My story which has a few parallels from EDKV Epilogue Page 5

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Hi I am Riya most of u know me by the name of Rio.. Today I am here to share with u my story which has a few parallels from EDKV.
Ok to start with let me tell u I will soon b getting married to my childhood friend.That's the biggest parallel to EDKV and if u read on u might find a few more!Now that u know the end or the beginning of my story ..u may like to read how it happened.It all happened just yesterday..and I am writing it today..definitely shows my excitement!And during the story u will also know why I am sharing this story here...

I will try to keep it as interesting as possible but can't promise as I wouldn't add fiction to this true story.As the story is a lil long I will break it in 2 parts.

I met this my friend of mine Rajat when I was 10 years old when my father got posted on a transfer in the same city as his. We got our house in the same neighborhood as his father and mine were in the same organization.
I also got admission in the same school as his.
He was a year older to me and coz we used to catch the bus from the same stop we started talking.

I was always interested in sports and joined the badminton team in school. Soon I came to know that Rajat was part of the badminton team which represented our school in various tournaments.
In the next 6 months I picked up well on the game and was selected for a tournament where he and I were to play the mixed doubles. It was during these rigourous practice sessions we became good friends from just being in the same neighborhood or bus mates.
After that we represented our school many times in different tournaments in which we won a few games and lost many..Rajat was good sportsman but sometimes a really bad loser.. I was more passive! After every game he wud either show immense euphoria of winning or take out his frustration of losing and then tell me where he and I went wrong or did well...I took to his moods easily..and showed lil reaction...but just heard him out..also I listened and learnt attentively whenever he. gave feedback. He appreciated that a lot!

School life was catching on and our friendship was blossoming well too..we spent time playing many other games even after coming back from School with other children in the vicinity but ensured if it was a team game we both were in the same team.
It irked the other children many a times as we were always adamant to be in the same team coz our coordination with each other was very good whether it was football tennis hand cricket or any other team game... our non verbal cues were not understood by many which always gave the us the edge over the other team. So we were a GOOD TEAM!

Years passed by and we grew up knowing fighting helping sharing caring for each other as good friends.. Honestly there was no best friend feel as I had mine and he had a gang of boys but I could not figure out who was his best friend as he was equally friendly or ruthless to every one.. a boy thing I guess!


For the next 4 years we were there for each for so many things and to name a few .. he and I would make the bus wait or leave the bus if any of us was late and then go together in a Rick or other bus.or if any of us got injured during the game we took care of each other like a baby. We spoke about so many things like movies studies new songs fight with parents good bad teachers games.. anything and everything just like good friends do and fought on silliest of things..we reciprocated friendship and care in equal fervor.

Now I was 14yrs old and he 15! My father got the news of his promotion and a transfer again and we were to now move to another city.
I was very sad as I would have to leave the school my friends and settle in a new city. And I saw a weird restless expression on his face when I had broken the news to him. Of course he was sad I was leaving ..I told myself.
We promised to keep in touch thru emails and phone and gave each other a parting gift.
Finally the day arrived when I had to leave this city. While getting into the car I was sobbing and saw him coming over. He had missed school and had come to say goodbye.. We said goodbye and shook hands... but the hollowness I felt as soon I left his hand made me burst into tears..but I couldn't figure out anything..his expressions were pretty much blank but sad and I was just 14 to interpret anything. I accounted that hollowness to missing the place and friends where I had stayed a lil more than 4 years and fear of the unknown and going to a new one.But that feeling did not leave me even when I settled in the new city.
We both remained in touch through mails not very often though as we both had come to higher classes which needed time for studies tuitions and badminton which I refused to give up despite hectic study schedule.. it was something I wanted to hold on to for reasons known and unknown to me!

We spoke a few times over the phone initially but not often and over the next few months the emails starting trailing off and almost stopped from both ends and we just got busy with our lives.
He was out of my sight but not out of my mind definitely.. and I would drop him in an email to him once in a while.. but there seemed just no reason to b in touch..as he never responded to my mails. So I stopped mailing too.

I was 17 now and almost after 2 years I got an email from him telling me he had secured a good rank in one of the top engineering colleges.
Seeing his mail I remember my heartbeat had become erratic but I was a nerd I acknowledge as I dint figure out what was going on and accounted it to being surprised.
I wrote a very very formal email congratulating him to which I dint even receive a thank you.
Forward almost 7 years..the studies and career choosing stress had taken the better of me and after completing post graduation I was completing 2.years of working with this company

In these 7 years ...I had received 3 emails from him one for telling me that he was taking up a job in a good company after completing his engineering...the next one for informing he had completed his Post graduation and the last one was to tell me that had won a state level badminton championship.My heart had fluttered seeing all these email but I hadn't responded to any..I don't know why.. Actually I know why.. I din't want to build up any hope of communication or for that matter anything as the time gap and distance seem to have taken away the friendship I thought...and not receving reply to my earlier emails had left me a lil skeptical of receiving any response now...but I was soon proven wrong!

We were not even friends on Facebook as I was not active on social networking and neither was he.
I was completing 2 years of working with this company when I bumped into him during one of the badminton tournaments where I was a volunteer from organization side( though I played badminton still but had fractured my ankle in a freak accident and was adviced to take it easy for atleast a year) and where he had come to represent his organization as a player.

We were coming from opposite directions when we caught sight of each other and I froze ..became numb. I don't know what happened but I turned cold. F I was taking time to acknowledge whether it was really Rajat..he looked only a lil different but so much taller. We were in front of each other after 11 years!!! He saw me with questioning look in his face he said RIYA?
First it was question and then as an answer he almost shouted Rio..Rio...How r you? I without answering lifted my hand for a handshake but he just pulled me into a warm friendly hug... it was just a friendly hug I must acknowledge. I came out of my frozen state with that warmth and returned the hug slightly and said how r u Rajat in a very shaky voice!
Before we could talk any further his name was announced as he was playing singles final and he had to queue up. He started to go just to turn back and say "cheer for me and I shall meet u after the game...don't leave please". I nodded in affirmation and took my place with the other volunteers in the stands.

The same hollowness I had felt years back seem to have come back and my heart beat was erratic and it made me feel uneasy.
I tried accounting it to the shock of meeting a good friend after almost 11.years who was now 6 feet tall and looked really handsome. But the numbness and crenching in my heart failed me and I couldn't convince myself this time. I shrugged and tried to concentrate on the game.
I excitedly cheered for him watching him play with equal passion as in the childhood. Many childhood memories came back to me during 2 straight games he played which won him the trophy and I felt I won those games! In that moment I kind of acknowledged he was very very special to me...I knew it all along but I just acknowledged it consciously...but soon denied again..naming the feeling as a crush as I dint know the Grown up Rajat..so Acknowledging this as LOVE..wud b stupid I told myself and tried to clear my mind.
The tournament continued with some games left and he came and sat next to me in the stands.
The first question he asked me why I wasn't playing. I told him about the broken ankle and also that in the next one or two months I should b back to playing in full swing as i shall b completing the year of rest as advised.. His reaction surprised me beyond comprehension .. is an understatement and to say the least..
He said ya u better get back to the game as I want my Partner back and this time for Good.
Ok... my head spinned. I was already struggling with my feelings for this man and here he was saying this.I din't know where my heart was and honestly I din't know what he really meant ..it could be just an innocent statement..I tried telling myself...
..but in my heart of heart I wanted to believe he meant what I understood.. but given we had not met each other for so many years.. he stating something like that with the meaning I wanted to interpret seemed totally stupid again.

To be continued...( Edit:.Part 2 page 2)

Part 2 will be the final part which would be followed by an Epilogue!

The second part will also answer why I am sharing it here.

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Part 2 page 2 ( Final part)

Epilogue Page 5

Thanks

Rio


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Posted: 9 years ago
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Rio 🤗
First of all congratulations 🥳 🥳
Your love story is so similar to shraman's 😳
Very cute ❤️
May god bless u both 😃
Update the next part soon
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Wow! Congratulations man!! 🤗
So many parallels! Down to a broken foot! This is crazy awesome!
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Originally posted by: sapphire3

Rio 🤗
First of all congratulations 🥳 🥳
Your love story is so similar to shraman's 😳
Very cute ❤️
May god bless u both 😃
Update the next part soon


Thanks Priyam.. thanks so much 😳
and that explains my craziness for show to say the least.. I will update soon and I am sleepless for few days now for sure!! And thanks again🤗
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Originally posted by: Flibbertigibbet

Wow! Congratulations man!! 🤗

So many parallels! Down to a broken foot! This is crazy awesome!


Omg..fibb I dint notice that one... honestly I dint thanks for reminding... and thanks again!
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This is so cute. And it really does have many similarities with ShraMan. Update the next part soon. Eager to know your story. And ha congrats 😊
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congrats!!!! sweet story... god bless you both!!
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Thank u for ur wishes everyone... even ur likes mean a lot!!

Here is Part 2...which is even longer...I couldn't cut it short even if I tried...

He had kept staring at me after saying that he wanted his partner back for good and I was dumbfounded...but thankfully something big happened in the match and he looked away coz of a sudden Roar...and then got engrossed in the game which was going on. Much to my relief!

I kept giving him side glances which I am sure he noticed.
Then after a while he asked me if I was seeing someone... his direct questions were making me uncomfortable but that was him.. he hardly ever twisted anything and asked everything straight.. so it was good to see same old him...
ok I answered in a no..that too very quickly...which could have made him feel I was lying... I am not seeing anyone...I reiterated...He stressed again...saying.. Rio if u r seeing anyone..as an old friend I would appreciate an honest answer... ok it irked me.. I told him again" I am not seeing anyone.. but added in my anger..that even if I was why was he interested in knowing?...ok this time I guess I took him by surprise as after meeting almost 11.years later we were back to our bickering in an hour's time...Initially he was taken aback with my sudden attack and then he said now I am sure u aren't seeing anybody... and lifted his hand for a fistbump..something we always did after scoring a point... I returned it and we laughed out loud. To my surprise he said in the next moment just to be on equal level of knowing about each other I am not seeing anybody either.. ok now why was he telling me that. I asked myself... ok I knew...or Did I...I was thoroughly confused!

Soon he started talking casually taking away all the awkwardness which seem omnipresent a while ago. We then mostly spoke with regard to studies and career trying to catch up on the lost years. it was great talking like good old friends.
I was being subjected to all kind of stares by my friends all this while as I was sitting talking to a man who cud b a reason of envy to many women! I introduced him to my office colleagues as a childhood friend and my mixed doubles partner to which he added ONLY..I ignored that...just to avoid any further mess in my already messed up head!!!

During the course of the conversation he told my friends that I was his best friend in his growing years... it was a news to me too! Coz I handnt considered him my best friend then and he never told me that...But this acknowledgement from him kind of made my heart fill with joy happiness and warmth.
Soon I realized I was staring at him while standing next to him. Despite being 5 .5 feet myself I looked small in front of him and to stare at him I had to strain my neck much higher..but I was doing it so often that it kind of embarrassed me.
Though not wanting to leave I prepared myself and said goodbye and when he said while leaving... ...lets not lose touch this time I was determined not to take it casually this time and to definitely keep in touch.We exchanged numbers before parting

The next 3 months proved crucial for our relationship despite the fact we didn't meet as much as I would have liked due to his travelling due to work and I had my work commitments too... but this time period made me sure of my feelings for him
In these 3 months we met during tournaments and also for dinner movies etc.. a few times.I joined the same badminton club as his and I tried to catch up with his game... I had a lot of catching up to do as I had lost this one year and he had notched his game much higher otherwise also.

Hectic office schedules of both left little time and as his job required a lot of travelling it wasn't easy to meet on even weekends. We spoke on phone ...but not for long ..a few minutes .. he had something against talking over the phone this thing really irritated me...i couldn't have liked everything about him.. I told myself...

During our meetings we spoke casual stuff recollected our old friends matches we played and the ones we lost and won...the teachers.. and school and it amazed me the things he remembered..we spoke what we wanted to do in future ..which places we liked to travel...or how stressed I was with work..and he listened attentively...almost everytime.telling me I learnt to listen from u...making me blush every time he quoted this...and later added can't do that on the phone though just to irritate me again! Our conversations were very casual most of the time but still
he had said few things in these 3 months which were worth pondering over and to mention a few..

During one such conversations when I had said I am so tired that don't feel like cooking after coming back from work.. he had said dont worry I am a good cook..a very simple general statement in the context of want we were talking but i found it way too impactful...ok I was looking for hints...
then once while playing I had fallen bad and hurt my nose... and a friend around said jokingly face dekh lo theek hai na... kahi bigad tho nahi gaya naksha...that friend said it as a joke...but it irked Rajat..and he had responded with zero humor..jisse dekhna tha usne dekh liya u need not bother...scaring the guy away!
I had tried dropping hints too

One day i told him I really appreciated the way he took care of me when I got injured...and hoped that he could do that for a lifetime...he had looked at me and responded of course u wudnt find a mixed doubles partner so easily so till then I will take care of u..ok in forum language POPAT!

On the other occasion when other friends of his were talking about their girlfriends or boyfriends at the badminton court I had said I was stuck with one for almost a lifetime now but I guess it was time for me to move on..and I had received one dirty glare...I was happy that day...at least according to me I had dropped the biggest hint I could...but to my dismay we hardly met after that...
But the conclusion was...

I liked the Grown up Rajat ok I really liked the Grown up Rajat.. he was adorable .. he was arrogant..he was sometimes caring and sometimes really unconcerned...but it all seemed real...that was most important!
I was falling in love yet again!

Not that I had fallen out of love but yes it wasn't passionate then I have to acknowledge it neither seemed anything so very important then as it seemed now... I think it was just the time in my life and dawning of the realization had made all the difference!
So here I was in love with a man who I had known almost all my life!

Despite these on and off signals none of us was confessing..he was trying to sort out his feelings I told myself. As sometimes he really looked lost and unconcerned...I wanted to give him time and I did
I had no inhibitions confessing first but I was kind of looking for more cues from his end. I was sure of myself by now.

Another big plus came for him one day when we had met one of his group of friends and he
told them that Rio is the prime reason for me being so passionate about the game of badminton. she brings out the real passion in me and it dint die even when she wasn't around..as she was my best friend then and now...I don't know... he left it at that...Ok did i need anymore hints... yes I needed a simple I love u! As I still could interpret his words in more than one way!Me and my interpretation skills...they were no fun anymore...urghh.. he never twisted things so why now...it was annoying me!

But before I could make up my mind to confess and finally take that path that dreadful day came when I received a message from him that as an employee of his company who was posted abroad in one of the remote locations had met with an accident he was being sent on an sos basis to replace him.He was leaving the next day as the project was at a very crucial juncture.

I had no time to confess and neither did he..i thought...there was too much to do in those 24 hours in term of paper formalities for him to go and also packing etc.. he was leaving in a haste for 4 months atleast.. i decided to wait to confess as too many things were already playing on his mind just then.
I had gone to leave him at the airport but was so overpowered by my emotions that i hugged him tight and cried a lil. I had made my confession silently. He dint return the hug and looked back at me in confusion which had made me regret my action almost immediately! So I was just a friend still for him I had concluded.
and made Lil effort to b in touch after he left as I wasn't sure what the future of this relationship was..that one action of his created too many doubts in my mind
I wasn't ok being just friends I was very sure of that and if there was no future of this other than that then I was better off without him to save myself from any further hurt!
He wasn't making much effort to be in touch either which left me even more hopeless . Though he did tell me that work was maddening and the time difference left no time to b in touch as he was getting very tired and slept almost after coming back.. Next 4 months were hell as I was trying to cope up with my feelings...I used to write mails and send messages..all casual stuff..but was not getting response...making me unsure of what to hope for..

the sudden distance became too much to handle...for which I was not prepared...
distance had taken him away earlier and we had been just plain lucky to meet again ...but the distance and lil communication was not giving me good vibes and not helping me think straight...Rajats ignorance and lil communication wasn't helping either.. he used to call once a week just to ask how was I doing and had asked me to keep writing to him even if he dint respond... I was not reading this as a very good signal from him.. I wasn't ready to get deeper into this relationship without any commitment and he was not showing any signs of those... I kind of read it as he was trying to keep his options open either ways and it annoyed me... so no communication lead to miscommunication...

And now the reason i spoke about sharing this story here.. during those 4 lowest months in my life this forum helped a lot in coping up and remaining sane...as it helped me keep my mind off many negative thoughts.
I started watching the show around may when Rajat had left and starting following the post here. I was almost omnipresent then..Thank u all for sailing me thru my tough time..
I joined the forum in June and got attached to the show beyond comprehension for obvious reasons...

Ok coming to the last part of my story
I was losing hope by the day and this Sunday I was at my lowest low when he had called me to tell he was coming this Tuesday as his sister was getting married on the 13th of September...I knew about the wedding and received an invite from his sister but I saw no reason to travel to a different city for a "Friends" sisters wedding. He had earlier told me he may not come for the wedding given his work commitments but now he had called to say he had got 10 days off and he was coming I was euphoric at first but soon calmed myself down as his ignorance in these months had made me a lil doubtful about my feelings and very doubtful about the future of the currently non existent relationship.

He had asked me to book my tickets for his sister's wedding...but I had not showed much euphoria on that..and had said will see about it ...sighting work reasons...
going to unknown place amongst some acquaintances...as I knew his family but not that well...did not seem a great idea...I definitely had not given up on my hopes but going all the way to the wedding for a "probable future" seemed a lil OTT to me...so I had decided to wait for a him to come back here which he was anyway coming after the wedding to share my concerns and figure out my future course of action..I was trying to b practical I told myself...
practical my foot... u wud know soon why I said that!!

This Tuesday morning it was just 15 mins since I had left for my office that I got a call from him He said "come back from wherever u r I am am standing outside your flat.
I stay by myself there was no one to receive him.I had a roommate till last month who got married and moved out.

Butterflies and all things that fly started doing circus in my tummy and I told the taxi guy to take a U turn to which he obliged not making any fuss.. thankfully!
I reached my home almost breathless and couldn't wait for the lift ... but had to as I stay on a rather high floor.

As soon I came out of the lift he held my hand and said open the house door which I was anyway going to do. But the way he held my hand scared me.. he looked angry..no tired...no...I don't know what. I had not seen this expression on him...it was new.
I opened the flat and offered him water to which he nodded as he looked jet lagged tired but he dint let go of my hand and followed me to the kitchen ..he then sat on the table near by drinking the whole bottle of water. By now he had left my hand.

While he was still drinking water I asked him that he was to go to his hometown what was he doing here??...looking at his face I realized I had asked the wrong question.. he looked dissapointed and tired... but then came the BOMB

He came close to me and held my hand ... he said in a rather tired voice.. "Ya I had a layover of just 2 hours here then my next flight..to my hometown which was too lil so now I will take the evening flight...they refused to reschedule so ...he din't complete...ok realization dawned ...he had missed his flight from here to his home town to meet me...oh god...I wanted to curl up...but he soon continued..."U r such a Nerd...tumhe kuch samajh nahi aata na dikhayi deta hai... he paused and then said... u don't see I love u? Ok was it a question... well I kept mum confusion excitement guilt all over my face atleast that's what I felt within...I kept staring at him to continue... and finally he did...thankfully!

..I wrote emails only to u in those 11 years ...about most important developments in my life which u dint acknowledge and when I dint say or write anything u understood that I was doubtful about u?He sounded hurt.. i was crying from within ..what a jerk I was!
he continued..
I was waiting for a perfect moment to say this to u...that I love u.. have loved u don't know since when... but look at my halat i am saying this in a jet legged state all tired not even in the best frame of my mind. And he just sat down on a chair...and I dint know where to look... what had I done in my pursuance of being practical?
He continued... the last thing I would I have liked to do was to confess on the phone or Skype or anything..as I wanted to hold u when I told u I love u... so I chose coming over..he concluded...
Catching his breath again he continued..
I had thought of telling u during my sister's wedding by u din't seem to b coming...so I came here first...

Ok I was feeling terrible I had made a blunder...or I don't know something bigger...I felt guilty...i was almost on the verge of crying..when he held me ..continuing.. I wanted to say things on the phone to make things right..but not confess on the phone.. but honestly I dint know what to say other than this to make it right. So i came over to tell u. He was being plain honest...I had choked...
he continued..Something both of us had waited for so long could not have been said on the phone.. Right? I wanted to tell u earlier but just coudnt..my mistake I acknowledge and then suddenly i had to leave..leaving no room for telling u.. but I thought u knew and
U thought i dint understand ur hug?.. and this time please answer...he said...how was he reading my mind... and I nodded...with my head down not meeting his eyes..
he was unstoppable and said I kind of left reassured that now when I tell u... u won't b surprised as in those 3 months when we were together after meeting at that tournament I thought we both understood what we meant to each other EVEN NOW!..
Also it's not an excuse for being ignorant or not being communicative but I really don't have that in me and u know that...ok I had to acknowledge I knew it yes...but ...moreso..I heard him say...
I was really in struggling in so many ways there to make time for never ending problems.. as project was at crucial stagel new place language issues some union stuff everything.. and here distance was something which was taking u away from me again...I dint do the best job in keeping up the communication I agree and I am sorry... the man I adored admired loved had put me to shame in my own eyes with the love and understanding he showed for me..he continued...also this keeda in me for a perfect proposal ruined it... I wanted it..I cut him short now..I coudnt take this any more...
I held his hands and hugged him tight and said I couldn't have asked for a better way of u telling me ur feelings ..u showed how much u care...u really care and now is the perfect moment...I wasn't any saint either as I could have also confessed but I waited for don't know what...I heard myself say... but I love u so much atleast for 12 years now..not sure if even longer!!I could never love anyone coz I loved adored u so much. The emails u sent made my heart flutter for days... u can imagine my condition when I saw u at the tournament...I love u Rajat I really do...he said I knew it Rio...all along...
I said I have been practicing saying I love u in front of the mirror...and now I am saying it to u...finally... I love u Rajat and I am glad u came over...I am so glad u did.. . and I really very sorry for misunderstanding u... and please phone no phone...anything just say..from next time... I promise I would do that too...I can't afford to lose u at any cost... as I have realised we were just plain lucky meeting again at that tournament...what if we dint?..the question left shivers in both of us...

he stiffened a lil and engulfed me into a tighter hug... and said thank god we did but u know Rio... the nervousness u showed when we met at that tournament after 11 years made me confident that u loved me.. I know u well.. ur passion comes out in form of nervousness whether it's me or the game!

This talk happened over a period of long hour and here it may have seemed rushed...as I just summed it up here... I know it looked very filmy this way...but honestly it was dream come true but not filmy!

Ok what followed is a bit too personal...and i will leave it here..
I will write a small epilogue giving the future course ..

And Thank You Again!

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Edited by nancyrio90 - 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: Perpetuity

This is so cute. And it really does have many similarities with ShraMan. Update the next part soon. Eager to know your story. And ha congrats 😊


Thanks so much... the next part would look like Shraman story itself and this uncanny resemblance kind of scares me at times...
Thanks again!😳
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congrats!!!! sweet story... god bless you both!!


Thank u for ur wishes.😳


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