AYLS CC: For Better or Worse..in Good times nd Bad - Page 104

what r u seieng MD vids? i fele we wld see firsts eason entire epis some other day lets watch s seven and get more and more in peace with it coz s seven m ok with watching only MD recaps but other seasons i want to see whole epis

ok m gng to watch vids of epi one of s seven then wld cme back and talk abt the entire epi here ok? lets do it this ways yeaaah m exciiited

okay, season 7 it is. Just needed to rewatch the flexible scene 🤣

ok saw the first two vids...the season opens with Derek sigh I think in that driving scene its more PD than Derek PD got all his love for cars and racing and speed in that scene Derek just looked so happy to be alive and to be challenging himself

and the scene with the shrink god Meeer do u see Satan here too the only thing which she cant stop thinking abt is Derek getting shot and that moment where she thought he is dead...she is talking about everything BUT that its like she doesnt want to remember that but still sub consciously all she does is keeping going back to the horror of those two moments...she is diverting herself by worrying about others but in her conscience all she is doing is again and again living that horror and its killing her its terrorizing her the thought of her almost loosing her...now do u see why she couldn't sit on loosing the baby why she couldnt fall apart for that? because hell in the face of what she could have lost of what she didnt loose and what every one else lost her loss kind of seemed i dont know it was shattering but she could and would survive u know what i mean?...at this moment all she is doing is thanking god Derek is alive she doesnt cares about anything else she lost

right, it really looked more like PD in that car than Der

hmm, interesting: how all the characters are acting in the conference room with the Shrink. Mer is sitting as if nothing wld have happend. Der is standing behind the chair., standing = adrenaline, behind the chair=he has to hide something, Bailey watching out of the Window, she doesn't wanna think about it...

epi 1 is soo good, and I'm sure the boy shall mirror Der. he was in lots of pain too, but he pulled through it, cuz he realized that he will live. he believed he died, but he lived.

i love this scene where Derek quits just lvoe it PD is doing this all junky Der so freaking well u can see it in his eyes u knw u can see the i dnt knw whats the english word for it but in hindi its called nasha...highness the high of life u cna see it in his eyes as if he is drunk on life's highness...u know?...u can see that feel that he has this invisible power in his stride its like he is feeling invincible as if he cna do anything and everything and the love nd respect with which he says Chief Webber is our Chief oh man takes my heart...see this is what I mean when I said in s six Derek neevr wanted to steal Richard's job he wanted to be Chief YES but not by back stabbing but he had to do what he did coz that was the only way to save Richard if he didnt go to board with richard Richard wld have never gone to rehab he wld have continued being Chief and Baileya nd Mer wld have continued protecting him and one day he wld have made a huge huge irremediable mistake it could cost him everything so that was the only way to save Richard and even though it made Der look bad he had to do it anyway...man LOVE THIS MAN

love mer love mer love mer EVERYONE INCLUDING dER is thinking he is back he is fine but Mer KNOWS it he is not fine OMG see? thats MerDer for u they dont need to talk to understand and feel each other they get it without even saying a word...and Der? man Der jsut doesnt want to think about anything specially not about that day he just cant stop right now coz if he stops if he looses control for even a second he rememebrs that day all the pain and all the agony the fact that he was at someone else's mercy the fact that coz of him so many people died...it wld never let him breathe so he is racing and racing like a lunatic trying to take control not thinking not stopping not just NOT looking back...

About the Chief thing, totally agree. never thought Der was stealing the Chief from Webber. He did it for the right reason. Yes, he wanted to be Chief too, but not like this, not when it was so obvious that everybody wld think he stole it from the Chief. After all he still respects Webber, he was his mentor.