NUMMnesia Sufferers #8 *Strictly Invites Only* - Page 17

The OST is growing on me..Junaid's voice is makkhan!❤️

found phew! oooh this one has great online viewership😲

Hirwa, J's version is 5 mins wala only😳 and we have a female version too. though J's one is unbeatable <3

here are both links - full wala😳
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7TaTLx0ir4E[/YOUTUBE]
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emk4wom1oMM[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: -FreeLancer-

found phew! oooh this one has great online viewership😲

watched episode 1 and it ws so fun!😆 OOOHH intense and shy Talaaal - I like I like waise he is quite sarcastically witty and fun around Roshni only😉

Roshni is stupid lol..but whatever..they have super K-E-M-I-S-T-R-I! pair approved😎

who is that lame vamp? Laali is so sweet too😳

Yes she is stupid, thats so cute😳 I like it so much about her😳😆

yes they have IT i them❤️ hope we will be able to get into good discussions in future once the story progresses!

u know Laali's full name is Lala Rukh❤️ which Lala means Flower and Rukh means alike.. flower alike❤️ yes Laali is sweet and cute 😳😳 - I know the novel story - Its about Talal's family, his sis Laali and his LS with Roshanay.

and mazze ki baat ki Talal and Roshni are Chacha-Bhanji☺️ u got me right?🤣

Originally posted by: -FreeLancer-

Bin roye is watched

Damn the last episode☺️😭 it was so beautiful! 😭

I dont have words for the confession of both Irtiza and Saba..Irtiza - all this while I kept thinking he is such a flat straight line character - but he is so complex too..pure soul as you said..his love for Saba is devotional..divine..damn kaash humse bhi koi aise pyaar karta😭 selfless unconditional truly!

Saba finally came a full circle- the girl punished herself for so long..fought her own demons all this while..one moment of madness and she cursed her ownself for life..what a beautiful character graph

Mahira-Humayun were so beautiful all through the show and specially the last epi

YES! Now I can state my over spiritual posts here😆😳

u watched movie ending Hirwa?😳 movie mein he even carries her inside the house..parr show mein katt diya😡😆

wait first I will post the transliteration from the Novel itself ..this will help u undertsand Irtiza even more.. Irtiza is my another fab after Wali and others😳 He enters the list for me and may overtake many there😆❤️:

CREDIT : Zahra😳
Irtiza's self realization:
Saba ko yaad nahi ke use Irtiza Ghazanfar se pehle baar mohabbat kab huwi. Lekin use yaad tha. Woh 8th April thi. Shaam ka waqt tha. Jab uss ne pehle baar Saba ko dekha tha. Saath saal ki umr mein uss ne uss larki se mohabbat karna shuru kar di thi.

Uss ne Saba se shaadi ki khwaaish ka izhaar sirf Mamma ke aansuon our Daddy ki udaassion ko dekhte huwe kiya.

Lekin Saba uss shaadi ko mane ke liye tayaar nahin thi. Woh uss rishte se nafrat karti thi. Wo Saba ke uss rad-amal ki wajah dhoondne mein laga raha. Woh kam-umar aur jazbaati si larki jisse woh choti si bachi samajhta tha uss ke saath aakhir uss ka rishta kyat ha?

Uss ke bahut andar chupi thi yeh baat. Itne andar ke kabhi khood uss par mankashaf nah o saki. Saba ki aetraaf ne use hilaa diya tha. Usse jhanjhor kar rakh diya tha. Usse zindagi mein kabhi bhi kissi aurat ke aansuon se itni takleef nahi huwi thi jitni Saba ke aansuon se hoti thi. Aur uss waqt bhi so ussi takleef se guzzar raha tha. Uss waqt jab woh uss ke kandhe par sar rakh kar ro rahi thi.

Saba ne Saman ke liye nafrat se bhi kyun socha tha, woh use badduaaein kyun deti thi, woh Saman se hassad kyun karti thi uss ne ek pal ke liye bhi Saba ke khilaaf kuch nahi socha. Woh sahi thi ya ghalat, woh achi thi ya buri. Woh Saba thi. Uss ne zindagi mein joh kuch kiya, woh sab ghalat tha. Tab bhi woh uss ke liye wohi Saba thi. Woh uss ke baare mein apne sochne ka andaaz tabdeel nahin kar sakta tha.

Saba ki taraf dekhte dekhte uss ne apni aur Saman ki tassweer ko dekhna shuru kar diya tha. Yeh bedroom joh uss ne Saman ke liye bari mohabbat se sajaaya tha. Uss mein lagi apni honeymoon ke dinon ki yaadgaar tassweer use kiss qadar passand thi. Woh kuri par se ek dam hi utha tha. Aahista qadmon se chalta huwa woh ab uss tasweer ke saamne aakar khara ho gaya tha. Uss ki nigaahein Saman ke chehre par jami thi.

"Saman! Main ne na zindagi mein kal tum se jhoot bola tha aur na aaj boloon ga. Tum meri zindagi mein aane waali sab se achi larki thi. Tum kisse aur duniya ki lagti thi. Kissi pariyon ki desh ki shehxaadi, joh rasta bhool kar hum insaanon ki duniya mein aagayi thi. Saman! Aaj mujhe yeh ehteraaf kar lene do ke maine tum se tumhaari khoobiyon ki wajah se mohabbat ki thi.

Agar tum mein yeh tamaan khoobiyaan na hoti to main kabhi tumhaari mohabbat mein mubteela na hota aur Saba? Saba mere liye kya hai...?
Saba mujhe iss liye achi lagti hai kyunke woh Saba hai. Woh achi hai yaa buri. Uss mein khoobiyaan hai ya khaamiyaan, woh sahi hai ya ghalat, main phir bhi use mohabbat karta hoon. Tumhaare saath dil ka rishta tha Saman, toh Saba ke saath mera rooh ka rishta hai. Yeh Mohabbat ka kaunsa andaaz hai main nahi jaanta. Yeh ishq hai ya junoon. Yeh kya hai? Mujhe nahi maaloom."


The final confession between two :
Irtiza ko kamre mein aata dekh kar woh uth kar baith gayi.

"Kaisi tabeeyat hai Saba?" woh muskuraate huwe uss ke kareeb aayaa.

"Theek hai," uss ne bahut aahista aawaaz mein uss ka jawaab diya.

"Yeh dekho, cheese sandwiches banaye hai, main ne tumhaare liye. Kha kar bataayo kaise bane hai." Woh tray uss ke saamne rakhte huwe, uss ke baraabar mein bed par baith gaya. Woh khamoshi se tray ki taraf dekhne lagi.

"Lo na Saba! Main ne itni mehnat se tumhaare liye sandwiches banaye hai aur mera daawaa hai ke yeh sandwiches tumhein bahut pasand aaein ge." Uss ne plate mein se sandwich utha kar uss ke haath mein pakraaya. Uss ne khaana shuroo kar diya.

"Kaho, maze ka hai ke nahi." Uss se jawaab mein kuch bhi nahi bola gaya. Niwaala uss ke halq mein phasne laga tha. Halq mein aansoon ka phanda sa lagne laga tha.

"Yeh coffee bhi toh peeyo, tumhaare maze ki coffee toh mein kabhi nahi bana sakta. Bahrhaal yeh coffee bhi itni buri nahi hai. Mere hisaab se yeh meri behtereen koshish hai."

Woh us ski kaifiyat se anjaan bana coffee ka mug utha kar use dene laga. Uss saksh ke saamne woh apni assliyaat uss par zaahir karke pareshaan nahi thi. Woh aisa sukoon mehsoos kar rahi thi jaise ek baazameer mujrim aetraaf-e-jurm ke baad karta hai.

Lekin yeh shaks... woh iss shaks ko kya kahe. Uss ke sab baton ko sunne ke baad bhu uss ka iss ke saath wohi andaaz tha. Wohi narm aur shireen lehje, wohi chehre par muskuraahat.

Uss ne apne baraabar mein baithe uss shaks ki taraf dekha.

"Meri maa agar tum par andha aetemaad karti thi toh bilkul theek karti thi. Tum waaqiy mere liye ek saayadaar shajar ki maanand ho. Tum ne mere itne bare gunaah ko muaaf kar diya.

Itne ache kyun ho Irtiza Ghazanfar? Tumhein meri koyi baat buri kyun nahi lagti?" uss ki aankhon mein aansoo aane lage the. Uss ne Irtiza par se apni nazrein nahi hatayi thi.

"Maaz ko zabardasti lunch karake aaya hoon. Bahut naaraaz hai mujhse. Bilkul baat nahi kar raha. Tum apni tabeeyat jaldi theek kar lo take phir hum kahin baahir jaa sakein aur Maaz ka mood theek ho." Woh us ski sochon se benayaaz nazar aaraha tha. Use Saba ke chehre par jaise kuch nazar aahi nahi raha tha. Uss ne Irtiza se nazrein hataali. Woh ab khamoshi se sandwich kha rahi thi. Sandwich khatam kar ke uss ne coffee bhi poora khatan kar diya tha.

"Bas ek sandwich? Aur lona."

"Main kha chuki." Uss ne pehle se bhi zyaada halki awaaz mein jawaab diya.

Uss ne mazeed issraar kiye baghair tray saamne se hata kar side table par rakh di. Woh khamoshi se us ski taraf dekhne laga tha. Woh us ski nazrein mehsoos kar rahi thi. Lekin uss ne sar utha kar use dekha nahi tha.

"tum Saman se bahut muhabbat karti ho. Tumhaare yakeen dilaaye baghair bhi har baat mujhe maaloom hai. Tum ne khood ko sazaa di uss baat par ke jiss se tumhein itni muhabbat thi, uss ke bare mein lamhe bhar ke liye bhi tumhaare dil mein bure khayaal kyun aaye the." Saba ne chonk kar use dekha.

"Saman tumhaari wajah se nahi mari thi Saba! Yeh taqdeer ka faisla tha. Woh haadsa tumhaari wajah se nahi huwa tha. Aur na tum koyi bahut pahunchi huwi aur buzurg hastii ho ke kissi ko bad dua do aur use lag bhi jaaye. Tumhein sirf hamari shaadi hona acha nahi laga tha. Lekin use hone se rokne ke liye tum ne koyi ghalat kaam nahi kiya tha. Tum hum donon ke beech ghalatfehmiyon paida karwa sakti thi. Tum muh se bhi Saman ke khilaaf bahut kuch keh sakti thi. Tum bari aasaani se hamare darmiyaan laraayi kar wa sakti thi. Lekin tum ne aisa nahi kiya.

Sirf muhabbat karna jurm nahi. Haan, apni muhabbat ke hasool ke liye ghalat raasta ikhtiyaar karna zaroor jurm hai. Aur tum uss jurm ki martakab nahi huwi ho. Tum ne kuch ghalat nahi kiya Saba! Tum ne Saman se kuch nahi cheena. Tumhaari mujhse shaadi hona hamari kismet mein likha tha."

Uss ka use samjhane ka wohi andaaz tha joh hamesha huwa karta tha. Woh ab khamoshi se uss ki taraf dekh raha tha. Chand seconds ki khamoshi un ke darmiyaan aayi thi. Phir uss khamoshi ko Irtiza ne hi tora.

"Kal tum ne mujhse kuch sawaalat kiye the."

Bolte huwe uss ne bari aahatgi se uss ka haath apne haath mein le liya tha.

"Main tumhaare un sawaalon ka jawaab dena chahta hoon Saba." Uss ki aakhon mein jhankte huwe woh mazzboot lehje mein bola. Woh taktaki bandhe use dekh rahi thi.

"Main tumhaara khayal iss liye rakhta tha kyunki tumhaara khayaal har waqt mere saath rehta tha. Tumhein ehmiyat issi liye deta tha kyunke tum mere liye bahut ehem thi. Tumhaare liye iss wajah se jeet ta tha kyunko tum mere jeetne se khush hoti thi. Tumhari khushi mujhe apni khushi lagti thi. Jiss tawajjo, jiss khayal karne ko tum muhabbat samajhti thi, woh muhabbat thi. Woh bilkul waisi muhabbat thi jaise tum samajhti thi."

Woh ek aisi baat use bata raha tha ke woh aankhon mein hairat aur beyakeeni liye, palkein jhukaye use dekhe chali jaarahi thi. Uss ne us ski aankhon ki hairat aur beyakeeni ko fauran par liya tha.

"Tum jaanti ho Saba ke main jhoot nahi bolta. Agar mujhe tumse muhabbat thi toh maine Saman se shaadi kyun ki? Main yeh baat nahi samjha sakta. Muhabbat hum donon ne ek doosre se ki hain magar hamari muhabbat ka andaaz bahut mukhtalif tha. Tumhaari muhabbat haq jataane waali thi, malkiyat samajhne waali thi. Aur main chahta k eke tum se har koyi muhabbat kare. Bilkul waise jaise mein karta hoon, kitni duaaein maangi thi maine ke Safeer tumhaara ussi tarah khayal rakhe jaisa main rakhta hoon. Woh tum se mohabbat karta, tum uss ke saath khush rehti toh mujhe ek pal ke liye bhi afsos na hota. Hamaare muhabbat karne ka andaaz mukhtalif tha Saba lekin ek doosre se muhabbat hum ek jitni hi karte the.

Meri zindagi ke tamaan saalon main se sirf saat saalon nikaal do. In shuroo ke saat saalon ke baad phir saari zindagi main ne tum se mmuhabbat karne ke ilaawa kuch nahi kiya.

Tumhaare saath joh mera rishta hai Saba, woh bahut hi ajeeb rishta hai. Isse main koyi naam nahi de paaraha."

Woh apne dil ki tamaan sachaayion ke uss se mukhaatib tha. Saba ki aankhon ki beyakini khatam ho chuki thi. Wahan ab sirf hairat thi.

"Ek baar aisa huwa tha. Sirf ek baar. Jab main tumhaare liye nahin jeeta tha. Kyunke mere haarne se Saman khush huwi thi. Bara khush tha main haar kar lekin tumhaare aasuon ne meri uss khushi ko bahut jaldi udaasi mein badal diya tha.

Aur aisa zindagi mein hamesha huwa hai Saba, woh khushi jiss ke raaste mein Saba ke aansoon aate hon, woh khushi phir mujhe kabhi khushi nahi de sakti. Yeh sach hai ke Saman mere dil se nahi nikal sakti, lekin uss se bhi bara sach yeh hai ke meri zindagi mein joh jagah aur joh mukaam tumhaara hai, woh kissi ka bhi nahi. Tumhaare liye mere dil ne kabhi koyi mantakh nahi maani. Tum bure se bura aur ghalat se ghalat kaam bhi karogi toh main use ghalat samajhne ke bawajood bhi tumhaara saath dene par khood ko majboor paaoon ga."

Woh use ghaur se dekhte huwe bare yakeen se bol raha tha aur Saba ko kiya huwa tha uss pal, woh haar gayi thi khud se.

Irtiza keh raha tha ke woh apna dil nahi badal sakta. Aur Saba par achanak hi inkishaaf huwa ke woh bhi apna dil nahi badal sakti. Woh khud se kuch bhi kahe. Kitne bhi jhoot bole. Sach toh yeh hai ke woh aaj bhi uss shaks se muhabbat karti hai, joh cheez uss ke bass mein nahi thi. Uss ke liye woh khood par giraft bhi nahi kar sakti thi. Uss ke aankhon se ek dam hi aansoon behne lage the. Apni barson ki thakan utaarne ke liye use woh kandha mila tha jiss par sar rakh kar woh apne saare aansoon bahaa sakti thi. Aur uss ne aisa hi kiya tha...

and this was posted by another member,maybe a part of Novel or what she have gathered reading it.it is beautiful also :

CREDIT: Anam

Basically, the most important person in Irtaza's life had always been saba. Irtaza and saba grew up together but she was 12 years his junior. A huge age difference. He was crazy about her in general. He never thought about it in a romantic way because she was so much younger than him. Then came Saman. Saman was new and she was a fairly nice girl. He started feeling stirrings in his heart for her. Had he known that Saba felt anything remotely romantic for him, he wouldn't have pursued Saman. His biggest fear and regret was making Saba cry for something he did. It cannot be explained or reasoned what he felt for Saba. If he'd known before him getting married that saba fancied him, knowing that he wouldn't have married Saman.

He did love Saman. But one can fall in love many times in their lifetime.

But for Saba, his love was different. It was pure and deeper than what he felt for Saman. He just wanted to make her happy, whatever way he could.

He said that his love for Saman was because he liked her qualities and because he became friends with her whilst studying abroad. It was never crazy. It was comfortable. She was a nice wife. But had she shown a negative side to herself, he wouldn't have been forgiving towards her. His love for her could've died.

But for Saba, she could do anything. Anything! And he would always forgive her. She could be badtameez. She could ruin someone. She could be a very bad person. And still he couldn't stop himself from loving her.

Saman was new in his life. She became his wife and his responsibility. But Saba goes bone deep inside him. Hurting Saba was the last thing he wanted to do.

I reckon given Irtaza's confession that had Saba expressed her love before he tied the marital knot with Saman, he would've retreated and married Saba instead and lived a fulfilling love filled life with her. But it was Saba's ego that stopped her from confessing her love.

Saman coming into their life was a stroke of fate.

Now as to Irtaza finding out about Saba's affection for him. He found out about it during Saman's life when Saba visited them in America. He was deeply hurt because of that. He was sad that he had hurt Saba. But he was already married. But he had a hope that Saba sambhal jayegi. Then Saman died. Everyone wanted him to marry Saba but he thought he wasn't worthy of Saba since he married her sister.

He thought she genuinely wanted to marry Safeer. Him being a widower and hurting her so much, she might feel revulsion for him. All he wanted was her to feel the utmost happiness. With or without him. Marrying him might remain a constant reminder of the fact that he chose her sister over her. She could have a pick of more worthy men. She shouldn't have to choose him.

Ironically, Safeer turned out to be a bas***d. Later on, Irtaza also confessed that he should've married saba the first time his family asked. He shouldn't have let her marry Safeer. Because Safeer didn't care for her, therefore he was not worthy of her. He couldn't fathom why someone wouldn't care for Saba. Since she was so precious. For him, Saba is and will always remain the girl he could and would happily pamper.

The time he married her was because he understood that no one but him could keep her happy. No one cared for her the way he did. No other man could feel for her what he felt for her. Had there been another guy who would've loved Saba and saba him, Irtaza would've stepped aside for her sake. She would die hurting herself, trapped inside her ego. He forced her to marry him so he could stop her from destroying herself.

I didn't like the drama ending. God! They could've done so much more with it.

P.S: Another thing he said was that, his feelings for Saman were selfish. With Saman he cared what he wanted. But with Saba he only cared for what she wanted.
e.g when he bought something for Saman he would buy things according to his own taste and preference. But with Saba, he would spend hours choosing and buying stuff because he knew how choosy Saba was with her things. He wanted to please her and he wanted her happy. That's all he'd ever wanted more than anything in his life. The feeling for Saba transcends any relation he'd ever had in his life.

So this is basically the brief summary.

And this is what I wrote on BP thread after epis and reading transliteration 😳

part 1:
Actually yah in the novel it is shown so beautifully. I agree the drama could have been much better if they would have connected the joints earlier only but still I am not at all disappointed with the drama,it is beautiful too.😳 it is so obvious that irtiza always loved her, how anyone can deny it? but he never desired her, never lusted over her, actually she was the all he ever had .. his whole life was revolving around her even after marrying Saman. but Saman was never allowed to come between him and Saba and she never tried to do as well and thats why they were a happy couple. Romancing Saba was never his priority, all he wanted her to be happy. I loved the shopping example given there. so true and explain it all. Saman was always about his conscious preference but Saba was never. It was Saba who kept him guiding and giving the proper enthusiasm.

And I also liked how after marriage. he developed yearning for her, it was so beautiful to watch! it was not lust in the end but taking his emotions further and establishing a relation with his 'ishq' looks surreal!

and how to praise the performances! MK and HS were fabulous in this show! perfection! 👏

part 2:
omg..its beautiful.❤️ Yes I can understand his feelings so well. Its more like Saba was his eternal love. And Saman was more like a fairy as he said, ek mohabbat hoti hai jo kisi ke khubiyon se ho aur ek ishq hota hai jo ek ki kamiyon se bhi ho!😳 I so agree here. the first love which Irtiza had for her was always above anything. and irtiza was lucky to have that love in the end. so was Saba! sab ke naseeb mein yeh nai hota .. 😳

Though I couldn't make out many udru words.. but it was so beautiful <3 <3

I liked how in the show they used ishq and mohabbat ,two different categories for Saba and Saman.😳 one is clam and patient, willing to wait,sacrifice(here I find it is Saba cause she was impulsive otherwise but was such a patient lover like Irtiza only😳😳 yes she gave that baddua and she was so innocent to hold it for so long and feel guilty. kyun ki bad dua toh hum sab hi dete hai..aur uske liye mafi tak nahi mangtey Allah se. and here we have Saba who was so pure that she couldn't take the guilt for wishing anyone's bad just for once😭) and other is more about living the moment, being happy in the moment. both forms are beautiful. but woh kehte hai na agar koyi cheez bohath intezar ke baad, ek arsa thakan ke baad mile toh uska mukaam kuch aur hi ho jata hai😳😳

I so so loved this concept. its really deep. ❤️ and yes love happens many times in life.. and each time can be equally beautiful. no need to degrade one for other.😳 but the ishq thing comes only once in a soul.. uske baad bhi mohabbat ho jati hai insaan ko, insan ka dil hota hi aisa hai. par woh jo ishq hota hai woh toh kuch khass hi hota hai..jo ki yahan Saba Irtiza ko mil geya!


PS: btw dont think humne aapko baksh diya😈 my another big huge spiritual post is on the way, where I will vent it all.. even will bring WaBeen 😈❤️🤣

RES!😆

okay first I will start it with few lines from Kaun Kenda😳 I am so taken with this lyrics😳 and I have formed a huge huge love and addiction for Urdu and Punjabi suddenly❤️

ishqe de charkhe nu dil utthe rakkhi jaawan
roon tere naam wali halwele katti jaawan
[I have given away my heart at the charkha(spinning wheel) of love
the thread which keeps coming out from it always,is of ur name]
<3<3

okay so, now Saba and Irtiza❤️ honestly Hirwa, now suddenly I have started to fall for male characters mostly. and amazingly there are some great male characters are being written too to explore. like Irtiza, Shivaay, Talal😳

now time for Irtiza❤️- from the beginning of the drama I am constantly saying Saba is my love. she is so complex. then suddenly I found the similarities between WaBeen and SaZa. but then suddenly I started to fall for Irtiza more.Yes Saba is complex and beautiful. I know many discussions have been done there. but what I can see Irtiza is still unexplored, even if explored not that much.

the O Yara song is so for Irtiza I feel. I mean each line and u will feel for Irtiza. cause waise bhi Saba shows no emotions there. It is mostly Irtiza who is yearning for her.😭 'likkha hai jo dil pe mere aaja woh dikhayun tujhe, tera hoon main tera hi hoon..itna bata doon tujhe..dil mein agar ho izajat chupa loon yara..bin kahe suno o yara' 😭 I mean this song so depicts irtiza and his eternal love for Saba😭

From day one Irtiza loves Saba like crazy. And jab bachpan mein Saman aayi thi tabhi I noticed Irtiza admired Saman for her maturity, composed behavior. I got an explanation on Ishq and Mohabbat from one of my IB forum friends, she is a Paki girl hence have good knowledge over Urdu.Mohabbat and Ishq like 'in the show' Irtiza differentiated it - Mohabbat is more about being flattered by someone's qualities, more about being happy, living the moment. but Ishq is about longings, patience, sacrifice, passion. there is difference between these two. further Ishq has two types - one is Ishq e Mezazi and Ishq e Haqiqi. first one is about loving a human at that level where u can let the other person crush ur pride .. and second one is loving Allah,the supreme to the extent where u can let ur ego,pride go away and bow down to Him and pray. can u sense it? the trance? Falaq's journey was from Ishq e Mezazi to Ishq e haqiqi. remember?

but in Bin Roye,its about Ishq e Mezazi I feel. You know I somehow felt in the beginning it is Saba who loves Irtiza more. but my misconception is gone. Anyday it is Irtiza who loves Saba more dearly.❤️ I mean I find him so like Mahzabeen. and it actually helps me to understand MB now. cause always there was some mystery regarding MB's character for me where Wali's stand was always clear in my mind.

I will say Saba maybe grew up with the all punishment she gave to herself. This is the way how u grow honestly. without doing mistakes and specially without taking burdens of ur mistakes,u can never grow and be a better person. but there the beauty 'Allah never burdens a soul beyond that it can bear' so thats the beauty. Its a journey. U need to go through it and each point u will do mistakes and learn something. So,now I dont sympathize with Saba anymore cause in the end I saw she is the blessed one! :')

but Irtiza is the most complex person in the story. Form the cover it looks like same old story two sisters falling for one man. but the depth here is intoxicating. Even I was not able to understand why Irtiza never realized he loves Saba! I guess the same way Mahzabeen could never say it to Wali that how much she loved him. :') And about Saman I always knew it was her qualities which amazes him,we used to call it fake😆 fake toh nahi, mohabbat thi. jo kayi bar hoti hai hume, kisi se bhi ho jati hai. parr Saba se usse ishq tha😳 that kind of love where u dont want to get physically intimate with someone, thats not ur ultimate desire rather u want to keep the person happy. Issi liye paak moahbbat ko lust free kehte hai shayad.😳 now dont get me wrong🤣 like I told my other friend and she thought ke ishq mein bachche nahi honge🤣 thats not the thing. Having sex is not a taboo is any religion I guess,its people and their thinking which makes it look ugly. otherwise it is a divine thing and each religion has own share of stories/myths about it. IN our religion its a moment of bliss when a couple share any intimate moment, I am sure it is in any other religion as well. the intimacy is natural,ishq ho ya mohabbat intimacy toh hogi hi warna kaise dono attracted feel karenge😆 And I loved how they have shown Irtiza craving for her touch in O Yara song, yes it exactly fits my explanation. Intimacy is a different thing.. but point is ke it should not be the prime concern,like lust. I guess lust is used in an exotic manner, not in a divine manner right? thats the difference I guess(correct me if I am wrong)

so now again Irtiza. I really liked how in the show they showed how he wanted to make her his wife. haa par he didnt lust her as he confessed. I literary was in awe of his confession how beautifully he explained it to her(even more detailed in the novel). I just loved Humayun's acting,how intensely he used to look at her. that was beautiful.

I am not able to say ekdum thik se,it is turning out to be more of a rant but bear with me Hirwa.😆 I need to do even more rantings once u read the posts and reply.😆😳

Originally posted by: ...Jes...

Yes she is stupid, thats so cute😳 I like it so much about her😳😆

yes they have IT i them❤️ hope we will be able to get into good discussions in future once the story progresses!

u know Laali's full name is Lala Rukh❤️ which Lala means Flower and Rukh means alike.. flower alike❤️ yes Laali is sweet and cute 😳😳 - I know the novel story - Its about Talal's family, his sis Laali and his LS with Roshanay.

and mazze ki baat ki Talal and Roshni are Chacha-Bhanji☺️ u got me right?🤣

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JG6tbYYkeug[/YOUTUBE]

Oh I so like this unplugged of Dil Kya Kare!❤️ the song is so intoxicating .. aah the dept of Jubin's voice! even his pic too looks great on the cover😆😳

dil kya kare jab kisi se kisi ko pyaar ho jaye?😳
jane kaha kab kisi ko kisi se pyaar ho jaye?😳