ZEALOUS - SwaRon FF - New update at page 3.

PROLOGUE

It felt different, completely different from whatever I have been feeling.

Was it humanly possible to feel this?

I could not stop my wild thoughts.

What was different?

The emotions, they suddenly became real.

I was baffled when she asked me that, something I have always craved. I had been yearning for her, and I was not ashamed to claim that. Last one week was horrible, staying away from her was impossible, but I could not stay near her knowing how my body reacted to her, it was scary. If I had stayed with her, I would have made her mine in every possible way without caring the consequences.

The way her eyes reciprocated mine was the last thread to be broken and her a few words were enough to break it.

"I do want you,"

Just one week ago, I was not sure what she wanted, she did not voice out her feelings. I knew she loved me, but she never uttered those three words, she said those simple words could never define what she felt for me, and now I know how veracious her words were. What she showed me was beyond love and I would never dare to call it as love because it wasn't just that.

I cannot really recall how I managed to bring us to my apartment in one piece, the sexual tension was so high that we almost became breathless and keeping my hands away from her was not more than a punishment. The drive to my home was silent but thick with tension. I could feel the heat radiating from her body just by sitting near her, without any body contact and that only shoot up my nervousness and anxiety to an abnormal level. I have never been nervous around her, but what we were going to do was sending me over the edge.

In the span of the two-year relationship, I had deprived myself of crossing the limits, from touching her beyond a kiss, even though I wanted her like air. Sometimes I felt she never loved me as I did, I never doubted but I knew my intensity was difficult to cope with. However, last night, I saw a fire in her eyes, I saw the same burning inside her, for a moment I thought I was mistaken but I was not, she made sure I know that. She wanted me as much as I always wanted her.

"Good morning Swayam,"

Her voice muffled due to my pillow, but still, it sounded sexy. I inhaled the air, which smelt like her. Her scent was all over there and I loved it. When I looked beside me, she was already gazing at me; the sheet was covering her from toe to her chin. I shut down the itching of my fingers to graze her smooth skin as the images of what she hides under those sheets rushed to my brain.

"Morning, love," I muttered while securing a loose tendril of her black hair behind her ear. If I cannot touch her skin then I will touch her hair. "Did you sleep well?" I added knowing that she had the best.

"Better than I ever did,"

After that, the things heated up fast and we ended up tangled in sheets, I did not have a freaking idea who started it but I made sure to prolong it as much as I could.

***

I was sleeping when I heard some loud noises from downstairs. Someone was banging on my door as his or her life depended on that. As I made my way towards there, the noise got louder, "I am coming," I shouted, each passing second I was losing my patience.

The air knocked out of me as I took in the figure of the female standing in front of my door, drenched from top to bottom. From the first time to just now, whatever I had felt for her vanished, replacing it with sheer terror.

"What the f**k?" I could not stop from showing my shock.

Wiping her cheeks hastily, she launched herself at me, wrapping her legs around my waist and arms around my neck. She was terribly shivering. My hands wound around her waist, securing her closely to me. Her body was shaking, probably due to the cold.

Closing the door behind us, I moved towards my room with her clutching my body. Slowly I made us sit on the couch near the window. She was too adamant to release her hold.

"Baby, what happened?"

I tried to ask her but all she did was, kissing my neck where she had hid her face. Without moving, she trailed her lips over the bare skin of my neck, from my jaw to the base of my throat. She was acting so differently as if she was scared to lose me forever.

"You are not going to lose me,"

She halted her actions as soon as those words slipped out of my mouth, proving me right. Suddenly she adjusted herself on top of me as her knees pressed on the couch on the either side of me, her palms cradling my cheeks, "Make love to me, Swayam."

She did not give me a chance to reply, she attacked me with kisses that had a passion, which was foreign to me. The sudden coldness left my body as the heat evaporated from both of us. The last bit of control I had on me broke when her lips made contact with my ear.

"I have always loved you and I will as long as I breathe no matter what happens,"

When I woke up in the next morning, I was alone on my bed. A fear gripped my heart as I noticed the lack of her clothes on the floor. She left.

"Baby," I knocked on the bathroom wall, but none responded, when I opened the door, it was empty.

With a hope to find her in the kitchen, I ran out of my room, almost stumbling on the steps. She was not in the kitchen. She was not in my house, it was empty, no trace of her excluding the faint smell of strawberry. I did the next thing any human would do, I took my phone to call her but I regretted my action as soon as I saw what stared at me. A text message from her,

I am getting married,

I'm sorry.

Sharon.

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