Today on the Christmas day... Dev is ready to even lay down his life to bring healing to his beloved wife...
here are the detials
Dec 25th
The episode starts with
Amma knowing the truth about Vish condition and getting angry at her Dadima and Vivek explaining the truth about Taksharaj cave…Pensive Dev with determined expressions
Chacha's instigation… bad purohits feel happy thinking they have laid the plans for Dev's unreturnable journey....
Listening to Chacha's taunting Dev leaves the living room without word…
In their bedroom Radh is seated in a beautiful bright red saree and a nurse is doing her hair… she winces once in a while with a pain… the maid appreciates Radh tolerance and talks about her SIL always crying in pain all day long.. she adds the wounds are healed but the pain does not recede
Dev walks in and listens to all these..
His heart just goes out to his wife and he feels extremely sad about what Radh has to go through all these everyday of her life.. The thought itself was unbearable to him.. He says in his heart… Now you do not have to tolerate all these pains.. I am taking this vow to eliminate all your pains Radhika.. I will go to the Takhsaraj cave and take the promise. I will go to that cave of death and pray for you Radhika and this is my vow..
He comes forward in the room and asks maid to leave.. The maid leaves the room. He comes near the bed and sits near Radh in a pensive mood. He thinks in his head that if I tell anybody in the family about my vow than no body will let me go…
Radh looks at his trouble face and is concern she asks softly.. What happened? Are you thinking something? Dev smiles slowly and says gravely oh no nothing?
Radh says please listen to me, I want to help everybody downstairs.. I want to help everybody downstairs… Dadima ma bhabhi and all… I do not feel good about staying here and let everybody serve me… Dev says Radhika, you do not need to think about all these things.. once you are well than you can do all the works. Radh says I do not know when.. and until when?.. Dev sits near her and puts his hand on her and says gravely.. You will see where there is a will and a deep desire, God has bow down to that… Radh looks at him little strangely.. at Kanha will do everything alright.. OK? Now please rest and he leaves the room… Radh keeps on looking at his departing back..
We are back at Shashtri's house in VR where amma is taking money out from her green trunk. And looking at the picture of gods says now all depends upon you God please help
Devki walks in asking if she is going somewhere. Amma gets angry with the question and rebukes her for saying something like that when she was about to go… Devki apologizes saying please forgive as in my concern over Vish, I forgot not to do so when you are about to go.. You came pretty late last night and I waned to ask about Vish. Amma was not able to answer her anything.. Now Devki was starting to get upset.. She kept on asking question about Vish… Amma gets angry and says she wants Vish to be near her and that's why she is doing this… Devki was surprised hearing this saying you did not want her to stay at Purab's and now you are asking her to stay there? What's the matter? Now I am worried about vish I want to meet her… Amma says no.. You do not need to meet her… You will not meet her… Devki says surely you are hiding something from me.. Amma can turn the tables in no time she says only because of my son.. If he knows he will be upset.. you do not worry I will inform you about her… and I will handle everything.. and she leaves the room..
We are back at our favorite place Bedroom of RadhDev.. Radh is trying to lean on the bedposts.. Dev walks in with tray.. sees her struggle and says wait… putting the tray on the bed he helps her to sit comfortably..
Now he is on very difficult task.. He needs to go to that cave for her Radh and he needs to prepare her to take care of herself while he is gone.. His heart is so heavy you could feel the heaviness in his voice… He even does not have the strength to look at in her eyes when he tells her that he is going to leave her for few days… may be more… may be for ever???..
He starts instructing her about her medications.. Radh looks at his back… He even instructs her about her soft cloths that she should only wear those others will prick her delicate skin.. Oh what a pain in his voice.. Radh now starting to feel his longing.. she says softly… but why are you saying this to me…you always select the things for me.. you are always with me.. and you will be there with me all the time so why all these?
Dev has a deep sad look on his face. He remembers what dadima told him about the cave that it is very dangerous inside… nobody knows what kind of death awaits there.. who ever goes inside may come with his wish granted or he never comes back
Dev stops his thoughts and says yea I am there but I need to go now. Radh as if her heart stops breathing.. She asks softly if it was really necessary to go.. Dev is still seated with her back to him says slowly.. Yes Radhika it is really essential.. Radh looks sad… Dev says you know Radhika because we know when to go but do not know when to return and that's why I am telling you this in advance.. Radh smiles thinking that he is worried about leaving me alone like this and that's why he is so sad
She puts her hands on his shoulder and says please do not worry about me I will be all right here. She assures him giving him confidence that for whatever work he is going for will surely be successful. Dev could not sit with his back to her with the shower of her love.. Coming closer to her He turns to her and caresses her left cheek with back of his hand and than he put holds her left cheek very tenderly and looking in to her eyes says softly with almost heavy voice please take rest and take care of yourself and than lifting his left hand he holds her right cheek and bestows soft kiss on her forehead.. It was such a beautiful tender sad moment you could feel Dev's heavy heart in that kiss.
His face was very close to radh's his nose almost touching her forehead…The moment his left hand was moved from her cheek Radh holds it in her hand.. she looks up to his face which was just an inch apart.. and says I will take care of myself but how can I rest until you come back.. Dev's heart was as if in his eyes.. as if could not just leave her like this he almost moved his face near her… There was so much sadness on their faces with the coming separation as if it just breaks Dev's heart to leave her like that… he feels as sadness has engulfed him… Radh let go of his hand and moves on her right to reach for the box of sindoor… Dev did not see what she was doing… she calls him and he looks at her… with a tender smile she holds the box of sindoor and smiles tenderly.. Dev looks at it… Radh says softly.. please fill my mang with sindoor. It seems little less.. Dev takes the box from her and opens it to take the pinch from it… with the music of baware naina he fills her whole mang tenderly with sindoor while Radh closes her eyes blissfully… After applying that Dev says with a smile please take care of your self.. Radh nodes slightly…
(OMG.. This scene was so beautiful and tender.. Avinash was fantastic emoting the emotions of sadness and may be a long separation from his Radh.. Oh boy! You could feel his pain in his such a perfectly modulated voice… Way to go Avinash… Just splendid job… love every emotion and dialogues from you… Rubina also was equally excellent.. these two are so natural and have such a fantastic chemistry they just make Dev and Radhika so very real for us)
Here amma is once again at the village chemist store asking for some kind of medication.. The store keeper tells her to be careful with that and not to give it to any pregnant lady.. amma is irritated and tells him to mind his own business she knows it all..
Paying and stepping off the store she thinks in her head if Vish should have stayed with dev in comfort she would not be in this condition now.. and walks off..
At PB Vivek is talking on the phone asking for some files to have a look.. Dev walks in looking pretty serious.. he comes forward and does not say a word.. Vivek asks him what's the mater say whatever he needs to say… Dev says normally Bhaiya I wanted to talk to you about something.. Vivek says ya go ahead.. Dev says actually I wanted to ask you something.. Vivek says so go ahead.. you have not asked me anything so whatever you ask today I will give it to you, don't you know that my life is in you.. Dev gravely looks at him and say and I am leaving my life with you. Please take care of her… both the brother look at each other… Dev comes forward and kneels beside vivek's chair says softly bhaiya I am talking about Radhika… Viveks says oh I understood that much but where are you going? Dev says I have to do some work.. Vivek asks are you going somewhere far? Dev says yea very far instantly Vivek looks up at him but dev quickly says but god willing I will come back early.. Vivek says did you tell everybody at home.. Dev makes excuse that dadima is at mandir and ma is resting so please handle everything… Vivek says ok… Birju comes saying Car is ready.. Dev says ok bhaiya I am leaving and he hugs Vivek tightly .. Vivek was surprised but does not elaborate too much on Dev's expressions… Dev touches his feet and leaves the room…
In VR Purab is sitting outside his own room shivering in the cold… Amma comes and opens the lock… Purab was glad to see her thinking he would be able to go inside his own room but amma tells him to get out and says he deserves to be out like this and asks him to get lost and enters the room looks across at vish who was still sitting on the floor..
Amma walks in the room and stares at Vish.. Vish says slowly… you must have told father by now…. Amma says I know when to talk and what to talk I still have brain in my head… she rudely asks her how was she feeling… Vish says ok… Amma hand her the medication…Vish looks at it and says what is this… Amma says oh this is for the strength as you are feeling so weak… amma says while coming her I just got it from the village doctor.. Vish was overwhelmed she gets up from the corner and coming to amma says amma you are so nice.. you love me so much… amma smiles at her and holding both her cheek says I have always loved you and there is nothing more than your happiness for me… Vish breaks down and says please forgive me amma… Amma says you do not worry everything will be alright.. You just take this medicine and take it all do not leave anything behind… Suddenly Vish was suspicious she opens the packed to look in to it and says amma what is this… amma says I already told you that this is the medication for your strength I just got it from village doctor… Vish says which doctor? Amma tries to remember which made Vish more suspicious… Amma says oh the one who leaves behind the school.. Vish looks at her face and than thinks a bit saying oh Santram.. Amma readily agrees saying yea the same one… Vish catches her lies and says oh the one who died last year… Amma was caught… Vish starts repeatedly asking her what kind of medication is this? At last amma says this is for abort the child… Vish was horrified..
Precap:
Dev and Birju are walking in forest area… Birju says this the road to the Tahksha Raj road. You told me you needed to do some important work… Dev says yes this is my necessary work Birju. I am going up there to ask for the healing for Radhika.. Dev is shown walking barefoot in this thick jungle… he come almost at the mouth of the cave and some was carrying out the dead body… he stands there and does pranm… He is shown entering the mouth of the dark cave…
Here at PB Radh is near the mandir… Maid comes with the match stick.. A lamp falls on the ground and its flame gets extinguish.. Radh turns to look at it and is horrified…
Till Monday friends.. have a blessed weekend..
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Jhanak
