Damaged- A FF on Sharaman Part 62 (Pg 150)

Precap_ Sharaman are married.

First evening in malhotra house _

Sharavan's room all beautifully decorated with candles and flowers.

(Suman standing near window in beautiful saree )

Sharavan Puttar , Arre jao Suman wait kar rahi hai...

Vandy _ Sharavan ... See Suman is looking so beautiful... right Mummy Ji

Sharavan goes inside and closes the door.

Sharavan_ I want to make myself clear don't expect any sympathy from my side, we got married because of our families and I will maintain that but do not disturb me. You always wanted a rich guy to marry and now you are married to one ... but keep your selfish acts with yourself and try not to cross my path ever.

Suman_ Sigh (changes clothes and sleep on couch)... Sharavan ... No matter what I do ... I will be judged by what your mother did ... or what I did when I was teenager. Do you still think I have any hope left ... From life itself... so hoping an iota of understanding is like asking for miracle. But what's new Suman... nothing right... A six year old living in someone else's home or an adult living in someone else's room ... like a unwanted guest...everyone waiting for the day when guest leave ... counting seconds ...and I am Counting seconds to get first chance to run out of this room...

Allast ek intzar to poora hua ... Sab kuch tumhare uthne se pahle ...vo bhe saans rok kar... Aakhir ye tumhara room hai... vo Mami ka ghar... mere to apni marzi bhe nahi hai... Do log apne the... par nanu ke liye bojh hoon ...aur tumahre liye kuch nahi...

Chachi_ Suman Puttar etni jaldi... abhi to 6 bhe nahi baje hai...

Chachi ji mujhe jaldi uthne kee aadat hai...

Vadiya hai ... Accha aaj halva bana lena ... pahla din hai tumhara ghar main... Sharavan ko bhe pasand hai...

Ji Chachi...

Sharavan wakes up... Kahan gaye ... Accha hai subah subha chehra to nahi dekhna padega...

Dining table _

Chachi_ Suman Puttar Bhai Sahab aur Sharavn ko halva do...

Ramnath_ Nahi mujhe court jaldi jana hai

Sharavan_ Mujhe bhookh nahi hai...

Suman_ ( New day new insult- I won't let you see how hurt I am never not today.. not tomorrow )

Lala Ji_ Suman Puttar muje de ... bahut bhook lagi hai...

Chachi later on _ Puttar Ji kuch din PCT man jana ... naye naye shaadi hue hai...

Theek hai Chachi...

Late Night Dining table _

Suman Puttar Tu kahna nahi kha rahi hai...

Nah Chachi Ji bhookh nahi hai... can I go and sleep ..

Haan puttar ji jao

Suman_ (I will sleep before you will reach to your room ... No I will pretend to be asleep... Neend ab kahan ...)

Sharavan in room , Suman is sleeping on couch ... earplugs in ears and her back towards him...

Khana bhe nahi khaya ... And she is not sleeping ...any way...

Nightmare (Someone following her ... she is running alone... Suddenly she is lift with that faceless face and he is trying to kiss her... She is drowning ...gasping for breath...)

Sharavan wakes up to muffled cries of Suman... Instinctively he tries to reach to her but suddenly she is awake, sitting with a jerk on couch with tear strained face.

Why she is not sleeping ... Sitting like this... cant she sleep ... khana nahi kahya hai... Neend kaise aayege.

Suman_ (every day same nightmare... My life is nightmare... I wish I could vanish into thin air... Life of hundreds nightmares ... life of broken wings... life of sleepless nights ... life of not been able to eat with others ... Life of countless charities and life of insults ... dreadful life of Suman.

Index_

Part 1 - (Pg 1)

Part 2 - ( Pg 2)

Part 3 - (Pg 4)

Part 4 - (Pg 6)

Part 5 - (Pg 8)

Part 6 - (Pg 9)

Part 7 - (Pg 10)

Part 8 - (Pg 12)

part 9 - (Pg 15)

Part 10 - ( pg 18)

Part 11 - (Pg 20)

Part 12 - (Pg 22)

Part 13 - (Pg 25)

Part 14 - ( Pg 28)

Part 15 - ( Pg 30)

Part 16 - (Pg 31)

Part 17 - ( Pg 33)

Part 18_ (Pg 36)

Part 19 - (Pg 39)

Part 20 - (Pg 42)

Part 21 - (Pg 45)

part 22 - (Pg 47)

Part 23 - (Pg 52)

Part 24 - (Pg 55)

Pat 25 - (Pg 57)

Part 26 - (Pg 59)

Part 27 - (Pg 61)

Part 28 - (Pg 65)

Part 29 - (Pg 65)

Part 30 - (Pg 67)

Part 31 - (Pg 70)

Part 32 - (Pg 72)

part 33 - (Pg 74)

Part 34 - (Pg 77)

Part 35 - (Pg 78)

Part 36 - (Pg 80)

Part 37 - (Pg 83)

Part 38 - (Pg 84)

part 40 - (Pg 88)

Part 41 -(Pg 90)

part 42 - (Pg 93)

Part 43 - (Pg 96)

Part 44 - (Pg 98)

Part 45 - (Pg 101)

Part 46 - (Pg 104)

Part 47 - (Pg 107)

Part 48 - (Pg 110)

part 49 - (Pg 111)

Part 50 - (Pg 114)

Part 51 - (Pg 116)

Part 52 - (Pg 120)

Part 53 - (Pg 123)

Part 54 - (Pg 125)

Part 55 - (Pg 128)

Part 56 - ( Pg 130)

Part 57 - (Pg 134)

Part 58 - (Pg 136)

Part 59 - (Pg 139)

part 60 - (Pg 142)

part 61 - (Pg 147)

Part 62 - (Pg 150)

Amazingly amazing... 😉
looking ahead for more keep it soonish...
😃
lovely update.. 👏

amazing start...
beautifully penned...
... too emotional...

Too emotional and marvelously penned. Update next part soon

amazing start
cannot wait to read what happens next
superb
continue soon

Amazing ! Totally in sync with Sumans character and thought .wow emotional

This is dark and i am intrigued! Love it!

Good..

Part 2_

Next day_

Again an early day fo Suman

Chachi_ Puttar Ji... kitthe ja rahe ho

Chachi Ji mandir jaa rahi hoon ...

Vah bhai acchi baat hai... jao puttar joa... main driver ko bol deti hoon...

Nhai Chachi ji main chali jaaongi...

Sharavn_ ( kahan hai dikh nahi rahi hai... )

Sharavan Puttar Suman ko dhood rahe ho ... vo mandir gaye hai...

Nahi chachi main kyo doodhoonga use... I am already getting late ...

Chachi_ ( kuch baat to hai... abhi maza nahi aa raha hai... bhai shahb bhe thode khush lag rahe hai ...en dono ke beech kee dooriyoin se... par nahi bahi sahab main aap ko khush kaise dekh sakti hooon... Mujhe hee kuch karna padega.)

2 o'clock...

Sharavan reaches home ...

She is not in room ... Where is she?

Chachi_ Sharavan puttar kuch pareshan lag rahe ho...

Nahi chachi main to ek file lene aaya tha...

Arre Maa jaise hoon ... maan padh leti hoon ... Suman ko doodh rahe ho... vo to subha se abhi tak vapas nahi aaye ... kuch kha kar bhe nahi nikli the ... shayad Tiwari kila gaye hogi.

Mujhe usse matlab nahi hai chachi... jaha jana chahe jaye... (Subah se mandir ... ye kabse mandir jane lagi...Strange)

Night_ Sharavan enters in dark room ... She is sleeping on couch ... her face buried in pillow. Room is eerily silent ... as if she is not alive.

He switched on light ... Still no stir ... like she is holding her breath deliberately.

Suman_ (Light hurts... I am running in black tunnel since long ... can't see properly ...and this light hurts my soul. I want darkness to engulf me... Darkness is so soothing... so peaceful just like my mom's hug. Maa where are you... Its feel like I am sinking, like someone is pulling me below the surface... like I am stuck in glass room and walls are coming close... Mom, just like they mount butterfly in glass frame beautiful yet immobile... and visible to all ... bare and dead.

After some time Sharavan trying to sleep...

What happened Suman no fight haan ... so you have lost all the grit ... its good for you that you don't show your face to me... You can't even imagine level of my hatred for you ... Just be invisible always.

Later in the night_ same nightmare in loop

Sharavan_ Again some nightmare? did she say Aditya? Sumo is looking so lost ... My Sumo ... What went wrong? Sharavan you Sure whatever you are doing is right ... No she is devil and self-sufficient she doesn't need you.

Superb update wic..
I want something like this and u wrote this sumo's pain.. awesome..
Thnx dear..
Continue soon