Chapter Two
The Association of Indians in America was organizing a grand event to felicitate an Indian who had made an outstanding contribution to the society. Suman who had made it to the headlines as the youngest and fastest growing entrepreneur was chosen by this organization. It was a proud moment for her and her entire family. Whatever she had achieved in life, she had done it through her own merit. She had no godfather or godmother to guide her way. She sweated out for every bit of the sweet success she was tasting now.
True to her punctual ways and adherence to the rule book and etiquette, she was well ahead of her time for the function. She hated when she saw people promising to come at a particular time and never turn up or come very late. It just showed their attitude of taking you and your time for granted. She respected herself and her time and hated when anybody took them for granted. People always had excuses ready for everything including carelessness.
The event was supposed to begin in five minutes. But all she saw was the organizers rush this way and that as though they were doing something very important while in fact they were all trying to kill time in waiting for their Chief Guest. She was just trying to think why they were all getting so flustered and cutting this guy whoever he was so much slack. They had not given the name of the Chief Guest in the Invitation Card. They were actually not sure even if this big shot whoever he was would even turn up. So they had someone waiting as a backup if he failed to turn up.
It was well past two hours from the time the function was supposed to begin. Suman had asked the organizers the tenth time when the event would begin and they had duly apologized that they were waiting for the Chief Guest. The audience was also getting irritated by this time. Actually if they had begun on time, the event would have even been over. Suman told herself that she was going to count till ten and if the Chief Guest did not turn up before that, she was going to walk out.
Suman closed her eyes and began counting within her breath, "One, two, three...(She did not observe that the entire hall had gone silent while she was doing this.) Four, Five, Six, Seven...(Steps were heard ascending the steps of the podium. Several loud and crazy whispers, exclamations, words of admiration made their rounds among the entire audience.) Eight, Nine...(The speaker who was anchoring the entire event said, "Ladies and Gentlemen put your hands together for the person over whom the whole of India prides, Shravan Malhotra, the winner of the Euro-Asian Table Tennis Doubles, and our Chief Guest for today!"
This was the rudest shock Suman had had in a long while. Everything was still so vivid in her memory as though it just happened yesterday. He was the last person she was expecting to see here, and much less as the person who was going to felicitate her this evening for her contribution to the society. Her throat evaporated for a moment and she broke out into a cold sweat. She said within herself, "So you had to come even here and spoil even this evening for me. After everything that happened between both of us, the least you could have done for the sake of my peace of mind is to have kept yourself out of my way. You could have spared me the happiness of at least this evening. But you're still the same. THOUGHTLESS AND SELF-CENTRED!"
Suman's mind went back to the time when they last parted. Both of them were having a big argument.
Suman: Shravan, please be practical and think of things from my point of view. This is a once in a life-time opportunity for me. I have always dreamt of completing the second year of my postgraduate course in Management in America. My flight is at ten, tomorrow morning. (A bit shyly and hesitantly)Will you come to see me off?
Shravan: You don't need my permission to do anything, do you? I'm not coming. You carry on!
Suman: I am just asking you to be happy in my happiness. And America is not so far off. We can still keep in touch.
Shravan: Oh, I know what you mean! Purna, the very reason why I cultivated your friendship is no more between us. You too can leave now if you want. I am least bothered!
Suman (By now in tears which she could not hold back): Shravan, I know that you liked Purna and that Purna was my best friend. But you are my friend as well. What can I do if Purna was not interested in you and wanted someone else in her life? I did my best to speak to her about you but...
Shravan: It's my mistake, is it? Who would even be interested in wasting his time over a nerdy, unpopular, boring, insipid, and dry bookworm like you? But I did! Remember you had no friends in college except me and Purna. I thought that if a college beauty like Purna found something in you to call you her best friend, there must be something in you. But you are as worth not knowing or being friends with as that stupid bimbo Purna, your so-called friend, who is all face and no soul.
Suman: Whatever be the grounds on which our friendship began or whoever the people, who catalyzed it, I still feel that what we shared with each other was so true and real. Shravan, I was always with you in your everything. I trusted you when even you were not ready to believe in yourself or your dreams. Can't you be with me in this alone? Can't you support this dream of mine by letting me go, without any of this unpleasantness, in a positive frame of mind?
Shravan: Thank you but no thanks for all this condescension! Get lost from my life!
Suman: Shravan, I know that you are angry this moment because I'm going away from...
Shravan: What a joke! Shravan Malhotra missing somebody as insignificant as you...You really delude yourself a lot. Ha! Ha! Ha!
Suman closed her ears to protect herself from the derisive laughter which threatened to batter her self-respect and self-esteem to tatters. She stumbled back from that place turning her back on what had been the broken pieces of a once beautiful friendship.
Shravan broke down sobbing after she left, "When Purna left, I felt a bit sad. But now when I see you going away from me, I feel as though something within me died!"
Her mother, father, Purna, her relatives, classmates, and even distant acquaintances had come to send her off. In this whole crowd of faces, there was just one that was missing, the person whom she longed to see the most before going away from India. She kept expecting against hope that he would at least come to send her off. But she was mistaken. Soon her flight took off and her tears dried up leaving a broken and empty shell within her. She never returned or turned back to see what she had left behind her after that. It all seemed worthless now.