~//A Monsoon Night's Dream\\~ (Rantara OS)(last chapter @pg12) - Page 6

Originally posted by: Tsuchi

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ur bannerwa is very beautiful 😳

Ria yr..its such a nice update😛...in antu's vision raghu is always irritating person😡😆..who doesn't care fr anyone?..n she remembered all her encounter with him.😆..they got a place to stay fr a night😳...but so sudden she felt him nice n hurted soul...last scene was so emotional.😭.she was recalling her memories of her dad...that song is very heart touching 😭

waiting fr next part.😃...abhi to main predict bhi kr rhi hun ki aage kya hoga?😳..Raghu use aise hi irritate karega ya phir aur?😆

thx...😳

Originally posted by: sanjinimala

Mind blowing update as usual. Loved every bit of it. Show ki yaad dila di tuney mujhey yaar! Patah nai may kiya kiya imagine karney lagi thii. 😳 hehehe. .update soon..thank you!

Originally posted by: pampz

oMG ...treehouse ...so romantic ...uparse barish and andhera and Antu ki tuti hui tang ...hhahah

loved the situation and loved more the actionsand dialougues of Riyu tukahanse exactly Raghu ke dialougues lati hai bata ...kahin chupkechupke Raghu se milti toh nahi ????????😲😲😲

sach bata warna aisi exact tone feel and words tu kaise likh dalti hai ?????😆😆😆

it was wonderfulyaaar ////loved it enjoyed it and cherished it to its fullest . the way u r givng the innerside of ANtara tothe readers rfabulous ...

toh Raghu ko hai pyar Antara se ...Antara the one n only panouti ...toh ANtara ko lag jati hai bura jab BHI Raghu kahta hai kuch bura bhala ...iskamainkya samjhu Riyu ??? kahin dono taraf aag lagi hui hai ...and dono kohi pata nahi ????

loved it sooo much

waiting for the next part

Chapter 4

There is nobody other than you who is mine,
All my destinations are here in you alone
Come, end all distances,
I wish you to share me with myself,
Peek into me a little bit..
What I am..

For a prolonged silent moment I continued to look towards raghu's face trying to detect what he was thinking at that moment. It was so tough to detect his thoughts from the stiff lines and silent expression of his face but his eyes expressed so much. Whenever he was mad they emerges hidden fire, sometimes it was so black and emotionless reflecting his pain and sometimes it was so unreadable for me. Just like at that moment, I felt like I could get lost in those black orbs if I tried to get the meaning of those eyes but couldn't find the answer anytime.

I lowered my gaze from his and cleaned my tears. He was awkwardly still silent. I shouldn't break down in front of him. he would definitely create mockery out of my situation! Either he would say that I would surely cause a flood in the room with my continuous crying or he would plan to remove the water crisis of country with my continuous crying. I was getting ready for all possibilities but when he opened his mouth I got the most unexpected question coming out.

"Tere Pappa ke sath kya huya tha?!!"

I shook heavily as his firm question hit my ear. I looked up to see if he was making fun of me. But his damn serious eyes shot demand for answer to mine. I looked towards the rain outside to avoid his gaze.

"Tu kuch der pahele mere koo kuch bata naa chahti thi.. apne papa ke barein mein.." He was not ready to leave the matter so soon, "Par tu ruk gayi. Kya huya that ere pappa ke sath?!" I remained silent in answer.

"Antara!!" His voice was getting firm in passing moment. "Chup raheke koi fayda nahin. Tujeh pata hain, bina puri baat jane apun tere koo nahin chorne wala." He asked seating at my front properly leaning his head on door.

"Kya karoge jaanke. Kyun mere purane jakhmon ko kured ne mein tule hoo?" I asked slowly still looking at the rain outside.

"Tera jakham naii kured raha hoon... Balki ussey kam karne ki koshis kar raha hoon.. Apun ne suna hain falguni se ki tera pappa... woo off hoo gaye hain na.." he said in cautious voice. I shut my eyes tight to control the tears which were again going to overflow. "Par falguni nee yee bhi kahan hain kit u apne pappa kee barein mein... apni family ke barein mein kabhi kuch nahin kahan uss sey.. Kyun?! Apne gham koo aise andar samet ne se kya fayda milta hain tujhe misscall? Kabhi apna dil khol ke kholke kissi koo kuch bata ke too dekh, 100 taka tujhe acha lagega!" he assured like a specialist. I sad smile crept on my face automatically and I looked back to him at last. His eyes looked eager and patient at the same time.

"Kyun bataoon tumhe main apne pappa ki barein mein?!" I just asked bluntly.

"Kyun ki tere koo bata ne kaa hain..." Healso answered with some simple words. But those words seemed the most truth at that moment.

Yes, I had to tell that! The wall had broken and it couldn't hold the flood more.

"Sayad das bara saal bit gaye uss baat ko... fir bhi abhi bhi woo din mere yaadon mein base huye hain... jaise maano kala ki hi batein hoo.." I sighed and started to reveal the very painful story of my life which I shared with an outsider for the first time. I moved my gaze back to the rain outside. "Meri 12^th b'day tha uss din. Din bhi bahut acha tha... pura shrinagar shahar thand ke mausam ke baad bahar ki paheli dhoop mein jaise khil uthi thi.. charo taraf jaise mausam mere life ke special day koo celebrate kar rahe the.." I smiled and paused for a moment, "Sab khus the uss din. Meri momma, pappa... Ishan too bas tab teen char mahine ka chota bacha tha... par woo bhi apne bari bari gol gol akhen aur bina daton ke smile se apni khusi ka izhar kar raha tha... meri exam ki result bhi nikli huyi thi kuch din pahele... maine top kiya tha pure class mein... Pappa bahut khus the.. unhone mujhse pucha ki mujhe kaunsi gift chahiye... Main joo mangugi wohi woo la kee de dengey... kuch dino pahele maine shopping mall mein ek bara saa doll dekha tha joo mujhe bahut pasand aa gayi thi... Maine pappa se kahan kii mujhe woo doll la ke de... Momma ne kahan woo shopping mall too bahut door hain... baad mein la dengey... par main nahin mani... zid karne lagi uss doll ke liye. Pappa ne kaha kii woo jayengey... woo apni beti ka b'day wish kaise poore nahin hone dete..." My voice chocked and tears streamed down my eyes. My voice dried in my throat.

"Fir?!!" I heard his voice in silence. Cleaning my eyes I started again, "Mujhe kya pata tha kii terrorist nee uss shopping mall mein bomb plant kiya huya hain... pappa gaye uss doll koo lane ke liye... tabhi shopping mall mein blast..." I couldn't say anymore. I felt like some invisible hand grabbed my throat and stopped my voice. The huge outburst of pain again came down pouring my eyes and chicks.

"Fir kya huya?!" his firm voice hit me again. "Nahin!! Aur nahin bata sakti main..." my voice stammered as I said those words. I felt a light press of firm grip on my shoulder. I looked back and found raghu nearer to me and leaning towards me with that calm and composed gaze. I blankly stared towards him for a while.

"Dekh Antara... aaj apne aap koo mat rok... sab kuch bata de... nikal fenk iss ghutan koo tere andar se... warna yee kira tujhe andar hi andar kha jayega... aur agar aaj tuu nahin bol payi naa too kabhi naii bol payegi.. aur sayad kissi koo bhi nahin!!" His voice was straight, sharp and firm, still it was soothing and convincing. His calm gaze somehow gave me power to spit out everything.

"Humein jab TV pe blast ke barein mein pata chala tab bahut der hoo chuki thi... Hum log aas lagaye baithe the ki sayad pappa wahan nahin the blast ke time..par sab kuch ussi waqt khatam hoo gaya jab armies nee unki body..." I chocked again as I remembered pappa's blood covered burnt face. My whole feature trembled like my all limbs were going to broke apart from me. Raghu's grip tightened on my shoulder on squeezed my skin. Somehow I felt better by his gesture and hold back myself enough to continue the rest story. "Pappa ke maut kee gham se hum bahar bhi nahin ayein the kii aur eek musibat toot pari...Pappa ke sare relatives joo ki humlogon se itne saal tak mile bhi nahin the... achanak se Kashmir aa pauche" I paused for a while as my pain was subsided by the disgust for those loathsome people who did injustice to us. That time raghu stayed patient and waited for me to continue. "Pappa ki sari properties unn relatives ne le liye aur humein beghar kar diya..." I started gain. "KYA?!!!" Suddenly raghu's voice seemed frustrated. "Haan!!." I nodded, "Ghar se nikal diya unhone ne mere momma aur hum dono bhai behen koo... Chote se ishan koo dekh kar bhi unko taras nahin ayya... Ekbaar bhi nahin soche ki hum kya karengey, kahan rahengey... woo log pata nahin kahan se property ke papers le ke a gaye auee property claim kar liya... Kannon koo bhi apne sath kar liya... Mazburan hum sab ko gar chorna para..." I sighed. "S**a!! Sidhe mooh pe maar ne ka tha unn logon koo... Tab dekhti kaise yun naak pakar ke nikal lete ghar se.." Raghu said snapping his fingers from side which irritated me again. "Tumhe mar ne yaa maar ne ke siwayein kuch atta nahin hain kya?! Humesha bas yahin karte rehete hoo." I asked a bit loudly. "Lee... Ab ghum fir ke tu apun pe hii char gayi... tera yahich batein naa apun ka khopri sataak deta hain..." he said making a face. "Too galat kya kahan maine?! Kitne be rahami se maar rahe the uss admi koo jab maine tumhe paheli baar dekha tha basti mein..." As I uttered those words he made a barely audible gasp and looked towards me, "Sirf uss din nahin... maine bahut baar dekha hain tumhe basti ke sarako par maat pith karte huye..." I said with a slightly harsh voice to prove my point. "Ohh!! Too tuu mujhe dekhti bhi hain misscall.." His voice turned into mockery. "Huh?!!" I was so confused by that sudden question. "Aur naii too kya?!... Ghar pe jab bhi woo kabhi tu apun ke saam ne aa jati thi... Too mooh fira ke aise kalti maar leti thi jaise apun dikhayi hi nahin deta tere ko... sab se too baat karti hain ache se... apun logon kii woo naukar buntiya se bhi... apun kee thobre mein kya likha hain...ki baat karna mana hain!!" his utter irritating voice made me frustrate again. "Ajib admi hoo... main kissi se baat karoon yaa naa karoon woo tumhari marzi... aur waisey bhi main tumhare jaise gunde se koi bhi interaction nahin karna chahti!!" I fumed. "Oye... sochna bhi mat apun ke sath action karne kii... Sukhi matches ki tilli ki tarah figure hain... Ungli lagate hii hawa mein udd jayegi!!" He said laughing nastily which boiled my head more and more.

"Idiot!! Woo action nahin interaction hain... dono kaa farak bhi nahin pata kya?!!" My anger was on top at that moment.

"Naii pata... kya farak parta hain... action ke agey piche kuch laga diya too kya woo meaning change hoo jata hain?! Antara ke agey pooch laga diya too kya woo gadhi antara ban jayegi.." god it was too much!!

"Dekho tum..." I fingered towards him fuming in my worst anger but cut short by his words.

"Eee kya dekhoon yaar... tab se too tujhe hii dekh raha hoon... aaj naii pure ek saal se tank jhank raha hoon tujhe... ab aur kya dekhna baki rahe gaya..." he uttered shamelessly without any hesitation in his mechanical irritating voice.

My whole feature was burning in so much anger that I couldn't even argue with him. "Just let it go antara... there is no solution for it..." someone told me from inside and I moved my face from his side shoting an angry glance to him.

"Haan... ab suru kar de apni nautanki... dikha apni akar... pata hain miss call. Teri yee akar naa sab se bara locha hain... Agar yee naa rahe naa to tera baki sab feat hain.." he continued as usual.

"Maine tumse mera character certificate nahin manga.. Main I know ki main jaisi bhi hoon achi hoon. Duniya mere barein mein mein joo bhi soche... I don't even care now!!" my voice became firm as I stated the last word. I really didn't care anymore. If people accuse me as burden then let them. I really don't care.

"Misscall... Oye!! MISSCALL..." Again that irritating scream! "God, please spare me from raghu." I said in mind. "Oyee!! So gayi kya?!!"... Uff!! God was not being merciful to me at all. "Kya hain?!!" I asked looking towards him in irritation. "Tune puri baat nahin batayi mere ko.." he asked in serious tone. "Ab kya sun na hain tumhe... please mujhe pareeshan mat karo.." I said almost begging. I was tired of quarrels. "Tune kahan tha kii sab tere koo panauti kaheta hain.." he asked ignoring my request. Again I was a bit shaken by his sudden question. "Kyun?! Kyun sab tere ko panauti bulata hain?" his voice was so demanding and dominating which forced me to answer back. "Too aur kya kahengey log... Joo larki apne pappa ke maut ka zimmedar hain.. Woo too panauti hi huyi naa.." my heart pinched as I said those words in my motionless voice. "S**a... tu kaise zimmedar hoo gayi.. woo bomb tune thori hii naa rakha tha..." he asked scratching his head. "Par pappa meri wajah se uss shopping mall mein gaye the.. agar main zid nahin karti too sayad aaj woo humare sath rahete..." I sighed heavily, "Falguni humesha puchti hain kii main apna birthday kyun nahin celebrate karti.. Main kaise celebrate karoon?! Issi din too pappa hum sab koo chor ke chale gaye the..." I hugged my knees tightly to hold on. Why the heck I was sharing those things to hum?! Did it matter to him anyhow?! "Choro tum... Kya fayda hoga tumhe yee sab jaan ke?! Tum bhi too mujhe wohi bula rahe the kuch der pahele. Panuti!!.. Sayad sahi hain... Kitna koshis karti hoon sab kuch thik karne kii par nahin hota hain... Ek musibat jati hain too dusri atii hain... Itne saal hard work aur studies ke baad jab medical collage mein chance mila too mujhe laga ab sab thik hoo jayega. Pappa ka sapna tha mujhe doctor bana ne ka... Woo pura hoone jaa raha tha... aur sath mein parayi khatam kar ke main apni ghar ki zimmidari bhi utha pati... par mujhe too pata bhi nahin kii main apni medical studies continue kar paungi bhi yaa nahin... Schoolershio ke liye apply kit hi first year mein woo aaj third year mein an eke baad bhi clear nahin huya... yahan wahan tuitions parake aur music ki classes le kar kuch paise jama hoo jate the... Par iss saal collage ki fees aur bhi bar gayi hain... pata nahin main kahan se fees ka paisa laungi..." I unconsciously said so many things to him which I never told to anyone. There was something about his presence, about him which was provoking me to spit my each and every secret, each and every sorrow in front of him. Seriously I never felt so weak in my whole lifetime. "Ab kya jaan na chahte hoot um haan?! Sab kuch too bata diya maine. Sorry... maine tumhe apni ghisi pitti kahani suna ke mode kharap kar diya... I know... tumhe bahut bore laga hoga..." I said with a slight harsh tone looking towards raghu who was silently observing me with his calm eyes. His expression didn't even change for a bit. Silently he shifted more towards me. I got confused and as well as a bit worried as he came so close to me that our arms almost touched. A huge gust came inside the room shaking me from top to bottom. The lamp's flame trembled a bit by that wind but didn't blow off. Some raindrops started to come through the open door and fell on my face.

Raghu silently lifted his hand preventing my face from rain water.

Startled and amused by his sudden concern I looked towards him with dumb gaze. His eyes were again filled with those deep dark emotions which I couldn't read anytime. Those unknown flickering emotions, so gentle, soothing and gave you solace but also there was some hidden flame in that gaze which shook you all over, stop your breath with just a mere glance and had the capability to feel you be burned.

"Ab kaisa lag raha hain?!" He just asked silently startling me with odd question. "Matlab?!!" I asked bluntly. "Matlab kii tune apun se apni pappa kee barein mein baat ki... sirf papa ke barein mein hii nahin.. aur bhi bahut sare batein joo tere andar aaj tak kaat rahe the... kaisa lag raha hain woo sab nikal jane kee baad? Halka lag raha hain naa?!" He asked. God, why just he asked that kind of questions always? I kept silent for a moment. But honestly, I was feeling so light. Usually I never shared my personal problems with anyone. For the very first time I opened up to someone whom I decided to keep miles away from my company. "Thank You!" I said simply and genuinely from my heart. I was really grateful to him for pushing me to vent out my inner sorrows. I was really feeling better. I looked up to him and he was looking outside to the rain. A huge grin was scattered on his lips which I saw for first time. Suddenly I felt that the grin looked so innocent and childish. He really looked good when he smiled. Didn't know why I felt like that.

"Ab kyun has rahe hoo?! Maine too bas thank you kahan?!" I asked with a slightly raised voice. He looked towards me. That grin was not there but still some naughty glint was attached to his slight smirk. "Woo teri mooh se paheli baar sun raha hoon naa too thora jhatka lag gaya.. Kya hain, adat naahin hain naa!" he answered in his usual teasing tone. I nodded my head in disappointment. "Ajib insaan hoo! Kuch samajh mein hii nahin ateein... kab kya kahe dete hoo!!" he was really impossible to understand. Sometimes he was like open book and sometimes like a puzzle. With a slight chuckle he said, "Apun teri doctori ki woo bari bari kitabein nahin hain joo rat ne se samajh aa jata hoon... Apun ka funda kuch aur hain." he answered. "God!! tum fir suru hoo gaye.." I said in disappointment. He chuckled twice and said, "Bari sharam ki baat hain... Falguni too kaheti hain tu class mein humesha first ati hain.. itni bari bari kitab dimag mein thoos leti hain aur ek woo... tere bhasa mein bolun too ek... lafanga, gunda ussey nahin samajh paa rahi hain..." although his voice was mockery but still there was something else. A sad tone was there which I noticed. I sometimes felt that his every word had some double meaning. He wanted to tell me something else through his mocking and teasing words which was impossible to get for me. I didn't know to detect the double meanings of words. Why didn't you just say that clearly?! Aghh!! Why should I be bothered by him? Perhaps there was nothing like that, He was just jocking around me and I was trying to get the inner meaning of his useless teases. Bravo to my imaginary brain!

The rain was not toning down a bit and increasing as the night getting darker. I looked towards the mobile watch. It was almost 12:30! Still no connection in mobile! "Lagta hain aaj puri raat yahich kaatni paregi.." Raghu uttered slowly looking towards the rain and then looked back to me. "Misscall chal so jate hain... agar ek baar kharaate maar ke nind aa jayein too puri raat shanty se kaat jayegi.." he said. "Main kharaate nahin maarti!!" I said pouting. "Haan haan woo too raat koo pata chal hii jayega.. so jaa ab." He said. "Tum soo jaon., waisey bhi mujhe aise jagah par nind nahin atti..." I said denying to lay down. He caught my shoulders firmly in his two hold making my eyes wide a bit. "Chal.. lambi hoo jaa.." he said with such a dominance that I couldn't reject him anymore. Looking to his eyes blankly I laid down followed by his lead. He pushed me slightly away from the door so that the rain water didn't touch me. His eyes never left mine. Even I couldn't move my eyes from him. I Just couldn't!

She pushed me gently by my both shoulders and lay me down on the wooden floor. He leaned on my face steal holding my shoulder, suddenly my breath stop finding myself in that position. I looked towards his face just some miters above from mine. The lamps flame was gleaming on those black orbs which was steal attached to mine. Looking deep inside those black pools I felt my heart skipped a beat all of a sudden and my chest rose up and down in a sudden heavy breath. Suddenly his right hand peeped under my head. I gulped as his fingers ran through y hairs and touched the hairclip strangled on my hair. He removed the hairclips and gently scattered my hairs on the floor. His fingers continued to caress through my hairs and I just looked to him bluntly captured by his gaze. Did he know some kind of hypnotism thing?! I couldn't look away from those eyes, nor even I could resist or react to his actions I was lying there like a possessed life under him just letting out some frequent uneven breaths while I felt his touch on my hair strands. His eyes were dark with emotions. Like a deep black pool and if you get drown in that you would be lost just like I was feeling at that moment, unable to escape from the trap!

Raghu tucked my hair strands behind my ears and at that moment his fingers traced my earlobe giving me a sudden jerk inside. I slowly looked away from his eyes because it was getting hard on me. I lifted my hands and caught his wrist. His fingers movement stopped in my hairs. I felt the hanky and wrist belt which was always wrapped around his right wrist. Slowly I dragged his hand and he didn't resisted. Without looking at his face for a once, I detached his hands from my hairs holding his wrist, placing that just above my fluttering chest I finally dared to look towards him. his lips were slightly parted and eyes looked vulnerable. I was feeling blank, clueless, and unable to understand the situation. Raghu looked away from me and sighed. He stood steal at that same position stammering for a while. That stammer looked so odd for him. Like he was getting impatient for something and trying hard to control some inner burst. He gulped heavily flaring his adams apple and I silently observed his allactions. He didn't look towards me for a while but steal his wrist was imprisoned in my hold which both of us forgot. With a yank, he shoved away his hands from my hold and rolled on the floor keeping some distance between us. He closed his eyes and he seemed devastated for some cause. I rolled to the other side, looking away from him. I was feeling odd all of a sudden. Some uncanny feeling was rising in me which I never understood. Looking towards the trembling flame of the lantern continuously, I didn't remember when I dozed off.

Ps: guyss... next chapter is going to be the last chapter of this story.😊 ... hope u enjoy this little story of rantara with the monsoon tarka... but seriously i don't know what i have penned down in thi chapter. it's something which i can't even define as crap... but it's worst than that i think//😆

Originally posted by: ifians

mera bhi yahin sawal hain piyu ko kya huya??🤣