this is short update but i will update a longer one in evening
Chapter 1
It was another usual day for Raghav since four years. Same office same work and same empty, lifeless home. Though many people lives around him but they were just same like walls and things because he had already died when his life his love kalpana left him.
Now he is just breathing. He reached his house after two days. He avoided going there as much as possible because those beautiful moment he lived there were now only memories which make him weak, remembered him of his mistake. He started walking towards his room. His room was filled with their pictures together. Their marriage picture, it was her favorite. He remembered the day when she put that picture on wall, her smile. He can feel her everywhere in this house which was home four years before.
He left a sigh and move towards cupboard to take out his night dress while taking out a clothes a letter felled. He picked it up and sat on bed while opening it. It was her letter which she had left while going. Tears started flowing from his eyes. All the past started moving in front of his eyes. He opened it and started reading.
Dear Raghav,
I know u love me lot but situation are not good. You have done a lot for me but now I m the cause of your sorrow. You are not able to say me directly to move away from your life as your love is stopping u but I can see in your eyes the pain u go through every time I m around u I can feel it. U said that my face remember u of your failure. I know each and everything you married me for your revenge. You wanted to hurt my mother for keeping you away from your mother by hurting me but you failed as fallen in love with me in reality. Yesterday when u came home u were drunk. I know you don't remember anything which you told me but I wanted to share this from as I don't hide anything from you. You asked me why I have hidden things about your mother but I swear I don't know anything about your mother. U have said u don't want to see face but you have to see me everyday and I can't see u in pain and that to because of me. So, I m going Raghav away from you, from your life but I had always loved u and will love u only till my last breath. I m not sad because u have married me because of revenge but I m sad because I was not able to help u, to take your pain. Bye take care
He broke down completely he felled on his knees.
where are u kalpana. I know I have done a grave mistake. Please come back I want to apologize for my every mistake. This four years without you were just like 400 years. Each and every moment I remember u. I had been to harsh on u, hurted u but in reality I was hurting myself .
Raghav's all hope were lost. His tears soaked the letter left by Kalpana before leaving. He wanted to cry, shout even to finish his life but ending his life is too small punishment for himself.
Keh du.. zindha hun mein, ya nahi
Keh du.. sapna hai ye, sach nahi
Keh du.. zinda hun mein, ya nahi
Keh du.. sapna hai ye, sach nahi
Kud se badh kar meine
Tujpe tha bharossa kiya
Zindagi thi tu meri
Toone hi dhokha diya
Pyar mein mere rahi thi kya kami..
How could be so heartless
Heartless, heartless, heartless,
How could you kill, you love
How could be so heartless
Kill, you love
Keh du, jo tum ho, tum nahi
Keh du, baakhi hai meri zindagi
Jism mera sardh sa
Ruh phir kyun jal rahi
Cheekhta hun main yahan
Sun raha koi nahi
Dard mein merre thi teri kya kushi
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Edited by samy18 - 11 years ago