Honestly... when will the end of this hatred come? when will it end?
I'm just... I guess I melted a bit by suman's dreams and her expectations and from just missing OUR shraman in those flashbacks, not this shraman, doused in hundred misunderstandings, and that age old hatred that is not backed by love as it always was, but rather by menace and disgust.
Where is that suman that had that lively spark? When she wasn't so broken by her circumstances! and more than anything, SHRAVAN! I'm just so tired of CVs making him the papa junior with his constant misogynistic thoughts and remarks! There is only so much I can as a fan defend! I understand he doesn't know the truth about his dad and why suman did what she did! But, isn't the outpouring of his hatred ENOUGH already? It seems like he keeps crossing one line after another that the older shravan wouldn't have or at-least been repentant if he did!
And I'm also tired of Cvs making suman the victim of her circumstances time and time again! Where is her backbone? f**k shravan and f**k his dad if she is not being treated right! Her self respect plight does not gain sympathy with me because in a way she IS sacrificing her self respect in the first place by agreeing to marry shravan, despite his blatant hatred and disgust for her! I get why she didn't want Ramnath to pay for the wedding because of his taunts and such, and I also get why shravan would want it for his family, but what I do not get is how she LET the situation come to this point! There is only so much bending you can do for your family! And by orchestrating the situation like this, CVs have turned this show's direction into the CLICHE mode of girl fighting for her self respect through hero's hatred and misunderstandings blah blah blah, all the while fighting out the 'villain' ramnath. BUT THIS SHOW WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THAT OR ABOUT THAT! It was supposed to suman and shravan fighting their battles TOGETHER! Let me repeat that! TOGETHER! Not suman fighting it all on her own with a side of tears and self respect! They are a pair, or atleast were a pair that we loved! But, Cvs have tore that apart so badly that I am afraid to even hope for the mending of that break! And how will they even redeem shravan at this point? Just ARGH!
Sorry for this outpour, but it just seems like it's been AGES since that quaint, and soulful coffee scene on that quiet rainy afternoon, where suman poured her feelings out, waiting for shravan to do that same. Where is THAT shraman? Just bring me back THAT shraman, and the soul of this show will be restored! I have lost all hope at this point, but please just do this one little favor, cvs!
Edited by coolpixie - 9 years ago