Hello Everyoneeeeeeeeeee!!! First of all, a MASSIVE NivRen hug to each and everyone of you guys. It took great strength and will power for each and everyone of us to watch such a heart tearing episode, and for that, we all deserve a MASSIVE NivRen filled hug! 🤗
So today, there were no "only NivRen" scenes to comment on, but rather each Nivi and Viren scene was with a family member(s), so therefore, I just feel like writing continuously what my heart felt regarding today's episode.
Beginning with some morals from today's episode:
1) Love is something more stern and splendid than just mere kindness. Love isn't all about happy go lucky days, since where is the test of love in that? Love isn't about always being together, since where will the knowledge of the power and strength of love come into that? No, love also does contain pain and seperation, love does also mean tears and desperation, since that is where the test of love comes in, and in that, a lover see's the immense power and strength of love.
2) Love me when I least deserve it, because thats when I really need it. Viren right now need's Nivi's love, though it may look like he never deserves it, but that is Viren's biggest need right now ... Nivi's love.
3) Love can touch us one time, last us a lifetime, and never let go of us till we're gone.
4) We don't chose to love, we don't decide to love, we don'y question when to love, and we don't tell love that we want love. Love asks permission of no one, love just comes, and once it comes, it conquers every ignorance thrown at it, since you will never know just how much you are used to love.
Okay, so my verdict on today's over whelming episode.
To be really honest, I am SO glad that the divorce thing finally happened today. For a whole week, the tension was building inside, and I couldn't bear to even sit properly without the thought of the NivRen divorce never entering my mind, and now, I'm GLAD it's done. Over and done and dusted, because now, our whole focus can go into the accident, and NivRen's reunion again, because frankly, that is what I and all of us really want to see, NivRen becoming the NivRen they always were, the one we imagined and the one we have seen truly share love, and not hurt, false accusations, playing the blame game and seeing each others pain and loving each other from within but being bitter from the outside.
Nivi's inner strength is one to salute for. The amount of sacrifices she has given and the copious level of immense hurt she has gone through is not a quality everyone has in them. VD herself is ashamed that such a simple yet strong girl, has to live such a misrebale life, but not even one complaint comes out from her, and even CC knows this, and deep inside, she also feels that Nii doesn't deserve someone like Viren, who gives her so much hurt and pain, but Nivi has the power in her, the inner ability to bear it, since all her life, she has been nothing but underestimated, looked down upon, and seen with a weak eye, but Nivi is someone completely the opposite. She is Nivedita Sharma Viren Sood, not Putul, not Nivi, not dushman ki beti, not a bechaari, and neither anything else, she is but Nivedita Sharma Viren Sood, a woman of great will power that no one has seen. And her philosophy in life is simple, no matter how cold the winter is that dies out every flower, spring brings the world and every flower back to life.
Viren Sood is perhaps the most tolerating guy I have ever seen. Since childhood, in the days of innocence and naiveness, he has been tolerating insult after insult, when a child does not have the strength to do that. Many children would commit suicide, fall into depression and never see themself capable of anything, but Viren lived through it, making him strong, but nevertheless, still having that element of weakness in him, which is eating him up now. And even now till today, Viren Sood, a married man, still has to tolerate. He has to tolerate the pain he gets when he hurts Nivi, the love of his life. So when he ignores the seat CC gave him today at the dining table, and instead goes and sits elsewhere, then why shouldn't he? Yesterday, she left him, in isolation, so today, why not he?
Viren, like ever since we've known him, has always had this factor of "never forgetting" anything, whether it be a promise he made, like protecting Nivi (which he is doing even till this day, by loving her from within), or whether it be getting revenge of someone, or even anything said for or against him, Viren remembers everything, and therefore, with them words that Nivi said in the confrontation, Viren knows exactly what to do, and how to do it, and Nivi, who all too well knows whats going on in Viren's mind, knows exactly that Viren is doing something, since Viren may be able to hide his face behind a mask in front of everyone, but that isn't the case with Nivi.
Viren is the type of person who only gives someone the harsh treatment if they deserve it, otherwise those who deserve the best of best treatment, will get it. Nivi's father, KS, and NT have done nothing wrong to him, and Viren knows that if he hurts Nivi, he will automatically be hurting every Sharma that is linked to her, and that isn't Viren's intent, it merely seeking love of those whom he never seeked it off. Therefore, when Viren approached NT/KS, he had the most guilt ridden face on, ever, because he knows exactly how unjust he has been to Nivi, which in turn has made him opressed NT/KS for no real reason, but that he has hurt Nivi, who was the life of the Sharma house, and al the while Viren is thinking, how can I do such a thing? How can I hurt those who have done nothing to me?
Viren has mutal respect for everyone, and he is a boy with great morals, teachings and values, since that is one thing every Sood has in them, no matter how awkward or bitter they are, and here, the "real" Viren Sood could be seen, the one respects his elders, the one loves everyone despite who they are, the one who repents if he's done something wrong, the one who knows just how beautiful life is, that Viren who was bursting with happiness and joy, THAT is the real Viren Sood. After Viren see's NT, he realises just how bad he's been to Nivi, even though it was out of sheer helplessness, but Viren see's that NT who made Nivi the girl she is, who then became his wife.
Viren then feels even more of a guilty conscious, when he see's just how much the Sharma's respect him and how much pride they have in him as they address him with "Daamaadji", Viren then all of a sudden feels, that am I even liable to be called that? So much respect, and what do I give them, pain? How low of me, how can I do this? This then gives him another reason why he should divorce Nivi.
Viren will never, at this present moment, have the courage to go upto Nivi and say sorry to her, since he is so ashamed of hurting her to such great levels, that he cannot meet her eye to eye, and therefore, though it maybe indirectly, but atleast he has asked for forgiveness, and is asking for forgiveness for the big event that is going to happen next, the divorce. Viren inside knows that he doesn't want to leave Nivi, but neither does he want to inflict her with further pain, and Viren himself would rather live in more pain by seperating himself by Nivi, rather than stay with her and give her pain she never deserved, but NivRen aren't and weren't made to meet and distance away, they were made to last forever.
Now, coming to the bit that I really wanted to happen quickly and get over and done with, the divorce situation. Viren called the Sharma's without telling the Sood's since he didn't want to make everyone's hopes so high, and bring the crashing down with the divorce. Nivi was the most happiest person in the world to see her family come over, but as soon as she saw Viren saying that he called them over, she instinctively knew something was going to happen, right or wrong, she doesn't know, but something was going to happen.
Viren begins the talk by talking about the marriage, and how it was so different to how everyone would have expected it to be, and how no one, not even one family member was there to see the NivRen marriage. As Viren adressed "mera parivaar", I instantly felt as if Viren, with a heavy heart said that, since what kind of a parivaar would not attend their own son's wedding?
Now the Sharma's don't know about Viren's actions, but the Sood's do, and as soon as he says I want to rectify the marriage, all the Sood's understood something wrong is going to happen, as the Sharma's thought about the prospect of a remarriage.
Viren, one last time looked lovingly, with the eyes of pure love saying, Nivi, please and please forgive me for what I'm going to say next, just remember these 3 words, I love you, as Viren announces the divorce.
The IMMEIDATE reaction was of YD and BS', as NEVER in their life of the Sood's have they ever heard about "divorce" happening between a Sood couple, and moreover NivRen, since they were the "perfect" couple. NT's expression however, isn't of shock, but of confusion, since she knows Viren would never do that, but only for a valid reason, and not just for any reason, since she knows just how perfect Viren is for Nivi, and vise versa. CC and HL are next, and they both see just how Viren could take such a huge step, in so little time of the NivRen marriage. VD, knowing all to well that NivRen's bond isn't so weak that they cannot overcome this obstacle, but they really want to divorce? That's just impossible.
Nivi who knew NOTHING about this, looks on at Viren, as Viren nods and says, yes Nivi, a divorce. Nivi, whose moutain of trust came crumbling down on her, whose love and faith in Viren that she fought so hard to build up, came crashing down on her, as tears flow from her eyes, as she realises again, that once again, love has betrayed her.
Viren asks Nivi to explain, but Nivi, whose world has just come tumbling upon her, cannot find the voice or courage to speak, just stares at the person she gave her heart to, and how he used it and threw it back into her face.
Viren grabs Nivi's arm, and takes her forward, giving her the push, that this is really happening, tells BS, that the divorce isn't happening by me only, but by us, as Viren is sick and tired of being blamed alone entirely for every fault in the house.
Viren, who tells Nivi about how "everyone hear is our parivaar", rubs it in her face, that these are not the "parivaar" whom you think they are, no, no where near it, and as Viren, with a HUGE rock on his heart, has to force himself to say all the wrong reasons as to why NivRen got married, and how they have to divorce now.
Viren, as you could see, his tounge was saying something completely opposite to what his eyes were. Viren's eyes were hurt, and even though he was saying how bad he was to Nivi, his eyes were speaking and screaming in another language. The fact that Nivi, LOOK in my eyes, READ my eyes, SEARCH in them evey wrong reason as to why I'm doing this, but you won't find ANY. Nivedita, I LOVE YOU, I love you so much, so so much. Nivi, forgive me, I PLEAD for forgiveness, Nivi don't leave me and go, Nivi I NEED you, because I love you so much.
And the one line that Viren said, "That in front of the world, we're husband and wife, but between us, there is NOTHING of the sort", his eyes truly meant love, the expressed love, they told Nivi just how much he LOVES her, and that only Nivi and him knew what kind of a relationship they had, and all the special memories and moments they had, and no one else, and seeing Nivi in such a broken state hurt Viren more further.
Viren then comments on the Sindoor, the element of a married women, that paves the way for a husband and wife being one, just like how the Sindoor paves the way into the women's forehead, and how NivRen could never pave a way, because it was all a deception. And Viren, hurt as hell, cannot meet Nivi in the eye anymore, and brings out the divorce papers, and shows to everyone that this isn't a farce, but reality, as Nivi looks on, onto those cursed papers, that will end NivRen's ever so strong and beautiful bond, when there is still so much to live, and Viren, who only wants the best for Nivi, by not giving anymore pain to her, says, that she can once again become a free bird, and never look back at this cursed and damned house again.
Viren, just before signing the papers, gives one last long look into Nivi and her eyes, and see's there innocene, naiveness, and pain in them, as he gives her every reason as to why he loves her, because he once again says to her, "I ... LOVE ... YOU", and goes ahead an signs the papers, as Nivi looks at how once again, her love left her, stranded, alone ...
To be honest, the precap has REALLY excited me. KS finally stands up for Nivi and takes her home, and this will triggor Viren, as he will spend the night alone, in deep thoughts of Nivi. Next day, Viren will wake upto realise that it is his birthday, but nothing of the sort, as the biggest gift of his life isn't there, Nivedita isn't there, and due to this frustration, it will cause an accident, leaving a cliffhanger for Monday. Or either, Nivi will somehow leave causing the triggor of the accident, or option 3, Niv doesn't leave, Viren gets triggored why she never left, causing the accident.
Either way, I CANNOT wait for what is going to happen next ... Just NivRen coming back is what we want to see, now how, thats in the hands of the CT's ...
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP, AWESOMENESS!!!
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