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SWARON OS: AN ADOBE OF LOVE
Sun is setting in bidding adieu for the day and spreading orangish color in the sky. .the rain has just stopped and the smell of wet mud and the blow of chilling wind is soo soothing and refreshing. . iam standing in the balcony of my room sipping my evening coffee enjoying its hotness in this lovely weather. . and drowning myself in it. . I soo wish Swayam was here with me we could enjoy this beautiful time and weather cuddling into each other. . this thought brought a smile in my lips and I realized how much I was missing him. .
But my dear husband is in Pune giving presentation to the international clients I soo hate them they always take away my Swayam from me. But never the less he will be here in couple of hours this thought brought a bit of relief in me he had gone for 2 days now. I dint stay away from him for this long since our wedding and iam missing him soo much and every minute is difficult to stay away from him I wish this time would time pass very quickly and he would be here with me.
My phone rings distracting me I pick it up instantly and the smile accompanies my lips again "hey sharon" I hear a soothing voice from the other end which fills me with peace and joy. . it was Swayam and I could spend all my life listening to him. "hey love" I say in return. "ahaan. . my wife is getting all romantic" he teases me. "yeah. . it's a romantic day and I miss you" I say with a pout. I can sense him smile. "aww. . baby I miss you too. . I wish I was there to kiss your pout. . but you need to wait a little more because all the flights have been cancelled due to bad weather so iam taking train from here. . I will be a bit late while reaching home. ." disappointment dripping from each word I can sense it from his voice. . even I felt disappointed too but I dint wanted him to let him know and make him feel low all over again I know how restless he is to be back here with me "its ok Swayam come soon and be safe love you" I say. . "I love you too loose yourself in my world until I will be there and then we can loose our self into each other. . byeee. . love" he says teasing me and I turn red with blush And I hung up. .
I watch TV to kill my time and each minute seems like ages. I decide not to look at the clock hung on the great wall but my eyes refuse to obey me as they want to see the person it admires and drown in those dark brown orbs. Iam turning restless I keep switching channels nothing interests me or iam not paying any heed to them.
I stop at a particular channel the reporters voice echo in the room "the train which was coming from pune to Mumbai met with the accident" I go numb the only thought in my mind is Swayam. . is he fine?? Is he safe?? These questions rushing to me. With a trembling with hands I dial up to Swayam but to my fears no answer comes adding fuel to my pounding heart. the news continues the blood, amputated body of passengers flashes on the screen and the screams of people fills the room and fear crushes into my heart and soul and tears prickle in my eyes my body starts to shiver in the mere thought of Swayam in that state.
Gathering myself I move out grabbing my car keys the only thing in my mind is I have to find Swayam, and I will find him no matter what. . I promise this to myself. I drive hysterically to the hospital mentioned in the news. . its started raining again and I reach the hospital I find people crying for the loss of their loved ones some blood coated bodies moved to the medical aid hundred of people helping the injured. . the sight there is heart wrenching. .
I find a guy having the list of people who were died or injured. I take my steps towards him each step being heavier than the last one. . and iam going weak with each passing step iam taking closer to that person what if something had happened to Swayam the fear run through me but pushing those thoughts away and praying to the unknown power which controls and protects the world to protect my world. . my Swayam. .
With a trembling voice I ask "Swayam, Swayam Shekhawath" he goes thought the list and gives me a sympathetic look "iam sorry. . Swayam Shekhawath isn't here may be his body is still not found yet look into other hospital" he says me. . my world stops hearing him what he meant by his body is not found. . he is lying I will search for my Swayam in other hospital I know nothing can happen to him with this thought I move out from there. . even though my heart refuse to accept his words but in my mind those words are ringing like a recorded played again and again.
I push those thought away again and drive to the next hospital but no trace of Swayam there too my hopes drowning bit by it. I moved from one hospital to the other like a bird lost its shelter in the dreadful night with the blazing rain. But no news of Swayam received I call him again and again with the hope that he that he would pick up the call and I can here his soothing voice. .saying that he is all fine that is all I wished for.but no answer received even after calling umpteenth time.The last hospital I visited told me that they would inform me if they got any news about Swayam.
With the shattered hopes I reached home it was almost midnight I dint bother to on the light where as the light of my life was lost and I dint even know where he is. . tears continued to flow from my eyes. . I was shivering because I was fully drenched but I dint make any attempt to warm me. I collapsed into the ground and screamed letting out my anguish.
The rain continued and it was as if depicting my inner self. It was raining outside it was raining inside too. . the wind was blowing ruthlessly and the open window pane made creaking sound. There was thunder and lightning filling the house with light for a nano second and disappearing, it was like my hope which was shattering moment by moment. The scaring sound of thunder was as if the thunder of my heart and soul but the difference here was it was a thunder of fear and pain. Fear of losing him. . I felt I was kite who was cut from its thread. And flying aimlessly without having a guide who would hold me through the wind.
The whole night I sat there in the dark my eyes refusing to shut tears refusing to stop. I pray and keep praying to keep him safe and bring him back to me. . it was the worst night of my existence but I feared there are more to come. . the thought of it sent shivers in my heart. the rain had eventually stopped and the beautiful sun which set yesterday was rising again on a mournful day. The face he left with smile had tears now, happiness was lost and It was an irony.
The door bell rang and I rushed to open it with the hope that it was Swayam or any news of him. But when I was about to open my fears returned to me what if this was a bad news.. what if something had happened to him. .i push those thoughts again saying that nothing could happen with the trembling hands I turn the knob of the door. What I saw was shocking he was standing there all safe with a smile my world stopped for a while it felt like a dream which I hoped to be true all night and it was the best sight I could see in my entire life.
The fresh tears rolled from my eyes and I buried myself in his arms. He hugged me back "sharon, what happened??" he asked being all tensed seeing me like that in that vulnerable state. But I was not able to say him anything I just hugged him tightly reassuring myself that he was safe and sound and in my arms. He tried to come out of the hug to see my face but I refused to leave him. . sensing my state he carried me inside in his arms. . and made me sit on the couch I held him tight I dint wanted to let him go. . the fear I felt once was too much for me to let him go.
"sharon, why are you crying, please tell me..." I heard his concerned voice. . "Swayam... that.. train accident.." was all I could say the blood the screams all came afresh in my memory and i clutched him tighter. "sharon, relax nothing had happened iam fine. . I missed my train so I came by road but the road was blocked because of rain and my phone went dead so I coudnt call you. . iam sorry baby" he said reassuring and relaxing me. I relaxed a bit "I, thought iam going to lose you, I almost stopped to breath, I lead the most horrifying night Swayam. ." tears rolled at the memory. "Swayam, promise me that you will never leave me, I cant afford to lose you, I love you soo much swayam. . without Swayam there is no sharon" it was the darkest fear spoken out aloud.
Swayam made me look into his eyes where I saw love and only love "I love you too baby. .and I cant afford to go away from you. . you're my reason to live. . please baby calm down" these words were like ointment to my fears and pain.
I leaned forward and sealed my lips on his pouring out my fear, pain, anguish and most importantly love. He responded with the same intensity and I returned to my world again. .
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