All this time I was confused... D3 without Shakti? will I be able to watch? The day I saw the first promo of dil dosti dance, Shakti wasn't shown...but I remember thinking that how perfect it'd be if Shakti was the main lead, in fact, for me toh no one else cud come even close to being as perfect as her... And the best part was, she was paired wid Amar!
Everything was perfect... I was pretty sure I wud love this show...but I never imagined that I wud be so obsessed with D3, with KriYaansh! Esp in the last month, my holidays were going on and honestly, my life revolved arnd Kriyaansh and ArSha! I watched the old episodes, the interviews, the BTS, DID episodes...
you know, while watching DID episodes I was thinking ke, 'yaar ArSha ab bhi boht accha dance karte hain, no doubt, but they were SO good in DID...I wish they cud learn even more and get even better'
the thought that it was something that I actually wished for has been tormenting me like nothing else...
you know the saying 'be careful what you wish for?'
Definitely true.
I never thought abt one or both of them leaving D3 though! I just thought that there should be more dance performances, solo, group, couple, kuch bhi...more opportunities for them to improve and to show their talent... I never thot of this happening!
I can't hate Shakti for her decision...it was very unprofessional, I'll admit...but her passion for dance is what made me love her so much! I just wish this NY course thing had happened either before or after D3!
Shakti is leaving...this was the first shock. I decided to stop watching, thought abt it for a long time, decided to watch D3 for Amar and for the others...and now I get to know that they're going to bring Kria's character to an end. And there's a new girl. Who is not Kria. Meaning, Rey is supposed to fall for this new girl.
watching Amar with some other girl who is supposed to be Kria? Heart-breaking, but I'd still watch just for Amar. (in my mind I had already decided that I'd be calling her kria-2 / k2 or something...cuz for me it's been Kria=Shakti even before I knew that Shakti was actually going to play Kria)
But watching Rey fall for another girl? Hell no! No way on earth am I going to sit and watch that happen... so there's really nothing I can do abt it but stop watching D3...
As it is, I've just been crying while watching the last 2 episodes...and even the sweet KriYaansh scenes(which were too short anyways) haven't been able to cheer me up...cuz I can't stop thinking that these are their last few scenes together!
KriYaansh is truly magical... they don't deserve to end like this...
Dehradun mein first mulaqaat and college mein panga! Linecutter and baathcutter😆 nok-jhok, fights,Kria ka first dance and Dazzlers ki bolti bandh! 'Miss Dehradun, meri hogi soon'... Rey helping Kria make her own team,RDX Sir ki party-Chabilal and Ramaira, chocolate cake or pineapple cake?😆 white band-'Hum ek jaise nahin hain, ek hain.'... classtrip mein first dance together! pool mein baahon ke darmiyaan,Kriya ka punch and Rey ka flying kiss😆 look look-hawa hawa... Dil se Rey😆 the bike accident 'paagal toh aap ho!' 'Haan hoon, aur bataaun kiske liye?'...Auditions se pehle Rey encourages Kriya ( and Kriya still doesn't know abt everything that Rey's done for her!) and then the elections...things go wrong...misunderstandings, the slap, the rose day party dance, the pranks...love the way you lie...and then finally to put us out of our misery, KSG ki arrival...the paint scene! 'tum galti se galti kyun karti ho? tum galti se kuch accha nahin kar sakti?'😆...Kabaddi match, the confessions...they realize their mistakes...the cute thumka's...kriyaansh ki dosti! dost, phir acche dost, phir boht acche dost! special dost!
finally! the love confession...I know, Kria dint say anything more than 'aap mere acche dost se kuch zyaada ho...' but for me that wasn't the real love confession...for me it was the dance- in lamhon ke daaman mein... of course, for two people whose first love is dance, what could be more perfect than that? the look on Kria's face...the realization, the wonder, the love...it was all there... honestly, they did not need to say anything after that... thier faces, their eyes, their dance said it all...
and even though I had exam the next day and I hadn't really manages to study anything yet, I dint really care...I had never been so happy during exam time before!
after that, roothna-manaana, butterfly kiss,the walk back from the party and dance on shaam bhi koi, 'mujhe pata hai aap mera saath doge'... 'last night was gr8'...'kiski shakti?'...Rey going down on his knees for Kria...they're too many good things to write abt, and the tears are flowing as it is...
Today, Kria began tickling Rey when she saw how upset he was...tomorrow, their dance...and for me, they'll go on...
all their nok-jhok's, roothna-manaana, pyaar n takraar, their dosti, thier dance, their love...maybe KriYaansh have no happy ending on D3...in my mind and heart, they'll never end, but they'll go on- happily ever after...because that's what KriYaansh deserve...
So tomorrow, KriYaansh dance is going to be the last scene of D3 that I watch...that's how I want to remember them...happily in each other's arms!
maybe that makes me a deluded fool, IDC.
I really, really wish the CV's hadn't decided to end KriYaansh in D3!
If Shakti is ever back ( and everyone can say what they want, I'm going to keep hoping that she'll come back), I'll be right here waiting for KriYaansh!
And one last thing... please don't hate me for this...but I almost wish Amar was going away with Shakti... you probably hate me for that...but we're not going to have KriYaansh anyways, at least ArSha toh saath hote...For so long I believed without a doubt that ArSha were in love, that were always going to be together...it hurts so much to think that Shakti is going away from him!
You'll probably think I'm an idiot for saying that and that we shud be grateful that at least we still have Amar..and believe me it isn't easy for me to say that...but if Amar had been the one leaving, I wudn't want to see Shakti wid some other guy either!
Falling in love with ArSha and KriYaansh was so easy... and even though the way I'm feeling right now- the depression, the pain,it sucks- I still don't regret having fallen in love with them. I loved every moment of it and I'll always love them.
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