Some Thoughts

I am sorry mods, but I really had to create this thread, I still have the regret that, my intentions were misunderstood few months ago

I left this forum in March 2019, after that I did move on in my life and I am doing really well , in my present life, I am doing really wellBut, this one thought still keeps popping on my head though it does nto disturb me like before, but I just wanted to clarify that, I am not vile or a vamp

I am nto going to say things directly, but I was portrayed to be a vamp and I was never a villain, maybe my way was wrong to write things directly on a thread, I was wrong at that time, but I am nto a fake person or anything I started using this forum from January 2019 and after that, I used to have fun

But, in February 2019, I had some issues which I would nto say here, but those issues really disturbed me a lot and my way was wrong to be direct about it, I should have clarified things with those people through PM.

But, I chose nto to as I never felt comfortable talking through PM , but later I did realize that, that would have been the right choice, so I was wrong and I agree. I never wanted to insult anyone, but I don't know why I did nto PM, I just said everything on the thread as I felt this is the only way I can communicate, I was wrong.

But, my intensions were nto wrong and in the end I felt I was portrayed to be a bad person or someone who is a betrayer, I am not a betrayer or anything, I never intended to betray those people.

I did overthink and overstress a lot atthat time which I felt was a waste of time, I was wasting my time I feel which is not right, this forum is not supposed to be interfered in your real life which actually did happen unfortunately at that time.

But, now thinsg are different and I am ina happier space and those things don't bother me.

Only if my was better, I could have expressed myself in a better way, but there was no evil side of mine or any hidden agenda against that person.

If I see a similar situation like that in real life, I would have behaved the same, so it is nto just that person.

I was getting protective about my friends, but everyone thought I am a villain or have something against that one person , no I did nto, but yes things made me dislike that person.

But, I did say everything on that person's face, I never complained to anyone about him and tried to atc sweet on his face, I never acted sweet at all, I did keep my distance and only once, I tried to end things on a positive note with that perosn only because I was told to sort things out.

But, for me my opinion had already formed and I still don't want anything bad for anyone neither did I at that time, but there was this regret that, I did loose some friends which I made and I still consider them as friends even if we are nto in touch with eachother.

I for the first time have come here after March, so it is not like I am stalking anyone, I was never here , I won't be here again after I write this post.

But, I wanted to clarify that, I am nto a vile person who plotted against someone, I am nto like that, people have some misconception about me which is nto true.

I never discriminated against anyone, I had some opinion which had reasons and it was never to discriminate between people and genders.

I was nto horrible and mean because of random reason, I felt I have to take a stand which I did and now I am nto interested in taking any stands, I am ahea din lfie now and moved on, but I wanted to clarify to all those people who still think I am a vile, mean, horrible, or a double faced person.

I never acted sweet infort of anyone and said things behind people;s back, I guess that is something where I fall weak as I cannot hide things, but yes I also should have been more private in expressing my thoughts, so I am sorry for that.