Joint SS : Chap 26 (aahanaa123) - Pg 123 25/3 - Page 72

Where he took her hand along and went in front of other members..

Chapter-18

The night was long for the newly wed couple. Both Raghav and Kalpi after their argument couldn't sleep the whole night well this was something regular now since on ebry front apart from their love for each other they stood opposite each other. They were having an inner struggle, a struggle between mind and heart. Their hearts loved each other crazily, love beyond any boundaries, love above the so called hypocritic society and its rules. But their minds, they were at loggerheads. Their thinking, their perception at looking things has vast difference which is bringing difficulties in their relation. Both are strong headed and are unable to take each others view and understand it.

While Raghav holds possessiveness for Kalpi, she expects him to give her space instead of curbing her right to decide her way of living. While Kalpi was unable to understand Rsghav's reasons behind not allowing her to work in some other office as well as failing to undetand her reasons what irritated Raghav was her stubborn attitude to take blessings of their elders when they priorly knew theu would strongly oppose it. For no reason they heard so much.

Their thinking was affecting their relation and they have to work really hard on it. By fighting on things which need to be dealt with sensitively they were arguing like kids trying hard to convince each other what they think is right. In relations its not just hearing but listening that creates wonders. Listening helps in understanding the others opinion which was grossly missing in their relation. In trying to make each other agree on their opinion they were not actually listening to each other. Their inner turmoil was now jolting them to think something serious and come out with a solution.

Kalpana was thinking about Raghav's height of displaying immaturity and insensitivity towards two major issues. One was the relations they were surrounded with and the other was her career. "Why isn't he able to understand its important to have blessings of elders. You cannot live a peaceful life when your elders don't approve of your relation. How can he be so immature. Why is he so stubborn... Is there something which I don't know about him may be...I have to act maturely and make him understand what importance relations hold in our life. It cannot be just us for ourselves... It can't work like this but at the same time I have to take it slow...he is one hot blood and will boil in anger if I take a straight root. Again I'll make him understand why in want to work somewhere else and not in his company. I don't want people to think of me as a gold digger. I shall prove my worth and its only possible when I work somewhere else. I love you Raghav and I don't want to loose you...I'll work hard on this relation"

On the other hand Raghav was thinking about Kalpana's height of stubbornness. "Why she wants blessings of those elders who have not left a word which won't pain her heart. Why is it so important to take blessings. We have to spend life with each other so at the end its our happiness in our togetherness is all what matters. And why she is so hell bent on working somewhere else when her husband runs his own company which is now hers too. Why she has to think what others will think about her. Why she is affecting our relationship for low thinking of outsiders. They don't mean to is anything and their thinking should also not affect us. She has to understand people will always criticise thats how they are but it should not affect her. She can prov her worth in her own company. I'll make her understand... Life is not about what others will think its about raising your own way of thinking but on a slow pace she is one stubborn head. I live you Kalpi and I cannot loose you...I'll work hard on this relationship."

Thinking is what makes a man. High thinking comes with maturity and sometimes maturity comes not with age but with experience. Raghav and Kalpana's relationship started and entered on to a rough mode. But it says even a single ray of light can make cross a dark tunnel. Their love for each other is that one ray of light which has brought that maturity and stability in their thinking and now both have made up their strong minds to make this relation work.

Thanks and Enjoy Reading😊

bith r so stubborn hope they will understand eachother & make some way to sort out everything

wow

ragna both have different way of thinking

hmm dark channel

updte soon

Loved their POVs...

And how they are ready to work hard on their relationship which is so precious. Barkha as usual has focused on emotions and Thought processes of Human mind which is sounding absolutely real!

.

On career aspect Raghav should let her work

And on Family aspect Kalpi should let such family rot .. I mean maa Kamla rot in hell with baby Pakhi.. oops Pakhi and Dhruv are in mental asylum

After fiddling with his laptop for numerous time, Kalpi got fed up and decided to watch t.v. but as usual the day was longer, she was getting bore by sitting at home and waiting for Raghav. Not only her mind was sad for not having anything to work but her heart was sad too because of growing distance between her and Raghav. She finally made her mind and decided that she will give her 100% to this relation and will be happy in whatever she has... She planned a romantic dinner at home and started preparing for it.

Raghav's condition wasn't much different from that of Kalpi... He was still confuse that what is making her unhappy when she has all the things one require in her life... including the love of her husband. It breaks his heart to see her unhappy and mad at him. "She is too stubborn... She just wants to work so that she can prove herself to her parents and my mom... She wants to show them she is special and the best!! I need to make her feel so special that she can forget that there is someone else in the world who she needs to prove her worth!! And what can be a best way to pacify ur mad wife than a diamond!!" He searched the latest design of the diamond necklace and ordered it. He then decided to take her out for dinner tonight and make the night special for her. With that thought he started working on it.

-------- ---

Singhania Mansion, At night

Raghav entered the room with a gift he ordered for her but Kalpi was not in the bedroom, A coat suit was kept on the bed along with a note... Wear this and come to the terrace. He followed his dear wife's instruction and reached terrace with gift in his hand!! The terrace was decorated in a classy way with purple orchids and red lights.. giving it a perfect look!! Kalpi was waiting for him in a blue silk saree with broad pink border... It was a perfect arrangement for the romantic date... Far better than his idea, he had just booked a table for two in a costly restaurant. He approached Kalpi who was staring at the table and waiting for him... He smiled genuinely and tried to find the smile on Kalpi's face which wasn't there... She dint even notice him coming towards her, He went back slowly and took out the diamond necklace which he brought for her and wrapped it around her neck... luckily she wasn't wearing any. She looked down and smiled...

"It's pretty!! When u arrived??" She asked with a smile. He noticed her but her smile wasn't reaching to her eyes!!

"When u were lost somewhere??" He replied instantly..

"I was just waiting for u... I love u Raghav!! Let's begin fresh!!" She said and hugged him. He too hugged her back!! There was truth in her eyes!! She truly wanted this relationship to work and he can feel that but there wasn't spark in her touch!! She was surely missing something and he knew what it was!!

"Who Am I??"

If you are a man than you might wonder that what kind of stupid question is this and u might think that I have lost my memory... But No, Neither I am an Alzheimer patient who has forgotten her name... Nor I am an orphan who is searching for her surname... So what makes me ask this question??If you are a woman than u might know the answer...As U might be the one who asks this question very often... off course to yourself and no one else!!

From the starting, I am a daughter who respects her parents, who wanted to fulfill her dreams, the one who always obeyed them and the one who was known by her father's name. I went to the school of their choice, I selected the subject of their choice and I might have married the guy of their choice.

Then I became someone's wife, the someone who loves me dearly and can do anything to make me smile, the one who rules my life and has the authority to take decisions of my life, the one who wants me give him heir and the one who wants me to be known by his name. The one who can do anything to keep me by his side and who can make my all wish come true.

I am someone's daughter in law, the one who was selected by the parents or the boy himself. But I am the d-i-l who represents the family, who has to follow the customs, who has to be perfect so that they can boast about me.

Then I am a mother (though I am not but this is for those who has sacrificed their job for their children), a mother who dropped her office or her job coz their child demanded undivided time... Might be a mother who never went to office after being pregnant coz her family thought that will harm their heir. I am the one who runs after my child so that he can eat properly; I am the one who is responsible for making him/her the person he or she is.

N I love all of my above roles but still one question bothers me and that is who I am as a person, what is my individual identity?? What I am doing for myself and when will others know me by my own name instead of parent's or hubby's name? When will people stop praising me for having a lavishing life coz my husband earns in lakhs and when will they stop calling me lucky? I just want them to call me hardworking and self made woman. And I don't want this to prove anything to anyone... Not even to my parents or so called in laws but it is for my self-satisfaction..I don't care about this bloody world.. I just want to see myself as something... Someone who is actually doing something and is independent... Who wants to end her day with a smile of satisfaction that today I did something different than my actual routine, I did something for myself, someone who can proudly tells that i fulfilled all the dreams which I saw in my childhood. I wish I could find myself which is lost among all the roles of a woman. I wish I could tell him that Ii love being called Mrs. Raghav Singhania but I also want to be known as KALPANA.