Antara was walking out of the class..ruksana called her but she din't stop.. she was lost somewhere..
ruksana ran and came to her... antara where r u going..? why r u not listening to me...
come.. weather is not good.. we have to reach home early..
u go ruksana.. i have to talk to him...
now?
hmm..she nodded...
okay.. u go.. i'll wait for u...
no.. its okay.. u go.. i'll come by myself..
u sure..?
yeah!!
okay.. tk cr...
yeah!!
antara sat on the stairs of classroom and took a deep breath...
i should talk to him.. i need to talk to him...
Antara came out of the building and walked towards the canteen..
though everybody was leaving now but she knew he will be there only...
she looked at him.. and her heart was filled with so many emotions..
she walked towards him.. but he din't notice her..
she was about to call him.. but as soon as she heard the laughter of his friends...she got scared..
two of them gave hi-fi to each other.. and raghu laughed...
is that true..? one of them asked..
course it is true.. raghu replied..
she din't hear their full convo..
but her expressions changed... she ran out of the canteen
it started raining but she kept running and went into the garden...
raghu saw her running and shook his head...
- - -
raghu was leaving with his friends.. when he saw her sitting in the garden..
it's raining hard.. what the hell is she doing there.. she left from the canteen a long time before... raghu thought..
he asked his friends to leave and told them he will come later...
once they left.. raghu walked towards garden.. it was only her sitting there...
he came closer to her and saw her crying..
ANTARA..?? he called her name..
but she din't reply..neither she looked above...
raghu bended a bit and held her elbow..
she hissed in pain..
antara..what r u doing here...?
it's raining.. u'll catch cold...
antara din't look at him..she stayed mum...
raghu held her chin..and made her to look at him..
i am asking u something antara.. what r u doing here..?
it's the same place where u proposed me...
raghu looked at her in surprise.. he left her elbow...
u remember it..?
antara let's go..
i never asked u this..and u know that..
because i loved u unconditionally..
she was feeling dizzy and she sat on the ground..
why did u do that raghu...? u used me.. and then u don't even felt guilty for ur deeds...
why?
shut up antara.. he held her hand and made her stand up...
she pushed him away.. no u shut up..!!
u broke my heart.. u made fun of me among ur friends..u used me and and then threw me like a paper..
i din't say a word because after all this i was not able to hate you...
but now i really want to know.. din't u really love me.. not even for a second...?
raghu din't reply...
answer me raghu...
no.. he said...
antara slapped him hard.. then why did u make love with me when u din't love me at all...she shouted...
that night still haunts me raghu.. u ruined my life..she cried.. her voice was breaking...
i am not able to meet eyes with ur friends.. i m not able to tolerate how they look at me...
i have tried hard to be strong.. but i am not that strong..
i have tried but m not able to hate u raghu.. i still love you...she leaned over the tree..
she closed her eyes...
raghu held her arm and dragged her with him..
antara u're going insane..
she stopped and held his hand...
i want to tell u something..will u listen to me for a second..please.. she pleaded...
he stopped..
i wanted to tell u this from a very long time...
do u know when we first time it was raining..
i was hurt...and wasn't able to walk..
u were coming with ur friends..i thought u were some goons..
i got scared.. then u all walked away..
but u came back..and helped me
suddenly there was some lighting in sky and i saw u...
u helped me and left from there..
u din't even stop when i thanked u..
i fell in love with u at that time...
why r u telling me all this..
can't it be possible that u feel for me in same way as i do for u..
do you know..whenever i think of you.. it starts raining...
i feel that this whole weather has changed..and every time it feels like first rain of the season...
antara i don't love u...
then why did u do this to me..
what harm had i done to you?? tell me??
raghu pushed her away... "u should have listen to those people who used to say bad things about me..."
there is no smoke without fire antara,,...
raghu said and left from there...
she fell on the ground and cried...
- - - -
ruku heard some knock on the door.. she opened the door..
and saw antara..all drenched in the rain..
she was looking all messed up and pale..she wasn't able to even stand on her feet...
she held her hand and helped her to come inside..
ruksana made her sit on couch and gave her some water..
antara hugged her and cried...
ruksana patted on her head and tried to console her...
but she was very hurt...
i should have listen to u ruku..
i should have listen to u..
i am such an idiot..what should i do...so much has happened but i still love him...
ruku consoled her and after some time she asked her to change her clothes..
she reheated food for her.. and called her..
they both sat together..antara wasn't able to eat...
did u talk to him... ruku asked
antara nodded in no... i couldn't..
when i told her how much i love him.. he pushed me away..
i told him that i can forgive everything and want to have everything back to normal..
he really doesn't care about me ruku...antara cried...
ruku hugged her... she was worried for her friend...
and today her condition was worst...
should i talk to him..
antara nodded in no...
ruku fed her a few bites and asked her to take rest...
she asked her if she needs anything she can call her..
antara nodded and went in her room..
she lay on the bed but sleep was far away from her eyes...
she was looking at the ceiling...and lost in thoughts..
- - - - A DAY BEFORE - - - -
antara n ruku were at home.. when her phone rang...
she was busy so she asked ruku to receive the call..
ruku picked the call..and it was from hospital..
they told her about antara's pregnancy,..
ruku got shocked...she cut the call..
and came to antara...
antara u went to hospital.??.
hearing that word.. antara's face turned pale..
why din't u tell me...?
i was worried and after whatever happened already wasn't able to meet eyes with u...
you're pregnant antara...
antara cried and hugged ruku...
u need to talk to him.. he can't do this with u...
he has already tortured u a lot..but if he did this.. he needs to take care of u..
u should talk to him,...
he never forced me ruku..
it was me who was in love with him... i allowed him to do all this...
whatever it is antara.. he needs to know and he do need to take his responsibility..
u must talk to him...
antara nodded in yes..and they both hugged...
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Antara turned and a lone tear escaped from her eyes... she hugged herself and cried...
i will never forgive him..ever..
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