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Hi Everyone I have still not stopped gushing with excitement...
I am at my parents house now ...as I stay in a different city where I work...and if u read thru u would know why!😳
Epilogue
" Rio "...I heard him say while we sat sipping coffee after this long pending outburst of emotions.
" Whatever u did or said made me more and more confident about ur love for me..what made u so underconfident about me that u started showing withdrawal symptoms?"...He was asking this in all sincerity and I had to give an honest answer.
I started " I was pretty confident about u myself and was contemplating telling u how I felt before u suddenly left. But the expression that u gave when I hugged u at the airport and the fact u dint even hug me back left me in a doubt..and moreover..before I could say anything further...he cut me short and
He said...what expression did I give u? And did I not hug u back? I must b thinking something else...he dismissed...but I don't remember what expression I gave u to create that doubt... but whatever it was how did it become bigger than what we felt said and wonderful time we spent together for those 3 months or almost a lifetime of knowing and loving each other??
I seriouly felt a dagger in my heart...and also felt totally stupid on two accounts with this revelation. First the very basis from where my doubts started hadn't seem to have occurred at all...as he said "what expression and did I not u hug back" as if it dint occur and leave apart it being intentional or anything near about that!
And second he had asked a very relevant question to which I had no answer.
I gathered strength and said I agree I misread all of that but the communication gap and sudden distance added so much confusion to my mind and my agony increased with more than required ignorance from ur end... I just grew more and more doubtful...i admitted...but honestly I never gave up hope...I was being truthful..I continued..I was going to talk to u about it once u were back from ur sisters wedding. But I am glad u came over before that.
He nodded this time...and said...yes I should have shared with u what I was going through to keep u in perspective of the situation and it's no secret that I have pretty one track mind so if I get engrossed in one thing I tend to ignore the rest but it's not that other things r not important...but it's just me...he sulked!..I cornered u on that account I agree!
This acknowledge ment from him filled my heart with even more love if there was any space still left!
He again asked me something that bowled me over!
Rio he said..we have waited really long to be together haven't we?..I just nodded as he hadn't seem to have completed what he was trying to say.I nodded firmly and waited to reactioc any further for him to complete...and I was right this time in reading that...phew!!
as he continued after my firm nod...Do u think we need more time before we take the next step? He was hinting at marriage ..I understood that.
He had left the ball in my court with that question!
I was trying to process everything at lightening speed.
I had been waiting for this pretty long myself but all of this happening in matter of few hours had left me in a complete daze.
He read the confusion on my face and said " I understand everything is happening too fast given that we were moving at snail pace till now!...he actually said "snail"...OMG..and in all honesty I couldn't help but think of SHRAMAN..even in this most crucial situation in my life...I was crazy for sure...but I pulled myself back to my life soon..as he broke my thoughts as I heard him say..
... u please think carefully ...but let me put my situation across too as clearly as possible..before u make up ur mind.I had asked to book ur tickets sooner or with me on the connecting flight for my sis wedding for this reason itself so that we can talk and decide...but as u din't seem to b coming...but that's history and see now so we got one extra day to decide he smiled...his positivity warmed my heart...he continued
I have to go back in 15 days and given the financial commitments I have towards my family I won't b able of come back anytime soon even if I want to unless I get this kind of renumerating job here... to
I could see the pressure he was talking about he was talking all along when he was there...not in negative connotation but yes he was just tensed..about somethings apart from the job and it bothered me even then and now even more.
He was opening up to me.about it thankfully..and then one thing lead to the other and he told me a few things...
Then he said given that would u b ok if I say we get married in these 15 days. As it leaves u with the option of joining me whenever u want to quit the job or find one there..also it will help u to get a visa given that I have a work permit already! And from my end I just need u to b with me... right now I unable to think beyond that ...as I said I am pretty one track... so u think about ur career everything else...and tell me I will fall in line with ur perspective...I promise..
..but I want u with me...he concluded.
I was left without a doubt and the answer was yes i was ready and dint need much contemplating as he had already thought it through even from.my end!
He wasn't asking me to come.along right then with him..he was asking me to keep the option of joining him whenever I wanted by taking the relationship to a level complete commitment I dint need much contemplating or thinking on it...
So I said yes I was ready and he still asked me think again..but I was sure really sure.
Now came the question of parents!
He was confident his parents wouldn't object even a bit and
Love marriage wasn't a new concept in my family as most of my cousins have had a love marriage and our house is a mini India in itself.But the time period... and the rush... how would we explain them that?
He left to his hometown that very evening.
And right now we are on that job!! Keeping fingers crossed I came to my hometown have convinced my parents for an engagement on the 14th...after my parents spoke to his
He has to leave on the 20th... and marriage doesn't seem to b happening now...I knew my parents wudnt agree to this rush..but I tried😳
But I guess there has to be break now in this current jet speed love story..or real love!😳
Thanks again for reading and commenting!
And thank so much for ur sincere wishes!
PS. Rajat has no clue about EDKV as of now... I plan to tell him some time in fursat though!
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