It is strange how they write about Sushant throwing parties when he was invited to NONE. He literally mentioned that he only has 2 friends because he is boring and nobody finds him interesting or they find him wierd so they stop taking his calls. He was a blind favourite because he never retaliated and was a soft target.
I have followed his interviews and alot of people will leave comments like "he can't speak" or "he rambles" or "he stutters". This is why so many people in the industry found him "abnormal". Sushant was never a very well-spoken individual. This wasn't because he was "dumb". In fact, quite the opposite. It was because people who have A LOT on their mind and think very fast often cannot express or put their thoughts into words fast enough. Some people probably found that strange or weird because it didn't fit their blueprint of "normal". But I can sense it because my brother is like that. An absolute brilliant but can't word his thoughts fast enough. And for whatever it is, I love you Sushant for remaining your "wierd" self all throughout your life even though you were ridiculed and targetted endlessly for it. You didn't stop talking about astrophysics, metaphysics, coding language, stars and planets just because people didn't get it.
As for blinds, I hardly participated in any because I knew that bogus sellout critics like Masand will put blind items based on his connections and his industry friends can easily plant negative blinds through him to push their narrative. For someome like Sushant who didn't say much, it was easy to put him down. It hurts me, irks me, bothers me, and frustrates me to see that almost everyone from the industry had something to say or share after he died but not a single person was there for him to reach out to. Depression can often make a person unpleasant for sure but that is because they are battling so hard with themselves and it takes someone who truly cares to stick around which is why he missed his mother on every occasion even after 17 years of her passing.
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Edited by Cookies.. - 5 years ago
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