!!!! I BLOODY DAMN DON'T KNOW THIS AND IF I KNOW THIS I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN, JUST GET THAT POINT STRAIGHT USELESS MIND". Hearing this kalpi's mind started saying, "Listen I know that..." Further sentence remained incomplete because of her heart's scream as her mind became completely shut and her heart overtake kalpi from her mind after many years saying or screaming, "NO!!! YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING BECAUSE THIS IS HEART'S MATTER AND MIND CAN NEVER HAD OR WILL HAVE UPPER HAND IN HEART'S MATTER... SO JUST SHUT UP YOU MIND AND YOU KALPI LISTEN TO ME ONCE PLZ...YOU HAD NOT LISTENED MY OPINION YEARS AGO AND NOT EVEN NOW BUT PLZ LISTEN TO YOUR HEART ONCE PLZZ JUST ONCE AND JUST GO AND TELL YOUR SISTER YOUR EVRY PAIN YOU ARE GOING THROUGH...I KNOW SHE CAN AND SHE WILL UNDERSTAND..PLZ JUST LISTEN TO ME ONCE... JUST once...plz...plzz.." saying this her heart started mourning of her loss of love years ago as she didn't listen to her heart that day and now her heart is having nothing but pain and only pain. Crying and mourning for the loss of love years ago for sometime her heart again started saying, "Kalpi plz... I'm telling you...you know that you can share your pain with your sis right then do it...damn girl...DO IT!!!...you know that only she is the one who can understand you and your pain...I know after knowing the truth according to your assumptions she will breakdown but you seriously need to let it go...let it go... let your pain release in front of someone who will understand you and will not accuse you for your rash decision you have taken 6 years ago...let it go...plz at the least for my sake as I'm not able to bear this pain anymore I really want one shoulder to let out my pain and only you can do it kalpi and believe me you will feel better just go to your sis and say it...for me... for your own self kalpi...plzz" her heart said and kalpi could not help but to agree with her heart as her mind was completely overtaken by her heart and moreover she knows her heart was right she really, badly needs one's support to let her pain out...she knows she is tried now to keep her pain to herself and cry... she want a shoulder now and thought to listen to her heart once and she was about to agree when her mind interrupted kalpi's heart and her convo saying, "Kalpi!! How can you be selfish, you know right what will happen to your sis...hmm... only for your one selfish need will you be able to see your little sister in pain knowing that you are soon going to die...hmm...tell me" her mind stated and she was just digesting this statement and getting into a logical world from the world her heart's convo has taken her into when her heart replied to her mind harshly, "YOU are not dead yet and how can you decide your future it is also possible that you can live your life... I know suhani will be in pain but she is a mature girl now and she will understand your pain and the fact that there is a chance of your survival then may be she can make you understand that you have done wrong with your raghav saying that lie to him about your revenge and betrayal... may be what I' your heart is unable to do your sis can get you a reality check...plzz...you had not listened to me in raghav's matter but listen to me in this...plz...plzz" kalpi's heart tone was changed into a plea and request from harsh.

Kalpi was still in her heart and mind's turmoil when her thought was disturbed by the door opening and closing sound "krrrkrr" and "THAD". Kalpi sensing that someone has entered in her room turned her face to door by sitting with same position on the bed, seeing suhani coming towards her, her heart stated, "PLZZ, SAY IT KALPI...PLZ", while her mind stated, "DON'T BE FOOL...SHE MUST BE A GROWN UP NOW BUT SHE IS YOUR SIS...HOW WILL YOU BE ABLE TO LIVE KNOWING YOU CAUSED YOUR BABY SIS PAIN...", kalpi shakes her head to get rid of her mind and heart's battle, their question and opinion and when getting complete rid of every thought she looked towards only to see her sis's back facing kalpi and suhani moving towards the door.

Kalpi stood up from her bed and said, "Why are you leaving...you have came to meet me right then why are you leaving without meeting me????"...Kalpi questioned suhani. Hearing her big sis question suhani turned back and came straight towards kalpi and keeps her hand on kalpi's forehead saying, "Didu are you fine?? You don't have fever then what happened to you???" said suhani after removing her hand from kalpi's forehead after checking if kalpi is alright and looked straight to confused kalpi. Kalpi hearing her sis question looked at her confused and said rather ask, "Something happened to me" then said, "What are you speaking about suhani...I'm fine...what happen to me??".Hearing kalpi, suhani said, "Didu, I asked you that if you are free then I want to sit by you and talk, I was asking you when I entered your room"...But you only nodded your head no then why all of a sudden you are saying that why I'm leaving without talking with you". Kalpi looked confused for sometime then realization dawned upon her that when suhani would have probably asked her about talking with her, she must be getting rid of her mind and heart's thoughts.

Sensing that suhani is looking at her with raised eyebrows, kalpi pulled herself out of her thought and said, "Oh!!That...that was not for you I was thinking something that time and you must have thought I don't want to talk to you". Suhani smiled sensing that her sis must be thinking about her that how come her baby sis changed her decision about her marriage as kalpi know once decided by suhani then she will get it by anyway then how she changed her decision...if only didu knows...suhani thought in her mind and said aloud, "oh!!! Then I must have misunderstood, then if you are free can I spend some time with my didu" suhani said with a cute smile. Kalpi seeing her sis smiled and said, "obviously, you don't need to ask but demand to your sis about spending time with you and now come and sit we will have sister's gossip session...come" saying this kalpi led suhani to her bed and after both seated down comfortably on bed they began their chatting... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hmm so here it ends...and my fingers is badly paining now...so here I finish this and now waiting for your precious response for the update and suggestion also for ragna's fb...plzz guys thodha jaldi bolna so that I can start my working...plzz..

And plzz like ke sath sath comment bhi de dena yaar itna maine likha tho you'll also give 2-3 lines of comments na...

Till then...bye...enjoy...😃😉...

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Nice update. Want to know y kalpi refused rags proposal. Oh suhani is so cute looking forward how suhani unite ragna with t help of aryan. Oh pakhi is always dumb

That was really longgg

Superb update dear.. M eagerly waiting for RagNa FB.. Nd dear want RagNa meet again soon.. Update nxt chappy soon..

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Originally posted by: luvragna

thanks for appreciating the updates...ohh I guess many "mostly" all of us would have changed our channel for skipping or more appropriately ignoring the irritating moments of ema serial which was mostly shown in that serial...I some tyms wonder why they need raghav or kalpi...dumla and makhi was more than enough for the cvs to make their show run atleast for themselves as we all know becoz of them and shortage of our ragna and their separation the show lost it's charm...and now i'm sure they must be regretting for guving space to dumala and makhi..but to do now...woh kehte hai na ab kya karna jab chidiya chuk gayi khet...😆😆..good for nothing cvs...

Beautiful update dear.