Battle with his fear: Analysis

He was shocked to see his mother standing hugging him,he could not control anymore,his eyes were now full of tears ready to come out any moment. He heard his father call out for him and he knew it was time for showdown. His world came crashing down when his father announced that he won't keep any relation with him any more and he has lost the right to call him 'Papa'. All the fear of loosing his loved one and the fear of rejection came like a long lost love to him which he had forgotten long back. 10 years back his childhood was ruined,he was rejected and now he could not afford to loose his father. It did not matter to him if his father was wrong,all that mattered was the battle he was fighting with himself,the battle with his fear. He could do any thing to win that battle and prove the fear wrong that his loved one won't leave him again if he had to even accept a lie. Anger took over the love he had for her and all the frustration packed over these years were blown on her. I hurt him to talk to her like that,tell her that she was dead to him,did not mean anything to him but he had to do no how hard it would be cause he had to win the battle anyhow. He felt as if he had no reason to live when he could not find his father,after all he was the one cause of whom he had won the battle. He remembered about the book she gave and now he knew it was not her but his Mother,he tore it way,tore it as if tearing away her,her memories from her life but alas it wasn't possible because now she sat in the permanent place of his heart. Her smiling faced through the mirror laughed at him as if mocking him and telling what a fool had he of himself by trusting not only her but this world too. He remembered the time she took care of him and he wished that moment he could just erase them all but instead he broke down and cursed her,his fate for snatching love,happiness from him again.He was relieved when his father accepted it but as soon as he was about to defend her Chachi came in between putting all the blame on her and the result was as accepted,Ramanath's anger took over him and he was ready to harm her and that moment his heart pricked,he was scared that she would be hurt,he knew his father well. But all his care for her was washed down when his father started coughing and anger took place,feeling of hatred grew.

P.S.-When Shravan explained Ramnath about listening to his reason and not coming to conclusion without knowing as the half truth was worse then a full lie.I wish I could knock this guy down and tell him that he was doing the same,not giving Sumo or Nirmala a chance to explain

She was happy,happy seeing that the mother son were coming close and her mission was about to be complete but than came his father and spoilt it again by his manipulative ways again.She tried defending Shravan,saving him but Ramnath was so into his ego that he refused to listen putting all the blame on him and she knew what would it lead to. What she thought happened,he was yet again manipulated the same way he was 10 years back and now here he was cursing her. She even beard all his curses but she did not refuse to forget her mission she tried hard but what could she do when he told her that she was nothing for him, just a dead person. How could she bear hearing those words from the person she loved? And she broke down . She cried and cried,tried calling him in hope he would pick up but nothing,she was unlucky right from the day she was born she thought. She suddenly remembered that he had come to Tiwari Killa to tell her something and suddenly all the realisation dawned on her, she realised why was he suddenly so nice,happy and sweet with her,she now realised that he had come to confess,confess what he had locked within him for these 10 years. And she cried harder cursing the cruel fate that always was against them. What she did not know that it was not fate but her own silly mistakes.

*Now Ramnath will spoil PCT's name (I am sure it would be Kamini's plan) and all the blame would come on Shravan because he told Suman today that how he wished he could shut down the kitchen in which the daal was made. Ramnath kee toh😡

*Kamini is a witch! I hope she suffers.

*Poor heart broken Shraman,my heart goes out to them.

Precap: Nanu scolding Suman,poor her no bestfriend support no family support(probably) but thats just just history repeating itself(Same happened with Shravan). Suman comes to meet Shravan in the office but is told to wait by the excuse that he is in a meeting which for sure is a lie told by Shravan himself. She is sitting outside,waiting for him and looks at her through the window shades,It shows that he cares still and Sumo is hell bent on meeting him today no matter what it takes. I soo hope she sits there in the office for long without food and water and Shravan's heart goes out to him but he cannot do anything but indirectly cares for her.

Take a bow for Namik. He acted soo perfectly,all the pain,anger,sadness,confusion and hatred clearly visible on his face. Nikita did a perfect job too by portraying the broken Sumo. Too good👏

And kudos to the whole EDKV team for showing such nice episodes.

-Mitali❤️

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Don't worry the Tashan between them is only going to increase the love and intensity between them so sit back and enjoy!

Hhaaha I am sure you will get used to it very soon.

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Lovely post👏

You see through Shraman so easily it's astonishing!

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I love ur posts,keep making them

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Its probably because I can kind of connect to few parts of Shravan/Suman's character well😳

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All these comments keep me going.