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chapter 12
Ragav welcomes dawn with a smile, his arm around his wife's waist... just above her baby bump. His heart soaring like an eagle in the sky, thinking, "oh gosh... does this mean she accepts me as her husband... that she finally accepts this marriage to be real." Immediately his demons attack... fear.. maybe she is using your body... stud services. His smile falters with this thought. Shaking his head mentally, he tells himself, "Ragav don't go there. Think positively. Kalpi is not a woman have casual relations. This is definitely a step towards something meaningful." He prays fervently, "Please God let it be a step towards something meaningful."
Kalpi wakes up, her heart skips a beat when she realises that she is in Ragav's arms... her mind squealing... NAKED! Trying not to blush, she slowly turns towards Ragav. Ragav freezes when he senses her moving... he watches her... anxious... waits to follow her cue. Blushing, Kalpi looks at his adam's apple, whispers, "morning." He smiles, huskily whispering, "morning. did you sleep well." Flushing, Kalpi nods... still staring at his adam's apple...not having the courage to meet his gaze.
Deciding to make her feel comfortable, Ragav says teasingly, "Is my Kalpi blushing? What happened to that courageous girl who demanded I..." Kalpi stares at him and says, "don't you dare complete that sentence." she adds softly, "This is a first for me. I have never been naked with a man before." Ragav freezes... his demons attack... snarling... LIAR! Needing some distance from her, he dislodges himself and heads to the bathroom. Frowning at the sudden movement, Kalpi says, "Ragav, where are you going?"... she gets no answer.
Ragav bangs the door shut behind him... Not satisfied... He punches the wall... Needing an outlet for the pain that pierced his heart... Angry that Kalpi would lie to him. Kalpi stares at the bathroom door... First in confusion... Then understanding... Thinking sadly, "My comment must have reminded him of Pakhi." Kalpi hesitantly walks towards the bathroom... Softly knocks on the door, calling out, "Ragav is everything okay... Ragav..." Taking a deep breath, she tries the door handle... The door opens. She hesitantly steps in.
Ragav hears the door open... Turns to glare at Kalpi... Anger radiating from every fibre. "Ragav I am sorry...," Kalpi begins... When Ragav rudely interrupts her, by saying coldly, "Kalpi you are in my space." She chokes... Hurt emanating from her eyes... Her heart refusing to believe that he had just told her to get out. "Of course. Sorry," she says softly... Turns and leaves... Tears falling as her heart cries out... He is angry with me... He regrets making love to me.
Ragav turns back to the mirror, splashing water on his face... Thinking, "shit... What a mess."
