hey guys,this is my first os and also first individual work.So please bare with any mistakes.Also its quite long actually very long so pls dont get bored...
FOREWORD: Sharon has confessed her love to swayam and they are in an open relationship now since 1 month.
MY HEART BEATS IN YOU...
Tan tan tan...The clock struck 3'o clock.Swayam who has been pacing in the room since morning turned his head to look at the clock.Swayam, "Oh god abhi sirf teen baje hai..matlab do ghante aur wait karna padega tumse milne ke liye.Gosh Sharon tum subah ke flight se nahi aa sakti thi kya?Subah se taiyaar hoke baitha hoon airport aane ke liye aur tum ho ki delhi se wapas aane ka naam hi nahi le rahi ho."Taani, "bhai do minute baith toh jao.Subah se sau chakkar laga chuke ho aap poore ghar ke aur hazaar baar ek hi line bol chuke ho.Bhabhi do ghante mein aa hi rahi hai na aur agar aapne ghar ke chakkar lagana band karke khana nahi khaya toh main bhabhi ko boldungi ki delhi mein hi settle ho jaaye.Aapne breakfast bhi nahi kiya hai."
Taani and swayam at the dining table:
Taani, "bhai araam se khao na,kya hogaya hai aaj aapko?bhabhi ek hafte ke liye delhi kya gayi aap toh itne restless hone lage ho,aapki shaadi ke baad who maayke jaayengi toh kya karoge aap?"Swayam, "maayke? Who shaadi ke baad kahi nahi jaayegi,main use jaane nahi dunga.Agar uske maayke wale chahe toh hamare ghar mein aake rahe but main apni Sharon ko kahi nahi jaane dunga.Aur abhi uski cousin ke shaadi mein jaana zaruri tha kya?woh bhi ek hafte ke liye?Pata hai kitna miss kar raha hoon use.Taani kahi clock slow toh nahi chal raha?Dekho na abhi sirf 3:30 hua hai.Aur upar se yeh baarish..dopahar ko hi lag raha hai jaise raat ho gayi ho.I just hope ki uski flight delay na ho, ab aur nahi wait kar sakta main ...ek hafta uska chehra nahi dekha..GOSH SHARON I MISS U SOOO MUCHHH."Taani, "bhai thoda relax kijiye and don't worry ghadi theek se chal rahi hai aur flight bhi delay nahi hui hogi..hota toh bhabhi aapko phone kardeti na.Aur shaadi mein jaana toh zaruri tha na bhai agar main aapki shaadi mein nahi aaungi toh aapko kaisa lagega?Maine aapko itna restless kabhi nahi dekha bhai"Swayam, "pata nahi kyun taani ek ajeeb sa darr lag raha,pehle kabhi aise feel nahi hua mujhe.I just hope Sharon theek ho.Last time jab woh delhi se wapas aayi thi hamare beech sab badal gaya tha shayad isliye darr lag raha hai.I hope iss baar jab woh aaye toh aisa kuch na ho,ek aur baar usko khone ki himmat nahi hai mujhme."Taani "don't worry bhai is baar aap dono ko bhagwan bhi alag nahi kar sakte.Iss baar jab who wapas aayengi toh hamesha ke liye aayengi aur phir kabhi aapko chod ke jaa nahi payengi". "Achha taani ab main chalta hoon.Baarish ho rahi hai toh airport tak pohochne mein time lagega aur baaki ka intezaar waha jakar karunga." "OK bhai sambhalkar jaana..."
AT MUMBAI AIRPORT:
Sharon"Kaha ho tum swayam?Paanch baje ki flight thi meri aur ab toh saath baj gaye aur tum ab tak nahi aaye ho.Main ek hafte ke baad wapas aayi hoon aur tum time pe na aao aisa toh nahi ho sakta,kitne excited the tum mujhse milne ke liye.Shayad baarish aur traffic ki wajah se late ho,tumhare liye do ghante wait kiya hai toh thodi der aur sahi.I know tum mujhe lene zarur aaoge."
PEHLA NASHA PEHLA KHUMAAR...hello swayam kaha ho tum?itna late kaise hogaye?tum theek toh hona?Thank god tumne call kiya..main darr gayi thi"
FEW DAYS LATER:
Sharon, "Swayam wake up na please..kab tak aise hi sothe rahoge tum,thak gayi hoon main tumhe uthakar..ab maan bhi jao..ek baar apni aankhe kholo na swayam mujhe tumhari aankhe dekhni hai..swayammm...SWAYAMMM!!!ARGHHH!! iss baar agar nahi uthe toh main tumhe chod kar chali jaaungi hamesha ke liye..byeee"
"SHARONNN!!!!"
Swayam slowly opened his eyes to find taani sitting next to him and all his friends surrounding..taani, "bhai..finally aapko hosh aagaya.Ab kaisa feel kar rahe ho aap?"Swayam just give her a weak smile and said "Sharon?".Taani, "bhai woh..woh bohot thak gayi thi toh rest karne gayi hai..aap relax karo hum sab baahar wait karte hai".Swayam, "ok...taani agar Sharon aaye toh mujhe jaga dena.main usko lene jaa raha tha aur yeh sab hogaya..bohot naraz hogi na mujhse"taani just gave him a weak smile and ran out..
LATER IN THE EVENING
Dr: ab woh conscious hai aur unki halath pehle se kaafi better hai toh aap unhe gar le jaa sakte hai.Main unke discharge papers ready kara deta hoon.Taani: thank u so much dr. main bhai ko abhi bata dungi.Dr:Theek hai..i think ab aapko unhe sach batadena chahiye..its very important for him to know.Taani just nodded and went to swayam's room and tells him about discharge.
Swayam:Taani achha hua main aaj hi ghar jaaraha hoon,iska matlab main jaldi college bhi aa paunga.Taani:haan bhai dr ne kaha aap jaldi recover ho jayenge.Swayam:Sabse achhi baat toh yeh hai ki main Sharon se mil paaunga, usko hospital ki smell aur yeh sab pasand nahi hai na isliye mujhse milne nahi aayi hogi,ghar jaake sabse pehle use hi miloonga main,waise taani mujhe actually hua kya tha..mujhe bas itna yaad hai ki main Sharon se milne ke excitement mein gaadi tez chala raha tha and baarish bhi tez ho rahi thi aur achanak se ek bohot bada tree gadi par gir gaya and then I lost control..uske baad kya hua mujhe kuch yaad nahi..
Taani trying hard to find words:bhai jab aapka accident hua toh front glass ka bohot bada piece aapke chest mein atak gaya tha aur uski wajah se aapke he..heart mein bohot zyaada damage hua tha and then aapka..umm..aapka..umm heart replace kiya gaya.Swayam was really shocked to hear this:WHATTT????heart transplant...iska matlab abhi jo mere andar dil dhadak raha hai wo mera nahi kisi aur ka hai...par koi apna heart kyun donate karega?apni existence ka soul reason kisi aur ko donate kyun karega?usse jude har emotion her feeling ko kisi aur ke naam dena aur wo bhi apne khud ke existence ko kho kar..WOWWW this is really great!!Taani kya main wo papers dekh sakta hoon jisme us insane ne apne heart ko mere naam kiya..Taani didn't react and just gave him the papers as this was the best way to reveal the truth to swayam...
Swayam flipped through the pages scanning them when suddenly something caught his attention..it was a name..for him it was the most beautiful name in the world,his world started and ended with that name "SHARON"..actually it was not just Sharon written there it was "SHARON SWAYAM SHEKHAWAT"...he smiled as wide as possible looking at the name and reading it out loud..but the next moment his breath was caught in his throat..words failed to cum out of his mouth as he noticed that the name was written in the place of donar...he was totally numb but tears continuously flowing from his eyes .He couldn't sense what was happening around him...he just sat there holding the papers to his chest for god knows how long..He was brought back to reality by constant shouting of rey and taani...SWAYAMMM swayam please kuch toh bol..BHAIII pls chup mat rahiye..he looked at rey with tear filled eyes, "How could you rey?tu aisa kaise kar sakta hai?khudko uska BEST FRIEND kehta hai aur usko roka nahi tune?"rey, "swayam please calm down...meri baat sun". "how could you?how could you?arre mar jata toh mar jaane diya hota mujhe,but why Sharon?why her?".Taani was just sitting in a corner crying.Finally rey shouted "Swayam jab hume tere accident ke bare mein pata chala aur yaha par aaye tab teri surgery shuru hochuki thi aur Sharon hum...hum sabko chodke..jaa...chuki thi" he could not control anymore and brokedown.Swayam just sat whispering,why Sharon?kyun har baar aisa karti ho mere saath..jab bhi lagta hai ki sab theek hogaya humare beech tum chodke chali jaati ho..hamesha ke liye mere paas rehne ka promise kiya tha aur ab main kya k arunga...tum..tumhare bina..I cant Sharon..i cant..I just CAN'TTT!!!!!"Suddenly he felt
pain shot through him and closed his eyes in a hope that death would overtake him..with a hope that he would finally get HIS Sharon...
But when he opened his eyes again grief overpowered him as he realized he was in his room...still alive.He found a red coloured envelope in his hand and opened it..
Hey honey,
Jab tak tum yeh letter padhoge ,I would have gone..forever and ever..Really?? I don't think so..Because I'm there still there, always there...with you. Jab tak mera dil tumhare andar dhadakta rahega how can I die? I know ki tum abhi bohot sad ho, kisi se baat nahi kar rahe ho, sabse gussa ho..pls don't do that swayam unsab se door mat jau jinki tumhe abhi sabse zyaada zaroorat hai, isme kisi ki koi galti nahi hai swayam.Galti meri hai ki main tumhe chod kar delhi gayi , galti meri hai ki tum mujhse milne ke liye itni tez gaadi chala rahe the .I'm sorry swayam...really really sorry... Aur isliye maine decide kiya ki dobara aisi galti kabhi nahi hogi...hum dono ek hojayenge toh main kabhi tumhe chodke nahi jaa paungi.And I also know ki ab tak tum khudko chot pohchane ki poori planning kar chuke ho,but just remember one thing ki main tumse alag nahi hui hoon main tumhare saath jud gayi hoon swayam.Tumhari har baat mujhe affect karegi swayam, pehle jaise aur pehle se zyaada.And I'm sure mera swayam khudko hurt kar sakta hai par mujhe nahi. So Mr.Swayam Shekhawat ab sad hona band karo and give me a smile..and koi fake wali smile nahi tumhari real smile..wo meri favourite wali jisme tumhare dono cute se dimples dikhte hai...
Unknowingly a smile appeared on his face..HER favourite smile...
Thank u swayam meri baat manne ke liye.I know tum abhi bhi mujhse bohot gussa ho...par main kya karti swayam?Jab main airport pe wait kar rahi thi tab hospital se call aya ki tumhara accident hua hai and jab waha pohochi toh i got to know ki tumhara heart transplant karna padega within one hour aur us mausam mein kahi aur jaake dhoondna was impossible. And also main nahi chahti thi ki mere swayam ke andar kisi aur ka dil ho,main selfish hogayi thi swayam.Mujhe hamesha yahi lagta tha ki jitna pyaar tum mujhse karte ho...main uske layak nahi hoon..yeh first and last chance mila tha mujhe khudko yeh prove karneka ki main tumhare layak hoon , main kisi bhi kimat par isse khona nahi chahti thi. Aur phir hum dono yahi chahte the na ki hum ek doosre ke hokar ek doosre mein sama jaaye.Saath jeeye aur saath hi mar jaaye.Ab hamara har sapna sach hoga hum jaha jaayenge ek saath rahenge ...tumhari saanse meri dhadkan aur hamara pyaar hum dono ko zinda rakhegi.Today is the happiest day of my life swayam. My heart has got its rightful place... MY HEART BEATS IN YOU SWAYAM...i'm all yours now..finally yours...forever yours..
With lots of love..
Truly yours,
SHARON SWAYAM SHEKHAWAT..
He closed the letter..planted a deep kiss on it and held close to HIS heart, or should I say HER heart...actually THEIR heart and said, "YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND SHARON"...pehle jaise aur pehle se zyaada
"Love is how you stay alive, even after you are gone."
so guys how was it? time waste laga ho toh really sorry...😳jaisa bhi laga ho please bata dena😉
Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
Jodha Akbar
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