Radhika's journey continues……
She is trying to find words to tell Dev what is bothering her but her fear is stopping her. When Padma asked Radhika to do Dev's arti she kept on looking with a worried look and Dev was searching her eyes for the problem that was bugging her. She is even avoiding Dev's company because Radhika knows that Dev can get stuff out of her very easily and since she does not know what to do with the information she avoids him which further baffles Dev. Last week I was wondering whether this feeding of Brahmin will just be used to show the meaness of Barkha or will it be used in some other way to drive some points to the characters specially Radhika. …and today it was used to give the final push to. When Maheshwari showed her the real face of Barkha last week Radhika was still hesitating……….but today Barkha spoiling the food deliberately and her knowing that Barkha did it knowingly finally drove it into her that what she was avoiding to deal with is actually true. When Barkha came out supporting her in front of others and tried to show that she always thinks of Radhikas good……..Radhika had an interesting expression on her face and she realized the hypocrisy of Barkha. Then badi bahu comes and defends her saying that Radhika cannot do this, someone else has done this to the food…….. Radhika throws a very hurt look at Barkha. She looks at Dev with tears in her eyes when Dev tells BB that no one came into the kitchen then how can anyone spoil the food………I think it sunk in Radhika what Barkha is upto…….that hurt look is still in Radhika's eyes while she is looking at Barkha and she remembers seeing Barkha going into the kitchen and BB saying that Barkha can do anything to get Dev…..Barkha then becomes the martyr and is ready to accept the wrath of the Brahmins and Radhika is thinking. Dev walks off in anger and Barkha says that she will go and talk to him……..and Radhika has latent anger in her eyses……..she is not saying anything but glaring at Barkha…….Later on while feeding the brahmins she throws an artificial smile at Barkha. Regarding Dev when the Brahmins were eating, her first look is of hurt and then that changes to that of happiness that she has not let anything affect him. When the brahmin asks for RPtian Radhika keeps on looking at Dev and Barkha takes the decision and steps in and Radhika's look changes to anger again ...then when the brahmns wish Barkha and Dev for life together...Radhika looks at Padma and walks away (was she looking for something from Padma...she will not find whatever she is looking for ) . Radhika is completely broken down and facing all these emotional wounds one after the other but she is not losing her dignity…the way she walked out without saying a word shows her steely spinal chord which will bend but will no break and she goes to the privacy of the bedroom to cry and thas where Dev finds her (most probably Dev followed her after that incident with the brahmins)….In their room it was Dev saying that she is pushing him away that made her open her mouth…In Radhika's conversation between her and Barkha…..the latter is blabbering while Radhika is calmly looking at her and then she sarcastically tells Barkha that she did not actually believe Radhika….BB did but not her. …when she is her best friend…since Barkha always talks of best friend…..and then Barkha starts giving her excuses after being flustered first and Radhika is just calmly studying her…….. shows who is secure and who is insecure………and then Radhika tells to herself that BB is bad but that everyone knows but what about Barkha and she never expected this from her…….
As for Dev……..he got flustered on Friday when he realized that Radhika was sitting and staring at him the entire night…wanted to be with him but did not wake him up…then on repeated asking Radhika is still not telling him. ….and then the food incident mad him lose his temper which was further worsened by badi bahu supporting Radhika. In his room when Barkha tells him that Radhika is doing all this because she is feeling lost out, he does not want to believe Barkha but then Barkha tells him that she knows Radhika better because she knows her from childhood……but actually Radhika proved Barkha wrong by saving Dev's face and also calmly walking away from the hall when the coins were distributed, but Dev might have taken it the other way. Later on in his room he apologises to Radhika and tells her that he should not have shouted at her and also tells her the reason why…because he loves her and hence expects her to tell him all her problems...he also tells her that he cannot help her until and unless she tells him what is wrong…….. I was thinking when the Brahmins were blessing Dev to follow truth……..what will be their reaction when they will get to know that this is all based on lies……..then the brahmins told him to follow the old chaps step regarding duty….well Dev is doing that…….but one dialogue might come to bite Dev later on….that Radhika knows that Dev is doing all this or RP…….will he realise that he chose RP over Radhika? Yes he is thinking of giving Radhika's rights but when the crucial time comes he does chose RP……when he was ready to destroy the RP dreams when her kidnapped Radhika to protect her. Or will Barkha's word have the opposite effect on Dev and he will think that Radhika is getting hurt by him choosing RP ...she he sould do something about it.
Coming to Barkha..well what can I say….she is very insecure and her false bravado is all a means to hide her insecurity and that's why from childhood she latched on to the secure Radhika…….to outsiders she is the one who is strong but actually that is not true………it is Radhika….who just kept quiet because being a secure person she did not think that she has to prove herself to others. So this obsession did start from childhood………people have always praised Radhika which Barkha does not like….and she wants to own whatever Radhika has…….so the aim is Radhika and whoever is pulling the strings from background is using Barkhas obsession for Radhika to get the work done. This girl is also completely delusional….she is saying that Dev chose Barkha when Dev did what Radhika wanted….she is saying that Radhika thinks that she is Dev's wife when Radhika is Dev's wife……..Barkha's sense of reality is constantly blurring.
A for acting today was again Rubina's day followed by Avinash……Rubina was brilliant and Avinash also supported her throughout the episode.…but todays episode was about Radhika's illusion about Barkha finally coming to an end and it was Barkha herself who did it for her…….