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Seriously...today's epi just made me go blank...which is weird considering the fact that we got some pretty good SwaRon scenes today...But I guess the abandoned corridor is just cursed and brings nothing but bad memories for both SwaRon and their fans !!! As usual, 10 mins later...things started making more sense to me...especially from Sharon's point of view in today's epi !!!
I'll start from the very beginning...I had a very bad feeling last week itself that the CVs would destroy Sharon's character like this by making her stay silent and not say anything to support the Weaklings...but I guess I can still defend Sharon by saying that she herself is still recovering from her personal down fall and isn't fully herself yet...Yes, She got her confidence back but she's still scared...I guess that's why we didn't hear her say anything...The old Diva would have had a big smile on her face and would have boasted about how good she is ...But today even with everyone showering so many compliments on her...she just had a sweet almost nervous smile on her face and didn't say a word...So, I guess that explains the reason why she didn't say anything when the other students bashed Kria and the Weaklings...
You could see that she felt bad that she didn't stand up for the Weaklings...but she was scared that if she responds...Will the students listen to her ??...she still questions her position in St.Louis after her defeat and its going to take some time before she can believe that she is Sharon The Diva...and when she does get that confidence back...I hope the CVs will show us a sequence where she defends the Weaklings !!! I loved the fact that we finally got a Sharon monologue where she said only I know who was the real Weakling in Goa...that shows us that she does appreciate what the Weaklings especially what Swayam did for her...Its just going to take some time for her to be vocal about it...
What happened next almost gave a lot of SwaRon fans a heart attack...Sharon actually messaging Swayam to meet her in the abandoned corridor...Like seriously ??...Did that Really happen ?? We all went crazy the moment we saw that and was so excited...then I'm sure we all had our own flashback of what happened the last time SwaRon were in the abandoned corridor and all we could do was pray through out the add break that something good will happen this time...But like I said...looks like that place just brings bad luck to SwaRon...Going back to the scene...we see a nervous Sharon waiting there...And when Swayam comes...she tries her best to say something...to express her gratitude for everything that he did for her...but our Majnu was quicker and stopped her before she could say anything...I'm not going to get into the whole Swayam lines...cause they just killed me...I mean the way he expresses his feelings through his lines...HAYEE, MAIN MAR JAWAAN !!!
But my focus here is Sharon...Somewhere hearing Swayam say all that...she herself was confused...Was this what she really wanted ??...Him giving up on the idea of them ever being together...I guess even Sharon doesn't have an answer for that question right now...I hope she figures that out soon...But before it was too late...Just a few seconds before Swayam left...Sharon finally managed to say out what she really wanted to say...it was a simple THANK YOU...She wasn't thinking about all the things that Swayam thought she was pondering over...all she could think of was how much he had done for her the past couple of days...how much he supported her and was there for her...and all she wanted to say...all she wanted him to know was that she was grateful for that...she truly was...
The last line she says after Swayam leaves..." Itne aache se...Itne aache se kyun jaante ho tum muje "...I think this definitely reflects the dilemma Sharon is going through right now...Finally, it has struck her that maybe...she was lying to herself all this while...Of course we the fans already knew that...but I think or at least I hope this is the starting of the process where Sharon starts figuring out her feelings for Swayam...The past couple of days have really shown her that there is an undeniable connection between them...and that in times of need, she needs Swayam the most...its only him who can truly help her believe that everything will be alright...and today, her saying those words shows us that she is acknowledging the fact no one can know her or understand her better than Swayam...
In between the whole SwaRon conversation...when Swayam asks her if he can address this thing between them as Humare...and she nods indicating a Yes...maybe that's a sign that she is starting to open up to the idea of her and Swayam becoming HUM !!! There was a time when she said that that can never happen and now we see her actually opening up to the idea...I know I'm analysing things way too deep right now...All I'm saying is that the whole epi today...in terms of Sharon...just made me think that maybe she's starting to realise what Swayam truly means to her and will slowly start acknowledging this bond that she shares with Swayam as time goes by...I just hope I'm right and that we will see Sharon warming up to Swayam even more in the upcoming epis...which will finally let the SwaRon track move forward !!!
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