Desperate Times call for Desperate Measures
Her trick almost backfired with everyone getting overwhelmingly worried for her. They were all starting to fuss over her when all she cared about was him fussing over her. Pilliyarappa. Help me! Just as she was wondering what to do, mom had advised Adarsh to help her rest for a while. If she didn't feel better, they would call for a doctor. Yay, thanks mom she thought to herself. Finally, Adarsh had brought her to her room. And now, in the confines of her room, Adarsh had ensured she was comfortable on the bed and after tucking her in moved towards a couch at the far end of the room. What the hell!
I don't want to sleep and rest. I am tired Adarsh...
Sitting himself on the couch he replied Sleep and rest is exactly what you do when you are tired Swadheenta. Please get some rest. You will feel better.
I am not physically tired. I am tired of you avoiding me.
Avoiding? I am here with you, aren't I?
This? she indicated the distance between them with her finger You call this being together? I feel like I was better off when I was alone.
Maybe you were. I have been thinking about that myself.
Oh hooo hero. Alone I meant "Alone during the case kind. Not Single".
Adarsh looked at her with a forlorn expression. When he noticed her looking at him intently, he looked away. You need to rest.
I don't know what is going on in the brain of yours, but there is something that you need to know. I have to share this with you. Remember the time when I confessed my love for you? That night was so miserable with our parents upset with us. They were so angry. But do you remember what I told you then? That I didn't break because I knew we were in it together and that I had your support. I felt the same way through out this battle too Adarsh. You may not have been with me physically, but I knew that at the end of it, you would see my point of view. I drew a lot of strength knowing that. So, technically, you did help me.
That is the problem Swadheenta. I remember. I remember every promise I made to you, and I also remember how I have never lived up to any of it.
It wasn't you. It was the situation
And if you were in my situation you would have acted differently. I know that
Swadheenta got up from the bed and started walking towards him. Yes, firstly because Abhay and Asad are my brothers. So, I wouldn't be able to look at them differently. That wasn't the case with you. You didn't know Asad the way I did. Now, she sat on Adarsh's lap and held him close with her arms around his neck. And secondly, I am super awesome. And I cannot imagine how someone as smart as you can ignore me.
Swadheenta...She stopped any subsequent words from his mouth by giving him the most passionate kiss she could. It was a soulful kiss through which she tried to tell him her need for him. What happened in the past had happened. They wouldn't be able to change that. And she didn't hold him responsible for anything. And she tried her best to convey this message to him. Adarsh had been surprised initially, but then instincts had taken over. He had missed her, he had missed her so terrible. Through the kiss even he tried to convey how sorry he was about everything that had happened. He would live up to every promise he made, and this time through actions.
When they separated eventually, they were both out of breath. But their need for each other had been ignited and all else was forgotten. They looked at each other asking silently if the other had the same thing on mind, and the next instant Swadheenta got busy taking off Adarsh's shirt. Adarsh who just needed a slight acceptance of his need from her carried her to bed as soon as she got busy with undressing him. As he put her down on the bed and started undressing her, his hands accidentally brushed her shoulder that had been injured.
Ouchh. Aaahhh That suddenly brought them back from their passionate moment. And as the happening of the last few moments registered in his mind, Adarsh was shocked and ashamed of himself again. She needed rest and was still recovering from a stab wound, and in his need for her, he had hurt her yet again. He looked away with tears forming in his eyes, but Swadheenta had noticed it
Adarsh, I am ok. I wanted this too
You need to rest. I will ask mom to come and stay with you
Adarsh, I don't need mom. I love you... Adarsh, Please stay. I need you Adarsh Even as she was talking to him Adarsh gave her a peck on her forehead and walked away, leaving her alone. She kept looking at the now closed door and whispered a I love you. I cannot be without you. Please don't go!
But he was gone. And she realized that getting him out of his guilt would be a tougher challenge than she had initially anticipated. Pilliyarappa, how much more do you want to test my patience. Asad was right! I spent so much time studying law and becoming a lawyer. No dating, no nothing. Now, I don't even know how to seduce my own husband. What do i do now? Whom do I ask for tips? She thought about it for a few moments. Mom? Swadheenta, what the hell are you thinking? You will ask your MIL how to seduce her son? Kuch toh sharam kar? She thought about it for a few more minutes. Waise, what is wrong in learning something that you don't know? Mom taught me how to practice good law. It is ok to learn how to be a good wife from her. Pooch hi leti hu. Aiyooo, pilliyarappa. What is this man making me do. Can the earth just swallow me now? But like he said, this is all Adarsh's fault. I wanted this to be between the both of us, but he is making that impossible. Now, I will use any help I can get. If he gets embarrassed in the end, he asked for it. I cannot help it anymore. I need him, and I will have him. Come what may! Mom, where are you? In her desperation to get things back to normal, Swadheenta impatiently waited for Suhasini to come in to the room for she had to quickly had to learn some seduction techniques!
Edited by Soapoperasrfun - 9 years ago
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