Part 39:
Kalpi was having a business lunch with some foreign delegates regarding the marketing of their new real estate development in Dubai. She was dressed in a knee length powder blue skirt team with a similar coloured jacket, teamed with a dark blue tank top. She had worn a necklace made of turquoise stones. The dress was very feminine but business like and her hair had been tied up in a high pony tail giving her an aura which was breath-taking.
She was totally involved in the business discussions and she did not notice the presence of Raghav on the other table.
Raghav was also there for a business lunch, but as soon as he spotted Kalpana he was totally entranced. Thankfully his discussions were over before he had spotted her.
He requested Sammy to escort his guest out and continued staring at Kalpana.
That she looked gorgeous was an understatement. There was a confidence in her which was more alluring. The way she had the whole table full of people entranced and totally focused on every word she was speaking was unbelievable. His Kalpi had grown up, he thought.
She was leaving and Raghav accosted her and asked her to wait. She said she would come back after leaving her guest.
Raghav was waiting and as soon as she approached the table he got up and made a move towards her. She moved away and just pushed a chair back and sat on it, keeping her hands hidden under the table, as she knew Raghav was always obsessed with holding her hands.
"Hello Raghav, how are you?" she asked. She was so surprised to realize that she was feeling so normal and she felt absolutely calm
"I am okay, you look stunning, Kalpi" he said.
"Thanks, Raghav. You wanted to speak to me", Kalpi asked.
"I have missed you Kalpi. I know what I did was wrong, but can't you forgive me", Raghav asked.
"I have already forgiven you. I do not have any ill feeling for you and wish you the best", Kalpi said.
"Can't we try to make our relationship work once again," Raghav asked.
"No Raghav, it can never happen. I do not have any feelings for you anymore. I don't love you and there is nothing left for us to work on," she replied matter of factly.
"Kalpi, you have changed. You were not so heartless before", Raghav said.
Kalpi laughed without humour and said, "I have not changed, I had changed when I was in a relationship with you. Do you remember me, when I was a child or when I first started working with you? I was a feisty, confident and strong person, even when I did not have anything. I did not allow anyone to disrespect me on put me down. Once I entered in a relationship with you, I became and weak, meek and an insecure person, who allowed everyone to walk over me. You, Pakhi, my mom, everyone disrespected me and I took it lying down. I needed to come out of this relationship to realize that the person I had become was so totally unlike me and I hated that person. If you think I am heartless now, this is exactly the person I always was."
Raghav, hearing this knew it to be the truth, but did not want to accept it.
"Kalpi, you say you have forgiven me, but you still seem bitter." Raghav said.
How many times do I need to forgive you, Raghav and for how many things do I need to forgive you?, Kalpi asked.
"You insulted me several times, because you had unwittingly fallen in love with me. You forced me to accept your love, even though I was not ready. You did not even bother to call me and tell me you were not coming to meet my parents on the day you were supposed to ask for my hand in marriage. Then you did not turn up on our wedding day. You even went to the extent of brining your newly wedded wife to our marriage mandap. Then you blackmailed me into coming to the temple and then dumped a fistload of sindoor on my head and said it was a marriage. The final nail in the coffin was your having a physical relationship with Pakhi.", she recounted every incident.
Raghav blushed as he remembered everything.
"I don't blame you, because our love was never strong enough because there was never any trust between us. You never trusted me enough to tell me about your mother and ask me to stop the wedding rather than embarrass my family in front of everyone."
"I was also very naive and stupid accepting all your actions. The only reason you treated me this way was because I allowed myself to be treated badly. The only reason you did not call on our wedding day was because I forgave you for not calling me on the day you were supposed to meet my parents", she continued.
It was as if a dam had broken and she wanted to wash off her past completely.
"Raghav, we are better off apart and I have realized that now and I am sure you will also have that realization soon", Kalpi said with finality.
Raghav was absolutely speechless as he did not expect such a talk from Kalpi. He realized that this Kalpi was someone who could not easily be swayed.
This was the spirited girl who had first attracted him in childhood and then in his youth, but she seemed so far away from him.
Kalpi got up from her seat and said, "I wish you all the best for your future and hope you find happiness. I have learnt a lot from our relationship, so I want to thank you for it. Bye, Raghav".
Raghav just said, "Bye, Kalpi." He knew he was totally helpless and would not be able to stop her. He just watched the stunning vision walk away and disappear from his eyes.