Here is to a heart wrenching episode. Here is my take:Shravan
He came outside hearing the chaos wanting to know why Preeta was shouting at his father. But when he stepped outside of the conference room he witnessed her talking rudely to his father. Half of himself boiled in anger because she was again taking his most valued possession first being his love/herself and so in anger he confessed he had done it making it sound as if on purpose but the other half drooped down in pain seeing her crying,realising what losing PCT meant to her and so he told her to get lost and turned his head maybe because he couldn't see the sight of her in pain in front of him.And when she believed he had done it on purpose his eyes poured pain,his hands and legs itched to just move as fast as they could and engulf her in his embrace and comfort her but alas he was tied,tied down by his own father. For him,her taking a step away from him signified her way of leaving him forever and not even lingering around trying to apologise the way she did. His life was now snatched. He tried to find some space so he could melt in pain but Mr.Berry the root cause of her pain he thought came in between and he even dared to insult her. He now lost his temper, he believed that it was only his right to insult her after the person who loves you can only insult you. Now the anger and rage flew above his head and the result the bird trying to fly high was not shot down. He sat in a dark room because he thought that's what he deserved, he thought after snatching away light from her life he did not stand a place to even see a ray of light. Wasn't his own guilt eating up already that Pushkar joined in too? He tried sending him away thinking his harsh words for her would make Pushkar believe that he was a stone and so Pushkar would sigh and leave but instead Pushkar stayed and his words acted as a ghee in a hawan fire. His heart bled when he was stated as the person who was not worthy of her friendship,his guilt was now accompanied by his worse fears of childhood i.e. not being worthy,worthy of being a son,friend or love. And the bleeding heart now developed a larger cut when he was told what struggle had she gone through all these years.
The only way to get rid of the guilt is to face the person who you pained.
Suman
Even papers failed to take back the trust she had for him,she did not believe he could do something like,she had faith on him that even after all the mess he would help her out. And when she reached his office she was met by his father who accused her for all the bad happening to her,who accused her of the pain she was suffering and the pain his son was suffering. Her broken heart now bleeded in the form of tears washing down all the love,faith and trust she had for him all because he at such a moment still took the side of his father and did not give her a chance to make her believe of him being at fault a false news. Seeing the last memories of her mother being taken away ,the little life she had left within herself was now gone and probably gone so far that it would take time to be back.She carried the PCT board,close to her heart,not letting anyone touch it as if it was her mother she was carrying. No words,no believe in mataa or god helped her bleeding heart to stop because she only knew what pain she was going through,she only knew what she felt after the two most important parts that made her up being gone. It was only her nanu that helped her to get back the SUMO from the SUMAN and now this Sumo decided that no matter what she has to face or what she has faced she will not let anything now come between her,her mother and her love for cooking.She now even grew stronger ready to face any challenge that striked her now.
It was now Sumo who would be shielding Suman.
*Why can't this Ramnath just die already? JERK!
*Berry ko achhi saza milli. Good job Shravan(though I am still angry from you)
*Pushkar you darling. I owe you one big time for giving your idiot bhaiyaa some brains.
Precap-Ramnath and Kamini once again up to something.They are going to rot in hell.
P.S.-Sorry if something sounded weird or confusing its just probably because of the encounter I had with a lizard just few minutes back.
Today I bow down for Nikita before Namik. She portrayed the broken Suman so well,all the emotions soo well that I almost had tears seeing her in so much pain. Now coming to Namik I loved how his eyes talked to himself(Shravan) all the guilt so clearly visible*intensity at its peak*
Kudos to the whole team for doing such a great job and showing Suman's feeling in majority because that's what exactly what we needed. Another great episode.
Do tell me what you feel about it.
Thank You
-Mitali❤️
Edited by SleepyPsycho - 9 years ago