Originally posted by: libsrocks
Here read this crazy case of fandom. Her name is Karishma and i came across her in Yahoo ask!
Am i in love with a celebrity?
Im a 13 year old girl and i'm madly badly in love with a TV celeb! His name is Siddharth Shukla. I found out about him last year when he entered a show. Since then i have been going cuckoo over him. I don't know the exact reason i like him so much but i think its cuz the character he played was extra sweet and kinda like the guy any girl would want. And mainly he was exactly like the prince charming i had always wanted for myself. Then i had to explain to myself that Shiv (the character he played in the show) is just a fictional guy and no one so sweet and humble actually exists.. But then when i started seeing Siddharth's interviews and reading about him, i realized he is exactly like the character he played and even better! He is so sweet, the most humble, innocent, cute, with a great sense of humor and super smart! That's when i slowly started going mad over him. I used to watch his show 3 times a day :P I imagine stuff about me and him every single day! There never is a moment when i'm not thinking of him! I keep imagining that i get into the show and act with him. Every time i think all this, a huge smile gets plastered over my face. Its not like i want to do "stuff" with him or anything. I just want to be special for him. I want him to care about me. And its not like i don't know that all this will not come true. I very well know its not gonna come true! And even knowing that doesn't make me upset or anything! Just thinking of him gets me so happy! I just cant get him off my mind and i don't really think i want to.. :D I'm still super obsessed with him. He is on twitter and i follow him and have got 8 replies from him :)) But when i see him with any other girl.. I CANT BEAR IT! I burn from inside! He has to romance with his wife in the show but that gets me so pissed! Also once they had a very very hot and bold dance with each other which killed me. In fact there have been times when i have stopped watching it for a while becoz i cant bear them being together! Even though the his wife in the show is married to somebody else in real life.. i still cant bear to see him with any other girl! Just cant! I know its not a very healthy obsession but i don't really wanna get over it cuz it gives me a lot of happiness. I don't know what these weird emotions are.. Its all so weird.. I just wanna know what these feelings are.. Pls help? P.S Pls don't give harsh and rude answers telling me to forget him or that i'm a jerk.. P.S.S Ive even attached a picture :)
Can anyone beat that?!