Life has shown us everything, given us a lot...and taken away HUGE!
After enormous social struggle, and more than that, after gigantic inner turmoil, U and me were US...We enjoyed the extremely beautiful feeling called LOVE, we celebrated that, what is called togetherness...
But destiny had something else for us, Neither of us know the answer to the question WHY?
I myself don't know the reason, as to why are we not together...,its just that our hands are tied with fate...
Here, I am, almost lost...
And there You are'I don't know how...
Had never thought that, I would ever breathe...without you...being around...But HUH..? Whats the use of breathing'when I am still lifeless...!!
MY LIFE IS YOU...
Another day, without your smile
Another day, just passes by...
And yet, today once again, I, like a lifeless creature, am staring at the moon, asking him, pleading him, begging him...
We have always been together through hearts...But now our sweet memories are killing me... and the thought that we aren't together now chills me...
While letting you go, ...I had promised you that I would be happy for your sake...But whats the purpose of that happiness in which...My life...My smile...My star...My heartbeat...YOU are missing..!!
And Now I know...
How much it means...
For you to stay... Right here with me...
Now, when life is at a stage, where I need you, all I have is reminiscences!
I wish that you were with me.. here...I still don't understand that what made you think that we aren't meant to be...but since, you said that...I respected your decision...I couldn't explain you that when you love me, and I love you..then there is nothing else that matters...
But ...I believe that this distance, would do something...It just can't keep you away...everything in life has some purpose...
The time we spent apart,
Will make our love grow stronger...
But it hurts so bad...
I can't take it any longer...
This separation has something in it...may be now you love me more...than earlier...if this is possible
Tumhe jaane toh dia, but I am assaulted daily after that...
I wanna grow with you,
I wanna die lying in your arms...
Half of my lifetime is already gone...I haven't lived life...I have just passed the life...I am there smiling...just because...I don't want others to mourn over me...I am trying to be normal...but life mein unstability toh tabse hain, jabse tum sath nahi ho...
Without U, I am nothing...May be other's think that I am fine... but only I know that how am I daring to sleep when I am very well aware that next morning is not at all bright for me...
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I want you, I want a belief to believe in love...I want to experience ecstasy, I want to spend my entire life with you, live with you, die with you..in your arms...
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do...
I wanna grow old with you...
I have visualized a dream life with YOU...Being with you, when You need me, fulfilling all your wishes as my commands , teasing you, Being there with you when you have mood swings, and then I would be there, to make you smile, dividing all your pains, multiplying all your happiness...
Thousand miles...
Between us now...
It causes me to wonder how...
Each day, I arise with the same thought that what was wrong...Hadnt even in my wildest dreams I had thought that a day would come when I would crave for you, coz I had thought that I would never let you go...
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right along
The time we spent apart...
Will make our love grow stronger...
That every dawn, where I have spent the previous night without you, is hopeless.
I do not wish to live such a life, where each moment, is just bringing with it sorrow.
But it hurts so bad'I cant take it any longer..
I wanna grow old with you...
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wish to celebrate parenthood, with you...so that we once again see our childhood together in front of our eyes...so that when you have our sign of love I would take you for midnight drive to a Icecream stall...
I wanna grow old with you,
I wanna be looking in your eyes...
I wish you to see our child growing up, with all features of you, only a nose like me...I wish to see you scolding him, for teasing an old lady in the park, showering him with all your love...
I wanna grow old with you...so that we be each other's support rather than walking stick...
I wanna be there with you...
Sharing in everything you do...
I still don't know what made us apart...but definitely I would say that your excuse...of WE ARE NOT MEANT TO BE is completely wrong...when
Things can come and go...I know...
But Baby, I believe
Somethings burning
Strong between us
Makes it clear to mee... (I wanna grow old with you)
I am very well aware that there were circumstances which forced you to take such decision...But nevertheless its never too late...I still am waiting for you...and would always wait...so that we grow old together...
I tried hard, but its impossible for me to digest this...my heart says that there is something burning between us,...The strings of our hearts...are still connected to each other...binding us together...They refuse to end...everything between US...
Our love has made me believe that
I wanna grow old with you...
I wanna die lying in your arms...
I wanna grow old with you...
I wanna be looking in your eyes...
I wanna be there for you...
Sharing in everything you do...
I wanna grow old with you...
I am living just because I want U & ME...BACK TO US... so that I give a promise "WILL LOVE YOU''...FOREVER" I am missing you...MISSING LIFE...
I am incomplete without You...
The End.
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- Ria
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