PART 18
Rags couldn't fathom what was hurting him more..kalpna aloofness, her nearness to Rk, a place where he wanted to be, to hold her, touch her , stand by her , to have her smile and care all for him or a doubt that what if actually she was the reason for RK breakup..what if she actually was a culprit and trying yo steal somebody else's love. May be this joker pooky is Right. His mind and heart was in conflicts and anger and jealousy at its peak. His ego was already hurt by her rude answering to him that too in front of Rk..that swine..who seemed to this k himself of some demigod..huh no doubt RK had charm and looks to die for..but he himself was no less. He never had dearth of swooning crazy girls. He just needed to twitch his finger and girls would fall in line to get his attention. A live example is this frogmouth dumb Kapoor girl. She's all ready to jump in with me..but hell..why is kalpi so diff. Kalpi doesn't give two hoots to my status, my looks , my arrogance. This girl has got me the moment I laid eyes on her when she was busy looking that Kapoor building with an Intensity that matches mine. How much ever I try to hurt her break her she doesn't flinch and stands back. When and where I exactly fell for her is something I dunno myself. May be right from childhood, may be from first meet, may be after...but she has never left my mind for once. Today seeing her with someone else is paining me, killing me, causing a store a fear in my soul of loosing her..but y...no Raghav u can't fall for her, u have an agenda, u can't give in to that kalpi, pakhi is it sole aim, single achievement if u really are still unto revenge..u can't let itself weak..and for that u need to hurt kalpi more so that she hates u ..stop coming near u, accept defeat from you...
So here after so much internal debate his mind finally won over his heart. He crushed all his feelings for kalpi. His hurt ego rearing its head up..he headed towards where kalpi was busy talking to on phone to somebody.Rk too was busy on an other call and kalpi moved out in the garden...with phone still on her ears and her mouth doing the talks in animated version. She was pouting at something which shoot a wild desire in rags. He was loosing control. He had to do something fast. This girl was waking up a monster in him who if awoken wouldn't sit still till it made kalpi his..Rags moved silently towards the garden where kalpi was all alone.
Kalpu was standing under a tree where soft moonlight was falling on her. She had her face up towards the moon..as if drinking the cold moonlight. A softbreeze was making her tresses fly here and there. His fingers were twitching to hold them. She looked like an enigma. He cursed himself for coming there but couldn't move himself from the sight she looked. She looked straight out from a painting with a dreamy far away look..a firmness and a relaxation on her face and body posture. Was it all due RK. HE knew he was gone. His heart was jumping with joy feeling her aura , she filled a void in his lonely heart, she made him feel complete.. His heart was singing a tune which meant that his purpose his aim had already shifted. She made him feel that somewhere he had already lost a battle coz he no longer wanted any revenge..he just wanted kalpna..only she could give him the peace , the happiness that he was longing for..strange that he loved kalpna the one who worked in his office and he yet loved this kalpi as well..this cat woman , this jungles Billi...no she couldn't fall so low as to break anyone life, she wasn't cheap and opportunist like pakhi and other girls..this girl knew the value of relations.. This girl knew emotions ..and she would be his..come what may..he finally decided that he would propose kalpi leaving all the revenge behind...
So how was the update...to be continued...hope I all love it..
Edited by dreamyjennice - 11 years ago