Hey guys missed me??? I missed you guys and this forum a looottt..
. I know Swaron are depressing us now-a-days. Even i had lost inspiration to write for so many reasons... work...work..plus Swaron now a days don't inspire me also... its been 3 weeks since i saw D3 ...i was reading written updates and skipping it... i badly wanted to see swaron...they were my stress busters after tiring day in office...aaj kal swaron ko dekhna jyada stressful hai L... so i wanted to write this one... i hope this will bring a smile on your and my face(i dunno how it turned out to be...)... i m just tired of this breakup track...i want a patch up track...so this is my version of swaron patch up which is according to the track going on... pata nahi patch up kab milega...tab tak yeh enjoy karo.
This one is dedicated to #PALKI MAM and my lovely readers.
Tum Hi ho
Sharon was trying more than her hundred percent to win back her love. Entire time during Taani's engagement she was around Swayam. She had impressed everyone in his family except him. Its been three months since they have broke up. So many things have changed in these three months. There was a drastic change in his personality. Or rather he has changed his attitude towards her. He would try to avoid her as much as he can. Only 6 more months are left for them in college. Day by day her confidence was becoming weak... all her positivity is going to drain. He will not even look at her. She cant even express her love openly as he didn't want it. Sharon was feeling helpless and frustrated... each and every day was becoming so hard.
Sharon: kab samjoge Swayam...i LOVE you...I love you so much What else do i do Swayam... I miss you
Things were not easy with Swayam too. How much ever he keeps telling himself to be away from Sharon...his heart wont listen...after getting hurt so many times.. after bearing so many insults.. his heart still takes her side... just her presence near him makes him go mad... Being rude to her and hurting her was killing him from inside..but he knew this is correct for both of them...
Swayam:You don't love me Sharon... Yeh bas tumhari zid hai... It does hurt me when i hurt you...but this is correct for both of us...
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To much of Sharon's surprise Kriya entered their lives. And Sharon finally got her answer on whom Swayam was speaking to all these while. She didn't know why some kind of fear started in her heart... fear of losing Swayam forever... she always felt and even Rey said that Kriya has liked Swayam from long. Things were not like before ... a different kind of possessiveness and fear gripped her like never before... you say it selfishness or insecurity..she just wanted Swayam back in her life... this fear made her hate Kriya more...The way Swayam helps her...backs her...supports her... somewhere she feared that Kriya will take her Swayam from her... forever... She even demanded an answer from him as in why he didn't tell her about kriya...as usual he just left without answering her...
Just for his sake she kept all her ego aside to make friendship with Kriya. After somedays of friendship with she has realised that Kriya was not as bad as she thought...but her closeness and her comfort zone with Swayam was killing her.
Sharon couldn't believe herself that she is being so desperate. She didn't even knew what was the last time she was so desperate for something or rather someone. She has always loved being in control. That quality has always kept her away from being hurt. But the same quality of her made her lose the most precious thing of her life. Swayam.
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Sharon's ways confused Swayam more and more. They had a perfect role reversal her felt. The more he is pushing her away ... the more he was being rude to her... more she is being adamant on getting him back in her life. Somewhere he was melting but it was not easy for him to make things normal. He was way beyond hurt by her actions. So there was something which is stopping him ffrom giving her one more chance... or rather he was afraid to give her one more chance to hurt him...
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Three months have passed by... Gang were busy with exams ...dance academy...kriya's workshop...All these days Kriya couldn't help but notice the change in Swayam & Sharon's equation. All these years they were in contact they kind of never spoke about Sharon much. Kriya was curious to know what exactly happened and she could actually see Sharon's love for Swayam which she could never find before. She was surprised by Swayam's rude behaviour towards Sharon. There is no one else except who could tell her these except for Swayam or Sharon.
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Kriya: Swayam can i ask you some thing?
Swayam: ha bolo...
Kriya : promise me ki sach bologe...
Swayam: maine kabhi juth bola...
Kriya: nahi...but is baar sach chupana bhi mat...
Swayam: ok...
Kriya: what has happend between you and Sharon?
Swayam: kriya... im not comfortable talking about this...
Kriya: Swayam pls...baat ko taalo math...i want to know...
Swayam:Pls kriya...i don't even want to think of those moments...im sorry...
He just left the room not listening to kriya... Kriya just hit her head for hurting him...she just then saw some one at back door...Sharon standing there watching Swayam walk away... tears were pouring from her eyes... Kriya went and placed a hand on her shoulder...
Sharon couldn't help but heg her and cry her heart out. None of them spoke anything...Kriya just sat by her and gave her some water as Sharon cried her heart out.
Kriya: Are you ok...?
Sharon: Ya iam fine...im sorry woh me...
Kriya: hey... aap sorry kyun bol rahe ho?
Sharon: kuch nahi mujhe jaana chahiye...thanks ...
Sharon stood and was leaving...
Kriya: Sharon kya aap sach mein Swayam se pyar karte ho??
Sharon was shocked and turned around...she spoke nothing...looking at kriya..
She just turned around wiping her tears and she went off.
Kriya just couldn't understand what was happening between them ...she just left everything to destiny and started practicing...
After long she left the RH and went to locker room...just to find Sharon sitting in a corner and staring at a book...wiping her tears... Kriya watched her from far ...after long she kept the book in her bag and left... when she was about to go her book fell down in corridor...she went off without noticing...
Kriya noticed it and went behind her to give the book but Sharon left by then...Kriya looked at the book...
It was a scrapbook... Kriya didn't want to but she didn't know why she opened the book..she saw a pic of Swayam and Sharon.. Sharon took the pic from phone... She was resting her head on Swayam's stomach...(camping date wali...)
There were so many pics of them... One was in Bharath's garage(Chai date)
So many pics of NDC... So many pics of Swayam...
Every pic had a caption...
Kriya couldn't belive what she was seeing...Swayam Sharon were in a relationship...what could have gone wrong..she could very well see that how Sharon was longing for Swayam..She could see what all Sharon wrote on how sorry she was...how she wanted him back...
Kriya: OMG OMG...Sharon loves Swayam... OMG OMH im sooo happy... universeji thankuou so much...i just cant believe..OMG... par indono ko test kyun kar rahe ho aap?? I think muhe kuch na kuch karna hi hoga... you were always der for me Swayam...ab meri baari...
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Kriya was frustrated as nothing seemed working... Just then VP sir came and announced about annual day. Just then an idea cracked out of her head... She made gang sit and discussed idea for which they have opposed it as usual. She had to convince them a lot to execute her ideas which there was a couple dance. She has nominated herself and Swayam for the dance which made everyone except Sharon happy. She just walked out of the room.
Kriya: i know tum gussa ho javo gi... but sorry Sharon you will soon come to know...
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Sharon was more frustrated ...
Sharon: i just hate you kriya...i just hatw you...how can you do this...i just hate you...
Even Swayam was not comfortable in doing the dance...couple dance... he can just imagine Sharon in it...no one take her place... but he didn't want to dance coz he knew that he will not be able to avoid her...if he will backout kriya has to ask Rey which will be a problem again...so he agreed to do the dance...
When Kriya has announced that they will be doing Rumba... both Swayam and Sharon and even Rey was shocked...Three of them have objected the dance...but Kriya being Kriya someohow convinced them for the dance. As they have started the rehearsals Gang understood that it was a very passionate dance form... Swayam was not able to do it properly..he was uncomfortable doing the dance... He could see Sharon looking at him with those eyes...eyes showing him how hurt he she is...
Kriya was noticing all these..she was happy that finally her plan was working...They took a break and Swayam has decided that e will talk with Kriya regarding dance ans so did Sharon...
Just when Sharon was about to enter RH she saw Swayam entering it. She stopped outside and hid herself. Swayam was about to talk about the dance when Kriya noticed that Sharon was hiding...
Kriya: kya hua Swayam tumhe dance nahi karna kya...
Swayam: asie nahi kriya par...
Kriya: par kya...common Swayam ek dance hi tho hai...
Swayam: ha kriya par mein...
Kriya: Swayam lagta hai u didn't like the choreography...
Swayam: kriya mera baat suno...
Kriya: hmm i know...i know. Tum na Sharon ke alawa ki aur ko imagine nahi kar sakte...aise dance mein right...
She said stressing her words...
Sharon was shocked to hear their convo...she was waiting eagerly for Swayam's answer...
Swayam: Kriya aise koi baat nahi...hai...
Kriya: phir problem kya hai??.. sach batao Swayam... Tum Sharon ki jagah kisi ko nahi de sakte na...
Swayam: Kriya tum baat ko kaha se kaha tak leke jaa rehe ho...
Kriya: batao na... You love her right... ab bhi...
Swayam: ha i love her ab bhi...aur aage bhi... and i cant im not comfortable doing this dance...but ya... i want to move on..apni life se Sharon ka chapter band karna chahta hu mein... and i will also... i want to comeout of her land... jaha pe mujhe sirf dard mila hai.. i love her and thats enough for me...tumhe lagta hoga ki she is behind me now and im teating her so bad...its just a phase kriya... she never loved me or she will never... dheere dheere she will forget me...may be after college she will forget me forever... pls kriya mujhe kabhi is bare mein baath nahi karna hai...
Kriya: Swayam woh...Swayam rukho...
Kriya looked at Sharon who was just numb... Kriya wanted to go to Sharon...but Sharon left from there..
Kriya: Sharon...
Kriya: Oh god yeh kya ho gaya... sab gadbad ho gaya...oh Universe ji yeh kya kardiya aap ne...
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Sharon kept walking in the corridor...only Swayam's words were ringing in her ears...
"Its just a phase... She never loved me or she will never... dheere dheere she will forget me..."
Sharon: How can you think so Swayam... how can you think that i have never loved you or i will never love you??... kya tumhe kuch feel nahi hota...kuch dikhaya nahi detha ki how much i need you...how much i love you Swayam...kya itni buri hu...ki tumhe ek baaar bhi chance nahi dena chate ho Swayam...
She was climbing down the stairs when she slipped from couple of stairs and fell down...
She has sprained her hand ..which had also got a big cut..and some more bruises on her body she left the college...without bothering blood flowing from her cut..not checking for her belongings...not listening to anyone there...
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Kriya searched for Sharon in college but she couldn't find her... she tried calling Sharon but she couldn't reach her... stil having concern in her heart she went to rehearsals hoping to meet Sharon there...
When Sharon didn't turn up Kriya got more concerned for her and asked everyone about her...when no one had a clue she had decided to tell Swayam about the incident...just then...
Some girl entered RH panting...
"Guys guys...Sharon... Sharon steps se gir gayi hai.. woh usko chot lagi hai...par woh woh...kahi chali gayi hai...uska phone bhi gir gaya waha..."
Swayam: what...gir gayi...kaise... Oh god...aur chali gayi...bina medication li.. what the hell...
Simmi: Oh god... Sharon...phone bhi nahi kaha chali gayi...
"Pata nahi woh rob hi rahi thi..."
Rey: Ro rahi thi.. Swayam tumne kuch kaha kya usse...
Swayam: Rey ...maine kuch nahi kaha...aur mein kyun usse... i didn't even meet her properly today,,
Kriya: You did hurt her Swayam...
Swayam: kya what are you saying Kriya...
Kriya: Sharon heard our conversation today... jo humne baat ki... she was really hurt...i could see it ...
Simmi: OH Wow great... Superb guys... Congrats Swayam... usse itna hurt karne ke liye...
Kriya: Simmi Swayam didn't know that Sharon was there aur isne...
Simmi: Please Kriya tum beech mein mat bolo... Ya Mr. Swayam Shekhawat... You know what yaha sab logo ko pata hai how great lover you are...tum ne kya kuch kiya Sharon ke liye...par yaha kisi ko yeh nahi pata ki how much she loved you...how much she cared for you what all she did for you even before you could even think... Ab tumhe yehi lagta hai na...she just needs your attention...agar usse tumhari attention hi chahiye hoti...tho woh tumhe pehle ki use karti... but nahi usne aisa kuch nahi ki...she always felt that she didn't deserve you... she always wanted you to be happy... she has stopped herself from falling for you just for you...she knew... even when she had asthma... she thought for you fool... ki woh tumara life kharab nai karna chahthi thi... par yeh sab kisi ko nahi dikhta... Sharon kabhi express nahi kar pati hai.. she has loved you...i have seen her... how much she loves you...aur tum... usne tumhe hurt kiya so you hurt her back...Just look at her phone...uske din tumse shuru hoti aur khatam tumse hoti hai...and tum... wow... thank you so much Swayam... ab woh kaha hai...kiss halat mein hai... kisi ko nahi pata... agar usse kuch hua na...
Saying this she left from there.
"She has always cared for you you fool... agar usse tumhe use karna tha...tho woh pehle hi kar sakti thi... She felt she didn't deserve you..."
Swayam: I...I... don't deserve you Sharon... How can i hurt you so much,,,,, Im sorry... Im really sorry Sharon... Oh God..
Kriya: Swayam...
Swayam ran from there holding her phone... he just took Rey's car and zoomed off to search for her...
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Meanwhile Sharon stopped her car...she came to her farmhouse... place whr she finds some peace... She went inside and sat near the balcony... She was just feeling empty and zoned off... Only Swayam's words were ringing in her head... Her she was being positive for their patch up there he was planning to leave her forever... after college...
She just couldn't stop the tears coming out of her eyes... she just sat there crying all along..
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Swayam went and searched all the places..even gang were searching for her... they cant file a police complaint before 24 hours of missing...
There was even a alert for cyclone in Mumbai and pune...they were more tensed for Sharon...Even Swayam couldn't be reached...
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Its been 7 hours since Sharon left none could find her... Swayam has searched every possible place to find her... he just stopped the car and came out pulling his hair in frustration... He just couldn't think of anything else... just the thought that something must have happened to her is killing him from inside...
Swayam: kaha ho Sharon... pls pls comeback...im sorry...
He just sank down to the road... he just got reminded of all the moments they spent... it started raining heavily...just then he got reminded of the convo they had some time before...of how Sharon told him that she visits her farmhouse whenever she feels low...
He just got back into car... and drive to farmhouse...
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Sharon felt so weak... there was an injury on her arm... blood was ... all her energy got drained in crying...but still tears didn't take the name to stop... She saw it was raining ... she got reminded of the rain dance they did... she just came out of the porch... went and stood in rain...middle of the garden... trying to forget the pain in her heart...
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It took 2 hrs for Swayam to reach farm house... He prayed to every God in the world to keep her safe... just the thought of her not being safe is so scary... he could just die... With fear in his mind..he went inside farmhouse...to find her car first... he breathed a sigh of relief.. he parked the car and went inside just to have a look at her,,,, Standing in the middle of rain.
He just felt alive after so much time...which he felt like some centuries... he went and stood infront of her...
She opened her eyes to find him infront of her... she just couldn't believe her eyes.. Swayam looking at her ..she just forwarded her hand to touch him..to check if he was for real,,, Swayam saw blood flowing from the cut... He just couldn't control himself...he dragged her into the room...and pulled her
Swayam:HOW DARE YOU...
Sharon jsut couldn't make sense out of anything happening... she just kept staring at Swayam...
Swayam: HOW DARE YOU... How can you be so selfish Sharon... tumhe kisi ki parwa nahi hai...bas chali aayi... Ek baar bhi yeh nahi socha ki mujh par kya beetha hoga... bina bataye... bina phone ke..is halat mein... do u even have an idea...mein kitna dar gaya tha...
Sharon: kyun... tumhe dar kyun laga... as if you care Swayam... mein jiyu ya maru... tumhe kuch farak nahi pad tha na... you just want to leave me... you just want to get rid of me...
Swayam: I can hit you now Sharon...
Sharon: kyun Swayam maine galat thodi na kaha hai... You just don't care na... You just don't believe that i love you... for you im just an attention seeker... only you love me... i never loved you right... aisi ladki keliye y will you get scared... bolo... she just held his collar... kya ek pal ke liye tumhe nahi laga ki mein tumse pyar karti hu... bolo Swayam... kabhi bhi nahi laga tumhe??
Swayam: Sharon...
Sharon: its ok Swayam... mien samajh gayi ab...that you are not interested anymore... i understand...shayad... yehi correct hai...dono keliye... i ...i will try to forget you...i i...will try to move on... isliye yaha aayi mein...give me sometime... khud ko samjane keliye... so time so that i can let go happily...i can let you move on happily...
Swayam just pulled her to himself...and pinned her to wall...
Sharon was surprised by his action...
Swayam: No you wont get any time...
Saying this he crashed his lips on her...surprising her .she just couldn't react for a second... then she gave into the emotions...kissing each other...like no tomorrow...as if the world will end the next moment...reviving all the love , passion and longing for each other...
They broke the kiss...panting...smiling with the tears flowing...
Burying himself in her nape he showered her kisses... as she breathed hard...
He took her hand...which cut was there..he kissed it lovingly..
Swayam: I Love You Sharon... I love you... so much,...
Fresh set of tears came of Sharon's eyes as she hugged him hard... .. after how long she heard him say it... she was dying to hear it...
Sharon: I love you Swayam...i Love you...
Swayam: Pls don't do this to me... anytime...pls.. mar gaya tha Sharon... dhadkhane band ho gaye they...promise me..
He said taking her hand to his heart...
Sharon: Shhh...aise baatein bhi mat karna... i promise... par promise me ki we will be together,...chahe job hi ho.
Swayam: I promise...
Sharon: I love you Swayam...I love You...
Syaing this she pulled him a long passionate kiss again...
------->To be Continued...
P.S: I know ganda tha... i have lost touc with writing😆😆😆 pls comment and give me feed back
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