My words are not enough to describe the demon inside me...
The paraphrase of love only made me an addict of the demon more ruthlessly...
I was doomed...love was the name of her one sight...I fell for her...fell for her one sight...her sparkling smile...dialated eyes and uneven breath...her running heart beat...all this made me more drugged for her...
the crimson cheeks and her reactions of our firsr kiss made me more addicted towards her innocence...
she was like a fresh breath of heaven..every time I captured those plump lips; i felt like kissing them till i die..Her softness was drug..
She was a volcano of desires...everytime she faught with me..every time she made me silent with her ideas and values..i was speechless...her anger made her dangerously beautiful..how can i not admire her violent beauty..
our first dance...i was aware of her presence but did not let her know...the music of "dil se re" was the song of my soul..i was blindfolded but her one fragrance was enough to speak her presence..
she came silently and followed my steps...i wanted to cage her nervous structure in my embrace..i wanted to scream to her about my mad heartbeats..i wanted to tell her how she was torturing me by being so close to me..
yes...every time i saw her in front of me, it was very painfull to not able to love her..hold her...kiss her...she always made me vulnarable..i was never like this...but from her first sight, I was changed into an addicted soul for her...she was a drug..
she was my heartbeat ...my kriya...my desire of love...
today i saw her again...after ages...my dying soul felt alive yet again..
i saw her running away from me...i wanted to tell her that she was and she is the only one owner of my desire...my love and my soul...
yes i searched for love after her departure...but i wanted to tell her that it was only her i was searching for in every person...Taani came and reminded me of her in many way...but i was never so addicted and so devoted to her because the place of Kriya cannot be replaced...i knew it...but i fooled myself...i thought that i could prove my heart wrong...
But once again her one sight made me numb...i saw her running away...but i caught her...i felt my life is running away from me...i caught her trembling structure...her hazels were wet...she was crying...she was silent but her lips were trembling...i could'nt stop...once again i surrendered to my desires and my dying heart felt alive again with the touch of her lips..
she tried...she tried to explain something...but i needed nothing but only her...i crushed myself in her embrace and captured her petals within me...her surrender was enough to prove her heart...she still feels for me...and its her...only her who can make me alive...her addiction is my reason to live...my love belongs to only her...she proved me wrong...nothing can replace the emotions she fuelled in me..my love and desire has only one name "kriya"...
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