Originally posted by: nandinidev
Hey! I know what you mean man. Sharon HAS been VERY confusing. But that's just it...she's very human, and therefore fallible. Confusing isliye, kyunki she's confused herself. The deal with her, as far as I understand it, is that she's been in constant denial of her feelings for Swayam, and because of that tends to blindly grab at whatever presents itself to her as a 'better' direction for her. First, like you said, it was her secret admirer. She never even met him, but fell for him, and at some level was ALWAYS measuring him up against Swayam. In terms of the image she'd built for herself, the SA fitted her idea of her 'type' the best. But then when that illusion shattered, it was her own face she saw. How superficial she had become. And what hurt her the most was that her superficiality is what SWAYAM saw in her, which is where the whole expensive gifts idea came from, according to her.
And now, there's Shivam, a male version of her own Diva-image. Rich, arrogant, 'cool'-ness obsessed, popular...and so now when she's struggling even worse than before, with regard to her feeling for Swayam, she instantly looks to him as her 'better' option. When THIS illusion shatters, she'll hopefully begin to see clearer than ever before that there is no better alternative. It's always been Swayam, and Swayam alone.Ab tak toh I can still take it in. But CVs, from here on, you're entering seriously tricky territory. I hope you navigate it well, and don't let us down.