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This is a random swayam os by me.It states his state of mind when he and sharon were broken up and he was continuously demoralized by his dad the thought just hit me and i wrote.Check it out and tell me how it was
Its breaking me apart,I am trying so hard to remain strong but I just cant do it anymore.Its true love makes you strong but no one can deny the fact that it makes you weak too.I have kept myself together till now but how long can i keep doing it.No matter how much I try to put the pieces back together but something always happens to rip them apart again.It was easier to get over the pain before but over the time all the hurt has.made me too weak now even a single wound leaves me broken and just when i feel like I'm healing my heart is ripped out once more leaving me broken.I have been strong for the others and for me too but i just can't anymore.There is just so mich a hurt a man can take.I smile for the others and thankfully they don't care enough too see if its real or fake.I dont even have the strength to fake smiles anymore because it just hurts more and more inside.With too many wounds ripped open the pain is unbearable now and I just want it to stop.I want to stop hurting for once.What kills me the most is not knowing what did I do to deserve this.I would suffice for any explanation if it could just stop the pain,I just want some peace for my poor heart which has been crushed a one too many times to count.Is their anybody who is concerned enough to know if he is ok well not their fault actually because who exactly is he.He fails to understand the purpose of his existence.When he looks himself in the mirror all he could remember is his father calling him a disappointment of a son,his sister telling him how unimportant he is to her,sharon telling him how he is nothing but just stress and tension in her life.He wants to make himself believe that yes he is important,special but his heart is too smart to be fooled and asks him really important and you? Umm to who exactly and that shuts him up he does not have any answer and the self realization is too painful to bear.Tears flowing from his eyes are the proof of his pain and suffering.he takes a deep breath and calm himself down but his maimed heart takes over and his body shakes with sobs.The more he tries to console his poor soul the more he breaks apart.He knows weakness makes you vulnerable so he tries to put himself back together by telling his heart that maybe he just asked for a little too much from life and god but his broken heart knows better and immediately questions him back...
OH! Really is that so.So a son asking to be loved and appreciated by his own father is too much too ask
A friend wanting his friends too acknowledge him is that too much too ask
A brother asking for his sister's respect is that too much too ask or
A lover wanted to be loved unconditionally and recklessly is that too much too ask.He is speechless again and all the question and their painful answers take him to the edge and he is about to give up but just a small little but bright flame of hope lightens the dark and gloomy heart of his and gives him the strength to keep fighting...
Harshi
Its breaking me apart,I am trying so hard to remain strong but I just cant do it anymore.Its true love makes you strong but no one can deny the fact that it makes you weak too.I have kept myself together till now but how long can i keep doing it.No matter how much I try to put the pieces back together but something always happens to rip them apart again.It was easier to get over the pain before but over the time all the hurt has.made me too weak now even a single wound leaves me broken and just when i feel like I'm healing my heart is ripped out once more leaving me broken.I have been strong for the others and for me too but i just can't anymore.There is just so mich a hurt a man can take.I smile for the others and thankfully they don't care enough too see if its real or fake.I dont even have the strength to fake smiles anymore because it just hurts more and more inside.With too many wounds ripped open the pain is unbearable now and I just want it to stop.I want to stop hurting for once.What kills me the most is not knowing what did I do to deserve this.I would suffice for any explanation if it could just stop the pain,I just want some peace for my poor heart which has been crushed a one too many times to count.Is their anybody who is concerned enough to know if he is ok well not their fault actually because who exactly is he.He fails to understand the purpose of his existence.When he looks himself in the mirror all he could remember is his father calling him a disappointment of a son,his sister telling him how unimportant he is to her,sharon telling him how he is nothing but just stress and tension in her life.He wants to make himself believe that yes he is important,special but his heart is too smart to be fooled and asks him really important and you? Umm to who exactly and that shuts him up he does not have any answer and the self realization is too painful to bear.Tears flowing from his eyes are the proof of his pain and suffering.he takes a deep breath and calm himself down but his maimed heart takes over and his body shakes with sobs.The more he tries to console his poor soul the more he breaks apart.He knows weakness makes you vulnerable so he tries to put himself back together by telling his heart that maybe he just asked for a little too much from life and god but his broken heart knows better and immediately questions him back...
OH! Really is that so.So a son asking to be loved and appreciated by his own father is too much too ask
A friend wanting his friends too acknowledge him is that too much too ask
A brother asking for his sister's respect is that too much too ask or
A lover wanted to be loved unconditionally and recklessly is that too much too ask.He is speechless again and all the question and their painful answers take him to the edge and he is about to give up but just a small little but bright flame of hope lightens the dark and gloomy heart of his and gives him the strength to keep fighting...
Harshi
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
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