AYLS CC: Phoenix Feathers

i'm ditching GA disc for now...i wanna enjoy that VM again now

Yes she did stupid things in S7, damn stupid things. But I'm more than sure that what she is saying about a possible S9 with or without the originals is not just her decision. ABC has a big word in this, too. In my eyes, too, she is delusional not to see that what she did in S7 wasn't good, it was crap. And we already know she doesn't care much about the fans, as long as she has her job. But bitching about her and saying she absolutely doesn't have a plan about what she is writing cuz she doesn't know who will leave and who will stay? Hello? It's obvious the decisions aren't made yet. Yes, she cld plan the S8 with MD and the others leaving... but lets try to see it from her point of view. I wld do the exact same. If there was the slightest chance that Dempeo will stay for another season I wldn't go around and telling everyone I'm planning to write MD out of GA at the end of S8, either. If she did that Dempeo wld of course leave. So now it is her turn to kiss their asses. Cuz deep down in side she must know that MD still are a big factor for the success of GA, if she is admitting it or not.

Meh, needed to get this out of my system, feel free to ignore me.

Hmm, interesting how I see things differently for some time now.

But I really need to visit them again. I miss them. And my mom already wanted me last weekend to come.

And this song, you know when I first heard this song...I didn't like it because I couldn't understand its meaning or whatever but than one day I heard and visualized it on this couple (Ashi-Yuvi) and man it just made sense and loving it since that day!☺️😍 Here is the song with english translation:

Ajj din chadheya --------- Today, the day has come out
Tere rang varga ---------- In your color (God is supposed to be very bright, luminescent)

Ajj din chadheya ---------- Today, the day has come out
Tere rang varga ---------- In your color
Phul sa hai khila aaj din ---- the day has blossomed like a flower

Rabba mere din yeh na dhale ----- God, my days do not see a sunset (In the sense, when day ends, my pain doesn't)
Woh jo mujhe khwab mein mile ---- the one whom meets me in my dreams
Use tu lagade ab gale --------------- you make me hug her (make her mine)
Tenu dil da vaasta ------------------ Am binding you with my heart's yearning (The singer treats God like a friend/savior... so, its like: bring her to me if you want my heart to keep beating)


Rabba aaya dar digaar ke ------ God, I have come to your door (here I have a doubt, I think he says "dar pay pyaar key" - which would mean, at the lover's door)
Sara jahan chod chaad ke ------ I have left the entire world (as only the loved one matters)
Mere sapne sawar de ---------- Make my dreams beautiful (make them real)
Tenu dil da vasta --------------- Am binding you with my heart's yearning'


Ajj din chadheya ------- Today, the day has come out
Tere rang varga -------- In your color

Baksha gunaho ko -------- You have forgiven the sins
Sun ke duwao ko ---------- by listening to prayers (of sinners)
Rabba pyaar hai ----------- God, love is
Tune sab ko hi de diya ----- What you have given to everyone

Meri bhi aahon ko ---------- To my sighs too (listen to my sighs)
Sun le duwao ko ----------- listen to my prayers
Mujhko woh dila maine jisko hai dil diya ---- Give me the one to whom I have given my heart'

Aas voh pyaas voh usko de itna bata ----- She is my hope, my thirst; please tell her just this
Woh jo mujhko dekh ke hase ------------ the one who laughs on seeing me
Pana chahun raat din jise ----------------- whom I want to make mine day and night
Rabba mere naam kar use ---------------- God, assign her to me! :)
Tenu dil da vasta ------------------------- Am binding you with my heart's yearning'

Ajj din chadheya
Tere rang varga

Maanga jo mera hai ------------------------- I am asking you for what is mine
Jaata kya tera hai ---------------------------- What do you have to lose?
Maine kaun si tujhse jannat maang li ---------- I have not asked you for your paradise (in the sense, paradise is yours, am not asking that)

Kaisa khuda hai tu --------------------------- What kind of a God are you?
Bas naam ka hai tu --------------------------- You might only be a name afterall
Rabba jo teri itni si bhi na chali ----------- if YOU are not even able to give me what I asked for! (In the sense, your specialty is in doing what mortals can not)

Chahiye jo mujhe -------------- What I desire
Kar de tu mujhko ata ---------- you please handover to me
Jeeti rahe saltanat teri ---------- May your lineage rejoice
Jeeti rahe ashiqui meri ---------- May my love rejoice
Dede mujhe zindagi meri -------- Give me my life to me'.
Tenu dil da vasta ---------------- Am binding you with my heart's yearning'

Rabba mere din yeh na dhale
Woh jo mujhe khwab mein mile
Use tu lagade ab gale
Tenu dil da vasta

Rabba aaya dar pay yaar ke
Sara jahan chod chad ke
Mere sapne sawar de
Tenu dil da vasta

Ajj din chadheya
Tere rang varga
Ajj din chadheya
Tere rang vargaaa'
Ajj din chadheya
Tere rang vargaaa..
Din chadheyaaa..

^Got the translation from internet 😛

Isn't it a beautiful song?😳 I love it...seriously and even the singer is amazing...LOVE THIS SONG!😳

I know that is exactly how I feel...omg yesterday I just saw 2 parts of episode 13 and omg my Ashi-Yuvi!🤗 OMG @ yuvi's expression when he heard that Ashi's paper was about him...The Heman Syndrome!🤣🤣 I love them Kavs...I love Ashi-Yuvi so much. They fill me with hope and I just love them🤗

And I read your posts in previous CC that you are on s4 of Grey's...do not hate Derek kavs. Derek knows that Meredith is all broken and she is lost...he wants to be there for her but she is shunning him out. You know in season 4, episode 2...Derek decided to space himself with Mer if she doesn't want this relationship and he would love her from distance. So he asked Mark to be with her (and give her sex or whatever) at the end of the episode but for Mer, it wasn't about sex...it never had been...it was about the moment after when the world stopped and she felt so safe in Derek's arms and Derek never understood that because he was in so much of fear of losing Mer. In episode 2, he was there for Mer but as the days went on...he started losing his faith in eternity, in soulmates. He loved Mer and he knew that but still he begin to lose his faith and you will see that especially after episode 11/12 of season 4. He wants to be there with Mer but he doesn't know how and he can't be just there for sex. You know? He doesn't know that for Mer it wasn't about that at all. I don't even know if I made sense but don't hate either Derek or Meredith...its their dark phase. Frankly, more than season 4...I feel the last few episodes of season 3 were more dark and those episodes, I have just seen them once. 😛

As for Izzie-George...yaaa I don't get them either 😛 Although I do know that they are soulys but seriously I disliked that Izzie-George track too 😔

Just wanted to say HI ☺️🤗

I'm packing my stuff now for the weekend and then I will be on my way to my parents 😃