Originally posted by: Akanksha0701
The reason I was so angry on Riddhima today : Her two-facedness. But that is only to hide her guilt in front of Armaan. On one hand, she knows that she is the one to be blamed. She is the one who is the reason of Armaan's pain, his misery. She is the reason Armaan is streetfighting again. How on earth can anyone live a blissful live when someone is dying a million deaths because of her every second. Now now now, when she knows that, and she feels guilty, why does she accused of Shilpa of pushing Armaan down the path of self destruction. Intentionally or unintentionally, Armaan is doing it because of her. She knows it, but she doesn't want to admit it. And she bashes on the easiest target available : Shilpa! She can't show her guilt to Armaan.
Armaan, well, I don't see anything wrong in what he said today. Shilpa was getting shouted at for no reason. Armaan may claim that she doesn't affect him, but she sure does. You could see it in his expressions when Riddhima was scolding Shilpa.The expressions were showing that he is sick and tired of Riddhima's angst at the wrong place. He wants her to know that she is the reason, not because he wants to make her feel guilty, but because he doesn't want her to scream at someone who supposedly doesn't affect him. But he didn't know that Riddhima already knew that she is the real reason, but she was cowardly enough not to accept it. Armaan spoke it right on her face and the guilt overwhelmed, at the highest peak where the guilt had to come out somehow, and it comes out through tears.
Riddhima just wanted to hide her guilt in front of Armaan and Armaan spoke it right on her face.
Shilpa just had another the probably the most strongest dent in the fairytail she was creating. A turmoil that would mess up her life. The dreams she had been dreaming of got shattered in a minute. Suddenly, she is nobody. The person she likes was in a relationship with her sister. Her sister hates her. Heck, so much for a freakin innocent girl !
Sid is just a sweetheart. Did he have his vacation already ? Well, whatever. I loved him today. The way he came to the rescue, he makes me proud of being a Wahian.
Anky, I totally agree with you. Riddhima's overwhelmed by her guilt, and instead of facing that aspect, she takes it out on the easiest available target-Shilpa in this case. I know that it isn't the noblest thing to do, but then this is what Riddhima always has been, she can be harsh, judgemental, and she never admits to her mistakes. That is why she needs Sid, coz he's the only one who can keep her sane and knock some sense into her, he's so full of goodness and sensitivity himself.
Shilpa affects Armaan more than he'd like to admit-that much is evident. However, the only one who can help him out of this rut is he himself.
And Sid toh was the man as usual. He leaves me speechless every single day.