CHAPTER 1
Manyata glanced at her nude body ,her body was covered with love bites ,blue and black marks .Her was swollen and the pain was tremendous .It had been almost an hour since she stood below the shower while the water ran down her body .She felt herself so ugly ,so dirty ,so impure ,she blamed herself for the situation. As she shut her eyes the villainous face appeared who had raped her before 2 hours and left her on the streets to die . Her chain of thoughts were broken as she heard her mother screaming
"god why ?...why did I give birth to this witch..i wish she was death '.now she has ruined the prestige ,pride everything''GOD'kill this girl or else kill me'she was born to plague my life'' unlucky freak of nature
Her mother kept accusing her but her heart ached and she asked herself
"what was my fault?" She turned off the shower and dried herself'.Manyata wore a red netted sari which she had first worn during her class ten farewell .Then she took out a dupatta and placed a stool on her bed and tied a knot between the dupatta and her fan and then got down and sat on her study tble .She took out a pen and paper and started to write
"DEAR MOM
MUJHEI PATTA HAI KI AJJ APKOH GHIN ARAHIHAI MUJHPEI'.MUJHEI PAATA HAI KI MERE WAIJEISHEI APPKO BOHOT SAHENA PAREGA [I KNOW THAT TODAY YOU ARE FEELING DISGUSTED AT ME'I KNOW FOR ME YOU HAVE TO SUFFER A LOT ] BUT I AM PAING FOR MY SIN..I AM ENDING MY LIFE HERE AND WITH MY DEATH BODY I AM ENDING YOUR SORROWS AND SUFFERINGS BUT BEFORE DIEING ..I JUST WANT TO BLAME THE PERSON BEHIND MY THIS SITUATION'.THE BOY WHO RUINED MY LIFE WHO RAPED ME
UDAYVEER SINGH
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