I have always loved you: A rantara story - Page 3

Originally posted by: nbw16

Sanjana... It seems the newbie tag doesnt goes with u..
OMG... u r too good re.. Fantastic start... !!!!!!
This story is gripping u know ...
Curious to know what exactly had happened between Raghu-Antara...

Originally posted by: honeybees22

hey sanju (hope u dnt mind me you that)

this update was fantastic

why did he use her for his own need? what happened?

antara was really hurt I felt sad for her

Raghu trying to make her admit that she still loves him

ii think I can see where this story is heading

pls cont asap eager to read more

Originally posted by: hareem27

I told you sanju this story is going to be a rocking one.. 😆

And I so loved the starting..l told you naa that you're a very fine Writer and see here's the proof 😉

Aww.. Antara is heart broken..she still loves Raghu !!

And he too has some feelings for her !

They both are hurt

I can't wait to read the next part

Continue soon..

And thankyou for the pm 😊

Originally posted by: ankusanu

wow sanjana..im telling u ..
im loving dis stry of ur...its sooo gd..
jst loved antus anger and raghus
determination to win antu back ...
grt plzzz plzzz update soon dear...

Originally posted by: Roy.nikki143

Outstanding dear
Im sure this story is going to be a blockbuster story 😆
Rantara teasing are so sweet MOTI 😛
Awww Antara is so sad about the fact that Raghu broke her heart 😕
But soon there will be trust once again in their relation
Precap is shocking but Im loving it
Continue soon
Thankxx for pm 😉

Originally posted by: Josederose

Hey Sanju!!!

Lovely story...Pls do continue...

thank god...ruksana is his sister😆

Loved the bro-sis relation

He used her for selfish reasons...& spoiled there friendship??? Is there something more to it?😕

Interesting Precap...Looks like a dream...😛

Originally posted by: niki28

Great update
loved it
RanNtara r made 4 each other i hope evrything turns out 2 b fine.
Continue soon n pm me

Hey guys I am back!! Hope you like this update!! Enjoy reading!!

Chapter 2

Raghu went out of the Kaul mansion with tears in his eyes..he ran to his room before anybody could ask him anything. He locked the door and kicked it...he was very frustrated. He sat down on his bed..tears were continuously flowing down his cheeks. He wiped them and went to the bathroom to wash his face. His eyes were red. He came out of the bathroom and decided to go to the balcony to see if Antara was outside...He saw her sitting outside with her face in her hands...he could tell that she was crying... "I knew it Antara...you still love me and you cannot deny that..you can never deny that...and I will make you confess your love again...and that's a promise!!" He thought.

"Why?? Why did I behave so badly with Raghu...I hate to lie to him but how can I tell him that I still love him?? What if he leaves me again?? I got hurt last time too but not anymore!!" She thought. She got up wiping her tears and went inside..she forgot to close the door behind her. Raghu looked at her and thought"I hurt you a lot Antara...But I will never hurt you again why cant you forgive me for the last time..?? One last time?? Just give me another chance...I will always keep you happy."

He sat on his bed and started thinking about the day Antara had proposed him...

FLASHBACK

"Antara what's up?" Raghu said and put his hand on her shoulder. She jerked his hand off...she was feeling uncomfortable. Raghu sat beside her and again kept his hand on her shoulder...Antara was not liking it...she got up and was about to leave when Raghu stood up and caught her hand...he pulled her towards himself...

"What is wrong with you? Why are you not talking to me?" He said angrily..he looked directly into her eyes.

"What's the big deal if I don't talk to you..?? I don't need to answer you all the time! And leave me..right now!!" Antara replied she was looking down.

"What's the big deal?? Are you asking me?? You are my best friend dammit!! I have a right to know why you are not talking to me!!" Raghu demanded..he was losing his temper.

"Leave me right now!! I don't want to talk to you..!!" Antara said she was afraid that Raghu probably knew about her feelings for him. She tried to move him away..but he didn't even move an inch.

"Just stop it already!! I know why you don't want to talk to me...!! Rukhsana told me everything." You could have said it yourself!!" he said.

"What do you mean Rukhsana told you everything?? What is their to know?? I am not talking to you because I am not in the mood to talk to you...why don't you just go back home and talk to your girlfriend!!" She snapped.

"Ooo!! Now I know...YOU ARE JEALOUS!! YES YOU ARE!! ANTARA KAUL IS JEALOUS!!" Raghu screamed and a devilish grin appeared on his face he loved to tease Antara.

"NO OBVIOUSLY NOT!!!! Why the hell would I be jealous?? She is your girlfriend!!" Antara screamed back trying to hide her feelings.

"You are feeling jealous because...YOU LOVE ME!!" Raghu said and smiled...antara's head snapped up.

"How did you know??" She asked.

The smile disappeared from Raghu's face..he was shocked.." WHAT?? YOU LOVE ME??" He said...his eyes almost popped out when he heard her.

"YES! I DO!" Antara replied.

Raghu left her immediately and said" Are you mad?? How can you be in love with me Moti?? I DON'T LOVE YOU!!! We are best friends...did you forget??" Raghu screamed.

Antara couldn't believe what he said...she shook her head in disbelief..."No I didn't forget..I am sorry I fell in love with you..Its all my fault!" Antara had tears in her eyes she was about to go out of the room when Raghu stopped her "Look moti!! We are best friends...I don't want your stupid love to spoil our friendship!!" He said rudely.

"STUPID?? MY LOVE IS STUPID?? You know what...you don't even have a heart Raghu..!! you just don't!! now GET OUT!! AND DON'T SHOW ME YOUR STUPID FACE!!" Antara said..she was so sad and hurt.

"Moti!! Don't misbehave with me and anyways it's your fault that you spoiled our friendship!!" Raghu snapped.

Antara pushed him out of her room and closed the door on his face...He kicked the door in frustration and left. They hardly talked after that day.

After six months...

"Moti?? Are you busy??" Raghu knocked on Antara's door.

"What do you want?" Antara replied rudely.

"I just wanted to apologize..!" Raghu said.

"Get lost..i don't want your apologies..!! " Antara snapped.

"Please let me come in..I have to talk..!!" Raghu pleaded.

Antara opened the door and glared..

"Antara please listen to me...I am sorry...can I come in?" Raghu said politely.

"Come in!"

"Moti listen I am very sorry for what happened..!! I am very sorry for what I said!" Raghu said.

"you know I am never going to forgive you!!" Antara replied.

"I need only one favour from you Moti!! Just forget that you love me...I wanted to tell you That I am in love with a friend of yours...you know...kaajal..!! can you please tell her about me..?? please??" Raghu said.

Antara just looked at him...her face went completely blank...her eyes were full of tears.."JUST GET OUT OF MY ROOM RIGHT NOW!!! " she screamed " GET OUT BEFORE I SLAP YOU!! GET OUT RIGHT NOW RAGHU!! RIGHT NOW!!" she said...she couldn't control her tears which were streaming down her cheeks..." Go away!!do you have a heart???" She screamed

"Antara just listen to me once...I like her..please help me!!" He said trying to look helpless.

"JUST SHUT UP AND OUT OF MY ROOM RIGHT NOW!!" she screamed " You are so self centred...don't you have a heart...you know that I love you and you came to me asking for help to convince kaajal to be with you?? You are so disgusting!! Did you think about my feelings even once?? You think I am going to help you?? NEVER YOU HEAR ME?? NEVER!!!!" she pushed Raghu outside her room and cried her heart out. She couldn't believe that Raghu would turn out to be so selfish...

After a year Raghu left for the US leaving Antara all alone..she missed him a lot...she never talked to him...not even once..

FLASHBACK ENDS

Raghu was sad...he had hurt her a lot..he couldn't believe why Antara helped him with Kaajal later..

FLASHBACK

"Raghu I told Kaajal about your feelings...she said yes.." Antara said she couldn't believe why she had helped him.

"What really Moti?? Thank you so much Moti!" Raghu said and hugged her.

Antara pushed him back.."STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!" she screamed.

Raghu was hurt...but he didn't bother about her feelings..he just left from there..

Within a week Antara got to know from Kaajal that she was in a relationship with Raghu..after about two months Kaajal broke up with him...Antara asked her the reason but she never told her...Months passed...Raghu did not talk to Antara...he left for the US.

FLASHBACK ENDS

"How could I do this to her??? I Have to talk to her..!!" He said..and glanced at the clock...it was 2 A.M.

He slowly went down the stairs...and went towards the kaul mansion...

ANTARA'S ROOM...

Antara woke up from her sleep suddenly when she heard somebody knocking on the balcony door..she got up and opened the door and Raghu came inside...

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE SO LATE??" Antara said.

"I came here to say sorry!" Raghu replied softly.

"just go away..we will talk tomorrow!!" Antara ordered.

"Why cant you forgive me Antara??" Raghu asked

"Just get out of my room right now!! What the hell are you doing here in the middle of the night?? Antara replied.

"Just say that you forgive me and I will leave!! Raghu says again

"Raghu why don't you just leave me alone!!! I don't want to see your face!! Please go away!!" Antara says

"Okay then you will never have to see my face again!!" Raghu says and cuts his wrist with a blade.

"RAGHU!!!!!!!!" Antara screams.

Antara wakes up with a jerk...she was sweating badly...suddenly she hears a knock on the balcony door she rushes to open it..

"Raghu!!!" she says and hugs him..

"What happened antara why do you look so worried??" Raghu said trying to calm her down..he hugged her tightly.

Antara came to her senses and pushed him back.."YOU GO!!" she said.

"NO I WONT!! I CAME HERE TO TALK!!" Raghu said he was surprised by her sudden mood swing

"I don't want to talk to you..so just go!!" Antara said.

"Please Antara listen to me...!!" He said.

"Please no...I don't want to know anything!!" She screamed."JUST LEAVE !!"

"Antara I LOVE YOU!!" Raghu said.

Antara looks at him...

PRECAP: "I LOVE YOU ANTARA...I REALLY DO!! PLEASE BELIEVE ME!!" Raghu said

"BUT I DON'T!!! KEEP YOUR STUPID LOVE TO YOURSELF!!!" antara screamed.

Okay guys that's it...I know its horrible..criticism welcomed!!