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A Change of Heart - Namzy

PART 1

It has been a month since prerna got engaged to Mr. Bajaj. She was sitting and having tea in the balcony and staring at the vast ocean in front of her though she was deep lost in her thoughts. She fiddled with her engagement ring and thought again and again.. did she do the right thing. She liked Mr. Bajaj, she somewhere cared for him but could she go beyond that in this relationship. Last 9 years, it had been her and sneha and some where bajaj kids who took priority in her life. And how could she forget the hurt of anurag which occupied the largest space even if she denied it. Will she be able to give mr bajaj a space in her heart. She had never thought about his perspective before because it never crossed her mind. But yesterday a chat with her mom and bhabhi, forced her to think beyond herself and what she has gotten herself into.

Suddenly her constant phone ringing got her back and she picked up the phone.. it was mr. Gupta on other side.. his voice was trembling as he told her that bajaj was in a car accident and she needs to send tushar to Australia for formalities. He could not get through tushar phone. Prerna’s color drained as she tried clutching the phone. Last time he had been in an accident, their life had turned upside down.. she could not go through this again. She could not grasp the entire thing but heard that he was under the care of their aus office in a hospital. Mr gupta had arranged for tickets for last flight and he will meet tushar there in the airport.

Tushki, vish and prerna were sitting in the hall. The atmosphere was quite tensed. Rb was still in ICU though his vitalstats were normal. Kids were making plan and arrangements for tushar to go while prerna was very still and silent. Vishakha called out her loudly and prerna looked at vishakha with faraway look. She took out her spectacles and removed a tear from her eye with her index finger “Mom were you crying” said vish while wrapping her arms around P as she sat on the armrest. Prerna gave a small smile and denied. Vish did not pursue it further though she could sense that prerna is shaken by the news. She could see Fikar in prerna’s eyes for her dad.

Prerna got up from the sofa and told the kids that she will go to Australia and tushar will manage BTN till then. Kids started protesting but she stopped them. She knew that mr. Bajaj needed her and will ask for her, when he gets up. Here in india, she will not be able to do much. Kids finally came around and it was decided that vish will look after Sneha and cookie and both of them will oversee BTN.

She prepared for the long journey and reached the airport with Mr. Gupta. Who was surprised to see her but deep down was relived that now bajaj will be able to recover faster. Their main purpose was to get him back to India. They finally reach Sydney. It was evening and both of them decided to head straight to the hospital. They reached ICU and prerna let guptaji go 1st. She could not see him so distressed. After finally reaching here, her nerves were calmer as she felt that she was in control of the situation. She finally went inside and saw him lying.. he was in a quite bad shape. As per dr, he had been mostly unconscious and was saved by God’s grace. She felt bad to see this man who was going to be her husband in this state but she had her emotions in control. She went outside and insisted on staying for the night as she could not see mr Gupta at this age, exerting more. Nothing else. Few days went in blur between spending nights in hospital and sleeping in the hotel room which they had booked near by. They had a house but Gupta and prerna decided that they could shift there once, bajaj is in a condition to shift. Bajaj while came in and out of unconscious. Prerna had lot of time in her hand to think though she was not the one who analysed things but she could not stop thinking that why she does not want to leave his side.

PART 2

After a week or so, she got a call from guptaji that bajaj has finally woken up and he was being very difficult for the hospital staff to handle. Prerna left her hotel room in a hurry and reached mr bajaj pvt room where he had been shifted. Gupta had never been relived as he was that time to see her. They exchanged look and she went inside. Mr bajaj was having a disagreement with the dr and nurse over the kind of treatment they were giving and why he could not start work from hospital. Prerna could not suppress a smile but she straightened and in a stern voice said, “Mr. Bajaj.” He turned and looked at her surprised. The argument all forgotten. The dr and nurse were dismissed who were more then happy to go away. They preferred talking to mr bajaj fiancee then this tyrant.
Bajaj was surprised, really surprised to see her there. He tried getting up but his knees faltered. She instinctively went and supported him on to the bed. They exchanged a look and prerna immediately removed her hands and bajaj smiled (the hurt smile which he gives)though it hurt to even smile. Prerna tumhe aane ki kya zaroorat thi itni dhoor, mein theek hun . He tried speaking more but his ribs were hurting. He lied down. Prerna ignored his question as she herself did not know, what she will say. Instead she looked at him. He was in lot of pain and his eyes were drooping. He could not sit but wanted to work.

She politely told him that she heard him arguing with dr for letting him go, while he could not stand. Rb protested but prerna told him to have his meal which was getting cold.

She sat on the sofa and he though wanted to protest as he did not like taking orders but this was prerna. He could not raise his hand. He had 1 sip of soup but kept it back. His ribs hurt, when he raised his hand. He was too proud to accept that he was hurt so he told her that he was not hungry. Prerna saw the scene in front of her and she understood that mr bajaj will never accept that he could not eat himself. She called the nurse but it turned out to be futile. Rishabh flatly refused to be fed by anyone. Prerna could see that nurse was getting intimidated by this man who was sitting in front of her. He was not an easy man to handle and especially if he was not in control. She sighed and took a chair next to him. She told the nurse to go. She took the spoon and put it near his lips. He just stared at her and silently had the soup. He could not believe what was happening.

Couple of days went like this. He tried speaking but he still had lot of pain. Prerna came day and night and fed his meals.. it was not easy for her as it was not easy for him to feel like an handicap plus he felt that he was burdening prerna with his illness. She sat with him but there was this awkward silence between them. She still had that far away look sometimes. And that kept him at his guard. Gupta updated him about office plus when they were alone, he told bajaj that prerna herself has insisted on coming and she had just been going between hotel and hospital for 10 days now. 4th day, when prerna entered the room, she had a huge smile. Rishabh smiled on seeing her smile for the 1st time and on inquiring got to know that once the reports came in the evening, they could go back.

Rishabh 1st was very happy to hear as he himself wanted to leave but the closeness he shared with prerna in last 4 days, he did not want to loose that. He had not seen her this part in past 9 years.

Prerna was happy as she was going back to sneha as she started packing the bag. Suddenly she left her packing and looked outside the glass in her hotel room. These past 10 days had beena roller coaster of emotions which she did not even realise back then but now remembering the emotions she went through when she saw him lying like that in a critical stage. Dr were not happy with the injuries as they had touched the same area as his previous accident. His legs will take lot of time to recover properly and so will his ribs.
She had varied emotions during those 7-10 days when he was in ICU. Prerna for the 1st time, had not thought about anu or prem. She could not phantom that she felt deeply shaken on the prospect of losing him. She with frustration moved her hand through her hair and wore her glasses as well as a mask of aloofness. She could not understand this new emotion which was developing for mr bajaj. She packed her bag and went to hospital to see the situation and formalities for discharge. But when she reached there, mr. gupta and mr bajaj had grim expressions. Apparently his legs xray reports were not good and it was decided that he should stay in Australia for another 10 days though he could get discharge from the hospital.

PART 3

Prerna was in a fix.. guptaji could not stay any longer as business was suffering. Tushar was handling it but he needed Gupta uncle as he only knew the details of the new merger other then his dad. Tushar and vishakha wanted to come leaving everything but bajaj refused. And both prerna and gupta knew that he wont listen to them. Prerna was looking outside the window in his hospital room when bajaj woke up. He was still very weak. Prerna turned and helped him sit. She turned to get the nurse when bajaj told her to sit.

“Prerna tum chali jao. I have talked to the dr and they will arrange a male nurse for me plus we have our staff in our Sydney home. They will take care of me. Sneha needs you. I don’t want to trouble you any longer.”

Prerna who had been confused till now got a clarity. She looked at his vulnerable side though he tried hiding it. She smiled and said, “mr bajaj, sneha aapki beti hain. She understands and is ok with her mumma taking care of her dad aur fir sirf 10 ki baat hi to hain. Aap theek hojaye aur hum fir ghar chalenge.” He tried protesting but she did not listen. Somewhere he was relived that she will be with him. He needed her though mr bajaj will never accept that. She excused herself and went outside to talk to guptaji.

Guptaji was very relived when prerna told him that she will stay back. He did not tell her that though he could stay back but the way he had seen her taking care of bajaj and various emotions she went through were not missed by him. Plus one thing he only noticed was that the sadness which had engulfed this girl for past 9 years was getting less. She was so engrossed in bajaj Health that her own sadness was forgotten for sometime. He wanted both of them to spend quality time and wanted prerna to see bajaj beyond a father figure for sneha. He was not the one who manipulated the situation unlike bajaj but this time it was needed so these unhappy souls could move ahead and became happy. He smiled and told prerna that all arrangements were made and they could shift tonite to the house.

Guptaji insisted on going with bajaj in ambulance while prerna sat in the car behind. They left the city and she saw the beautiful country side pass by.. if she had come in other circumstances, she would have all this. Ahead ahead she could see a beautiful country side home and she gasped as she saw the name plate at house. She has not realised that this was the same house, mr bajaj had built up when they were married. ‘PRERNA’ was the name of the house.. she had never come here though he had asked her lot of time. The kids except sneha had come and spent lot of holidays here in past 9 years but no, not her. She was very busy in being engulfed in sadness. She came out of the car and helped as mr bajaj was shifted inside to one of the rooms on ground floor by medical staff. She finally sat when the nurse who had come with them, retreated to the kitchen for tea and guptaji also.
Prerna was exhausted.. she did not even realise that when she slept on the sofa. She woke up with a start to see mr bajaj coughing and nurse trying to talk to him. She gave prerna an exasperated look and told that he did not have his dinner because of which she could not give him his medicines and he was in so much pain and had slight fever.
Prerna questioned the nurse, who mr bajaj tried to dismiss but prerna was adamant in knowing. She was told that as she was sleeping, mr bajaj did not want to create any kind of noise which could wake her up. Nurse got little scared when rishabh glared at her with a menacing look but prerna did not get affected. She categorically told the nurse that she was to come to her for smallest of things and need not be scared of Mr. Bajaj. She was there to handle the situation and pls she should be woken up, if any slightest of things are not followed by the patient. Nurse was also told to get mr bajaj dinner.

Nurse went away as fast as she could and prerna turned towards rishabh. She felt guilty (though that was not in her nature/character at all) to see that he was in so much pain and needed medicine asap. “I dont want to talk about this prerna. You already did so much for me and now you are staying here also. How could I wake you up.” Prerna told him in no nonsense voice that she was staying here with her free will and he should not feel guilty about it again and again. Though inside she felt very warm towards this man and how much he thought about her needs1st. Staff got his dinner but he got adamant that he will only have, when prerna’s dinner was also served as it was already very late. No one could refuse him as everyone wanted him to have his medicines and goto sleep.

That night prerna slept peacefully, so did mr bajaj after a long time. Prerna got up fresh and some how felt happy. She did not realise this but bajaj felt as soon as she entered the room. Her smile just brightened him and he could not stop responding back with a smile. She insisted on taking him out in the garden which overlooked the beach. She told the nurse to freshen up mr bajaj and come out. While she told the staff to set the breakfast outside.
Rishabh came out in the wheelchair and all he could see was prerna. She was in a mood today after years and he did not want to break this dream. How he had longed for him to spend time with her here. He wanted her to see the view of the beach from a particular spot and instinctively got up. But his feet gave up and he almost fell on the grass. Prerna gasped and came running towards him. She tried calling the nurse but the waves sound were louder then her voice. She took hold of him and helped him to sit back. For a moment, their eyes met and prerna could see only love for her which she had never thought of so much. She suddenly became silent and gave a small smile as he sat. She mockingly scolded him and he said, “yes, prernaji” Prerna burst out laughing on THE mr bajaj listening to someone and that moment passed though it lingered in prerna’s mind.
Nurse came and told him to come inside and bajaj really got annoyed and flatly refused. Nurse instinctively looked at prerna with exasperated look. Prerna looked at mr bajaj and she also knew, where to push him. She told the nurse to get the medicines here only and she himself will get her patient back in sometime.

Bajaj looked at her and she just got locked with those blue captivating eyes. She averted her eyes when nurse got the medicine. She gave him the medicine and was about to sit, when bajaj asked her, if she would like to take the round of the house. She was about to refuse but just could not. She held the wheel chair handle and moved him toward the house. He took her from 1 room to another on ground floor while she admired the beauty of the house though it was little outdated but still quite clean and well maintained. She told him the same thing and bajaj turned, and looked at her, “yeh waisa hi hain prerna, jaise tumne design kiya tha.”

Prerna was stunned beyond words and suddenly realized that he was right. She looked at him with tears in her eyes(the tender look she gives him at the hilltop during the time he had told her to go to anu for sneha) both look at each other for sometime when suddenly phone rings in her hand. They both look at the screen and it was ANURAG. rishabh sighed and turned back but instead of hearing her talking on phone, he heard her asking him, if he will show her the 1st floor. He gives her a big smile and they turn towards the lift. 1st floor just had family member rooms which overlooked at the backyard which had swimming pool, just the way she designed. They crossed tushki, vish and kooki’s room. Then they entered the master bedroom and prerna stopped as she saw her blue saree painting’s copy hanging there. She looked at him but did not ask him anything. For the second time, she averted her eyes. But this time, a tear moistened her eyelashes. She had not really bothered in past 9 years to think kn how mr bajaj feels for her. That intensity was just never given importance by her. She wore her glasses and without saying anything, they moved to the connecting room. It was same as she had a room within a master bedroom when she was married to him. She was seeing him with another look which she had not bothered in past 9 yrs. Not even after they got engaged. They came out of the master bedroom when rishabh told her to turn back but she insisted on going further and there were 2 rooms. 1 was locked and when she asked about it, he reacted quite sharply and she was taken aback. Second she was genuinely touched and felt warm when she entered. She knew this was sneha’s room.

She asked him, why he never told her that he got a room made for her. He said gruffly, “yeh room meine is umeed me banwaya tha ki shayad kabhi humara rishta bhadega aur yeh humare bachhe ka hoga. Pur fir wo tumarhari shaadi hogayi. Meine umeed chhordi thi pur fir sneha humari zindagi mein aayi, aur ye kamra usika hona tha. Mein tum logo ko lana Chahtha tha, pur tum hi nahin aanya chahti thi.” With this he turned and requested her to take him down. He was very exhausted. The conversation ended there.

PART 4

Prerna’s silence pierced rishabh’s heart as he thought that she must be thinking of anurag and sneha as she always did. While prerna was beyond words. She had wrapped herself in her pain so much that she never saw anything beyond her pain. She never thought that what he must be going through. But she did not ponder much as nurse literally scolded her that he had exerted a lot and he had 102 fever. Prerna got worried and they both him lie on the bed and let him go off to sleep.

It was evening and the fever had still not come down. Though he did get up in between and had his lunch and slept. She was updated by the nurse as she was in other room doing pending office work and rishabh categorically told the nurse not to disturb her. Prerna gave a sympathetic look at the nurse and she did not know, whose order to follow and whose to ignore. She decided to find something while bajaj was asleep.

She called the staff and asked about the room which was locked. They kept mum but when she insisted, the staff told her that no one knew much about this room expect that it was cleaned from time to time by the head butler himself. She usually did not intrude in mr bajaj things but her heart said, she should know the truth. She called for the butler and went upside and stood outside the locked room waiting for him. He was quite nervous and told her that mr bajaj will get very angry but prerna had her way. Mein unki fiancee hun aur yeh ghar unhonene mere naam pe banwaya tha. To aap yeh darwaza kholiye. Wo aapko kuch nahin kahenge.

He gave her a pleading look but she stood firm and he finally opened it. She gasped as she saw a beautifully decorated child’s room. But why was it closed. Before she could say anything, the butler said something which just shook whole of prerna. Mam, yeh mr bajaj ke swargiye bete prem ka kamra hain. Wo yaha kissi ko aane nahin dete. Prerna looked at him and before the tears could not stop themself, she told the butler that she will come in sometime and he can leave.

Prerna just sat on the floor with prem’s pic which was kept on the side table and cried her heart out. 1st it was her son whose loss still pierced her heart, then the grief that engulfed her life for past 9 years.. she had been so so wrapped in her pain and her hatred or her love for anurag that she did not see people around her. She did not see mr bajaj or his absolute love for her, who had whole heartedly accepted her son and there was that man, who did not accept his own daughter.

It must be quite a long time, she just kept on sitting but then she looked up and saw evening had set. “MR. BAJAJ, she whispered. He had such a high fever. She washed her face and kissed the photograph and kept it back. She closed the room and felt as if she was closing part of her past wounds.
She went down and nurse told her that he was better but still had fever. She gave nurse a break and told her to rest tonite. Nurse tried protesting but p told her firmly that she can take care of her fiancee. Abd she will call her, if need be. And care she did. She did not leave that room that night. Entire night she monitored his fever and sat by his side.

The morning sun woke rishabh up. He felt much better after resting entire day yesterday. He turned and his hand was covered by another hand. He sharply removed his hand thinking it must be the nurse. But he was surprised to see, prerna face. She was peacefully sleeping with her face resting on his bed, while she herself was sitting on the chair. That time nurse entered and did not make a noise when bajaj signed not to disturb prerna. She told him that prerna mam insisted on being by his side entire night and she only took care of him.

Rishabh dismissed the nurse after she did the checkup and he could not stop himself from keeping his hand over head and stroking it. How much he loved her. She woke up with a start and looked at him. Involuntarily her hand went to his head. He could not help keeping his hand over hers. Their eyes locked. It looked like an eternity. He searched her eyes. And he saw something, which he had not seen before. But he did not trust his heart. She could see what his eyes were searching for. She had really thought hard about this, entire night which was unlike her. She knew that he will not believe till she says something.
She did something which was totally unlike her but she had to. He deserved this. She did not remove his eyes from him and moved fwd and gave a peck on his cheek and intertwined her fingers with his.

Originally posted by: Wistfulness

Originally posted by: saps.156

I love her short thesis on RB. I can keep reading it again and never get enough

Originally posted by: Crazy4prb

where did write the ff and OS

I meant her description of RB. Had posted it long ago and u have read that also .... initial pages of second thread of KZK1

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