What an intense high on emotions episode!
Continuing from Monday...Tara lashes out at him in all her fury and anger. Hurling out accusations he never thought would pierce him through!
Don't you dare take my name on your lips. Enough of your games. Both your faces have been exposed now Mjay. I had heard of a two-faced snake but I have seen one now for myself. Knowing that I am your wife, you kept meeting me as your friend. On one side you hurt me and on the other hand your healed those wounds. What kind of person are you? One side you pretended to be the husband and on the other end became a friend and sympathized with me. I thought the arrival of you in my life would drive away my loneliness. but I was so very wrong. Holding a dagger in both your hands you attacked me on my face and stabbed me from the back too. Sheesh I am ashamed for thinking of you as my friend. Why why did I think of you as a friend. You not only cheated me, but betrayed Baba as well. In front of him you pretended to be innocent and gained his trust so that this horrible side of yours would be hidden forever.
I now understood everything, why you kept saving me every time, because you wanted to own me and win me over, and hate me too. That is why you played this two-sided game with me, right because you were afraid that if you touch me at home I would tell Baba, that is why outside you tried to gain my love...she hits his chest demanding an answer, why did you do this? Tell me why did you do this? Only for Baba's sake I tolerated all your abuses. On his one word I left my home and came here, because he wanted me to bring love into your life, that drives away the darkness of a man's past. And gives a man reason to live, But what did he know that there is so much of filth that there is no place for love, what does he know that behind this innocent face is a savage, a monster who does not recognize between good and evil. A person who only believes in his dark intentions. To fulfill your final goal you gained my trust, and on the pretext of helping me you brought me here in a deserted place, what? what were you planning to do with me? You wanted to make me yours? Just like that victim girl whom you raped and murdered, just like that you wanted to rape and murder me and throw me in this lonely place? And he cringes at these words. She goes on, so that Baba and the world would never know of your real intentions. Answer me, she screams. This time you forgot one thing, this time you ended with the wrong person Tara not some helpless girl. You played your game, now it's my turn, every ploy of yours will be rewarded with a fitting reply.
He stood there accused and crucified once again! Just like Lord Shiva he consumed the poison. He saw her love being turned into hate and thrown back at him...her eyes questioning him why did you do this to me... "I did whatever I felt was right, you do whatever you feel is right. The early rays of the sun fall on him...he looks up and says, " It's going to be dawn soon, in this daylight you can choose any direction you want to. You are capable enough to do so.
At this point he thinks his plan worked and she is leaving him for good. He looks at her and turns to go away, when she says again, "Listen to one thing before leaving. He stops in his tracks, "In life if I don't give back with vengeance to the one who hurt me, I have done nothing worthwhile in life. "
Here it is directed at Mrityunjay but holds good for anyone who is responsible for hurting her and that means her true enemies who are currently using Mjay and Tara as their pawns in their deadly game of chess.
At this point he thinks I am a dying man...how much more can I be killed. I am already dead. My heart, my soul my mind. Completely broken from within he looks at her for the last time, she stares back with anger filled eyes hating him beyond hatred... He takes off with the jeep leaving her there.
Chhavi was simply fantastic and brilliant here. And Viraf dikra complimented it with his silent, suppressed performance once again! Rooted to a spot, resigned to his fate, the drooping shoulders, fallen face, and the immense pain in his eyes...
It's important not to indicate. People don't try to show their feelings, they try to hide them.- Robert De Niro.
Viraf did just that!
On his drive back he recollects his pheras, and how he held her hand, the placing of sindoor in her maang, and his rejection of her the first night...his and her journey until now...
Did he regret what he did? Yes...He places his hand on his head and cries...what have I done...what have I done...
Baba and Aditya have returned. Everyone present, Vasu, Nimmo, Rudra, Aditya and Meethi comes with a tray of tea. He enquires about Mrityunjay if he was handling things properly. Tayaji nods
Voila! Mrityunjay enters with the red band still tied to his head leaving Nimmo and Tayaji shocked.
Jayraj notices the hurt, the physical and visible one...Mrityunjay hugs his father and cries who can't see the internal pain and wounds inside of him...
Mjay lies saying he fell in the stable. Tara enters and announces," Till I am around, can any harm come to you son Baba?"
Now this was so deep. The enemies sitting around and she announced to everyone there, as long as she was around no harm could come to Mrityunjay. They may have their personal battles, but to the world they were a team. Solid as a Rock!
Mrityunjay is surprised to see her return home. His plan has failed. She wasn't going anywhere. She speaks to Baba but looks at Mrityunjay with a strange look. "After you left I took good care of him. Right?" He is confused why is she lying...what is this girl up to now? What game is she playing?
Enemy camp is visibly shaken up seeing this new avatar of Tara who openly challenges them that with her around no one dare do anything to her husband. And we are aware of the vice versa bit. That as long as Mjay is around no harm has come to Tara. She is of course taunting MJay but from the outside the dushman party believe it to be directed to them...
MJay looks at Tara, why did you return, why are you making it harder for me. Baba's birthday announcement is made. He walks past her, she holds on to his wrist. Sweetly she asks, "Surprised to see me? Tells him his bad days had just begun. You will be the first person who will see his own downfall. In life if you did not perform a herculean task then what is the point.
So now Yug has seen the picture of Aditya. His suspicious eyes take it all in, and he questions Nandini about Adi. ACP Tyagi bechara got himself transferred. He scribbles Mrityunjay on the whole paper. Until the nib breaks off. And warns Mjay of coming in between him and Tara.
Tara takes Meethi into confidence and plans something. Meethi is worried that something like this was never done.
What a scene, a deep blue sky, a lone ranger and his first love the gorgeous magnificent Maria...straight out of a Robert Redford flick...Mrityunjay thinks of Tara's warning to him.
Baba tells her to distribute gifts to everyone. Now I cannot understand Aditya also went to London then why a gift for him.???
A dashing cowboy our MJ comes striding in style, brown shirt, dark blue pants...She goes to him with a gift and a sneer on her face . He looks at her in a very suspecting manner," Dad has bought gifts for everyone,all have taken this is for you. Take it."
He probably thinks it's a bomb this girl is crazy the minute he holds it might go boom...not sure whether he should even take it...😃
Then she goes all lovey dovey on him and says, "Lijiye naah!"😉
Holds his hand in caressing manner and gives it to him. And yeah Tara has written a love letter for the first time. For my loving husband, Read and tell me please.Your wife has written it with lots of love. Read it naah." He is hesitant then flicks open the card, "Kal Baba ki zingadi mein aayegi bahar aur tum par hoga pehla waar!"
ROFL she is all out to kill him with an overdose of sweetness and seduction... She walks away holding her head high and a smile.😆
He is wondering what the hell is she upto now? He has never seen this avatar of her before.
Precap: Holding a knife in hand she walks in the middle of the night. Without you my mission is incomplete.
To me it seems Tara is planning a song and dance session and is all out to shame him and the family. Chhavi is a trained dancer and singer and I hope we get to a different side of her
Point to note that how much more can you do to the man who is facing death? So what could Tara possibly do in her revenge mode. Frighten him? How? Would that not be foolish, I mean scare off a murderer (that is what she thinks he is) with a knife, and who knows what next?
First and foremost you must realize that Mjay has done this for love. It's a selfless and divine love. Love for his Father, Love for his Mother and a divine self-sacrificing love for Tara.
It has not reached to a point of passionate, desirable, intoxicating kind love for Tara. When the self-sacrificing love shifts to a passionate love mode Mrityunjay will change and give up his decision to die for someone else's sin! It has to move from an I Give Up to an I Want You mode! From being selfless to selfish for himself!
Tara has no clue that Mjay loves her. Tara is now on a mission to seduce him with sweetness and make him fall for her deeply and hurt him emotionally. Tough luck for her though she will fall in love with him, deeply and passionately too. Because what she felt for her friend was fondness only.
This is what hit me going by the way she is behaving. . I could be completely wrong here though. 😉
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