AYLS CC: Phoenix Feathers - Page 42

Originally posted by: FollowYourHeart

duuuh nerdy why does it bring u down man u shuld just laugh at them freaking laugh at them and be merry Its their problem that they have to ruin every lil thing i mean even when everyoen is being happy they cant jsut be happy they have to HAVE TO ruin that moment too I feel sorry for such people for whom love happiness cant be enough to wipe out the hatred sadness I mean seirously was there a need to even THINK abt SR/GA crap yesterday amidst all the heavenilyness? i ws so busy loving DemPeo that Sthings i hate abt GA or anything didnt even existed in that moment

as for April how ws she stalking them ws she barging in their room hanging over their head twenty four seven? she is a resident too and she has as much right to learn under Derek as frekaing Mer herself...so...whatever...and those scenes were so intense SO INTENSE PD ws just over whelmingly wow in it i didnt even notice all of this crap these ppl uttered all i saw ws Derek and how it ws affecting him...in that Mark Callie Derek scene too the way that boy talked and Derek watching him u cld feel it that whatever the boy said that suddenly he is not the person he used to be suddenly everything changed suddenly all ppl can talk abt is his tragic state...omg these were actually Derek's feelings...and i totally remembered AATW and Aria

talking abt whcih i want to aks u now what do u feel about them showing Derek's recovery/impact of shooting...do u agree Derek wld have taken the route we saw or he wld have taken AATW's route?

I think he wld have gone either way. have to find the deleted scenes first, before I can say anything about it. But I think Aria went a bit too far. (I still love the story) the Der I know wld never let it come this far. He is always so correct. I don't think he wld ever abuse drugs. And I don't think he wld let Clark haunt him that much.
But I think in the show they did it bit too easy. They showed he felt guilty and he did the speeding thing. But for example, when he is on the catwalk their is never a sign, that he remembers what happened there. Just one single scene wld have been nice about that.
They cld have shown at least tiny bits, that it's still haunting him, sometimes. like they did with Avery, screaming in sleep.
But I take it, that he had a hard time to get over it, but they didn't really show it on screen. Cuz when there is the shooting in the college and all the docs are sitting in the gallery you can clearly see that it's affecting him.

okay, give me a sec to find the vids



OMG, just saw the Der talking to the tumor boy OMG ☺️
in one second you could sooo see how it's still affecting Der. he still can feel the pain and still nows exactly what kinda torture he went through that day. OMG I love these small things, that say so much.
he has to take breath to answer the question, cuz he knows what he will do to the boy. And then he says: "when you are up for a fight"
OMG OMG such a good scene. Why didn't we have that in the epi. It says so much, so so much

the others are so blind, so damn blind. no one was talking about how amazing and full of emotions these scenes are. OMG the longer vid with the boy, when they have to sign the paper, OMG it must be such a hard decision for the mother. I hope I'll never have to make such decision, it wld kill me. Just thinking about it makes me shaking and gives me goosebumps.

OMG when the mom is hugging Der and saying "please, please get this right" OMG it's so emotional. I have tears in my eyes. And Der's face says so much about what he is feeling. And when the boy says he knows that it will suck and that it will hurt. but he is willing to fight, you can so see the feelings of Der. OMG I'm now shaking even more. So intense, so intense.

EXACTLY MY POINT EXACTLY

see all the deleted scenes then we wld talk more about this...see the Mer deleted scene tooo

The longer scene OMG cant u feel what the boy is feleing right now Der went though EXACTLY those feelings and he had to fight fight to get out of it fight to get back his life be the same person before all of it happened...and the other vid that one breath he takes that gulp says it all for a moment he ws so scared that he couldnt breathe or speak OMG...and thats the reason why he just cant sit on it he cant let this fear this unsafe feeling grip him,,,hats why he is not wasting one second thinking abt it...see the Mer deleted scene too someone asks her that whether she wld b operating in same OR whereher husband ws operated on..and see her reaction she is angry sad scared remmebring it but she is responding angrily coz all of them r trying to jsut move and get back to breathing and reminding such stuff remembering it pushes them ten steps backwards from recovery...

thank god they cut the Arizona Lucy scene, more of that crap 🤢

typical Mer, she is avoiding her fears. Yes this is the OR but we use it for so many other surgeries so why do you even borther to ask me that.
She is so not over it. And when she wld allow herself to think about it she wld be like Cris. Hiding under the OR table unable to move or do anything. But it's Mer, so she is able to push all the feelings aside and act like nothing happened.

argh apparently there is a new PD dutch interview where it appears he is done with Grey's OH GOD this wld kill me his last week interview made it seem he ws damn damn keen on making a deal with ABC post s eight and now this again this wld seirously kill me if this is EP PD's last season i so NEED to know I NEED TO BE PREPARED before hand but m fearing they wld take us off guard shit

phew that Dutch interview seems old THANK GOD it cant be as new as that Montreal one...phew...had a stressy moment there thinking abt what can or can not happen...if only things wld become clear i just want to be prepared for anything everything else the blow wld b too much to bear...

that's what I meant yesterday. When something gets released in the press or media, I try to stay calm. We will never know when they said it, if they really said that and under which circumstances they said that.
I will just sit here try to stay cool and wait to see the truth, everything else is just speculating.
the only thing I beg for is, that DemPeo stay or leave together, everything else I can live with. But no matter what PD says now or next week, it's only his side we get to know, that doesn't say anything about Ellen.

After all I heard over the last weeks, I believe this time the decisions are really not made yet. Think it depends on many things.

this is really my weak area Satan dnt let me get carried away and just be there to bring me back to hope if i get tooo lost...okie?...but u r right i dnt think its made yet and wnt be made before jan feb...and thats exactly all i care abt but frankly a part of me wants them stayinggg coz m not SO NOT done with MD yet...