Originally posted by: buttercups2020
It's been three months, my sweet boy. Three months since you escaped this crazy world and I hope you are at much much better place. Look from above and see the downfall of everyone who wronged you. There must be something about you to have whole world get united to bring you justice. The whole nation has turned upside down, my Sush. For you.
Your death has changed something in me and I can't point what. I have rage, I have hate and I have pain. I feel ten different emotions each passing day with the progress of your case. I have become a lot more gentle and a lot less judgmental, Sush. I promise to be never so nonchalant about people and never be so blinded by materialistic things. I have started to look at the stars differently because you taught me they hold stories. And I read a little more to have the kind of clarity that you had.
I appreciated you in few of the movies that I saw and moved on.. how I wish I was more vocal about my praise. I didn't know you needed my voice , my boy. I now know you needed it more than anyone else and I will be forever holding it against myself.
The kind of distraught you were put through, I as an audience could have taken that away and I am so so so sorry that I didn't. You seeked validation Sushant and the vultures ate on you. I can apologies for this on behalf of others.
You needed help and everyone who knew you knew this. How cold one had to be to let you die every single day piece by piece and leech on you.
Kaam nahi bolta Sushant. You were too pure for this evil world. Nobody gave two hoots about your hard work-albeit- targetted you, bullied you, cornered you and then finally killed you. They broke your heart, they broke your mind because they couldn't take away your zeal and talent. You were God's gift and they realised it.
I don't know if I am still ready to know how you died even when every day i wake up with hope to know about it. You talked about paradoxes all the time and I am living that paradox now. I don't know what is more brutal. They killing you after physically hurting you or you gave up on life after they broke you beyond repair. Either , the loss was of ours and your family.
I hope you are so proud of your sisters and father who are fighting against such powerful filthy people with utmost pride and strength. You were a warrior Sushant and now I know why. It runs in the family.
Bollywood is not the same for me.
This world is not the same for me.
Your death has brought revolution And even if nobody is behind the bars, the whole world now knows you were wronged and they are going to stand by you till eternity. And unlike last time, I promise the love your fans and your family have for you is eternal and beyond. You are loved Sush. You are loved so much.
Untill next time, my dreamer boy.
Rest in peace.
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