This is what Taani must be feeling right now. Is she right, is she wrong. What are her goals, is she being too clingy - all that aside. In my post I just want to show my support towards a girl who wears her heart on her sleeve. A girl who can have her moments, her outbursts. But by nature she is a soft hearted and gentle soul who loves a guy more than she loves herself.
The moment Taani set foot in St Louis College, she was destined for Rey. It took him time but he finally realised that the love he once rejected was God's way of telling him - feel the pain you gave to her. And unkowingly he fell under Taani's spell. He couldn't resist the intensity of her love for long.
As a Taani fan, I always feared for her. Seeing the pain after Rey rejected her, the transition she made thereafter, and the way she crawled into a shell...it made me think - how will this girl live without love? Yes, her love was finally reciprocated. But I continued to wonder what would happen if there was ever a time where Taani would be standing alone. Today that time has come.
Rey's rejection shattered her. Now I wonder what will happen to her if and when they part ways. But as they say, when you reach the lowest of lows, the only way is up. I just hope Taani is able to pull herself together and stand tall once again. Even if Rey isn't by her side, I want her to walk with her head up high. She must look towards a brighter future. She is not a doormat. She is a human being with feelings. And she must fight her inner demons. She must.
I had decided to stop creating posts, for various reasons. But I eventually decided against it. I've quit the show...if I don't create posts, it would be impossible for me to let off some steam. I know I can make long posts or tend to be slightly aggressive in my approach. If any fellow TaaReyian disapproves, I do apologise.
Thank you for reading, if you do.
Zinnia.x