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It's a bright sunny day. Evrything in n around Kashmir seems vry cheerful n pleasant. The snowy winter hd jst finished it's course n colorful Summer ws proving it's presence wid colourful flowers, huge green trees, the lake of Srinagar ws no longer frozen but now d water in it was happily dancing wid d kashmiri boats on it and the beautiful scenarios was mesmerizing the visitors..The snow falling on the ground of gulmarg, the tulips of the garden waving in air, were welcoming them with warm heart.
No wonder Kashmir is called heaven on earth. But Antara could not sence all the happiness around her. She ws far frm being haapy, she ws shattered. 2moro she ws leaving Kashmir wid her family. She could nevr see this heaven evr again. It ws d place she ws born, the place wher she took hr 1st step, the soil on which she used 2 play, the snow 4 which she would longingly wait, The sky which she believed ws her own n she had d right 2 stare at it at night for as long as possible, the nature, the trees which gave her fresh air evryday widout expecting anything in return, the air which she felt on hr body. The flowers which always cheers her up. She ws abt 2 leave it all. Leave evrything n start a new lyf in Mumbai.
Mumbai a city of which she nevr had a positive image in hr mind. Evn d thaught of living in Mumbai gav hr goosebumps. She saw many crime based shows on tv n crimes like murder, rape, kidnapping wer a commom feature in d city. Antara brushed off d thaughts n headed 2 hr tent. It ws night hr she hd 2 get sum sleep. The authorities hd let d whole family live in a base camp not far frm their haveli of which nothing remained except ashes. She lay on hr bed, covered herself wid a blanket. N tried 2 sleep. As soon as she closed her eyes she saw a scenario wich was a crowded area, wid heaps of garbage, smoke evrywher, people arguing wid ech othr, some mean men mollesting a teen girl, a small kid wid a metal bowl in his hand begging n a big, rude, mean goon cuming up 2 hr, stepping closer n closer, pulling out a gun n pointing it at her n atlast pulling d trigger! Antara shot open hr eyes. She ws sweating, she ws numb, she jst couldn't think anything at dat momnt. She got up rushed 2wards d washroom n poured a bucket full of water on her head. "NO" it ws d oly word she managed 2 say. Aftr changing she went out sat on d green grass n looked up. The sky ws d same, same as d day she ws born. It ws oly d sky which hd changed less. "Wherevr i go, i will always b underneath d sky, n will stare at it till i wish 2. She ws still stitting on d grass near d huge pine tree n fell asleep ther aftr staring at d sky.
*NEXT DAY*
Noor saw Antara sitting under d tree she rushed near hr
Noor Appa- Antara, Antara, Haai Allah! Yahan kya kar rahi hain tu? sab tujhe dhoond rahein hain..jaldi se wapas chal.. humein taiyar hona hain...Aur jana bhi hain..
Antara- kahan jana hain appa(she asked with empty eyes keeping her gaze on the horizon)
noor: haye allah.. bhool gayi aaj hum sab mumbai ke liye nikal rahein hain...chal aur jaldi se apna saman bandh le
Antara- Ab le jane ke liye bacha hi kya hain appa? sab kuch to tabah ho gaya hain, humari zindagi bhi!!(she said loudly and sobbed)
noor: nahin beta... aissa nahin kaheta.. dekh, hum sab too abhi bhi ek sath hain.. (she said in consoling vooice)
Antara-(composing herself a bit)Appa, hum kashmir chor ke kaise rahengey... hum to kabhi kashmir se bahar gaye hi nahin.. pata nahin hum fir kab wapas ayengey (she said in sad tone)
A lone tear escaped hr eye.
Noor- Antara, aisa nahi kehte. Khuda pe bhrosa rakh.. unke har kaam ke piche ek wajah hota hain...woo dukh dete hain too dukh se nikal ne ka rasta bhi dete hain.. kya pata, mumbai mein kaun si nayi zindagi humara intezaar kar rahi hain (she said in hopeful voice)
Antara smilled. Noor's positivity and hopeeful worda always gave her way and support in those tough times. But she was not aware about the brutal environment of that city. the city was like a minster! Ready to engulf any one who dared to come in it's touch! But seemed like it was the only way left for them. She sighed and got up to go inside d tent n freshn up. The oly luggage which she ws carrying ws hr bagbck. Evrything else was burnt n nw existed in d form of ashes.
Antara- Appa.. Mumma, pappa aur Ishu kaha hai?
Noor- Woo taiyar ho rahe hain jane ke liye
Antara- Appa, mujhe akhribaar ghar jana hain! please appa i will be back soon..
Noor couldn't deny hr. She could c the pain in hr voice n it ws written all ovr her face tht she nevr wanted 2 leave Kashmir.
Noor- ok, par jaldi wapas anna.
Antara- aap fikar mat karo appa, main bahut jald aa jaungi, please mumma paapa ko mat batana!!..(She pleaded with her eyes and noor silently nodded in agreement)
Antara started walking in d direction of hr house. Instead of a big haveli only a pile of ashes stood infront of hr. She wantd 2 cry hr heart out bt stopped hrself hr doing so.
Antara- I nevr evn imagined dat i would hav 2 have this house lyk this. This is d place i grew up, i got my family, the place wher i spent most of my childhood n now it's destryed in d split of a second. The person who kept d bomb will nevr find peace in his lyf. He will pay 4 all this! He will b punished for ruining my life, our lives. N my Papa... i would loose my Papa! If anything happnd 2 my papa imswear i would hav killed myself at d same spot. I can't evn imagine a second of my lyf widout my papa. Thank God! Thanks a lott for sending dat angel into our lives n saving my papa's lyf. I oly wish i could meet him once jst once. I would do anything possible to thank him. He gav my lyf bck 2 me. He is d oly reason my papa is alive. The oly reason im alive, d oly reason im standing on my feet, d oly reason im breathing right now. He gav us this lyf. He gav us d gift of lyf. Now my lyf belongs 2 him. Evn if he asks for my lyf in return. I would definately give it widout any hesitation.
Suddenly she heard a voice frm behind, itbws Ishaan.
Ishaan- didu chalo, evry1's waiting 4 u.
Antara- im cuming...
Antara went up 2 Ishaan, caught his hand n walked bck 2 d basecamp. Her whole family ws waiting for her. Their eyes wer moist bt a smile ws present on evry1's face to keep ech othr frm weeping. They sat in d car. They soon reached d Railways Station. They sat in d train.The train was about to start when antara rushed near the door. "Arey antara!!" noor screamed. But ashok silenced her with his eyes. "Jane do ussey noor! Woo apni Kashmir ko alvida kaheney jaa rahi hain.." he said looking towards her. Antara came near the door and stared outside aimlessly. The train moved slowly out of the platform and she continued to look at the platform till it faded near horizon. Silent tears made there ways through their eyes. "I will come back!! No matter what and how long it takes but i will return to my home. my beautiful kashmir." her sad voice mixed in the air and touched her. the last ounce of the chill air of kashmir embraced her soul giving her last comfort as if saying her goodbye.
Ther ws absolute silence throughout d whole journey Antara ws engrossed in hr thaughts whn thy reached Mumbai. The oly thing dat she's conscious of ws staring at d sky.
Antara, Ishaan, Noor n Mami ji sat in 1 taxi n d othrs in d nxt 1. Now they wer going 2 d Basti wher she has 2 live. She saw the scenario outside d window of d taxi it was completely different frm Kashmir. Ther was nothing similar between d 2 places. Ishaan slowly caught hr hand n said, " didu, hum aapne ghar wapas kab jayenge?" Antara said nothing just hugged him n cried silently.
-Update written by niki28 , minor editing by editing team.